[OOC] We Are the Crystal Gems

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Guardian Angel Haruki

I feel stupid and silly. I just deleted it :(

[Kronshi]

@Akayaofthemoon Well, if it makes you feel better. I saw it and personally, I don't mind you venting that out of your system. It's difficult when things like that happen especially all of them together but I know you'll get through it. You're stronger than you care to admit.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Kronshi

Thanks Kronshi, it means a lot. I just hate that I still feel like I am the one in the wrong even though I did nothing but say yes that I would over work myself to make everyone happy and so my great grandma wouldn't be the one to suffer.

[21308]

@Akayaofthemoon That sounds really sweet of you, hopefully your grandmother comes around.

So hey, what's up guys? I have some kind of good news, I had a quiz in my medical terminology class and I did perfect!

[Akayaofthemoon]

@21308

That is great news! ^-^ I am so happy for you and that all your studying paid off

[21308]

@Akayaofthemoon Thank you! I'm really glad it did too, hopefully the rest of this semester will go equally well for me.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@21308

I do hope so ^-^

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon I didn't see what it was that you were venting about, but either way, I just want to let you know that we're all here to listen and there's no reason to hold back if you need to vent. We're all here for you, Akaya, and I hope whatever the issue is with your grandmother, it gets solved quickly and she apologizes or at least acknowledges that she hurt you.

Anyways, on a more cheery note, good day, everyone! I'll be starting to go back to school in a few days, so that's fun, I suppose, and I'm feeling pretty good.
I have an Eve post at the ready because it's finally time to let all that altiverse feels flood the IC and also because wow it's been a while. It felt sort of weird RPing as Eve because it's been a while. And I miss it. It's fun. Also if someone does make a post, @pyroman and I can go and plague your souls with feels on a much quicker basis *shot*

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Loony

T.T your going to make me have to post so I can see feels and have them also eat me soul. I'll work on one soon since it is needed for others to move forward.

Sadly, even though I love my grandma very much sometimes she can't see past herself. I am sure I will get all the blame and a lecture on something I didn't even do but it is what it is. I am use to being the responsible one and taking it all upon myself.

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon

TT V TT Akaya you don't have to do this to yourself, fight the feels. But thanks. XD

That sounds like a really frustrating situation. I wish I could give advice but I've never been very good when it came to parent-child problems (blaming that on my mother not getting help for her PTSD when she needed it most and for me being a terrible child and therefore we've needed help from outside sources aka therapy so ^ ^") and never had any grandparent-grandchild problems, but know that you have my sympathy and that I wish I could help out.

[Akayaofthemoon]

I can't fight the feels because it might lead to the cuteness of SodaXEve...it might be impossible and it may stay only as friendship but they are just too adorable as an couple of awkwardnesss that I can't resist!!!!

Thanks Loonster. It really means so much to have everyone to talk to and everyone's support. I just feel so upset and saddened. I don't want to see her for awhile but sadly I don't think I will have much a choice.

[21308]

@Loony Hey Loony! I'm glad you're doing well, starting school again sounds exciting. I'm actually a little surprised you're going back this late in the year.

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon
You don't know, Pyro and I could make it more heart-wretching splitting further apart...>:D
And also I swear I'm so indifferent to non-platonic shipping but because people keep demanding it, I'm almost tempted to make it canon on at least Eve's end, but of course I'll do what's natural to her. It could be Sodalite. Could be anyone. Hell, remember that altiverse conversation where Reggie accused Eve of staying with Bloodstone because she had 'the hots for him'? XD *shot* Okay for real Bloodstone X Eve or Aqua X Eve will never be a thing for obvious reasons but eh, felt the need to joke.

And there's no need for thanks, Akaya. I'm really sorry to hear you feel this way and I bet it's really frustrating to not be able to avoid her when she made you feel like this, but I know you're strong and will be able to cope. I wish there was more I could do to help.

[Loony]

@21308 Well, it wasn't like I was in the hospital the whole time during my absence; other things came along. I was there on the first day and all, and remember, school starts way later in Canada. Plus either way I need to go back once I get better. ^ ^"

I'm just worried about math now but thankfully my math teacher seems like the genuinely caring kind who'll spend extra time to help his students understand, plus they teach well and are super funny. And I also want to see my friends again.

[Akayaofthemoon]

I will be happy either way wither they are together romantic or not but that is the pairing I like the most for Eve if romance ever did occur. I don't wan them to split apart more T.T just sadness.
I honestly could never see Eve with Aquamarine or Bloodstone like that XD Aqua because Eve doesn't trust her plus because Aqua is oblivious to people feeling that way for her unless the straight up show or tell her which means I don't see that ever happening. Bloodstone wise, I just don't see it happening. I just, I can't picture it. Nothing against them I just seriously can't picture it. With some of the others maybe but Blood is on the list of those I just can't picture with Eve.

You have done more than enough to help *head pats* I would hug but you needs to heal ^-^

[Loony]

I'm hoping they get back together as well rather than split apart, but that's up to Sodalite and Evenkite. Pyro and I can only do so much. ^ ^" Also, as I said I'm indifferent to shipping unless it seems very nOPE.avi, like Eve X Bloodstone or Eve X Aquamarine or Eve X Emerald.

Agreed, maybe with additional reasons as well, but yes. There is one more person I can never see Eve romantically with other than those two, and that's Reggie. They're too bro to go ro and frankly I like it much better than way *shot* Seriously Reggie and Eve as big-brother little-sister duo is too much for me to handle whyisReggiesoprotectiveoflittleimp.

And I've gotten to the point in which I can have hugs as long as they're gentle but I may or may not like head pats more anyways so it's cool. ^ w ^ *huggles* Nonetheless, I still wish I could help more, even if you say I have.

[21308]

@Loony Oh, I'm sorry! I thought you meant the school year was getting ready to start where you live. I'm glad you've got such a good math professor, hopefully that goes well for you.

[Loony]

@21308 Oh no no, school's already started, I just had to leave for a while because of surgery. And I'm glad as well; it's the first time in about two years that I've felt competent enough in math to actually raise my hand and expect a mark higher than a C or a D or god forbid an R and expect a B. Prior to grade 9 I used to just breeze through math without doing any homework or paying attention in class; got straight As no effort. Took math class as a joke. Probably came to bite me in the butt. ^ ^" I'm glad I'm actually learning and understanding. Don't hate Math as much as I used to now.

[Akayaofthemoon]

It is in their hands and I am praying to the stars above that they don't split more apart.
Yeah...I could never ever ever see EveXReggie...to brother and sister thing going on and I like it like that. The only other romance I like for Eve is Amber and even that is iffy for me. I much like my SodaXEve lol

*gentle huggles*

[Akayaofthemoon]

I want to scream into a pillow. I am so mad and disappointed in my grandmother right now...