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I'll post after Machine does and possibly get that cs for a side character out with that. Might just go ahead and develop a new character instead of taking the easy way out
*Tapping on desk* SO..
Kensington listened to his comrade's words as if they were the light in his time of darkness. He wanted to object some of what the man said, but he really wasn't in the position to do so, after all he was the pilot not the doctor. He kept his head down throughout the whole thing until he felt a hand on his back, Aidan's hand. His pat got the pilot onto his feet, and a rejuvenated sense of confidence in his stance. Before they parted to changr uniforms the airman reached out and grabbed Aiden by the sleeve and cleared his throat. "Aidan..." He said, his voice soft and quiet, "We can do better next time, right? We can save the next person if we have the opportunity to do so, right?" He didn't expect an immediate answer, but he nodded and walked past the doctor to get his uniform changed out. It was obvious he wasn't going to mentally recover with just the words of a friend, but that is where time will play a crucial part.

The ceremony was one the airman had wished to transition quickly. To him it was not only a time to respect their death, it was also a painful reminder that these were the faces he wont physically be able to see again. Just that thought messed with the pilot and his troubles were easy to detect despite how respectful the wolf presented himself. Over time the ceremony went through with Silver's speech and the mixture of emotions drifting around. Like all things though the ceremony came to an end, and Kensington did not hesitate to take up the invitation for what kind of teammate would he be if he stayed isolated from his group?

Despite the announcements and commendations Ken found it hard to transition, his left hand in a jacket pocket while his right hand held his drink. Unlike most of the roughriders the airman had a secret: he had never really touched alcohol before. There were reasons, but the main one was the fact he flew airborne vehicles, but all that was about to change when Aidan offered a six pack and gave praise to him. He was caught off guard when the imaginary spotlight was set on him and all he could do was nod with a smile before downing the rest of his drink and setting the cup aside to take a can. "Aidan this is kinda... A first for me. How strong is this?" The pilot said, a bit hesitant about this idea. What would a drunk Kensington look like? Could he keep himself in check? He was about to find out.
Sorry Silver but I just can't respond to your post since I am stuck in a moment with machine. It was just too soon and I cant conclude the discussion right then and there. Perhaps I can respond to your post later down the road!
Kensington had blocked out the entire world around him during his moment, and when he felt a nudge the pilot almost jumped with a startle, his attention shooting to Aidan with the look of sorrow in them, a look that faded away rather quickly. "A-Aiden how l-" He stopped himself to listen to the medic, and hearing the words from someone who was there was the only reason the airman decided to speak up, but only after a long pause. "... Where do I start? Well.. Dammit I.." And just then he tensed up and began saying whatever came into his mind. "How am I suppose to keep on after that? I know I am trained but.. I was pulled out of transportation detail! I wasn't suppose to have this kind of responsibility... I was just suppose to fly and that was it, right? When did it all fucking change from support to being the element that decided someone's death or not. I.. I-" Just then the senior airman, a young adult broke down into whimpering and sobbing, chanting about how he had screwed up and gotten both teammates killed. "If I had gotten into the sky, if I just trusted you guys and landed in the first place, maybe we would've had the time necessary to get them home, right?" After all of that he had the opportunity to settle down, despite the bit of water works he had. During the silence the airman took the time to wipe away the tears before looking up at the doctor, giving him a weak smile. "Pretty pathetic, huh?"
You want me to throw pms around? Hopefully that will get some folks attention
Phone post! Geeze that is one paragraph.. I wonder if I could do more with it if I had a computer
Kensington's gaze would drift around while each person spoke until the debriefing came to a conclusion. As the others stood idle and a few went to address either the captain or another teammate the wolf finally dropped his firm posture when he thought nobody was watching him and slowly slipped out of the room to return to the hangar where his helicopter rested. While there was still work to be done the airman was relieved to find his helicopter to not have a soul nearby it and he slowly approached the vehicle, his dirty hand in the pockets of his airman apparel as he scanned his surroundings before reaching his destination. With each step he took it felt as if the memories of the recent options crept up in his head, with that came an overwhelming sense of guilt and failure on his part. When he got to the chopper it was hard for Ken to stand, and soon he found himself turning around and sitting down on the edge of the entry point of his helicopter.. What if he had pushed himself harder? Would the now deceased subjects have survived if he had landed quicker or even got them home quicker? What could have been done differently? Such questions were tormenting the young pilot for a long time and he couldn't ignore them easily. Alone and with this burden on his shoulders, the pilot proceeded to run his hands through his hair and hold them there on his head, his eyes closed shut while he silently prayed for the world to at least stop for the sake of luxury.
Okay so school stuff robbed me of my tuesdays and thursdays last week. That isn't the case this week! I'll see what I can do tomorrow or if I go real hard I might beable to loose some shut eye and post up tonight.. Or if I decide to wrestle a phone post.. What I am saying is I'll be posting soon!
If all goes according to plan I'll post up before the weekends... If anyone has any requests for where Ken should go lmme know ^~^
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