ArynMae20Ahhh, I just finished the series and I'm crying. I wish it wasn't over :( You're definitely going to be shocked about everything that happens, though. It is really good. Also, as relating to everyone on the show being hot.. I fucking know! Holy cow XD OMG Never mind.. apparently season 3 is coming out next year or something, we're all good. Aha... So have you started binging on OITNB yet? XD
I would love to be stereotyped as a cheese lover... I'm counting on you to make this happen ;p And I see. I feel like a mill themed ride would be fun but I don't really get it.... is it because our national animal is a beaver? #confused Also, I don't really remember much from Epcot! I didn't get to go walk around the park much because when I went it was for dance and we were like outback at Epcot in workshops all day, I do remember the Italy section though, it was pretty :)
That would certainly be very weird.... XD Aha
Oh, I totally agree with that one! No Australian/other weird beaches for me! I'll stick to pools I think :p Have you ever been to Australia or anything? And no. No. No. No. No. nonononononononononononononononononononononononono. I would be scarred for life if someone pushed me out of the plane. Have we forgotten that I'm a control freak? The biggest reason I'm scared of falling is because I'll feel super out of control and I don't like that.
You're right, getting attached to people, even those who won't be n your life forever, isn't a bad thing. Sure, it can sometimes hurt when they end up leaving but that is life and that's how you grow up. It's hard to trust people with your affection because it is like giving them every opportunity to take your heart and rip it up into little shreds. And I wish that isn't how it had to be, and it scares me knowing that someday someone is going to break my heart like that, but that's life. I think that there would be different levels of soul mates, like people who just impact you a little, yet in a significant way, and those who change your entire life. I know my best friend is the latter. I also believe that there are ample opportunities for us to find our soul mates, and that you just kind of have to keep your mind open because it might be someone you least expect!
That is kinda ironic, and a little sad. If only the world could find a happy medium... oh wait! That's Canada ;) Just kidding!!
Yeah, they caught him yesterday or sometime this morning I think. He just kinda came out of the woods and was like "I'm done" and it was really weird.
I didn't say anything about making out... but yeah x) Hehe, I'm so excited! But I'm actually scared that I'm going to get too attached to him, like I always do with people, and it's going to freak him out. I mean, I've told him that I am a smother-y type of person and he told me that he didn't mind, that he didn't think I was like that at all and a bunch of other stuff but still. And I'm also really scared of getting hurt.
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I really like that about this show, I mean I'm the type of writer who would kill off their main character in a heartbeat and I also really like reading books/watching shows that are so unpredictable like that!! Of course there are those characters that you have to give happy endings to.. I totally think Dany is one of those characters but I have my doubts about Jon, I think he'll probably die but maybe not soon. I also agree with you about The Hound, something awful is going to happen there. Yes, definitely watch it! You'll love it xD HOLY FUCK I LOVE MAC AND CHEESE <3 My mom makes this really good dish, with like bread crumbs over it and everything, it's so delicious. But isn't that like a world thing? Isn't mac and cheese a food that people everywhere enjoy? Ahaha. Okay, can you tell me if there was like totem poles and everything in the Canadian section? When I went to Disney there was and it made me giggle because I'd never seen a totem pole before that day. XD
Friendly cause you were, huh? Ahaha, okay so maybe I come off as a little bit of a bitch because I am sort of. I just like to speak my mind and that can come off as rude. Oh well! That question makes me contemplate my life... DX Ahah, I think we'd figure it out eventually, like maybe not if we were to just randomly bump into one another on the street one day but like if we were to meet and actually get to know each other we definitely would realize. Yes, yes I agree as long as we can admit that we're judgmental and have the ability to admit that we were wrong about someone, it doesn't matter all that much!
*shudders* I can't stand anything swimmy and bitey and creepy DX I would not be able to get in the water if I knew that sharks were even the least bit of a threat. Woah, that actually does sound like a lot of fun, although I think I'll hold back for the moment and wait until I'm older :p I have a really bad fear of falling, as well so it might not be a good idea for me >.<
Not forever is kind of sad, but the way I see it is there are some people in your life who are meant to be forever-people, the ones who you can call at three o'clock in the morning, or the ones who you can get so angry at but can't stay mad because you love them too much. Then, there are the other people who float in and out of your life and impact you and different ways and help shape you as a person. And it is sad that not everyone you ever meet will always be there, but it is a fact and at least you got to know them. That whole thing of not realizing someone is your soul mate, or never meeting them... that is the really sad part.
I totally agree, diversity is taken for granted over here too. Oh, I didn't know that about Japan! That's awful, but it doesn't surprise me at all. I mean, there would be so much pressure put on kids to fit in. DX That's sad. But, oh! Speaking of crime, you would not believe what is going on in Moncton right now!! There is a shooter on the lose and pretty much all of NB is on lock down and it is terrifying. Like some of the videos and stuff :/ I'm honestly kinda scared that he's going to try and make his way to NS because so much of our Law Enforcement went down there to help.
I don't have any rituals per say, I usually just over study and then half way through the exam give up and just scribble random shit on the page and cry. Yup. That sees accurate xD Aha, I should probably really start studying this weekend... but remember that cute boy I mentioned? Yeah, we're hanging out and cuddling and watching movies and that sounds one hundred times better then studying for exams *swoons*
I really like that about this show, I mean I'm the type of writer who would kill off their main character in a heartbeat and I also really like reading books/watching shows that are so unpredictable like that!! Of course there are those characters that you have to give happy endings to.. I totally think Dany is one of those characters but I have my doubts about Jon, I think he'll probably die but maybe not soon. I also agree with you about The Hound, something awful is going to happen there. Yes, definitely watch it! You'll love it xD HOLY FUCK I LOVE MAC AND CHEESE <3 My mom makes this really good dish, with like bread crumbs over it and everything, it's so delicious. But isn't that like a world thing? Isn't mac and cheese a food that people everywhere enjoy? Ahaha. Okay, can you tell me if there was like totem poles and everything in the Canadian section? When I went to Disney there was and it made me giggle because I'd never seen a totem pole before that day. XD
Friendly cause you were, huh? Ahaha, okay so maybe I come off as a little bit of a bitch because I am sort of. I just like to speak my mind and that can come off as rude. Oh well! That question makes me contemplate my life... DX Ahah, I think we'd figure it out eventually, like maybe not if we were to just randomly bump into one another on the street one day but like if we were to meet and actually get to know each other we definitely would realize. Yes, yes I agree as long as we can admit that we're judgmental and have the ability to admit that we were wrong about someone, it doesn't matter all that much!
*shudders* I can't stand anything swimmy and bitey and creepy DX I would not be able to get in the water if I knew that sharks were even the least bit of a threat. Woah, that actually does sound like a lot of fun, although I think I'll hold back for the moment and wait until I'm older :p I have a really bad fear of falling, as well so it might not be a good idea for me >.<
Not forever is kind of sad, but the way I see it is there are some people in your life who are meant to be forever-people, the ones who you can call at three o'clock in the morning, or the ones who you can get so angry at but can't stay mad because you love them too much. Then, there are the other people who float in and out of your life and impact you and different ways and help shape you as a person. And it is sad that not everyone you ever meet will always be there, but it is a fact and at least you got to know them. That whole thing of not realizing someone is your soul mate, or never meeting them... that is the really sad part.
I totally agree, diversity is taken for granted over here too. Oh, I didn't know that about Japan! That's awful, but it doesn't surprise me at all. I mean, there would be so much pressure put on kids to fit in. DX That's sad. But, oh! Speaking of crime, you would not believe what is going on in Moncton right now!! There is a shooter on the lose and pretty much all of NB is on lock down and it is terrifying. Like some of the videos and stuff :/ I'm honestly kinda scared that he's going to try and make his way to NS because so much of our Law Enforcement went down there to help.
I don't have any rituals per say, I usually just over study and then half way through the exam give up and just scribble random shit on the page and cry. Yup. That sees accurate xD Aha, I should probably really start studying this weekend... but remember that cute boy I mentioned? Yeah, we're hanging out and cuddling and watching movies and that sounds one hundred times better then studying for exams *swoons*
Yes, yes.. the little sixteen-year-old actually does make some good points! ;) Aha, but I actually am really glad that you got to know them better, and that you don't feel super uncomfortable around them anymore :)
As soon as he started dancing around I knew he was going to die! I mean, I kinda suspected it from the beginning, but that was the point when I was certain. DX I really don't want Tyrion to die!! I love him, it would be almost as bad as Dany or Jon dying.. But you're right about not getting attached to the characters, George R. R Martin is 100% the type of author to kill off all his characters and I know that they'll do the exact same thing on the show... I actually really like it, it keeps things interesting and realistic. Oh, and I have another show that I think you might like! It won't take you very long to watch the whole two seasons. It's called Vikings. You should totally watch it.
You better not! Grrr! Aha, and yes... yes they really are! xD I like hearing what people thought about me before they knew me.. It's interesting to see how people view me and I'm not really the type of person who cares what others think, well not people who I'm not close with. I mean, it doesn't necessarily bug me that I come off as a bitch, because I know I'm not. What do you think people thought of you when you were in high school? It's funny how that happens, eh? How people always end up being better then you expected. I can think of very few exceptions to this. But then that makes me a little sad because I realize that despite the fact that I'm usually open minded towards people, I am also a little bit too judgmental. But it's really hard not to be. .
Well, yeah we have sharks! But they aren't a huge threat... I mean when I'm at the beach the only thing I really worry about is whether or not I'll get burnt, not if I'm going to get eaten by a shark or something XD Ahaha. Oh my goodness, for real?? I dunno if I could do it, it just seems so scary! How old were you when you did this? And what was it like to land, did it hurt? Oh, and the person you were strapped to, were they like a professional or something? Ooh, that wind tunnel sounds so fun! I wonder if we have anything like that in NS... I don't think so honestly. I think stuff like that is so cool, but I don't know if I'd ever be able to actually do it.
Aw! That is so sweet! I love couples like that, who just know that they'll be together forever and your just like "Yes, yes you will you adorable cuteness of two people, like you go on with your sweet little lives!" Aha xD There are people at my school like that, I know that sees kinda young 'cause I'm only in high school, but there really is and I can totally see some couples growing up and getting married and stuff, kinda like soul mates :p. Not that I necessarily believe in the concept, I think that we have multiple people who could be considered 'soul mates', and that not all of them will be romantic and not all of them will be forever.
Hah, that's so adorable! Aha, that must have been really great to meet them! As for people being in awe of you guys, haha yeah, I've had people tell me stuff like that before. It's weird to think about, coming from a place with so much diversity, not being use to seeing people of different races and such, but there are so many places in the world that don't have that. I just find different cultures so interesting. You felt tall huh? Funny :p
Mmm, I just hate how anxious exams make me. I don't really think they are actually a good representation of what students know either, at least not the ones where you need to memorize stuff. That's just testing how good of a memory a person has.
As soon as he started dancing around I knew he was going to die! I mean, I kinda suspected it from the beginning, but that was the point when I was certain. DX I really don't want Tyrion to die!! I love him, it would be almost as bad as Dany or Jon dying.. But you're right about not getting attached to the characters, George R. R Martin is 100% the type of author to kill off all his characters and I know that they'll do the exact same thing on the show... I actually really like it, it keeps things interesting and realistic. Oh, and I have another show that I think you might like! It won't take you very long to watch the whole two seasons. It's called Vikings. You should totally watch it.
You better not! Grrr! Aha, and yes... yes they really are! xD I like hearing what people thought about me before they knew me.. It's interesting to see how people view me and I'm not really the type of person who cares what others think, well not people who I'm not close with. I mean, it doesn't necessarily bug me that I come off as a bitch, because I know I'm not. What do you think people thought of you when you were in high school? It's funny how that happens, eh? How people always end up being better then you expected. I can think of very few exceptions to this. But then that makes me a little sad because I realize that despite the fact that I'm usually open minded towards people, I am also a little bit too judgmental. But it's really hard not to be. .
Well, yeah we have sharks! But they aren't a huge threat... I mean when I'm at the beach the only thing I really worry about is whether or not I'll get burnt, not if I'm going to get eaten by a shark or something XD Ahaha. Oh my goodness, for real?? I dunno if I could do it, it just seems so scary! How old were you when you did this? And what was it like to land, did it hurt? Oh, and the person you were strapped to, were they like a professional or something? Ooh, that wind tunnel sounds so fun! I wonder if we have anything like that in NS... I don't think so honestly. I think stuff like that is so cool, but I don't know if I'd ever be able to actually do it.
Aw! That is so sweet! I love couples like that, who just know that they'll be together forever and your just like "Yes, yes you will you adorable cuteness of two people, like you go on with your sweet little lives!" Aha xD There are people at my school like that, I know that sees kinda young 'cause I'm only in high school, but there really is and I can totally see some couples growing up and getting married and stuff, kinda like soul mates :p. Not that I necessarily believe in the concept, I think that we have multiple people who could be considered 'soul mates', and that not all of them will be romantic and not all of them will be forever.
Hah, that's so adorable! Aha, that must have been really great to meet them! As for people being in awe of you guys, haha yeah, I've had people tell me stuff like that before. It's weird to think about, coming from a place with so much diversity, not being use to seeing people of different races and such, but there are so many places in the world that don't have that. I just find different cultures so interesting. You felt tall huh? Funny :p
Mmm, I just hate how anxious exams make me. I don't really think they are actually a good representation of what students know either, at least not the ones where you need to memorize stuff. That's just testing how good of a memory a person has.
I FUCKING TOLD YOU! This is me being smug! xD That all sounds like so much fun, I'm glad that you bonded with them!! Now you have a couple new friends and some great memories :) Hehe. Wow, I'm really happy for you!
OMFG, yes I freaking did DX I cried, holy cow it was awful!! Oberyn was one of my favorites!!
I know!! I'm so pumped XD I may have to wait a couple of weeks until exams are done with but after that I am binging so hard! XD Aha, we're gamers brah! ;D But yeah, no, I totally get that. Wondering if people have ever had their perspectives changed about me. I was literally just texting my friend Skylar about this and he told me that before he knew anything about me, he thought I was a snobby, preppy bitch (told you people thought that...) and that he was honestly shocked at how nice I was, aha. It really just goes to show you, don't to judge a book by it's cover! :)
Sharks? Here in Canada we don't really have that problem... aha. Ooh, surfing sounds like fun!! I want to learn someday, too. There are a lot of things like that, that I would want to do! Would you ever go sky diving?
That's so sad... But I think I kinda get what you mean. I know there are people who I won't ever talk to again after high school while there are others who I'll still talk to at an old age.. So I'm assuming that Simon and this girl will be together for ever then, eh? That's fucking adorable, I love people. Oh my goodness, imagine you, them and whoever you end up with like seventy years from now all old and cute xD Omg
I love pen pals! I mean, especially if you've only met the other person briefly, if at all, and then you have a lot to talk about and it's really cool. Your pen pals seem so adorable, aha. That must be great! You met them while on your trip right?
Ahaha, thanks (: And yes, it almost is!! My only exam this semester is on the nineteenth and then I just have to go pick up my report card and I'm done <3 <3 The only shitty thing is my exam is really hard, and it's math so I don't really know how to study for it DX
Hey, no worries! Real life can be pretty distracting xD Aha
OMFG, yes I freaking did DX I cried, holy cow it was awful!! Oberyn was one of my favorites!!
I know!! I'm so pumped XD I may have to wait a couple of weeks until exams are done with but after that I am binging so hard! XD Aha, we're gamers brah! ;D But yeah, no, I totally get that. Wondering if people have ever had their perspectives changed about me. I was literally just texting my friend Skylar about this and he told me that before he knew anything about me, he thought I was a snobby, preppy bitch (told you people thought that...) and that he was honestly shocked at how nice I was, aha. It really just goes to show you, don't to judge a book by it's cover! :)
Sharks? Here in Canada we don't really have that problem... aha. Ooh, surfing sounds like fun!! I want to learn someday, too. There are a lot of things like that, that I would want to do! Would you ever go sky diving?
That's so sad... But I think I kinda get what you mean. I know there are people who I won't ever talk to again after high school while there are others who I'll still talk to at an old age.. So I'm assuming that Simon and this girl will be together for ever then, eh? That's fucking adorable, I love people. Oh my goodness, imagine you, them and whoever you end up with like seventy years from now all old and cute xD Omg
I love pen pals! I mean, especially if you've only met the other person briefly, if at all, and then you have a lot to talk about and it's really cool. Your pen pals seem so adorable, aha. That must be great! You met them while on your trip right?
Ahaha, thanks (: And yes, it almost is!! My only exam this semester is on the nineteenth and then I just have to go pick up my report card and I'm done <3 <3 The only shitty thing is my exam is really hard, and it's math so I don't really know how to study for it DX
Hey, no worries! Real life can be pretty distracting xD Aha
Exactly! My dance instructor always says that you can't let other people control your emotions. Though, they can be factors in what you fell it is ultimately up to you to how you let a situation effect you. I think that's really good advice, and I just wish that I had figured it out earlier this year. It would have definitely saved me a lot of grief if I had.
Oh my goodness, actually I find that I know a lot of people who watch that show too. Like one of my two friends at school, she watches it, and then other people who I'm like... oh, wow! Video games, huh? Okay, my guilty confession time I suppose: I am a huge gamer too. But I prefer games like The Sims and stuff. So, basically like making up cute little characters and giving them lives and stuff. And, actually I found out the other day that one of my dance friends plays it, too, and I would have never guessed! Huh, it really just goes to show you how presumptuous people can be.
Well I can agree with them being really pretty, I mean most poisonous/scary animals are pretty. I've seen like pictures of a bunch of jelly fish all together and it's so gorgeous. But they still freak me out... I don't really do lakes or oceans..
It must have been really different for you moving around so much. One of my friends I have lterally known since we were babies, and a lot of people in my high school I've known since elementary school. I only really hang out with two people while I am at school, and I've known one of them since we were little and the other two for just a couple of years now. I know that there are going to be people in my life now who I will always talk to, but there are certain other people who I will definitely forget about when I graduate.
Aww, that would be adorable wouldn't it? XD
Okay, woah, influx of questions! Haha, alrighty: He is really nice, and sweet and all night he kept telling me that I was pretty and he knew it was my first actual kiss and so he kept on making sure that I was comfortable and when I did get a little bit uncomfortable he stopped. He also writes slam poetry and showed me some of his work, which is really good, and he's really funny... Yeah he just seems like a really good guy. And he is really cute. I love his smile, at one point he looked at me and just grinned like a goof and it was the most adorable thing ever. A spark? I think so.. We've been talking for the past couple of days and he is a huge sweetie. I mean, even if this doesn't go anywhere romantically I would want him in my life as a friend. Okay, so as for his and my friend's "thing", well I know they kissed but I think that was the extent of it. There was a while when they talked and flirted all the time but it didn't go anywhere. And tonight at dance class she asked my about him and got super excited when I told her we'd been talking now I think the four of us are hanging out this weekend again. How would I compare my feelings? Well... I love her, and I don't even really mean in a romantic way. She is my best friend and she makes me happy, but we've actually said to each other before, like regardless of anything else we can't be together. We need each other too much, and I don't want to be just a "fling" for her. And I've known him for like two days, but I think I might like him. He is super adorable and literally two seconds ago he called me “hun” and I'm like... stawwwp.... he's too cute XD I guess I'm just gonna go with the flow!
Good, I knew you'd learn! xD Aha
Oh my goodness, actually I find that I know a lot of people who watch that show too. Like one of my two friends at school, she watches it, and then other people who I'm like... oh, wow! Video games, huh? Okay, my guilty confession time I suppose: I am a huge gamer too. But I prefer games like The Sims and stuff. So, basically like making up cute little characters and giving them lives and stuff. And, actually I found out the other day that one of my dance friends plays it, too, and I would have never guessed! Huh, it really just goes to show you how presumptuous people can be.
Well I can agree with them being really pretty, I mean most poisonous/scary animals are pretty. I've seen like pictures of a bunch of jelly fish all together and it's so gorgeous. But they still freak me out... I don't really do lakes or oceans..
It must have been really different for you moving around so much. One of my friends I have lterally known since we were babies, and a lot of people in my high school I've known since elementary school. I only really hang out with two people while I am at school, and I've known one of them since we were little and the other two for just a couple of years now. I know that there are going to be people in my life now who I will always talk to, but there are certain other people who I will definitely forget about when I graduate.
Aww, that would be adorable wouldn't it? XD
Okay, woah, influx of questions! Haha, alrighty: He is really nice, and sweet and all night he kept telling me that I was pretty and he knew it was my first actual kiss and so he kept on making sure that I was comfortable and when I did get a little bit uncomfortable he stopped. He also writes slam poetry and showed me some of his work, which is really good, and he's really funny... Yeah he just seems like a really good guy. And he is really cute. I love his smile, at one point he looked at me and just grinned like a goof and it was the most adorable thing ever. A spark? I think so.. We've been talking for the past couple of days and he is a huge sweetie. I mean, even if this doesn't go anywhere romantically I would want him in my life as a friend. Okay, so as for his and my friend's "thing", well I know they kissed but I think that was the extent of it. There was a while when they talked and flirted all the time but it didn't go anywhere. And tonight at dance class she asked my about him and got super excited when I told her we'd been talking now I think the four of us are hanging out this weekend again. How would I compare my feelings? Well... I love her, and I don't even really mean in a romantic way. She is my best friend and she makes me happy, but we've actually said to each other before, like regardless of anything else we can't be together. We need each other too much, and I don't want to be just a "fling" for her. And I've known him for like two days, but I think I might like him. He is super adorable and literally two seconds ago he called me “hun” and I'm like... stawwwp.... he's too cute XD I guess I'm just gonna go with the flow!
Good, I knew you'd learn! xD Aha
Oh no! DX That really sucks, I am so sorry about that.. Don't be sad about it, though! Maybe it'll actually turn out to be a good thing. I've gone into situations thinking that it was going to be awful and I would hate myself afterwards but then it actually turned out to be really fun! Just kinda go with the flow and remember that they're probably not trying to snub you, not on purpose at least. It's probably just that they can't see past the excitement of being together. Just keep your head held high and don't let their negativity bother you <3
I get those shallow reasons. But honestly when sometimes when I'm talking to people, I'm actually surprised at the things that their interested in. I mean, not even just anime. Like there are people who I would never expect to like reading and writing but they do, and that also goes for sports and everything. Here I am about to get super deep, but I think that people are stereotyped way too much by how they look. Like, I'm not the type of person who someone would look at and think "Oh, that girl probably is really into Game of Thrones and cosplaying and she must be gay." I'm the type of person who people would see and think. "Oh, she must really like doing her hair, and painting her nails and talking about boys and drama with her flighty bffs." You know what I mean? Anyways, wow that was a rant but I've had a really fucking weird couple of days and am in a really thoughtful mood.
You're probably right... I mean it isn't easy just mustering up a bunch of emotion and just letting it all out in front of a camera. But I guess in a way, television/movie actors have it a little easier than theater actors, I mean there aren't any do-overs when you're on a Broadway stage! Haha
*Dies in a hole* Jellyfish... jellyfish.... fucking jellyfish. Omg, they are up there with snakes and spiders! My mom is really allergic to them, so chances are I am too. Like, ugh! They're just so freaky! I would have probably died if I were you. I've never heard of putting vinegar on them, but then again I don't really swim in oceans that often (I'm more of a lake/pool person). But seriously... ugh... DX
Ahaha, basically xD
Mhmm... you're so right on that. But I think that people just dig themselves into a hole with others, like you'll be friends with someone for a while and then they'll change but you stay friends despite the fact that you're no longer good for each other. But then you have this whole, big complicated past and you don't want to just abandon that, and it is so hard to just stop being friends with someone, especially in high school. Ugh, I wish life weren't so complicated.
Yeah, she's adorable. <3 But there is absolutely no chance for us because A. She's straight and B. She is only in Canada for another month. But she's a really sweet person so I think I kinda just might settle for her in my life as a friend. Okay... so I am sorry, but I just need to vent. A lot. And I hate to do this to you, but I just need to spit this out right now to someone who will listen. Just, no judgement. Okay, so yesterday I was hanging out with my best friend and we decided to go pick up a guy that she knows, and that I kind of know, and hang out with him and his friend for the night. I guess without going into huge detail me and the first guy really hit it off, and despite the fact that I had only known him for like a day we ended up in his basement cuddling and watching TV with the other two. But... like... he kissed me. And we ended up not really paying attention to the movie at all and just cuddling and talking and, yes, kissing. So today we were texting all day, and I think I might like him but I don't know and I am so confused and kinda mad because when I mentioned to my friend that we were texting she just changed the subject immediately and they kinda had a thing, but it's super fucking complicated and I don't know what to think 'cause I don't do this. DX Fuck, but he is really nice but I don't want to jump the gun on anything because what if he doesn't actually like me...
Aha, yeah it is really cold. I mean, that was the lowest it got this winter and it didn't stay that way for long, but yeah it get's pretty fucking cold DX I told you about the polar bears and igloos! This is what you get for not believing me... :p
I get those shallow reasons. But honestly when sometimes when I'm talking to people, I'm actually surprised at the things that their interested in. I mean, not even just anime. Like there are people who I would never expect to like reading and writing but they do, and that also goes for sports and everything. Here I am about to get super deep, but I think that people are stereotyped way too much by how they look. Like, I'm not the type of person who someone would look at and think "Oh, that girl probably is really into Game of Thrones and cosplaying and she must be gay." I'm the type of person who people would see and think. "Oh, she must really like doing her hair, and painting her nails and talking about boys and drama with her flighty bffs." You know what I mean? Anyways, wow that was a rant but I've had a really fucking weird couple of days and am in a really thoughtful mood.
You're probably right... I mean it isn't easy just mustering up a bunch of emotion and just letting it all out in front of a camera. But I guess in a way, television/movie actors have it a little easier than theater actors, I mean there aren't any do-overs when you're on a Broadway stage! Haha
*Dies in a hole* Jellyfish... jellyfish.... fucking jellyfish. Omg, they are up there with snakes and spiders! My mom is really allergic to them, so chances are I am too. Like, ugh! They're just so freaky! I would have probably died if I were you. I've never heard of putting vinegar on them, but then again I don't really swim in oceans that often (I'm more of a lake/pool person). But seriously... ugh... DX
Ahaha, basically xD
Mhmm... you're so right on that. But I think that people just dig themselves into a hole with others, like you'll be friends with someone for a while and then they'll change but you stay friends despite the fact that you're no longer good for each other. But then you have this whole, big complicated past and you don't want to just abandon that, and it is so hard to just stop being friends with someone, especially in high school. Ugh, I wish life weren't so complicated.
Yeah, she's adorable. <3 But there is absolutely no chance for us because A. She's straight and B. She is only in Canada for another month. But she's a really sweet person so I think I kinda just might settle for her in my life as a friend. Okay... so I am sorry, but I just need to vent. A lot. And I hate to do this to you, but I just need to spit this out right now to someone who will listen. Just, no judgement. Okay, so yesterday I was hanging out with my best friend and we decided to go pick up a guy that she knows, and that I kind of know, and hang out with him and his friend for the night. I guess without going into huge detail me and the first guy really hit it off, and despite the fact that I had only known him for like a day we ended up in his basement cuddling and watching TV with the other two. But... like... he kissed me. And we ended up not really paying attention to the movie at all and just cuddling and talking and, yes, kissing. So today we were texting all day, and I think I might like him but I don't know and I am so confused and kinda mad because when I mentioned to my friend that we were texting she just changed the subject immediately and they kinda had a thing, but it's super fucking complicated and I don't know what to think 'cause I don't do this. DX Fuck, but he is really nice but I don't want to jump the gun on anything because what if he doesn't actually like me...
Aha, yeah it is really cold. I mean, that was the lowest it got this winter and it didn't stay that way for long, but yeah it get's pretty fucking cold DX I told you about the polar bears and igloos! This is what you get for not believing me... :p
I've never seen Totoro, but I use to own Spirted Away on VHS!! I have no clue why my parents bought it for me.. I was never into anime type things but I loved that movie! Are you into that type of thing? Like anime?
Idk... I think being an actor would be really hard! Although pretending to be someone else all the time would be kinda cool, wouldn't it? Hah, that's actually funny that your mom said that, too! Oh, yes! I actually want to see that movie, even if it probably will suck. Hmm, I dunno... I guess I'm okay at acting. I mean I have a 98 in drama right now and all we do is act, but I'm better when I have music and choreo to back me up xD Aahahaha, that's hilarious! I feel like it really would take a lot of acting not to seem like a bitch to all the costumers.. but that odd nice one must make it better, right?
Ahh! You're making me want to do that so badly xD I wish I had a boat... I love boating! Hah, have you ever been water skiing? I did it once and when I fell, I forgot to let go of the rope and almost drown! At the time it was terrifying but now when I think about how dumb it was I find it hilarious! The only time I've ever actually been fishing was when I went to Cape Breton with my friend for the weekend. I caught two fish!! It was actually really fun, but we kept on getting the hooks caught in the fish's throats which was nasty. Uhh, it says that we're awesome people who enjoy the company of cats over humans? xD
Uhh, honestly I have no idea what it's called. I've never actually heard it before. But the actual lyric is "I woke up this way... Girls! We be flawless" or something. I asked my sister xD Idk.. today wasn't so bad. They're just off in their own world a lot, and it isn't such a big deal when my dance friend (it is a hella lot different with my dance friends, I have more in common with them) Ciara hangs out with us, but when it's just us three I usually just feel so pushed to the side. Aww, I see. Well I guess it's good that they're leaving soon!
Haha, oh... well I didn't take it that way at all! But!! Speaking of flirting, remember when I mentioned that cute girl in my drama class? Holy heck, I think she might be flirting with me.. Unless I'm being dumb and taking it a whole different way. But, today when I walked into class she called my name and patted the seat next to her (Where I usually sit, but she had pulled the chair so that it was closer to her). I sat down and literally all class she was talking to me and touching my leg and at one point I righted my chair because it was on an angle facing her and she was like "Hey!" and then pulled the chair closer. It was... weirdly nice. Haha
I like it :p Heh, spring here is mushy grossness with lots of rain and temperatures bordering 5-10 degrees. It's just now starting to get up to 20 and probably by the time mid June hits it'll be high 20's-30's until September. We go by Celsius, remember, so that is actually pretty warm! Haha. In winter it can be as cold as minus 30, which is awful D: I don't like thinking about it..
Idk... I think being an actor would be really hard! Although pretending to be someone else all the time would be kinda cool, wouldn't it? Hah, that's actually funny that your mom said that, too! Oh, yes! I actually want to see that movie, even if it probably will suck. Hmm, I dunno... I guess I'm okay at acting. I mean I have a 98 in drama right now and all we do is act, but I'm better when I have music and choreo to back me up xD Aahahaha, that's hilarious! I feel like it really would take a lot of acting not to seem like a bitch to all the costumers.. but that odd nice one must make it better, right?
Ahh! You're making me want to do that so badly xD I wish I had a boat... I love boating! Hah, have you ever been water skiing? I did it once and when I fell, I forgot to let go of the rope and almost drown! At the time it was terrifying but now when I think about how dumb it was I find it hilarious! The only time I've ever actually been fishing was when I went to Cape Breton with my friend for the weekend. I caught two fish!! It was actually really fun, but we kept on getting the hooks caught in the fish's throats which was nasty. Uhh, it says that we're awesome people who enjoy the company of cats over humans? xD
Uhh, honestly I have no idea what it's called. I've never actually heard it before. But the actual lyric is "I woke up this way... Girls! We be flawless" or something. I asked my sister xD Idk.. today wasn't so bad. They're just off in their own world a lot, and it isn't such a big deal when my dance friend (it is a hella lot different with my dance friends, I have more in common with them) Ciara hangs out with us, but when it's just us three I usually just feel so pushed to the side. Aww, I see. Well I guess it's good that they're leaving soon!
Haha, oh... well I didn't take it that way at all! But!! Speaking of flirting, remember when I mentioned that cute girl in my drama class? Holy heck, I think she might be flirting with me.. Unless I'm being dumb and taking it a whole different way. But, today when I walked into class she called my name and patted the seat next to her (Where I usually sit, but she had pulled the chair so that it was closer to her). I sat down and literally all class she was talking to me and touching my leg and at one point I righted my chair because it was on an angle facing her and she was like "Hey!" and then pulled the chair closer. It was... weirdly nice. Haha
I like it :p Heh, spring here is mushy grossness with lots of rain and temperatures bordering 5-10 degrees. It's just now starting to get up to 20 and probably by the time mid June hits it'll be high 20's-30's until September. We go by Celsius, remember, so that is actually pretty warm! Haha. In winter it can be as cold as minus 30, which is awful D: I don't like thinking about it..
Haha, basically same. Except I also use to watch a lot of family channel, like The Proud Family, Recess, Hanna Montana, etc. XD Haha, we also had a huge collection of Disney movies that I loved... yeah I was a total Disney kid (still am..). I think you should re-embrace your childhood... just do it.... just go crazy and watch a bunch of old cartoons! I did that the other day and it was so fun!
Tim Hortons is maybe the most Canadian thing ever. It isn't at all like Starbucks, it's more homey I find. I just... I can't explain it! It just rocks xD Okay, I saw a bunch of videos in Central Park and in the NY subways and stuff so I assumed. I bet you could get involved, actually. People who are good writers tend to also be good at acting because they know how to get into a characters head.. maybe that can be your back up career if design doesn't work out for you ;)
Ah! That sounds so peaceful <3 You're making me want a boat.. So, wait, you've never fished before? Like at all? Dude, you should get on that! It's actually really fun :) Gross, but still fun. Anyways, it actually was really big, like when my teacher pulled it out of the bucket I was like what in the actual fuck is that. But it made it easier to find everything, I guess. Can I just point out when I read that, my cat a lying on my knee, and now I am sad. D: I think that one would definitely be hard, but I'd probably still do it.
Good. >) Aha, kidding!
That makes so much more sense.. heh.. I don't often think things through all the way :p
Haha, have you ever heard that song? My little sister sings it all the time.. XD I think I got the lyric wrong though... :p. Eesh, that must have been a shitty situation. Sometimes I feel like that at school, all my friends will joke around and take pictures together and whenever I try and get in one or make a joke, they just stop, or they get mad at me. Wow... sometimes I write these things done and realize how awful they sound.. it really isn't that bad. Just frustrating. So I get what you mean about being snubbed and all of that. It's good that they'll be gone soon... people fucking suck. :p Where was your other friend? Couldn't you guys have just hung out and let them have their little reunion or whatever?
Cool! Maybe I'll watch it with my Dad... I'm sure he'd like to do something like that.
Sometimes I forget that you don't actually know me in real life and you wouldn't realize that I'd day something like that to be a sarcastic ass hole. D: Yeah, I was just kidding! You don't seem like a creep O Great German Speaker. :)
I probably laughed a little too hard at that... aha XD Can't be killed... didn't know your title came with mystical powers of immortality! :p Heh, we do get a little humidity. More in August, though. Sometimes it gets so hot that you can't even go outside without suffocating. But for the most part, summer here is nice and warm with a gentle breeze that comes from the north :) Ahhhh! It doesn't last long though, summer is literally like two months and then fall starts :( Does it stay warm long in NC? I so wish it did here.
Tim Hortons is maybe the most Canadian thing ever. It isn't at all like Starbucks, it's more homey I find. I just... I can't explain it! It just rocks xD Okay, I saw a bunch of videos in Central Park and in the NY subways and stuff so I assumed. I bet you could get involved, actually. People who are good writers tend to also be good at acting because they know how to get into a characters head.. maybe that can be your back up career if design doesn't work out for you ;)
Ah! That sounds so peaceful <3 You're making me want a boat.. So, wait, you've never fished before? Like at all? Dude, you should get on that! It's actually really fun :) Gross, but still fun. Anyways, it actually was really big, like when my teacher pulled it out of the bucket I was like what in the actual fuck is that. But it made it easier to find everything, I guess. Can I just point out when I read that, my cat a lying on my knee, and now I am sad. D: I think that one would definitely be hard, but I'd probably still do it.
Good. >) Aha, kidding!
That makes so much more sense.. heh.. I don't often think things through all the way :p
Haha, have you ever heard that song? My little sister sings it all the time.. XD I think I got the lyric wrong though... :p. Eesh, that must have been a shitty situation. Sometimes I feel like that at school, all my friends will joke around and take pictures together and whenever I try and get in one or make a joke, they just stop, or they get mad at me. Wow... sometimes I write these things done and realize how awful they sound.. it really isn't that bad. Just frustrating. So I get what you mean about being snubbed and all of that. It's good that they'll be gone soon... people fucking suck. :p Where was your other friend? Couldn't you guys have just hung out and let them have their little reunion or whatever?
Cool! Maybe I'll watch it with my Dad... I'm sure he'd like to do something like that.
Sometimes I forget that you don't actually know me in real life and you wouldn't realize that I'd day something like that to be a sarcastic ass hole. D: Yeah, I was just kidding! You don't seem like a creep O Great German Speaker. :)
I probably laughed a little too hard at that... aha XD Can't be killed... didn't know your title came with mystical powers of immortality! :p Heh, we do get a little humidity. More in August, though. Sometimes it gets so hot that you can't even go outside without suffocating. But for the most part, summer here is nice and warm with a gentle breeze that comes from the north :) Ahhhh! It doesn't last long though, summer is literally like two months and then fall starts :( Does it stay warm long in NC? I so wish it did here.
Use to watch Fairly Odd Parents? Is it not okay to still watch it...? Oops XD Haha, but I get what you mean! It must be such an interesting career, and kind of fulfilling too because it's like you're bringing to life these imaginary characters that kids (or me *cough*) are going to end up having some kind of connection with, and will probably learn from. Anyways, yeah it's definitely really cool!
Hipster... yeah no. I think that when you come to Canada eventually, you might need to go to Tim Horton's even before you get poutine XD Ooh, that would be a cool job, wouldn't it? Improve Everywhere is kinda based in New York, right?
Haha, you should have! If you see him again, please tell me you'll at least snap a creepy stalker-like photo? Haha, I would totally do something creepy like that. Yeah, pig and human hearts really are similar. Our heart was pretty big, like think a little bit smaller then a person's head. You didn't get to do it? Man, that is super shitty! It was actually so cool. I think we're doing a frog next... I hope we are at least. But we don't get to do the worm :( What else did you do, other then the fetal pig??
Good, good *drums fingers evily* muahaha!
I would change my url pronto and probably kill him in his sleep... kay maybe not that extreme but I would definitely change my url and then risk losing followers by re-blogging a bunch of random happy stuff just in case he still could find it.
I woke up this way *whispers* flawless XD No, haha, actually I think that I've been through enough shit in my life, I know what I'm doing to a person when I ignore them, laugh at them, say something mean, etc. So, I suppose that could be why I'm not entirely an egotistical bitch. It's kinda hard to explain, but you're right. It's more then just the fact that I can at least be somewhat okay with my sexuality. I just... see the world a lot differently. Y'know? Ugh, that must have sucked! Was it one of those situations where you felt, like, really inferior and kinda judged? That happens to me a lot. How long are they staying for? Who can I be myself around... hmm... My best friend for sure. Skylar and my other friend Emma, they're both really cool and open.
Wait!! Is it bad that I've never seen the Matrix before? I feel as if this is a very bad thing D: haha
Stawwwwp! That is making me uncomfortable... >.< Haha, Oh, tut mir leid für Sie zu beleidigen, oh großer Deutsch Lautsprecher! ;)
*kills you* Gah... it was sunny for a little bit after I got home from school and I was super pumped about it and then... it wasn't sunny anymore :( Do you usually get super nice weather? We actually do, and by this time our pool would start clearing up and we could be swimming, but I guess that isn't in the plan this summer.
Hipster... yeah no. I think that when you come to Canada eventually, you might need to go to Tim Horton's even before you get poutine XD Ooh, that would be a cool job, wouldn't it? Improve Everywhere is kinda based in New York, right?
Haha, you should have! If you see him again, please tell me you'll at least snap a creepy stalker-like photo? Haha, I would totally do something creepy like that. Yeah, pig and human hearts really are similar. Our heart was pretty big, like think a little bit smaller then a person's head. You didn't get to do it? Man, that is super shitty! It was actually so cool. I think we're doing a frog next... I hope we are at least. But we don't get to do the worm :( What else did you do, other then the fetal pig??
Good, good *drums fingers evily* muahaha!
I would change my url pronto and probably kill him in his sleep... kay maybe not that extreme but I would definitely change my url and then risk losing followers by re-blogging a bunch of random happy stuff just in case he still could find it.
I woke up this way *whispers* flawless XD No, haha, actually I think that I've been through enough shit in my life, I know what I'm doing to a person when I ignore them, laugh at them, say something mean, etc. So, I suppose that could be why I'm not entirely an egotistical bitch. It's kinda hard to explain, but you're right. It's more then just the fact that I can at least be somewhat okay with my sexuality. I just... see the world a lot differently. Y'know? Ugh, that must have sucked! Was it one of those situations where you felt, like, really inferior and kinda judged? That happens to me a lot. How long are they staying for? Who can I be myself around... hmm... My best friend for sure. Skylar and my other friend Emma, they're both really cool and open.
Wait!! Is it bad that I've never seen the Matrix before? I feel as if this is a very bad thing D: haha
Stawwwwp! That is making me uncomfortable... >.< Haha, Oh, tut mir leid für Sie zu beleidigen, oh großer Deutsch Lautsprecher! ;)
*kills you* Gah... it was sunny for a little bit after I got home from school and I was super pumped about it and then... it wasn't sunny anymore :( Do you usually get super nice weather? We actually do, and by this time our pool would start clearing up and we could be swimming, but I guess that isn't in the plan this summer.
I know :( The last episode was so great and two weeks is so long to wait.. I got cable, though! So I don’t have to wait until tuesday to watch it anymore XD Yay! Haha
It’s crazy how some people can do that, like I can maybe do a really awful British accent. But even then it sounds super fake and forced. What I think is amazing is when people can make their voices sound super weird/like animated characters and all of that. Go watch this video, it’s so impressive.
My last exam is on the nineteenth of June!! Then I am free and can spend all my time sleeping <3 Yay summer! Actually, I am probably going to work this entire summer. I missed the deadline to submit my application for that day camp job but I'm applying at, wait for, Tim Hortons!! Yay coffee, yay Canada! XD Haha. No, I've never heard of them before but that video was really cool! Haha, I ended up spending a ridiculous amount of time watching a bunch of other videos too XD So cool!
I probably will continue dancing, depending on what I do. If I go to DAL I'm going to try out for their dance team and I'm always going to try and take workshops and stuff when I can, it's just going from dancing 24/7 to almost not at all is a huge change and just a couple workshops here and there aren't going to cut it to keep myself in shape. Question One: Was he cute? Hahah, just kidding! That actually sounds both gross and awesome at the same time. Speaking of gross and awesome, guess what I did yesterday!! It starts with “dissected” and ends with “a fucking pig heart”! Holy crap it was so great! We got to pick up all the pieces and we sliced it in half and then when you stuck the probe through the ventricle you could see the path that blood would take when it went from the atrium through the tricuspid/bicuspid valves. Then we opened up the inferior vena cava, which looks like a freaking noodle, and it everything was all grey and slimy and awesome! I named our heart Piggles, but everyone just kinda thought that was psychotic.
Okay, Harry Potter or Fingersmith. Gotcha!
It was super awkward! And he always jokes about going on my blog to make sure it’s appropriate and all of this stuff and I’m like, no... you shouldn’t do that actually.
We’re talking about egotistical sixteen-year-old girls here. So yeah, I’m pretty sure the girl that I am thinking of has never had an actual serious crush, not one where she like loved a guy or anything. People are just so narrow minded and quick to judge. Like, if I were ever with my two closest school friends and at lunch or something I mentioned a girl looking attractive in any way that could seem like more than just a compliment they would probably both freak out and be all weird about it, it’s hard because I really can’t be myself around them and I’m with them more than anyone else. So I feel like I always need to pretend to be something I’m not, and it is ridiculously exhausting. Wow, about your friend. I kinda feel bad for him, I can imagine how confusing it would be, especially if he were coming from a background where he was taught to believe that being gay was a ‘sin’ or whatever.
Clever... you get some points for that one, hun. Maybe you will learn german. Although you so totally used google translate!! XD
Storm? I wanna be there.... *looks out window and cries* It has been gross and rainy here for the past week, I would give my soul for a sunny day... or even a nice stormy day... or anything other than this. It's honestly awful.
It’s crazy how some people can do that, like I can maybe do a really awful British accent. But even then it sounds super fake and forced. What I think is amazing is when people can make their voices sound super weird/like animated characters and all of that. Go watch this video, it’s so impressive.
My last exam is on the nineteenth of June!! Then I am free and can spend all my time sleeping <3 Yay summer! Actually, I am probably going to work this entire summer. I missed the deadline to submit my application for that day camp job but I'm applying at, wait for, Tim Hortons!! Yay coffee, yay Canada! XD Haha. No, I've never heard of them before but that video was really cool! Haha, I ended up spending a ridiculous amount of time watching a bunch of other videos too XD So cool!
I probably will continue dancing, depending on what I do. If I go to DAL I'm going to try out for their dance team and I'm always going to try and take workshops and stuff when I can, it's just going from dancing 24/7 to almost not at all is a huge change and just a couple workshops here and there aren't going to cut it to keep myself in shape. Question One: Was he cute? Hahah, just kidding! That actually sounds both gross and awesome at the same time. Speaking of gross and awesome, guess what I did yesterday!! It starts with “dissected” and ends with “a fucking pig heart”! Holy crap it was so great! We got to pick up all the pieces and we sliced it in half and then when you stuck the probe through the ventricle you could see the path that blood would take when it went from the atrium through the tricuspid/bicuspid valves. Then we opened up the inferior vena cava, which looks like a freaking noodle, and it everything was all grey and slimy and awesome! I named our heart Piggles, but everyone just kinda thought that was psychotic.
Okay, Harry Potter or Fingersmith. Gotcha!
It was super awkward! And he always jokes about going on my blog to make sure it’s appropriate and all of this stuff and I’m like, no... you shouldn’t do that actually.
We’re talking about egotistical sixteen-year-old girls here. So yeah, I’m pretty sure the girl that I am thinking of has never had an actual serious crush, not one where she like loved a guy or anything. People are just so narrow minded and quick to judge. Like, if I were ever with my two closest school friends and at lunch or something I mentioned a girl looking attractive in any way that could seem like more than just a compliment they would probably both freak out and be all weird about it, it’s hard because I really can’t be myself around them and I’m with them more than anyone else. So I feel like I always need to pretend to be something I’m not, and it is ridiculously exhausting. Wow, about your friend. I kinda feel bad for him, I can imagine how confusing it would be, especially if he were coming from a background where he was taught to believe that being gay was a ‘sin’ or whatever.
Clever... you get some points for that one, hun. Maybe you will learn german. Although you so totally used google translate!! XD
Storm? I wanna be there.... *looks out window and cries* It has been gross and rainy here for the past week, I would give my soul for a sunny day... or even a nice stormy day... or anything other than this. It's honestly awful.
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