DarknessDawning

LF Long term, multi chara partners (Mature 18+)

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Ona raised a brow at the bottle, but otherwise seemed unperturbed. She'd heard and seen lots of people go on vacation and come back with a plethora of odds and ends and unusuals that were cheaper or exclusive at their vacation destination. She had her own personal dreams of visiting a major fashion destination and pumping new life in to her ever dull and repetitive wardrobe.

Her lips tightened briefly as she pulled out of the pick up line only to crawl with traffic attempting to escape the airport on to the over packed highways back to town.

"Oh yeah?"

She followed his finger to her lemon water. She'd become numb to the citrus smell long ago. In her mind it had already lost its effects as her body became acclimated to her regular consumption. In truth, she'd been turned away by plastic surgeons and diet groups and plans a like for a long time. They all claimed there was nothing that they could do for her. They were probably right anyways. She wasn't sure how those diet groups got off pretending like they were actually dieting at all. She only ever gained weight on that type of program and constantly felt bloated and grotesque.

She pulled around a slow moving car and sped up abruptly to match the pace of their new lane.

"I hear it doesn't really taste that different. I mean, they've gotten pretty good at all of that food engineering stuff. It's practically the same thing now right?"

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He didn't have to look hard. Already distracted by her own belief that she was somehow thicker in this moment despite days of eating little or nothing, her guard wasn't fully up and repaired yet. At least not with him... perhaps coming from someone else she'd have manage to keep her grin and her serene face. Instead, her brow furrowed and her lips turned heavy with a frown.

"Of course not... I would never. I've had an alert scheduled for weeks."

Just as quickly as it washed over her... the hurt, the self-loathing, the determination that she would do more, be more to convince him of her trustworthiness, her eyes met his and her resolve returned. Her abruptly injured expression dissolved in to the serene nothingness of her pale complexion. Emotion was not pretty. Emotion was not acceptable. She was not allowed to hurt when other people were there to see it. She stopped and waited for him to enter the vehicle, turning her eyes back to the road casually as though she were nothing more than a chauffeur.

"How was your vacation?"

It was her work voice... the flat-lined monotone monotonous soft flow of words meant to convey nothing and elicit everything... the voice she used when engaging interviews. The voice that allowed no one near.

"There's come an opening in sector 2F. I received instructions to initiate the recruitment process. There's been several potentials apply already. I have yet to initiate interviews however. I suspected that you might want to review the applications yourself first."

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When Ona's calendar woke her early this morning with the reminder that she would be picking Jewel up from the airport today she knew that it was going to be a long day. Ona had an incessant need to appear 'presentable' as she called it whenever she knew she was going to be out in public for any given time. She'd spent hours showering in steaming hot water, scrubbing her body and her face, then applying a careful regimen of creams and treatments to remove any blemish, pigment, redness, or anything else she viewed as an imperfection. Afterwards she wrapped her body tight in bindings that would hold everything in and perfectly poised. She applied makeup that paled her already porcelain skin even more. Getting dressed was just as taxing... requiring her to try on outfit after outfit only to be annoyed at the way one seemed to show a pudge in her bound stomach, or a made her shoulders too broad, her legs too short, her arms too thick.

The obsession was eating her alive day after day, but she would never admit it. By the time she was finished she could hardly sit, hadn't eaten, and was still utterly unimpressed with her appearance. She settled on a long black ensemble with wide legged pants and a skin tight top that was nude in color with bold black lines, making it appear as though she were wrapped in thin straps of leather. She placed one of her signature head wraps make of metallic geometric shapes over the hair that she'd changed more often than the seasons and yet still hated, and grabbed a "diet drink" instead of bothering to actually eat anything. Her diet drinks were mainly water and lemon juice, but having something seemed to deter the constant questions from random people. She convinced herself that if she lost just a few more pounds, people would stop staring; just a few more pounds and she'd be beautiful.

She left her drab apartment that was not nearly as adorned as her wardrobe and headed out to pick up her coworker. In the parking lot she'd become distracted looking at herself in the mirror... her eyebrows looked strange and her cheeks were puffy. A sick feeling welled in her stomach and for a moment she was sure that she would burst through her bindings and her clothes and become exposed for the bloated grotesque creature she was. Her self loathing was abruptly interrupted however when Jewel's wandering form started past the vehicle as though he'd not seen her at all.

She rolled down the window and pulled up quickly, startling a woman waiting to cross the path of traffic.

"Jewel! Hey Jewel!"

She hit the horn twice with her palm, careful to not damage her manicured nails shaped like talons.

LF Long term, multi chara partners (Mature 18+)

Hello All. I've been here long before the crash and on, so you may have encountered me at some point and know that I tend to have character ideas and then create a plot to go with them (a little backwards compared to most I know!)

Anyways, I'm looking for some distractions, but really I'm looking for LONG TERM partners, male or female, that can/will play many plots/characters. I'm looking for someone to get to know, who wants to post (in whatever way be it pm, forum, text msg, messenger) daily or every other day, or even multiple times per day, and wants to explore a multitude of plots, characters, and possibilities as the whim arises. I'm looking for high casual to advanced, with the understanding that things adjust as needed. Here's my trusty rules/requirements disclaimer:

• Plots can be Mature or Non-Mature content, just clarify ahead of time. If you're not sure just ask, but more than likely I'm open to it. I can be rather violent and gory, and tend to abuse my charas a bit. When it comes to sexual content specifically, it's fine as long as it's adding to the story. If it's a situation where it's a regular event, I'll be somewhat quick posting through it, or fade to blacking to save time. Honestly, reading it makes me laugh, so I'm obviously not looking for something heavy in said type of content.
• I do NOT do Fandoms or Cannons… sorry, but most of them I’ve never seen anyways.
• My main will always be female. I’m a female, it feels natural. Any additional charas can be anything. That said I'm open to MxF, FxF, or MxM (as a side plot only).
• Minimum one paragraph (3-5 sentences) posts. I can absolutely do more, my posting will generally match yours in effort and content.
• I post daily for the most part… you don’t have to, but once or twice a week is preferred.
• No text speak
• No smut only… any romance will be only a piece of a larger story.

In the past I've had a list of characters on here, but I found that things became redundant and ultimately I longed for their original stories. As such, I'm trying starting from scratch! Come at me with an interest and let's get mutually inspired! I will say, I do not prefer slice of life/realism. I live... I'm here to do things I CAN'T do anywhere else.

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Would anyone like to RP with me? (Cas to Adv, M/18+)

I'd be interested in the magic school.

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