Lily kept smiling as the door in front of her, and Mary—hair free of her bonnet—opened the door with a look of astonishment on her face. Her smile only widened as the look of astonishment turned to recognition, then disbelief, and finally realisation. She even remained motionless as Mary stalked around her, inspecting her from all angles. Judging by Mary’s reaction, she had also read the books from which the character she looked like originated, and it made her take a some measure of satisfaction from the fact that she had, after all, managed to mimic the character so well that, even if no one had ever seen her, she was instantly recognisable as them.
Choosing to, for the moment at least, ignore the questions directed her way, she instead asked, “Do you see something you like?” Her voice lilting and musical, sounding nothing like she had when she first talked to Mary. Like everything else in her body, the vocal cords were also subject to her metamorphic powers.
Another, much smaller look of surprise graced Mary's face as Lily's voice too was apparently subject to change. "So the shape shifting is more than skin deep. Interesting…" Mary posited, again taking a small walk around Lily. This time though, there was less wonder and more curiosity. She was a woman who studied demons for a living, and her inner scientist seemed to be getting brought out. "Is it possible to harden your skin? Is it always immune, or at least resist to fire?" She asked, reaching out to touch Lily's skin.
As if for demonstration, Lily extended her arm, for Mary to see, then let scales replace the skin of her arms from the elbow down. “Hardening it is not difficult. But it’s easier to do when I have schematics to work with. That is to say, it’s easier to harden my skin as scales than it is when it’s simply skin. As for my resistance. I am naturally better acclimated to high temperatures, but I am only resistant, or immune, when I adopt a Shape that has the qualities for it.” She then let the scales recede, her lower arm once more composed of creamy skin.
Mary nodded as Lily demonstrated her abilities to manipulate her own flesh, and described her relationship with heat. Though she didn't have a pen or paper with her, it was obvious Mary was taking these facts down mentally. What magical and biological processes allowed material to switch from hard scales to smooth skin would be useful to harness, particularly as armor. Still, the question of why Lily had showed up was still floating around, and Mary decided to bring it up. "So, as nice as it is to see at least one of my allies is alive, did you need anything?"
Rather than answer immediately Lily instead stepped into Mary's room, twirling in place to take in the entirety of the abode. It wasn't much, but then again not everybody had her gifts when it came to convincing the Watchers. Or maybe Mary just didn't have a need for anything more. It's well worth considering.
She turned to Mary, hands clasped behind her back and still smiling. "No, not really. I came to talk to you."
"Ah..." Mary cautioned, following Lily back inside and closing the door. Last time the two 'talked' Mary didn't like how it ended. Still, Mary hadn't stopped to rest in about two days at that point and the issue was begging to boil over. The Watcher's constant pestering and the loss of the Yamato also added to that stress. As long as she kept herself calm, things would be fine. "What was it you wanted to talk about, Lily?"
"I wanted to ask if you had thought about what I said the last time we spoke," she offered, sitting down on the edge of the queen sized bed, patting the space beside her in invitation. "And if so what you have been thinking."
Mary sighed openly, making her way over to her chair and sitting down. As much as she hated rejecting invitations, Lily had just brought up a pretty sore spot for her. Admittedly, she hadn't been thinking about it, not since she had fallen asleep doing so about a day ago. The demons being on separate missions from her allowed that, but now with Lily in her room, she'd have to confront it.
"Not much since the day, no." Mary explained to her ally, obviously exasperated. "But… what happened to Fenn? I hate to talk about a man behind his back but… that whole night I couldn't get his chains out of my mind."
"Fenn is not who I came here to talk about, Mary. But I will tell you this: He was a slave--Gladiator, actually--bound by the chains he still carries with him, until the day he either escaped or was released. I do not know the details of his story."
She frowned slightly at Mary decided not to sit beside her, but decided to not comment on it. Yet. She gathered her hands in her lap, inspecting her nails--long, and coloured sky-blue-- while mulling over Mary's words.
"Do you at least remember what we spoke of?" She inquired at length.
Mary frowned at the information she was given, even the very basics painted a bleak life for the hellhound. Especially considering how long demon lives were, he was probably locked up for longer than Mary would ever even live. But, as Lily said, that wasn't what she came to talk about, and she probably wouldn't leave until they discussed the main issue.
"Yes, I remember what we talked about. I was tired and strained, and I said some bad things. Not that you weren't being a bit condescending, but I remember dismissing you. If we could both be a bit more mature on the subject…" Mary trailed off. She wasn't sure what Lily wanted to accomplish, or even what she herself wanted to get out of the conversation, but she continued anyways, partly out of obligation and partly out of some strange curiosity to see where Lily was going.
Lily shook her head, eyes closed, and seeming almost mournful. It had been a hope of hers that Mary had realized the meaning behind, at least some of what she had been saying the last time.
"I think you misunderstand, my dear. I was not condescending. I simply spoke and acted as who and what I am. I spoke the truth, nothing more." She gazed upon Mary with steady eyes, the green in them seeming almost luminescent in the dim light of the room. "I will begin with a question. Mary, do you truly believe that I am evil because I am a demon?"
There was an unreadable expression on Mary's face as she thought through the question. A few times she opened her mouth and quickly closed it, obviously unsure of how to phrase her response. Finally, she managed to express herself. "I'm not sure, I suppose. I want to believe in my heart that all living beings can be good., and Sparda proves that at least one demon can be. But sometimes he seems to be the exception to prove the rule, yes? When all the other demons I've seen, barring you and Fenn, have been out for my throat… It's hard not to believe you two have some form of ulterior motive."
Lily countered with another question almost immediately. “Is there only good and evil?”
"No. I suppose not. I'm not sure I fully understand it, but you two aren't helping the earth out of any sense of good or evil?" Mary asked, growing continually more confused by the moment.
At this Lily smiled, genuinely. It seemed that Mary was catching on. She gave the other woman a single nod. "You are right. Fenn is helping the earth because I hired him. And I am doing it because I want to, that because I don't want help to rule on Earth, or for humanity to die." She paused for a moment, letting what she had just said sink in, then continued. "I am not here because it is a good thing to do, but simply because I want humanity to survive."
"I see." Mary affirmed, nodding her head slowly. "But why do you want humanity to survive? I feel like that would have a more definite good or evil motive."
Lily’s smile fell and her voice became grave, but not unkind. “It’s simple, Mary. I have lived pretty much all of my life among humans. I have portrayed myself as a God. A wife. I have watched a single fishing hut become a village, the village become a town, and lived in them. I have had friends, lovers, and worshippers.” Her eyes rose to the ceiling, the look on her face become reminiscent. “I have been a mother, and even still am.” When her eyes once again fell on Mary, there was a bittersweet quality to the way she looked at her. “Ulterior motive, you said? I want to save my home, and my children who yet live.”
The look on Mary's face was astounded, to say the least. She had no idea about Lily’s past or even much of her present, but this illumination changed the way Mary felt about Lily. To want to save one's home, to protect one's children, one could argue it wasn't entirely good, but it was by no means evil. That was what Mary was fighting for too. For her parents back home in Sweden, her friends in Fortuna. Hunter, Nero, Kyrie. That goal was certainly not 'ulterior.'
"Yes." Mary said, rising from her seat and making her way over to the spot that Lily originally offered her. "Thank you for helping me understand you, Lily." She said with a smile, before hugging Lily. "And I'm sorry for doubting you before."
For perhaps the first time in a long while, Lily didn't quite know what to say or how to respond. She had it telling the truth all right, but this sudden embrace from Mary was unexpected.
As way of response she wrapped one arm around the other woman's shoulders, pressing her close for a few moments before letting go again.
"You're welcome, I suppose, and you have no reason to apologise." Silence fell, and with it came a sense of tension lightening. Up until this point the time, Mary had believed Lily to be either evil or having some sort of motive, beyond simply wanting to prevent the Apocalypse.
Now, it seemed, there was a foundation from which they could work forwards.
Lily reached out to brush a lot of hair, from Mary's face. "This, however, brings us to the next topic." She shuffled a bit to sit askew on the bed, so that she could easier face Mary. "You asked me if I could teach you any kind of Magic. Unfortunately, ordinary people are completely incapable of using it."
A bit embarrassed at her hair being brushed from her face but also very happy to have finally come to an understanding with her ally, Mary readjusted herself to face Lily. "I'm not exactly an ordinary person." Mary joked, though not with a grin, at Lily's comment. Though she certainly wasn't happy about what she had had done to herself, she was in good company, and the thought of being part demon seemed a tiny bit less repulsive currently. "Besides, we'll never know if I don't try. What's a simple magic trick I could learn?"
"It's not so simple as that," Lily said, shaking her head slightly. "I do not believe for a second but your attitude towards what you are, has changed in less than two days." She fixed very with a look, tilting her head ever so slightly. "When last we spoke, you were disgusted by your demonic half, and would be rid of it how to use a chance. Such disgust does not disappear in a span of time as short as this."
Mary was a tad confused for a second, not entirely acclimated to the fact that a demon could be and, frankly was becoming, her acquaintance, before huffing openly. "Do demons not have self-deprecating humor? Humans make jokes about tragedies to help ease the pain. While I certainly may not like my situation, there isn't much I can do but joke while the world is in the process of ending."
“And that,” Lily said promptly, pointing a finger directly at Mary’s nose, “is where the issue is. You know what you are, but you refuse to accept it. You cling to your humanity, unwilling to accept the fact that you are no longer human. You see it as nothing but a tragedy, a thing to be wished gone, ignoring what you have gained by it.”
Mary sucked in air at Lily's bluntness, her face scrunching up a bit. "I understand I'm more powerful now, but as you've said, I've lost my humanity! It's part of who I was that I can't get back. Imagine if you were suddenly part angel. Wouldn't you feel like you've lost something important?"
"But I won't be. This isn't a question of how I would react where is a similar situation. It's about you. Tell me, what have you actually lost?"
"I've lost my blood, my appearance, some of my empathy…" Mary explained, eyes gazing towards the weapon's rack in her room, and the blood on her blade.
Lily followed her gaze towards the weapon rack, noting the various weapons and the blood of one of the blades. So the girl was convinced that killing has made her lose her empathy? A ridiculous notion.
"Blood it's necessary to survive, so there I can already say that you are lying." She turned back to the half-demon beside her. "And your appearance? Your empathy? You've lost nothing, girl. Your appearance is never the same. It's changes throughout your life. And just because if you have the ability to take a lives, does not mean that you are apathetic. Ask any parent who has ever killed a threat to their children." She sighed, pausing to let her words sink in.
"You are stronger," Lily went on, "faster, more difficult to kill, and you will live longer. You have lost nothing, but you have changed. There is nothing that you had in the past that you do not have now. On the contrary, you have gained more than you realise. If my assumptions about you are correct, you have gave something that you wanted: The ability to protect."
Mary cast her eyes down shamefully and gripped the sheet of her bed tightly, absorbing Lily's words. "Yes I suppose I was being selfish and single minded. If I endeavour to protect people, I shouldn't be holding back. No one else is, after all."
Lily dipped her chin in a tiny nod. “So who are you, then? What are you?”
"I'm Mary, and I'm a half-demon." Mary muttered just loud enough for Lily to hear.
A smile fought to tug at the corner of Lily’s lips, but she forced it down, keeping her expression neutral. “I’m sorry, a what?”
Mary's grim smile was more like a grimace as she said, "This is quite cliche, you know." But still, she gathered her strength, and gave a louder "I'm Mary, a half-demon."
This time Lily didn't fight the smile that crept onto her lips. "Good," she said. "Then, have you lost anything, girl?"
"No, I've changed, for the better." Mary admitted, her smile getting a little less grim.
This time Lily’s smile fell, and she shook her head. “Change is neither good nor bad. Simply change.” Then, as if to dispel the tense atmosphere, she put a hand on top of Mary’s head, ruffling her hair and pulling her to her chest in a one-armed embrace. “But I’m glad to see that you at last acknowledged what you are. You’ll only ever be held back by refusing to acknowledge yourself.” She let go of Mary and stood up, taking a few steps away from the bed.
“So show me. Show me what you are.”
Quickly recovering from a faceful of Lily's chest, Mary stood up as well. With a frown, she closed her eyes and focused, her breath accelerating considerably. "Just like a shot." Mary muttered, as a slight area around her was blown back. Now, Mary was wreathed in fur, and was much bigger as well, with sharp claws for hands and feet, and razor sharp teeth. Atop her head were four bone-like horns reminiscent of antlers, ending in spiked tips.
Still, it was obvious she wasn't fully over herself. Her clawed hands moved to cover herself as if she was indecent, and her face under the fur grew paler. "T-there." She stammered, her voice somewhere between the growl of a wild beast and the embarrassed woman underneath. After a few seconds, she changed back, obviously a bit sick and slightly shivering.
Lily nodded slowly, looking Mary's form up and down with a completely detached look on her face. She was more reminiscent of someone looking at a sculpture or a painting, rather than someone making silent judgements on someone else's demonic form.
"Not bad," she said, nodding approvingly once more. "Natural weapons, increase sized, longer arms means longer reach. Dense fur means protection." A look of satisfaction support on her face. "Looks good."
She walked around Mary back to the bed, sitting primly on the edge of it again. "Now, you mentioned magic earlier?"
"Ah, yes." Mary sighed in satisfaction, finally being done with all of that half-demon business. "Akoni is able to keep up with the rest of us at his age with magic, I feel like I could be more of an asset if I knew some. Now that you're done with your current mission, I should have enough time to learn something simple." She explained, again taking a seat on the bed with Lily.
"Well, as I said earlier, no ordinary human can simply learn to use Magic." she smiled, then, putting a hand on Mary's head and rustling her hair again. "But, then again, you have acknowledged that you are no simple human. With being said, there may be something I can teach you." She lifted a finger, forestalling any suggestions or requests. " I could teach you shape-shifting, as that is mine, and mine alone. However, what about Projection, as I call it?"
She reached out into empty air with one hand, fingers closing around something unseen. From the air surrounding her fist, mist coalesced slowly into the shape of a simple sword before solidifying into what look like a real sword in every conceivable way.
“Like this. It allows me to create any object I desire, so long as I know how it is built.”
Mary sported a slight grin and nodded as Lily demonstrated her magical technique, projection. "Yes, I think that would work nicely." She agreed, looking over the blade. "Also, if you could stop ruffling my hair as if I'm a child, that would be most appreciated, mom." Mary joked, playfully shaking her ally's shoulder.
“I’m over 2000 years old. You are a child compared to me, Kid,” Lily replied, though not without a slight smirk. “Now, how about we get to teaching you the basics, hmm?”