[OOC] Just Give Me A Sign

[SirensCall]

Nice. I would love to have some form of competitive drive, but I just don't. think it's funny when people get pissed though.I laugh so hard.

[Love Dove]

I think that it would be relaxing not to be though. Like not caring if you win or are better at something would be nice.

[SirensCall]

My whole philosophy is, as long as I'm good enough for myself, no one else'a opinion matters. Most people have told me its why I do so well in things I so. My mentality isn't focused to be better than everyone else.

Its quite nice not caring about what everyone else thinks.

[Love Dove]

See I try to think that kind of stuff but then my anxiety hits my with a bag of bricks.

[SirensCall]

I used to let people walk all over me. Until I met my hubby to be. He told me that I should never let people take advantage of me the way they did. I kind of became a bitxh, but people understood. And with me not having a competitive drive, I think it made it worse because o never wanted to be better. So it was a bit of a downfall.

[Love Dove]

Well I don't let people walk over me, per say, I just...am quick to forgive and afterwards quick to anger. I really don't mind being a bitch though, hell I don't even realize when I'm being one most of the time.

[SirensCall]

For a while, when I was with my ex, I went cold... No one thought Id come back. But I did, and this people saw me as a bitch as I came back to myself.

[Love Dove]

Well I'm glad you came back. I've never been cold myself, I've to the point I felt no emotions at all. But not really cold, that sounds like hell.

[SirensCall]

It's no fun. Its where Ophelia roots from. She was the part of my life where I was cold. But she has capability of coming back.

[Love Dove]

That is really kind of cool.

[SirensCall]

Yeah. It's kinda nice to be reminded how far I've come.

[Love Dove]

I thought this thread needed some love.

[SirensCall]

Ha ha. Yeah it did. We have so much ooc it's insane.

[Love Dove]

It is I can't believe that we are already on page 11 in this one.

[SirensCall]

Me either. We just let our ideasans conversations take hold. And the spam...

[Love Dove]

Haha right though this one boomed a lot quicker then the other one. Its crazy that we have so much ideas and lovely things to spam. Oh don't forget playing things out before their time xD

[SirensCall]

Yeah. And we both know they'll change a bit and warp before then. Like I could see when Mitch finds them and him and Lia not talking being super tense. Likw it changes the whole atmosphere.

[Love Dove]

That is very true I don't see him forgiving her so easily as when we were pre playing it either.

[SirensCall]

Just like I don't see Lia being able to be so vulnerable all at once either. Like the only thing shed ask at first was how he found them. And shed probably never admit why she never told him right away or at all even. Someone else would have to be like "dude, ahw didn't tell you for this reason."

[Love Dove]

Yeah I doubted that she would be that vulnerable. Kat says she will tell him why if you want. I also see him being a little pissed at Atty for getting there before him too.