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Life is just death in drag.
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He has no friends, but he gets a lot of mail. I'll bet he spent a little time in jail.
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Thanks for checking in on my 1x1 interest thread, hopefully we can get some fun work done together.

I'm generally interested in writing partners that I can rely on for consistency, quality, and creativity. Someone that maintains an active presence in a RP, can communicate regularly with me OOC, can maintain a strong standard of work, and wants to contribute to an engaging story would be ideal, as I hope I bring all of those things to a RP myself.

I usually like a story with rich worldbuilding, though we don't have to come up with literally all of it at the start, I'm more than happy to write as we go. As far as our characters go, I generally play male characters, and prefer my partner to play a male or female (or etc) character depending on the context. I like to write about intimate, if dysfunctional relationships with a distinct power dynamic, as I think they're a compelling source of drama. I also tend to introduce a lot of side characters, so if you don't mind juggling one or two of those yourself, all the better. I have no issue with "mature" themes but that said, I'm not particularly interested in ERP, so that's what you're here for I recommend looking elsewhere.

I have a few plots ready to go, or we can work one out between the two of us. Anything in the general category of what I've listed as this thread's tags I should be down to at least hear about. If in doubt, it doesn't hurt to ask. I'm not particularly interested in fandoms, and the corner cases where I might by are not worth me listing the ones I would be interested in.

Suffice to say, I like vampires, morally-grey characters, magic, and anything generally edgy and/or fantastical. I'm a creature of simple pleasures.

Take a look at the prompts I've got below and shoot me a PM, and we can work something out! I can communicate over discord, but I am not yet sure I like RPing over it, as I have some issues with its archival quality for going back and reading old posts. I will do my best to be flexible!









Thanks again for checking in, and I hope to hear from you soon!

Oh I absolutely must volunteer some kind of blacklisted pinko superhero. I can only wonder who it would end up being.
Glanaid


As Portus Cruor grew steadily larger on the horizon, Emel decided to retreat to his cabin below-decks to prepare for landfall in his own way. The dark belly of Nathair stank of blood and sweat, but such unpleasantness had no effect on Emel, who stepped through its dimly-lit holds with steady purpose. Crewmen coming and going stepped aside to give him passage, and Dark Elf calmly stepped over those crewmen that had passed out in the holds or fallen out of their hammocks. The captain's cabin in the ship's stern was marked by its door of rich, dark ebony, with images of dragons and other monsters of the sea picked out in gold leaf and tortoiseshell. The door had no lock; there wasn't a single man aboard the Nathair stupid enough to trespass into their master's sanctum, but an unseen blood-seal warded the cabin against nosy intruders or opportunistic thieves.

As soon as his cabin's heavy door slammed shut behind him, Emel breathed deeply, taking in the scents of incense and herbs that he kept burning at all hours to ward off the odor of the ship's holds. As he exhaled, he allowed the tension to leave his body, and he realized how tired he felt. Elves did not sleep often, perhaps a night or two every week, but Emel often got by with less than that. Just as Elves did not often sleep, even less frequently did they dream, and so dreams were remarkable occasions, often rich with portent. Emel dreamt every hour of every night he slept, the Black Sword assaulting his mind with visions of annihilation. Thus, he spent most nights awake, either cloistered in his cabin or staring out over the inky blackness of the sea.

The interior of his cabin was as rich as the door leading into it; the woodwork was hand-wrought and delicately detailed, rich furs lined the floors, and Emel's many treasures and mementos lined the walls and shelves. Weapons forged by long-dead masters, the crown jewels of forgotten kingdoms, or tools of strange artifice unseen for centuries crowded his chamber, along with such mundane treasures as paintings, rare manuscripts, and other trinkets that caught the Dark Elf's fancy. There was enough treasure in one cramped cabin to buy a small kingdom, but Emel ignored these rarities in favor of what he considered even more unique and priceless: his own memoirs.

Emel perused the leather-bound volumes on his bookshelf, searching for the correct tome to suit his needs. He eventually decided to pull down three and hope he was at least roughly correct. Setting them down on his desk hewn from rare, dark wood, he gingerly set aside the current volume that had been laying open, and flipped through the first of the books he had withdrawn. The pages were penned in the delicate script of Elvish, of course, and though he forced his crew to sing in Elvish, none of them actually knew the tongue. There was probably not a soul alive that spoke the language outside of his homeland, much less one that could read its flowing characters. Not finding what he was looking for, Emel paged through the next volume in sequence, and found what he needed quickly enough.

"Portus Cruor," an entry logged nearly forty years ago. Emel leaned back in his chair as he read by lantern light, regaling in his own exploits from decades before. He wanted to refresh his own memory on this damnable port and the land beyond it before he took a single step onto its misbegotten soil. Emel found that as the decades of his exile became centuries, his memory was not as sharp as he would have liked it to be, and so kept detailed accounts of his travels and travails. His mind was as quick and clear as ever, but the years ran together for him, and he could not control what memories stayed distinct, and which ones blended into the morass of centuries. Yet another of many ways in which the power of the Black Sword was inferior to the sanctification of Ywengoch.

After a few minutes spent reading, Emel felt that he had gleaned all he was going to from his logs, and set the book aside. The Dark Elf shut his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose, feeling a headache coming on. He resented the Black Sword for robbing him of restful sleep, and thought an insult at it to demonstrate his displeasure. There were no particular words or ideas expressed by this mental discharge, merely the raw emotion of scorn slung at it like a stone. The Black Sword pulsed a barb of contempt back at him without missing a beat. This was a common enough exchange between the two of them, and Emel merely sighed and rose to his feet. He rang for his steward and began to disrobe, finalizing his preparations for making port.

Emel flung his salt-stained clothes over his desk chair, and retrieved a pearl-handled ivory comb to work the tangles out of his long, snow-white hair. He sat on his down-filled, four-posted bed as he worked, staring at himself in the full-length silver mirror across the cabin from him. His flesh had barely had any more color than his comb, but as far as he knew he was still healthy and strong. He had a wiry musculature that spoke of grace, fluidity, and clean-limbed strength. However, the intricate markings on the skin of his trunk and upper limbs spoke of something else entirely. They were not tattoos, as Elvish flesh did not scar and could not retain ink, but they much resembled tattoos. The same searing crimson as his albino eyes, many lines weaving into knots and runes across his chest, shoulders and abdomen. Emel tore his eyes away from them, instead meeting his own gaze in the mirror. He didn't like looking at the markings, as he did not care to be reminded of the reason he wore them.

His steward knocked timidly on his door, and Emel bid him enter. He did, poking his gnarled head into the cabin. Emel's steward was a wretched, elderly creature; a hunch-backed, one-eyed, seven-fingered eunuch, whose tongue had been cut out long before Emel had ever met him. Emel was not given to forming attachments to members of the younger races, but he considered this single member of his crew to be nearly irreplaceable. His steward was the only member of the crew permitted to enter Emel's cabin, and his profound usefulness had earned him more than one extension of his paltry, mortal lifespan.

"Have those laundered." Emel barked, gesturing to the clothes hanging over his chair. "And have water boiled." The steward made a sweeping gesture with cupped hands, accompanied by a croaking noise that was the closest he could come to forming words. "No, I haven't the time for a bath," Emel replied, after a moment's consideration. "Enough for a pot of tea. That's all." The steward croaked again, bowing his head before departing, shutting the door behind him.

While he awaited the water for his tea, Emel dressed. He threw open the hefty wardrobe next to his mirror. It was a matching piece to his desk and bedframe, and truth be told Emel had forgotten where he had gotten them. Possibly raided from some merchant sailors or stolen from a seafront palace, he couldn't say for sure, and didn't care to read through his journals to remember. He fingered through his various accoutrements, all precisely tailored, all very fine, and all black. Emel had very specific tastes in fashion. He decided quickly enough on some silken robes that were cut just at the knee, paired with sturdy boots he preferred for rougher treks. At first he tried on a mantle of black ermine to accompany the ensemble, but changed his mind. He instead took down off its place near his bed a heavy cloak of pitch-black hide. Its exterior showed the ebon scales of the beast Emel had skinned it from, but it flowed like chainmail as he moved. His dragonskin cloak was one of Emel's most prized possessions; hard-won in a battle against an ancient serpent, and the beast's dark hide was proof against blades and spells alike. Only one sword had ever broken its skin, and he hung it at his side as he finished fastening the cloak about his shoulders.

Emel busied himself by trying on various rings and amulets that had been plundered from their last season of victims, before his steward arrived with a whistling brass kettle. He took it and ordered the man to have the first mate sent to his cabin before he left, which he affirmed in his usual fashion. Another of Emel's personal delights was his collection of exotic teas, which he found as curative to his own ails as they were to mortal men. He perused his collection, various jars of desiccated fruits and leaves, before selecting one to brew in one of his porcelain cups.

He was sat at his desk, sipping his cup and trying to relax when the loud knock of his first mate sounded at the cabin door. Emel leaned forward to open the door, which swung wide enough for his aged half-orc officer to duck down to see into the cabin. The man stood at the threshold, clearly knowing better than to enter the captain's cabin.

"Drop anchor as far from any other ships as you can manage." Emel gave orders between sips of tea. "I want cargo offloaded, fresh provisions, the deck waxed and the hull scraped. I can't say how long we'll be in port so make yourselves busy." He raised a slender finger in warning, staring at the much larger man with his blood-ruby eyes. "I don't want any men leaving the ship that needn't do so. This is not shore leave."

"Yes, lord." The burly man grunted. He hesitated, before starting, "Captain, I-"

Emel cut him off with the slightest crease of his brow. "I know the crew is testy. Keep them in line." Emel silently considered finding a replacement for his first officer while he was in Outremer. Possibly even another Orc; this was one of the few black corners of the world where they still lurked. "Here." He said, setting down his cup and retrieving the implement slung over his bed's footboard.

He retrieved Yongje, tossing it to his first mate. The man caught it gingerly, careful not to let its barbs touch his skin. The threat of the lash itself, combined with the obvious favor its bestowal signified would hopefully cow the crew for the time being. It had been a long time since they had last been cut loose, and Emel could feel their black desires fermenting in them like a open grave after the rain. The work Emel did on his men's minds to press them into his service sometimes carried this side-effect, the bloodthirst of the damned, but it usually was not much trouble keeping it under control. He hoped it would still not be an issue, despite their waning respect for his first mate.

The half-orc bowed and departed, and Emel pushed the door shut after him. He downed the rest of his tea, and made his final preparations. His clothes and cloak were fitted with many small, hidden pockets and other compartments, wherein he stashed various trinkets and reagents. Small blades, poison powders, various denominations of coin and currency; he had little idea of what to expect ashore, as it had been most of a mortal lifetime since he had last sailed into this port, and many things could change in that time. "Preparation was the enemy of failure," was an aphorism he had heard in some other foreign port, Emel could not remember which.

Emel felt the ship rock as the anchor dropped, and departed his cabin for the ship's deck. The hold was far busier now than it had been earlier that day, and he could hear his first mate shouting orders, punctuated by the hissing of the Agonizer. Men unloaded their cargo, the plunder of dozens of kingdoms and navies the world over. Silks, spices, curios, caged beasts from exotic lands, and men and women clasped in irons were hauled up from below decks, and Emel eyed the procession of each with the same level of interest. The sale of these goods would be more than enough to cover the costs of refitting the ship and restocking its stores, even at the cut-rate prices Emel sold them at. He didn't care much for getting the full value of his rare goods, as he had stolen them to begin with and his crew did not receive wages. He simply wanted the holds cleared for their next season of piracy.

The sound of gulls and laboring men greeted Emel once he was above decks again, and he closed his eyes once more, taking in a deep breath of salty air. When he opened them again, he was ready. His entire body was taut and filled with the anticipation of violence, like a drawn bowstring. His ruby eyes missed nothing, from the sweat rolling down a workman's back, to gull feathers drifting in the wind. He stepped down the gangplank, weaving between his men offloading their plunder, and marched down the pier toward the port's buildings.

A stillness crept into the air as Emel walked the pier, as more and more of the sailors and workmen along it took notice of him and the ship he had departed. A black ship with black sails was as ill an omen that ever sailed the sea, but the dragon-prow of Nathair spoke of something else entirely. Some men uttered oaths and prayers at the sight of the man and his vessel, while others dropped what they were doing to stand aghast. It was likely that none had ever seen that bedeviled ship sail into their port, much less for the devil itself to walk among them. While Emel had sent no word ahead of his arrival, it would not be long before word spread to the entire port: the Black Corsair had come to Cruor.
Lost access to the discord server; I am working on a post.
Long Dhubh ar na Spéire


The rousing waves of midmorning slapped against the black hull of Nathair with the a roughness that seemed almost playful after the deep calm of dawn. The air was clear, every cloud in the sky gave deference to the sun, and the wind filled Nathair's dark sails with a driving, lustful vigor. Despite these good omens, the black ship cutting through the glittering green sea was a solemn and morbid sight. A harrowing dirge sounded from the ship's decks, strained and broken voices joining together to sing of sorrows from before the birth of the nations they hailed from, or the bloodlines that bore them.

The ship's captain served as the shantyman for their song, calling out the verses of his ancient Elvish ballad for his crew to echo. They knew nothing of the content of the lyrics they sang, and butchered the subtle beauty of his native tongue with their coarse human accents and mouths ruined by deformity and scurvy. After a hearing a particularly sour note, the Elvish captain fingered the handle of the lash hung at his hip, but decided against using it for the time being. Rather, he strode back to his seat on the quarterdeck, calling out beginning of the next verse all the while.

It was an elegant, if mournful shanty in its original Elvish. The lamentations of a long-forgotten crew of a dragon ship much like Nathair, as they sail away from their ancient home, abandoning their lives and loves in the pursuit of war. Their only hope was to rejoin their families in death, as those that departed the Elvish home were forbidden to ever return. It was a song that lingered on Emel's mind frequently, and out of all the old shanties it was the one he remembered best. Rather than settle down into his throne on the quarterdeck, he stood atop it, peering over the horizon with his ruby eyes, his Elvish vision a match for any spyglass. From there he spotted the masts, trees, and towers of their destination, tucked just behind the horizon. He hopped down from atop the chair and unspooled his lash from his belt. Emel whipped the lash in the air to gain the attention of the crew, and rather than crack as most whips did, the noise it made was more like the snarling and rattling of some strange beast. The tool had been called Yongje, meaning "Agonizer," by the man Emel had won it from in a game of chance years ago in a far-flung port.

"Portus Cruor, nine leagues off the bow!" The Dark Elf called to his crew.

A smattering of calls resembling "Aye" went up, and the crew set about making preparations for landfall. Emel watched them, carefully observing his misbegotten crew as they went about their duties. The seemed unusually sluggish for sailing in such good weather, and he was curious about the reason. His gaze wandered to where his First Mate was barking out more specific instructions to the helmsman and other crewmates, and Emel could practically smell the contempt they had for their superior officer. The First Mate was a burly half-orc, and had joined Nathair's crew decades ago, and had been valuable to it. That said, Orcs were not a long-lived people, and their halfbreeds even less so, and the First Mate wore his years heavily. His hair was grey and milky blindness had begun to cloud his eyes. The rest of the crew could sense his weakness, and felt little need to obey him. Emel would need to correct this before it became an issue.

First, the more pressing matter. Yongje lashed out across the deck, its barbed tails catching the flesh of the belligerent crewman shirking his superior's orders. The man screamed in surprise and agony, his legs immediately giving out from under him as he hit the deck with a heavy thud. He continued to roll around on the deck, moaning deliriously as the rest of the crew looked to Emel warily. He whipped the Agonizer back and forth in the air twice more for effect, giving the audible impression that there was some vicious and exotic beast prowling the ship. In a metaphorical sense, there absolutely was. Cowed by this display, the crew snapped back to their duties, and the First Mate gave his captain a lingering look, knowing he was failing in his duties.

Emel paid him little mind, returning to his throne as he let his gaze and thoughts wander. Here was was, back in this gods-forsaken land after a span of time that he personally regarded as being too brief. To what end, not even he knew. He had not come here of his own accord, not truly. He had been driven like a beast of burden, and the lash that drove him hung on the hip opposite to his own. The Black Sword had a sudden change in mood and character a few months prior, and had begun pressuring him to journey to this place. It assailed him incessantly during the day, and bombarded his restless dreams. He felt ashamed to have given in to its demands, but part of him was curious what about this place had made it so desperate to journey there. The blade had been eerily silent since the night before, as they approached Outremer, and so he wondered what it was currently plotting.

We've returned to this damned backwater, Emel offered this thought to the Black Sword, trying to provoke a response.

Not a moment too soon, answered the blade, Your acquiescence gives me renewed hope for the fruitful bounty of our partnership.

Emel sighed, not sure if he was relieved or annoyed by the blade's return to its usual demeanor. At least he knew generally how to deal with it when it acted like this. Never the less, they would soon be ashore, and Emel could finally put this mystery to rest.
Love the concept, I just know I don't have it in me to roleplay a modern nation-state.

If you're not already familiar with it I would recommend looking into Serial Experiments Lain for a similar sort of "it's the 90s and computers can do anything" vibe.
Well I'm excited for the OOC, then.
As long as we're floating ideas, I wonder if I couldn't spin a matched pair of a scion and a rogue to you. I know you pointed out that you didn't want one that was the servant of another or something, but I have them imagined as something of a conjoined pair that hate each other. To be specific, I was imagining a scion in the form of a sentient, malevolent sword being wielded by a more grey character. The latter would be more my "character" and I would only be writing his CS, as the sword obviously has far less agency. Perhaps she's trapped in that form as a "punishment" from Chernobog... anyway, I have ideas.
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