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7 yrs ago
Current Hey, all! I will be away on a week-long camping trip from 8/7 to 8/13 and won't be able to respond to RP during that time. I will send replies as soon as I return. Happy summer!
7 yrs ago
Sorry for my disappearance! Out of town for a couple days; thought I'd have internet but I thought wrong. Will post as soon as I can!
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7 yrs ago
That feel-good feeling when you catch up on RPs. For everyone currently writing with me; thank you for your patience. You're all wonderful :)
7 yrs ago
I finally put something in the bio section of this thing! I even made it pretty, ooooh!
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7 yrs ago
RP'd with me, been gone for a while, and wanting to start something up again? Don't be shy; I'm active!
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Why, Hello There!


Welcome to my nifty little hovel! *bows* Who you'll find here is an aspiring writer with over 15 years of various RP experience. I prefer plot-driven fantasy and/or supernatural RPs with a romantic twist. I write from the mid-casual to high-advanced levels and am fairly open-minded when it comes to mature content. I am always looking for new RP partners, so if any of this sounds interesting to you, don't be shy!

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What I Look For in an RP Partner


You must be *this tall* to write with me. Please be over 18.

One liners are the devil. Though I prefer literate quality over quantity (especially when it comes to dialogue), if you're the type that practically writes a novel per post, I'll love you forever. If you can only crank out a couple of paragraphs but they engage me, I'll be just as excited. All I ask is a touch of effort.

Get your chit chat on. I like to make friends with my RP partners, so if you're the type that loves OOC chat, by all means yammer away! I also LOVE discussing the RP, so please please please don't hesitate to speak your mind if you're bored, stuck, have an idea, or just want to be silly in OOC with your characters. I am remarkably flexible and would rather rewrite scenes and/or scrap weeks/months of RP for something new than watch one die due to lack of communication.

Leave you slice-of-life, fluff, and tavern RP at the door. I have nothing against these things--in fact I expect any and all of these things in my RP and then some because that's the stuff of developing character relationships. However, I need more--conflict, a purpose, a goal, some sort of basic storytelling device to keep the RP going. Essentially, I need direction through plot; I get lost and anxious if all our characters ever do is talk.

Own your flakiness. We've all done it--ditched an RP without a word. It happens. I understand. But please tell me if you're just not feeling it or if you need to take a break for any reason. I am incredibly patient and have picked RPs back up that have been under hiatus for months and even years. Thus, your absence would be just that--absence. If you are someone that has suddenly ditched without a word and want to return, hit me up! I promise I won't gripe or fuss; I'm just happy to RP.

Get it--got it--good! If I haven't scared you away by this point, please drop me a PM! Even if you don't have a specific idea in mind, I am more than happy to help you brainstorm something awesome.

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My Roleplays

Thread RP

Rising Winds and Shifting Sands (Active) with Nemaisare

Underneath (Active) with Nemaisare

The Lost Princess (Inactive) with Aelin

Crimson Moons (Inactive) with Love Dove

Vanish Into Light (Inactive) with El Taco Taco

The Empress of the Underground (Inactive) with mamagermany

A Journey for Peace (Inactive) with Arrayah

PM RP Partners

CoyoteLovely

Light the Dark

Burning Daisies

Hellish Hin

Jinny

NOTE: Avatar artwork is NOT mine (I wish it was)! It is Thorns by Candra. Used without permission.

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In Underneath 7 yrs ago Forum: 1x1 Roleplay
Worn leather boots sank lightly into the soft moss, muffling the intruder’s movements, absorbing his presence. Lush green hues prevailed in this place; grey-green moss blanketed the numerous trunks of this dense forest like animal fur, countless leaves on sprawling trees blotted all sunlight save for precious green-yellow beams of light that sliced through the shadows and offered glimpses of this forest’s shrouded radiance. Deep green ferns whispered against legs clad in patched dark trousers as the intruder weaved deeper into the secrets of these woods. His dark countenance—a thin, lithe frame of underwhelming height clad in dark, thread-bare tunic, a moth-eaten cloak, and a snug, dark hood that masked every facial feature save for his eyes—moved like a dark wraith against the backdrop of ancient nature, clearly not belonging to such a wild place… but was he unwelcomed?

His heart hammered in his chest, a deafening sound despite the only one that could hear it, afraid that he would actually find what he came to seek and end up dying here. A small part of him, perhaps not too small, welcomed the possibility as he tried to ignore the sting of fresh rope burns around gloved wrists or the dull, throbbing ache of the bruises that battered his carefully concealed body. Better to be torn limb from limb by some fearsome monster in his effort to gain some power than to die as a victim, without any control of his own life, merely because of the color of his skin.

Still, it did not mean that he did not fear death or that he did not desire to live, however pathetic this life was. Not when he could exact vengeance on those that dared to maim him.

In the distance, a twig snapped, the soft sound like an explosion in this eerily quiet place. Forests usually teemed with noise, with the business of life, but it was as though this place was holding its breath to see what would happen to this wandering fool. He jumped to the sound of the noise, one hand instinctively reaching for the hilt of a dull sword that was no longer at his hip. He had barely managed to escape nearby Shadowdale with his life, lucky still that he had managed to recover a few of his possessions along the way, but his weapon was not among them. Why? The realization of his foolishness only strengthened his fear, and he shifted silently to the nearest tree, prepared to ascend its heights should he need to.

The forest did not stir. Yet something had snapped that twig.

Deeply unsettled, he thought about turning around, abandoning this suicidal quest for power and acquire it by some other means. He had come to this forest to seek out a dragon. Or was it a wyrm? Or was it a chimera? The stories were so different, but they all held one consistency: the creature’s blood would permanently enhance the strength and power of anyone who drank it. He had come to find a creature, to observe it, and to see what he could do to draw enough blood from it, dead or alive, for his needs. But he was not a skilled fighter and his magical prowess was not strong. He had let his guard down for a moment, loosening his cowl to scratch an itch behind his ear, and someone had seen him for what he was. In the struggle to escape imprisonment from these strangers, he had lost most of the items he counted on to help him. Did he really think to sneak up on a magical beast?

Why did he even come here?

Spooked, frustrated, and confused, he turned around to head back the way he came, to take his chances in sneaking around those ignorant villagers, and noticed that the narrow track that ought to stretch before him was gone.

Outwardly, he stared, motionless. Inwardly, he panicked, then took a few hasty steps forward, forgetting that he needed to stay quiet. No, he would have remembered that knotted tree over here, that dead fern over there. He walked and circled, searching for his footsteps, looking for a familiar marker, seeking the narrow pathway he took to get into this place. Nothing. For the first time in his life, he was lost.

Not used to this kind of helplessness, he spun around, breathing hard, unremarkable brown eyes wide beneath his cowl. He resisted the urge to call out, not wanting to draw attention to himself, and willed himself to calm down even as his hands began to sweat beneath his gloves and his mouth dried. If he had somehow gotten lost, chances were good that no one would be able to find him. He had time to regain his wits, time to find a way to escape this forest on his own, the very idea of calling out for help worse than being stuck here forever.
Miria listened to this old jinni’s plea, her heart torn between compassion and doubt. Her countenance froze, as though rigid stoicism would somehow shield her from making one decision or another.

A part of her wished she had never offered Curdle that small tapestry for the urn, even if this was a dream and nothing physical was real. The emotions were more tangible than anything she could touch, see, and hear right now, like the life force of all movement and color in this subconscious world. Emotions controlled Miria’s stiff hesitation and this jinni’s calm desperation, and he had admitted that it was her kindness that made him choose her for this task of…

…Of taking the ashes of someone she had never known and probably never would have met if this person was alive to a very distant city that harbored at least a little animosity towards jinn customs. She wished she had been cruel enough to dump this Lady Fiira’s ashes the first chance she got, like any sane human woman would have done, and then she would be facing only her normal worries. She’d have her usual dreamless sleep or a nightmare-wrought attempt at rest as Tamal ever haunted every unconscious thought…

Tamal. Thinking of him now did not pit her among the apparitions of her past as it usually did. The scene did not shift in response to her thoughts, the market and her booth as steadfast as Curdle’s feelings towards his master even after her death. Miria looked at Curdle now, this haggard, worn creature, his physical presence imprisoned back in Renna and his consciousness chained to her thoughts. Whatever guilt, hatred, and regret she harbored towards the jinn in general, Curdle somehow kept it at bay. His presence had shattered the normal course of her dreaming, and now she was questioning his motives in a rather dull market place instead of reliving her blood-soaked regrets yet again.

Perhaps it was fate that somehow brought Curdle and Miria together? But Miria no longer believed in fate, or at the very least it frightened her. Still, she couldn’t ignore that with how cumbersome this Curdle could be, he at least had one use.

And she knew she could never turn this jinni away, not with a plea like that. Perhaps she should resent that Tamal hadn’t hurt her enough, as absurd a notion as that was. Or perhaps the years had softened her countenance too much.

“Sherahd is bound to be part of this caravan’s route,” Miria said, her tone clipped and frigid, “as it is a major trade hub. I will keep your master’s ashes for the time being, mainly because I don’t see it worth it breaking from the caravan to dump her over some sand dune. Knowing how the world works, a breeze will blow the ashes against me anyway, and that thought is too disgusting to bear. But I can’t make any promises once we reach Sherahd.”

Carefully, Miria stood, dusting off her clean, spotless clothes. “And you can stay in my head if you wish,” she said with a haughty sniff, looking quickly away from Curdle, “if your presence still allows me a good night’s sleep. Don’t expect me to engage you in any way, though. And I hope you gone when I wake.”
*hugs*

It's okay! I kinda disappeared myself :p

I am looking forward to it, though!
Gah! I kinda disappeared for a while! Sorry about that!

*goes to eagerly read*
Aw, that's okay. I understand!

Anything I can help with? Brainstorming and the like?
And with that encouraging message, I responded! Woo!
“She would say it is her honour that you give this gift, Miria messi.”

Miria could not help but smile to this, as she did any time a customer bothered to pay her a compliment. It was not the prospect of payment that made her smile, though that, of course, was welcome. Even the simplest tapestry held a part of Miria, however small—memory woven into every pattern. To compliment her work was to place value and meaning on her life, even if the kind patron was not aware of the history of each of Miria’s items. The memories woven in this particular tapestry meshed well with those of the Lady Gerun’s in Miria’s opinion, and it pleased her to know that Curdle’s late master would have enjoyed the gift.

Curdle’s reaction, however, held Miria back from doing more than smile, and just a flicker of one at that. The old jinni seemed troubled, nervous, uneasy, and she listened to his gradual explanation with growing unrest of her own as she carefully draped the proffered tapestry in front of him.

When Curdle had finally finished, she leaned forward, her gaze locked on him as though she could unmask all of his secrets and intentions with just a glance. “Just so that we’re clear,” she began slowly, her voice low as though someone in this waking dream could possibly overhear them, “your master was arranged to be buried under Renna tradition in a tomb. Instead, you burned her body, contained it in an urn, and hoped you could actually make the journey on your own all the way to Sherahd, where you intended to release her ashes in the highest point possible.”

She leaned back, contemplating the absurdity of it all. “You wouldn’t have gotten very far. Even if you managed to make it to Sherahd, I doubt you would have been able to step foot onto those cliffs. Your task seems an impossible one. But that’s why I’m here, isn’t it.”

Miria’s expression hardened, that lovely ghost of a smile gone, replaced by years of pain and caution. “Somehow, I wonder how coincidental all of this—“ she gestured around them with both hands—“is. Did you bump into me by happenstance, or did you choose me for this task? I don’t know much about Jinn tradition or why your master would pit you against such an impossible task, but if anyone finds out that I am illegally carrying the ashes of a deceased noblewoman whose jinni had gone missing, I’d suffer dire consequences. So convince me why I should help you on this task. Convince me not to wake up and immediately abandon the urn at the first convenient place.”
I think I am going to go with the angle that Miria doesn't know much about Jinn burial rituals. She may be more inclined to follow Curdle's request when she doesn't know what she's getting into, haha.

My apologies for not responding sooner. My biggest issue is how to write a response to this that isn't too short, especially with it being weeks since I last replied. My attempts at replying have resulted in a great deal of filler--I don't want to send you crap. I guess I'm having a bit of writer's block on this right now :p

So, what are your thoughts on a bit of a shorter post this time? This RP has been very, very robust, which is wonderful, but it makes me almost scared to write something sub-par, if that makes sense. However, the RP will never finish at this rate if I don't do *something*.

I have not forgotten about you or this RP. Apologies if you feel like I'm brushing you off *hugs*
Somehow, Alexander hadn't seen the hulking mass as he made his mad dash down the hall. He felt it first, slamming into the guard as though it was a brick wall. He collapsed on his back, the wind knocked out of him, and then curled his body instinctively against a heavy weight suddenly pressed upon his chest. He grunted and gasped for breath, punching and tugging at the "foot" pinning him down like a fallen tree trunk. Nothing he did made a scratch or so much as nudged the guard.

He cried out when his warden yanked on his hair, forcing him to look at her. Between the difficulty in breathing and the sharp pain, it was a wonder he caught any of her words at all, but the mention of torture devices suddenly had him very still. She had a point; there had been nothing imposing or frightening in his cell...except for the chains, the literal links to the end of his life. He knew that her words were meant to frighten him into submission--they were very effective indeed--but he had a feeling that meeting the torture devices one by one would be inevitable anyway. Would they brandish the pliers with a sneeze? Would they roll in the iron maiden upon a wrong look? This was Hell, after all.

Alexander closed his eyes and gritted his teeth. He assumed it pointless to submit, yet he also could not resist, stuck in limbo with his own fear. He waited for the pressure on his chest to subside, for the tugging pain on his scalp to cease, all the while fighting back the despair that threatened to move over him like a silent fog.
I just got back from Xmas break at my parents' place. Their internet is dismal, so I essentially had no internet for about a week. As such, I missed all of the rewrite!

The post was beautiful. If I understand correctly, Curdle wants a Jinn-style funeral for his master because she wished to not have a traditional Renna one in which her ashes would be stowed underground. She wanted her ashes scattered to the wind, and Curdle wants this to happen in Sherahd. He is basically asking Miria if she could take the ashes to be scattered in the wind, as high as she could take them.

I hope I got all of that correctly!

In any case, Curdle's emotion is very raw here.

I will have my answer very, very soon. Just not tonight (Tuesday) as I am exhausted from a 9-hour drive and I'm still fighting a wretched flu. But sooooooon!
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