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Current So what if I used Diego Hargreeves for a face claim? Couldn't resist.
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Did she? I didn't think she was there.


No, it was—the thought of her. I just needed something to keep myself together. Something to focus on. I knew this was her place. And I knew she was still alive. I... can't say the same about anyone else I've loved.
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Like Ruby?


She was... the hardest. First person I ever loved. But she's what carried me through the portal.
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So it’s important for you to have those kinds of lasting relationships to have meaning?


I guess so. I always felt so full when I made friends, and so empty when I lost them. But I lived off the memory, too. Kept me going. Still does.
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Does it? How is that?


Sometimes it just feels... purposeless. Just trying to survive. There's no chance to dream, only live the next day. I made some friends along the way, close friends, but... I could never keep them.
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I was curious, since you find it energizing.


It just feels... a little thrilling, to think about what I’m doing as something good. And not just surviving. Years spent running... takes a toll on your sense of self.
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Mhm.


Honestly? I didn't really think about it. It's just what I do, now. It's all I've done for a long time.
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Is that a goal of yours?


What, being a hero?
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Sounds like hero work to me.


Maybe you're right. *Laughs* I don't need the ego boost. *Grins and crosses my arms* It's a little bit energising, thinking about it that way.
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Where did that sense of duty come from?


I started this because... well, I knew things about a crime ring. When I became a PI, they came for me, and they were going to keep doing it again bless I dismantled them completely. So I had to. And then another ring trained their guns on me... and another, and another, as I did it again and again. It’s easy for me. I know how to do it. If nobody else will... then maybe I should.
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You don’t have to. It’s entirely your choice.


I guess so. Maybe it’s a duty I have to take for myself.
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