With little else to do after the battle, Sindri had essentially spent most of the time having a wander around the Academy facility, which unfortunately due to its relative blandness was less interesting than it actually sounded. Afterwards he had caught some grub in the lunch hall, but hadn’t really spotted anyone he knew or wanted to talk to whilst there. So now he was sitting in one of the facilities numerous gardens feeding pigeons with some bread he had gathered during lunch for this purpose.
The garden seemed to be based on Japanese gardening, with tightly trimmed foliage and trees, of which there were three positioned around the garden, with two in the corner and one thin tree standing in the middle, serving as a perch for some of the local avian population. small shrubs, round river stones and the occasional flower took up the rest, expressing highly minimalistic inclinations.
Normally he would have been likely irritating some members of the staff, or student population, but he had worked out most of his energy dealing with Mana, so he was more interested in doing something relaxing.
Occasionally a passing murmur of a group of students or conversing staff members caught his ears, but nobody entered the garden, instead using the corridors around it instead, where he watched them with a measure of disinterest through the glass barrier.
He hadn’t had much reason to shift back into his natural form, so as of such he was stretched across an old bench, hands behind his head except when he cast some more bread at the pigeons. Asides from their happy ‘burring’ and cooing, it seemed he was alone with his thoughts.
Alice ambled through the garden without much of a destination in mind, she was simply walking for the sake of something to do. She paid no real attention to her surroundings, eyes on the sky as she replayed the fight from earlier for the thousandth time in her mind, still analyzing it for strategies to fight Kitsunes. It’d probably be best to-
“Fuck!” she went sprawling over somebody, falling off and onto the ground. “Ow.”
With the sudden flight of some inattentive random crashing onto him and then onto the ground, Sindri let out an “Oof” as the air was blasted out of him by her weight. Pigeons flew everywhere, startled by the commotion as the figure fell heavily on the ground, Whilst Sindri nestled his guts in a pair of elongated taloned hands. Eyeing up the person who was currently sprawled over the ground he realised he recognised her from somewhere before.
“Hello to you too Alice, nice for you to drop by” he greeted her sarcastically.
Alice eyed him, raising an eyebrow at his appearance, Oh what fun it is to fall on emaciated corps-es!, she propped herself up on her elbows, grumbling, “Do I know you?”
Raising one disturbing looking hand, he waved it across his face, returning his features momentarily to his natural appearance with a small illusion, “Sindri remember? We met when I was dealing with our own dear Foxington Fox, otherwise known as Lily.”
She gave a small nod of understanding, pushing herself to her feet, “Oh, right, Sindri- you’re thin normally but not a corpse, forgive the confusion.” She stretched her arms, stuffing them back in the pockets of her coat and leaning against the tree near the bench, “Indeed, Lily.”
Sindri shrugged in acceptance, “We can’t all look like beautiful little pixies I guess, some of us are pretty ugly, personally I don’t mind looking like this, freaks people out.” He noted a finality to the last statement Alice raised and his brow furrowed in interest, “Sounds like something went down with the little miss, I heard you two were paired together, how’d that go?”
Whilst he said this the pigeons had returned, gathering around him again in an expectant circle, he threw some more bread at them offhandedly and they flocked to the food happily.
Alice watched for a moment as Sindri fed the pigeons, an eyebrow raised in amusement, “Well, it went fine at first, light hits don’t do much against a bunch of runic steel. Things started to go downhill when she killed all the plants to the horizon and beyond and tried to kill me.”
Sindri’s face lit up in a bright grin, which in his current form came across less friendly and more like he was going to eat someones face. “Sounds like you hit a nerve, usually I’m the only one who manages to do that, so kudos to you. Still, killing you would have been a downer I guess, so I guess I’m ‘glad’ you made it out alright.” Pausing momentarily to place one finger on his chin, he began to ponder, “Mine went alright, my opponent surrendered after I led her on a merry dance with my illusions, generally not a good idea to shoot blindly with us illusionists, just wastes time and energy.”
Whilst he continued the conversation, one lazy arm extended out towards the pigeons again as they were pecking away at the bread. With a click of his fingers they all suddenly stood to attention, as if listening intently to someone inaudible, and began lining up in a small square.
She eyed the pigeons with interest, stepping away from the tree and looking at them with curiosity, “Honestly if it weren’t for the fact that she’s so damned fast, it probably would’ve gone a lot differently,” Alice crouched down near the bench, “but indeed. Good deal harder to fight someone when you don’t even know if the ground is real… interesting thing with the birds, by the way.”
“You’d have probably been alright with the ground, thats more my forte than Lily’s, but her illusions can be rather irritating regardless. The best way you can really get through them is by denying their actual physical nature…” whilst he had been talking another click of the fingers had caused the pigeons to erupt into motion, doing something which was probably the pigeon form of ‘Thriller’ without music, “... as for the birds, my illusions are based on mental domination, so essentially so long as I can dig into your mind or trick it with my tricks, I can convince you to do anything. The pigeons are particularly easy because they aren’t human, Shifters are a bit more difficult than humans, mostly due to their understanding of the powers we as a group wield.”
He gave her a nonchalant smile, glowing green eyes drifting towards her sleepily, “With enough work I could probably convince you that you were in fact a pigeon, but thanks to the Academy, I am restricted in the usage of my powers with students, the public and staff. Thank our own ‘peaceful’ -” With this he did air quotes sarcastically with his talons “-Slyphide for that.”
Alice raised an eyebrow, “And, how would you convince someone they were a pigeon? I’m certainly not doubting the whether or not, more curious about how that works. Nobody ever bothers explaining magic to me.”
He shrugged, “With enough mental torture anyone will fold, I haven’t put this into practice but I figure with enough work I’d manage it. Anyway, once I have hypothetically broken them under the assault, I can feed them a series of lies and delusions which might slowly overwrite their own memories, my work is in essence, mindrape in its worst form, and psychological manipulation at its best. My assaults also tend to dull higher level thinking considerably in order to make them more pliable, so there is that to take into consideration also.”
Alice nodded as she digested the information, “Mind certainly is an interesting thing, give it a set of ‘facts’, some data to process and you’ve convinced it it’s a pigeon. Wonder if they could look at their own thought processes and ‘reality’ and realize a pigeon couldn’t do that?” She stood up silently, leaning against the tree once more, “So is that why we’re all illusions? Your own abilities make you doubt reality because you can so easily warp it for others?”
“Well its not impossible to break my control, but once you in there is a good chance you aren’t going to get out, too deep down the rabbit hole.” He stretched and yawned, sitting up from his prostrate position into more comfortably seated position, “As for the second, well its part of the reason, that and by Descartes theories we can’t be sure about anything not being an illusion asides from our own existence. I could for instance, not be talking to you right now, in which case I am having a conversation with a figment of nothingness. Seems rather pointless doesn’t it?” He flexed his fingers whilst the pigeons continued to dance happily away, now doing figures of eight’s before them, “I do leave open for people actually existing however, for instance I am growing more assured of your existence, and Slyphide clearly exists from how I interpret it… you do have to take into consideration one thing however…”
Suddenly Sindri’s easy going face settled into a serious expression, frowning in dislike at the very words he was speaking, “Imagine if you were me, and the governments of the world were training you to weaponize your skills in a grotesquely large conflict, to effectively ruin the mental faculties of other sapient beings, how could you live with yourself if you knew what you were doing? To destroy people so completely as to leave them suicidal wrecks afterwards… Perhaps… perhaps such an action would be necessary to cope with such a situation…”
Sindri went silent for a moment, introspective and with a depressed expression carved into his face, before suddenly erupting into good cheer again.
“Watch this!”
With another click of his fingers the pigeons flew into the air and began to dive and circle in organised patterns, practically dancing through the air as they did so.
Alice watched the pigeon aerobatics mutely, thoughts focused more on their puppetmaster then the birds themselves. So, this is a coping mechanism, not contempt of other people. That… definitely changes my opinion of him. Wonder what he was like before all of this?
She didn’t comment on the birds, instead rasping, “Can’t really imagine if I were you, when you’ve been trained to kill since the age of ten, your outlook on things like morality changes significantly.”
Sindri gave her a sympathetic look, but not one of pity, it didn’t seem Alice would want or deserve that. “I guess in that sort of situation moral quandaries would be pushed aside, and it would become more about the completion of whatever objective the mission involved, regardless of the brutality.” He whistled through his teeth, a surprising feat given his lack of noticeable lips “The Academy sure does drum up characters of all types and histories…”
He paused momentarily before continuing, hesitantly “... Your parents sort of sound like assholes.”
“Don’t actually know what mom was like, she OD’d on painkillers about three days after I was born, dad though, he’s definitely an ass.” She shrugged, “I think the Academy doesn’t care so long as you don’t kill anybody here. They’d probably accept just about anybody willing to kill Endolans, government employee or private.”
He gave a dark chuckle in response, “To be fair, you have to be a little crazy to sign your life away to a global conflict and get turned into a mythical being as apart of the war effort. Most likely they would accept anyone, not that I’m complaining, I guess we have a unique level of diversity here.” He grew a little more serious, “Sorry about your mum by the way… I… lost both my parents recently… they were good people.” His face turned morose and introspective, staring at the pigeons who were still doing loop-de-loops above them.
Alice pursed her lips, she leaned to the side, extending her arm and laying it on Sindri’s shoulder, patting it a couple times before she withdrew. She leaned back against the tree, not thinking any words needed to be said.
After a while the lull of silence was broken as Sindri stood up, his armour clanking as he did so. Turning back to Alice he began to shift back into his normal form and bright yellow suit, giving her a sad sort of smile as he turned to leave, “I better get back to my place, gotta do some reading. I’ll see you later Alice. Thanks for the conversation.”
With a backwards wave he slunk off into the facility, disappearing amidst the labyrinthine structures thousands of corridors and beyond sight.
Above the garden, the pigeons suddenly erupted into startled cooing as the illusion disappeared, and they collectively fled in different directions, leaving the garden barren of life once again, asides from a solitary figure standing near a tree.