Chiudka redirected Pavel’s offer for aid away in cursory fashion, opting for the more skilled hands of Nadejda to assist her. The elder woman, along with Antonina, must’ve been on his heels to arrive in the tavern so quickly, and Pavel took a fractional step back. For a bare moment he stood there, impotently frustrated at his lack of a pertinent means to help his brethren. He certainly did not blame Chiudka for her choice in assistants.
Perhaps you can go hammer out some new hinges for the tavern door, eh Pavel Leonidovich? Pavel thought wryly.
A strong hand upon his shoulder brought Pavel up from his own mind. Turning, his eyes widened at the sight of Vasily. The man with the handsome, bearded features, met Pavel’s own gaze with a swirling pool of emotion etched upon his face. It was the same roil that Pavel knew must be set upon his own features, and he stood fully to look upon his old friend.
The same pit that had gnawed at Pavel’s stomach upon seeing Antonina and Nadejda grew with exponential ferocity now. Somehow, the tragic circumstances of this night brought Anna’s memory to the fore of his thoughts, and Vasily’s presence only acted like a lens for those thoughts—a living focal point for all the hurt, blame, and regret. Pavel’s jaw clenched, and his lips set themselves into a serious line.
Behind his stern exterior, as Vasily asked for his help, Pavel scolded himself for seemingly the thousandth time that night. A man whom he had once counted as a brother was standing, alive and unharmed, before him. This man had lost loved ones, just as Pavel had, and in this time of need, once again Pavel was dwelling upon a past that could not be rewritten.
Anna would be disappointed in my selfishness. I’m disgracing her memory even now.
With that last thought echoing between his ears, Pavel forced the hardness from his face, and nodded.
“I am your man,” he said as Vasily turned to appraise Adrian.
Following closely behind, Pavel peered over Vasily’s shoulder, and down upon the injured brewer and farmhand. The stain of blood that was spreading across the man’s back shocked Pavel with its size, and the ferocity that had been required to make such an injury. Idly, Pavel found his hand reaching towards the goose-egg bump upon the back of his own head.
How did I come away so unscathed? he mused with grim astonishment.
Whispering a silent thanks to whatever spirit had kept him from such a terrible fate as so many of his friends, Pavel spun upon his heels. Moving through the tavern with the grace of purpose fueling his feet, Pavel set about finding anything that could staunch the flow of blood for Adrian’s wounds.
Behind the bar, folded neatly upon a low shelf, Pavel found a clean tablecloth, and a few threadbare rags. Snatching them up, he hustled through the press of bodies, both injured and caregiver alike, and stopped beside Vasily.
“Here, brother.” Pavel said, handing the rags to Vasily. That he had included the once commonplace moniker to his words did not even register with Pavel, such was his preoccupation.
“I’ll cut the tablecloth into strips. We can bandage him with that, yes?” Pavel added to all those gathered around Adrian. Not waiting for an answer, Pavel withdrew a small penknife from his pocket, and set to work.