𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾
▔▔▔▔▔▔▔✽Ash is not particularly eye-catching which, in reality, is an annoyance to her. Bleached blonde hair settles around her pretty but vague-looking face, hair dyed enough to give it the texture of sandpaper and the eternal smell of chemicals and sunlight. Her skin is soft though usually covered up with natural-looking makeup, which works to hide her countless stress-made blemishes and a single pocked scar that sits on the bridge of her nose. The most striking thing about Ashely may indeed be her eyes, which are a light gray and always accented with false eyelashes and a gentle shimmering eyeshadow.
She stands at a meager 5'3" and is not inclined to tell anyone of her weight, though many can come to the conclusion that she may be a little too thin for her height. If she is self-conscious of that, however, it is impossible to tell, as she always layers on clothes in a style deemed fashionable by most Californians these days. Ashley is incredibly caught up on the latest fashion trends and it shows pleasantly through her simple but attractive outfits. Besides a mere sense of style, Ash also has an array of trendy piercings and small, hidden tattoos that appear to be written in Korean.
Without the makeup and without the always blown-out hair and well-suited outfits and jubilant, airy personality, Ash looks like an exhausted and almost sickly pre-teen. She spends near hours fixing herself up before leaving for the day, but those who catch her before she's had her coffee or a shower may be shocked at how disheveled she looks at home.
𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝗌 & 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾𝗌
▔▔▔▔▔▔▔✽✓ Parties, to an obsessive degree
✓ Alcohol and psychedelics, weed and acid in particular
✓ Xanax. It keeps her bubbly!
✓ Fashion magazines, fashion shows, fahsion in general
✓ Coffee coffee coffee tea coffee...
✓ Loud music, synthwave and anything bassy in particular
✓ Reality TV, it's mindless fun!
✗ Penn-Fucking-Brooke University
✗ Party-poopers, get loose or get out!
✗ School work, to an almost grade-suffering degree at times
✗ Mississippi in general
✗ Rainy days, they ruin her hair!
✗ Eating in front of other people
✗ Silence
𝗁𝖺𝖻𝗂𝗍𝗌 & 𝗁𝗈𝖻𝖻𝗂𝖾𝗌
▔▔▔▔▔▔▔✽✂ Smoking, either cigarettes or fancy, most likely stolen Juuls
✂ Chewing on her hair or nails
✂ Jiggling her thigh, especially if she's stressed or needing to pop a pill
✒ Petty theft
✒ Partying, or at the very least getting high and dancing alone in her dorm to sad, bassy, or jazzy music
✒ Flower pressing
𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗌 & 𝗌𝖾𝖼𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗌
▔▔▔▔▔▔▔✽☁ Thunderstorms
☁ Dark, cramped places
☁ Silence
☏ She apparently is on her parents' last nerve and if she flunks out of college they will be sending her off to schooling in Korea
☏ She is addicted to Xanax
☏ She stuffs her bra
𝗉𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗒
▔▔▔▔▔▔▔✽| Jubilant | Lazy | Selfish | Free-Spirited | Dizty | Self-Loathing | Intelligent | Unmotivated | Nihilistic |Ashley is a party girl, through and through. Living in San Fransico and experiencing the overwhelming push to fit in with her girl squad back home inspired Ash to adopt a very jubilant, eccentric, and ditzy persona. She thrives off of the nightlife and has the most energy when she is out surrounded by other bodies in a huge, sweating mass of life, love, and bad decisions. She is cheery to a fault at night, even in times of dire stress, she can be found smiling and laughing as if it were just another moment in her life. If she is not partying at night, she can be found popping Xanax in her room and jittering about, either doing homework at an uncomfortably fast rate or dancing to strange, thumping music. There is never silence with Ashley around, she will always fill with with conversation, laughter, or music in some way.
To others, Ashley is undeniably sweet but she has a habit of coming off as a bit naive, or ditzy, or just plain unaware. Some of her comments can even come across as cruel if taken the wrong way, which they most often are.
This usually occurs during the day, however, where her energy is low and she can often be at her most lazy and daydreamy. Watching her walk around campus during the day is akin to watching a turtle cross a freeway– undeniably impressive, but somehow discomforting. Ashley during the day is almost like a completely different person, losing her usual jubilance in order to adopt a sort of selfish sleepiness that stays with her until the sun goes back down.
Despite her lack of motivation during the day, Ash still possesses a decent amount of intelligence, which help her out well during exam season. Though her homework is often unfinished, she manages to study her concepts enough to remember them, and she does take a great interest in her major and minor. However, she has a habit of being rather self-destructive and holds a firm belief that life is really meaningless past all of the immediate pleasures she can gain through pills, alcohol, and companionship. She feeds her vices endlessly in order to avoid a real fear that her life may lead up to being nothing after all.
𝗁𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒
▔▔▔▔▔▔▔✽Ashley Dae Kim is the first and only daughter born to Jung and Soon. Though she was born in Ulsan, Korea, the family moved out to San Francisco after some issues with Ash's grandparents. She grew up surrounded by varying cultures and languages, and she toddled through her first twelve years of life with excellent grades, many friends, and incredibly pleased parents. Once she entered middle school, however, Ashley found that her friends and their interests were shifting towards boys, fashion, and the ideological obsessions of the trends happening above them. And Ashely, ever the follower, trailed after them to avoid getting lost in a sea of mindless children.
She went from a straight A student to a C-, wavering between passing and failing most classes that weren't related to the sciences. Her interests toggled daily; sometimes she was focused on teen movies and TV drama,s other time shes was lost int he pages of a fashion magazine, studying the way the women on the glossy pages posed and walked in heels taller than her front steps. Maybe she thought her parents wouldn't notice, or they wouldn't care. Maybe there was a quiet hope in her, saying that this was just a phase and her parents would be proud of her once again. Maybe she was using "maybe" too often in her journal.
Eventually, when her grades were a threat to her time in middle school and early on in high school, the fights began. Screaming matches between Ashley and her folks became a daily norm for the Han's, and even passing each other in the halls was enough to start another argument. Ash began spending less time at home, relying on clubs and parties to keep her mind off of her parents' points. She drank and danced and learned to love the way neon lights bounced off sleek walls and glittering shoes and latex mini skirts. Popularity belonged to her in high school, but she was close to flunking out due to her plummeting grades. Eventually, her parents came to her with a final a decision to make: fix your grades and go to college, or flunk out and be sent off to live with her grandparents in Korea.
And, finally, Ashley could not argue any longer.
She fixed her grades, managed to lift her horrendous GPA to a 2.7, and sent out countless college applications to surrounding schools. Not one college in California accepted her, but the single school her parents had picked out, some hockey little place in Mississippi, seemed more than ready to have her. And so Ashley went off, depressed to leave her partying life behind... That is until she discovered the wonderful allure of the Omega Psi Phi sorority.