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8 yrs ago
Current My self esteem is not low enough to date you; it's really close! But not quite there.
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8 yrs ago
Yo guys, the depression side of bipolar is hitting me like an eighteen wheeler so go easy on me.
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8 yrs ago
Sings the song of angry men
9 yrs ago
So my therapist saw through my 'group writing' disguise, looked me in the eye & said "you're one of those roleplayers, arent you". I'm freaking out this lady is either psychic or counsels alotta nerds
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9 yrs ago
Looking at my art from 2012 like puu.sh/p4HUH/4a14a633e3.gif
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I'm gonna bring a tiny army of three
Each of us is a noble warrior here to serve and protect the peace, with our lives.





The tiny puff of flame stirred in Izuki’s palm, slowly pushing himself up with a shudder. With his eyes half opened, still drooped from the lulls of unconsciousness he looked around to see the ring of curious faces around him. Oh thank goodness, they were all alive. The mess he’d dragged them into hadn’t killed them or hurt them too badly. But as he looked around, he didn’t see any signs of a struggle either. Everything was normal – no tears or burns or…

“He’s… he’s gone isn’t he?”

His heart sunk, because he just knew. And he couldn’t blame any of them or asked them to do any differently. Because even if it was his best friend, the only person he had ever known, he still would have killed all of them. But why? Why did it have to happen? Lava bubbled up at the corners of his eyes and this time, it was too much to pull back into his body. So he jumped from the strong girl’s hands, careful to stay far enough away from the very combustible forest of limbs around him.

After a minute or two he managed to gather himself enough to the point where he could speak again. It was so, so hard to keep the tears in, but he had to bring something up before someone else got hurt from all of this. Maybe they wouldn’t want to help him and- well, it wasn’t fine. If he had to go to that place all by himself then he would. But he knew he wasn’t strong and that whoever that person who got dragged was counting on him – so he had to try. Even if trying hurt so, so much right now.

“I’m- really sorry you all got dragged into this,” he said, pawing at his eyes before looking up at all of them.“But… someone else got pulled into where I’m from and- I think they’re in really, really big trouble.”

He swallowed, desperately hoping that someone would offer up their palm. It was so hard to stay afloat.

“I understand if you guys don’t want to help but... I don’t think I can get them out by myself! I’ve never been able to go in too far because it’s so dangerous. There are all sorts of monsters and, I... think they might be what’s causing some of this. I know that Bear- my friend, didn’t start acting like that until they started acting out.”

Would they hear his plea? Only time would tell.




You know I'm not exactly looking to fight...
But when it's time and the need arises
Just watch me go!

"To be asked to take this plunge, to forgive and forget
And be the better man, to be a better man, to be a better man."





You looked to the girl who had suggested a smarter form of exchange and held out your phone after pressing the right buttons to command it. It looked like she had been crying too, which made you feel a little bit better about it as well. Both her and Miyoshi and Taro had, so, you really weren’t alone in that. You watched as more phones join the circle and link up, something about the ritual comforting to you. Your own pirate girl keychain dangled below them, paint worn off from years of being rustled around in a bag.

That’s right. You needed to call Yumi and Mom to apologize after this. After all, you could have died today. Everyone might have. Your eyes start to sting again as you realize, those awful things you said could have been how you left both of them. The two people who had always been in your corner, even when you were mean and belligerent.

Things needed to change. You needed to change.

The sight of the knife entering your peripheral brought you back to the present, and as the guy babbled on you blinked a few times to get the sting out from your eyes. Then he started saying something about blood pacts and… oaths? Holding hands? And despite yourself you laughed, wiping at your face with your free hand, the weight of the knife heavy in the other. “Oh my god dude, what are you even talking about? You’re so weird,” you said, gently setting the pocket knife back into his hand.“But um. Could you keep it, actually? I don’t really like the reason why I bought it in the first place, so... I’m gonna get a different one.”

You retracted your phone, having gained two numbers. But just as you were about to put it back into your bag the muscular girl strode over. She was… a little intimidating up close, actually. You offered out your phone to link anyway, but as soon as she opened her mouth you paused, face burning a bit hotter than it had any right to.

“I resent that,” you said flatly, looking down so you could pretend to suddenly take interest in your shoes. Oh who are you kidding, you didn’t need to pretend. You loved these things. Oh, wow… They were pretty scuffed. But at least you didn’t break your heel- wait shit. Focus.

You fumbled with your phone, holding it out to Miyoshi to sync up with too as you both turned your attention to the blue thing in muscle chick’s palm. Did one of them end up getting left behind? You watched as it flickered and shifted in her palm, jumping as your phone gave an affirmative beep. No one saw that.





So love me mother, and love me father, and love my sister as well.
@BrassOtter We're doing okay. Still a little baffled, confused and mildly underwhelmed but somehow pleased? It's a lot of emotions for any person to be feeling at one time. But the good news is, we probably won't need to take days to recover emotionally. It's more like... a lifelong journey of acceptance ahead. As is with homestuck in general:

I just want to point out that i keep on falling asleep at 10pm and waking up at 6am and coffee is the only thing keeping me alive rn

Also: I've had one draft done since 8am. The other is in progress.
@DJAtomika PART OF ME DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO LOOK LIKE

THIS CAN BE LIKE GURREN LAGANN WHERE I WATCH EVERYTHING BUT THE LAST EPISODE AND THUS IT NEVER ENDS
Oh my god Otter... Go to it... Destiny awaits. We'll be here and probably ready for you by the time you get back.

Meanwhile Undine and I are sitting here like



I'm gonna try posting today. That way whenever Homestuck has it's last update ( maybe at midnight holy fucking shit ) and I'm emotionally wrecked in five directions... we'll all be prepared.

WHEEZES FOR ETERNITY
Also, can we take time to appreciate @BrassOtter while they're on for waiting to get into the main thread this long? Like hot damn, that's some patience you have there. Thank you bruh, we're sure you & Carmen are gonna be worth the wait.
@DJAtomika I'm sorry but all I can think about is



Idk if it's relevant for Taro, since I don't know him quite as well as @Atrophy would but still
points at all these characters GOOD SHIT. MMMMHM THATS SOME GOOOOOD SHIT
@DJAtomika ah yes... excellent...
Izuki and Taro are gonna fight it out in the parking lot

Also Izuki's fucking nicknames, Currently we have:

- Tiny
- Crybaby
- Sleeping Beauty
- Mr. Blue

When will the madness end

Meanwhile, Charon's gonna wake up and have a bad time
But it's okay. The world might do him in but he's alright cuz he's with friends <3

@Undinebutt holy fucking shit i feel so attacked rn
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