ArynMae20Yay!! I will get my character sheets up when I get home from work tonight, why don't you write the first post since it was your idea after all :)
Since I can't actually get the sheets up now, I will tell you that the prince is named Alexander Delaware and the maiden a seventeen-year-old farmer's daughter named Elspeth "Ellie" MacPhee.
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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! That is so cute! You must have been dying of adorableness by the end of the week, or just really annoyed with all the little brats xD Did it ever get super frustrating? I feel like, regardless of any brat-ness, I would have a blast in a situation like that. I mean, I love kids :p But only when I can give them back! At least for now. I eventually want like three or four kids but that won't be until I'm in my thirties probably. Do you want kids?
Yee! It's pretty great, not that I use it all that often :p Haha, I feel like that would be pretty funny, I might have to go watch some of those videos. Haha, and yeah I've seen a ton of drama backstage, it's actually really a touchy subject for me because earlier this year there was a shit ton of drama within my group and it took a really huge toll on mine (and other girls) mental health.
Haha, Carrie as in the Stephen King Novel/Movie (the novel is better). Oh yes, the extravagant dance moms *rolls eyes* I'm so glad my parents aren't like that. And yes! I have seen that show, I hate it! I think it's just pressuring young girls at too young an age to look like some fake barbie doll. It can't be good for their development.
Thank youuuuuuu! I'm really excited for them to meet up again. Hahahaha "Some splanin to do". That made me giggle XP Also, that wasn't embarrassing at all! It was sweet :)
Good, because I love this roleplay!! <3 (I'm working on my post rn... My goal is to have it done for tomorrow)
Haha, it was a really great night! I spent it watching a concert in Josh's arms xD It was perfect, like we held hands and kissed and all that shit in front of his friends like all night. (Which must have been super confusing for them because we are not sure at all what the hell we are). And my best friend introduced us to people as "This is Emily and her 'not-boyfriend' Josh." Twas funny. But how was your Fourth of July!?
That made me laugh harder then it should have! :p Ya learn something new everyday I guess! Hahaha
Yee! It's pretty great, not that I use it all that often :p Haha, I feel like that would be pretty funny, I might have to go watch some of those videos. Haha, and yeah I've seen a ton of drama backstage, it's actually really a touchy subject for me because earlier this year there was a shit ton of drama within my group and it took a really huge toll on mine (and other girls) mental health.
Haha, Carrie as in the Stephen King Novel/Movie (the novel is better). Oh yes, the extravagant dance moms *rolls eyes* I'm so glad my parents aren't like that. And yes! I have seen that show, I hate it! I think it's just pressuring young girls at too young an age to look like some fake barbie doll. It can't be good for their development.
Thank youuuuuuu! I'm really excited for them to meet up again. Hahahaha "Some splanin to do". That made me giggle XP Also, that wasn't embarrassing at all! It was sweet :)
Good, because I love this roleplay!! <3 (I'm working on my post rn... My goal is to have it done for tomorrow)
Haha, it was a really great night! I spent it watching a concert in Josh's arms xD It was perfect, like we held hands and kissed and all that shit in front of his friends like all night. (Which must have been super confusing for them because we are not sure at all what the hell we are). And my best friend introduced us to people as "This is Emily and her 'not-boyfriend' Josh." Twas funny. But how was your Fourth of July!?
That made me laugh harder then it should have! :p Ya learn something new everyday I guess! Hahaha
Aww, that must have been crazy fun! I bet you were good at it, too. It would be really frustrating to teach something your so passionate about but then on the other hand it would be incredibly fulfilling when something finally clicks for one of your students... You should definitely keep that as an option for down the road in your life! :D
Mmmm, exactly! Haha :p Cool and incredibly dangerous... he also owns his own Olympic Weight Lifting gym which is really cool. Their expanding out of my garage and into the business park down the road from where I live, I'm pumped about it actually. Dude, that is really despicable! Then again, dancers are bitchy to each other maybe not on stage but behind the scenes so I can't exactly judge. But still, I would be so mad if someone did that, it would definitely get annoying! Glad you're above it :p
Exactly! And like I could understand the pressures of 'fitting' the role and all that shit... plus how crazy her mom was. Not that my mom is crazy but I've met some pretty extravagant dance moms. But their relationship kind of reminded me of Carrie a bit. Ah! I agree, Mila was a babe.. 8D
eorfgepqirgubvewppno3rgh I knoooow! If any of them die I will probably punch my television. And I agree, I do like Jaime and kind of Cersei too but that's only cause I really like Lena Heady. Hahahahaha, I've gotta hand it to ya, that was a good one! ;D *double shot*
Thanks for understanding! (: And awww, they give you butterflies? *blushing* Thank you! Your's are amazing as well and I really look forward to seeing what you come up with, honestly!! :D As for the thing with Char, man I am so glad that you liked that.... I wasn't sure if you would but I mean I had to make her do something and her character wouldn't just stick around when given an opportunity like she was!
No! No way! Not in anyway do I want to take a break/stop! Summer this year is definitely going to be really busy for me, so the only thing that may end up happening is I will be a little bit later with responses, but that in no way means that I want to quit and I am in this story for the long haul! Between the characters and the plot and everything else I really want to see this through!! Besides I really like talking to you, you're really interesting and you've helped me so much in the past couple of months. (: Also, I'm glad that you aren't the type of person who would be incredibly upset if something were to happen and we couldn't continue! I am the same way, so don't ever feel like you need to go on especially if you don't want to/can't. I will completely understand (: And no, thank you! I wouldn't work so hard to create my characters/posts if I didn't have your equally amazing characters and posts to inspire me :*
Eh, eh! Guess what tomorrow is?! XD It's Canada Day!! Hahaha! I'm super pumped because that means spending the day lazing around my pool and the night partying! Yipee :D
Mmmm, exactly! Haha :p Cool and incredibly dangerous... he also owns his own Olympic Weight Lifting gym which is really cool. Their expanding out of my garage and into the business park down the road from where I live, I'm pumped about it actually. Dude, that is really despicable! Then again, dancers are bitchy to each other maybe not on stage but behind the scenes so I can't exactly judge. But still, I would be so mad if someone did that, it would definitely get annoying! Glad you're above it :p
Exactly! And like I could understand the pressures of 'fitting' the role and all that shit... plus how crazy her mom was. Not that my mom is crazy but I've met some pretty extravagant dance moms. But their relationship kind of reminded me of Carrie a bit. Ah! I agree, Mila was a babe.. 8D
eorfgepqirgubvewppno3rgh I knoooow! If any of them die I will probably punch my television. And I agree, I do like Jaime and kind of Cersei too but that's only cause I really like Lena Heady. Hahahahaha, I've gotta hand it to ya, that was a good one! ;D *double shot*
Thanks for understanding! (: And awww, they give you butterflies? *blushing* Thank you! Your's are amazing as well and I really look forward to seeing what you come up with, honestly!! :D As for the thing with Char, man I am so glad that you liked that.... I wasn't sure if you would but I mean I had to make her do something and her character wouldn't just stick around when given an opportunity like she was!
No! No way! Not in anyway do I want to take a break/stop! Summer this year is definitely going to be really busy for me, so the only thing that may end up happening is I will be a little bit later with responses, but that in no way means that I want to quit and I am in this story for the long haul! Between the characters and the plot and everything else I really want to see this through!! Besides I really like talking to you, you're really interesting and you've helped me so much in the past couple of months. (: Also, I'm glad that you aren't the type of person who would be incredibly upset if something were to happen and we couldn't continue! I am the same way, so don't ever feel like you need to go on especially if you don't want to/can't. I will completely understand (: And no, thank you! I wouldn't work so hard to create my characters/posts if I didn't have your equally amazing characters and posts to inspire me :*
Eh, eh! Guess what tomorrow is?! XD It's Canada Day!! Hahaha! I'm super pumped because that means spending the day lazing around my pool and the night partying! Yipee :D
I love things like that, that just take you away from reality for a little while. It's so peaceful. That's kind of how I feel while I'm dancing. I think I maybe will, and I like your suggestion with the pen! I'm such a perfectionist that I'd probably end up drawing and re-drawing everything instead of just going with the flow. Have you ever considered teaching this type of thing? I feel like you would be a good art teacher of sorts, or like a camp counsellor.
I bet they can go really fast.... man now I kind of want to go race golf carts! I agree, soccer players are pretty great <3 Although, dancers man! We're all pretty great too :p Oh my god it does... that's why I don't play. He's had bones broken in his face, fingers, I think he dislocated his shoulder once and there was some other stuff too and he's only been playing for three or four years. I know people who have had their ears almost completely ripped off and all this gross shit. I don't know why they would want to do that, probably just for the rush or something. Ugh! Baseball... you're right that is a painful sport to watch D: How long did he do that for?
Hehe, yeah it's pretty great! I really like him... :) But he keeps telling me that he can't get close to people because he always ends up hurting them and he knows that I cut and all that shit so he's extra cautious and that makes me sad because I would rather him get close and then us break up and still be friends (because we will always be friends, no matter what happens. We aren't the type of people that would do something so horrible that we'd just stop speaking) then not be close at all. That's what would kill me.
*Shudders* Blech!! But I actually did really like it, and I almost related to it in a way...
IF TYRION DIES I WILL STOP WATCHING THE SHOW.. Kay that's a lie but still! I would not be happy at all. DX As for Egret, man that actually made me so sad :'( I mean, I knew they couldn't be together but it still hurt my heart to watch!!
I am so so so so so so so so so sorry that post took so long :( I've been having major writers block recently and just couldn't find it in me until tonight.
I bet they can go really fast.... man now I kind of want to go race golf carts! I agree, soccer players are pretty great <3 Although, dancers man! We're all pretty great too :p Oh my god it does... that's why I don't play. He's had bones broken in his face, fingers, I think he dislocated his shoulder once and there was some other stuff too and he's only been playing for three or four years. I know people who have had their ears almost completely ripped off and all this gross shit. I don't know why they would want to do that, probably just for the rush or something. Ugh! Baseball... you're right that is a painful sport to watch D: How long did he do that for?
Hehe, yeah it's pretty great! I really like him... :) But he keeps telling me that he can't get close to people because he always ends up hurting them and he knows that I cut and all that shit so he's extra cautious and that makes me sad because I would rather him get close and then us break up and still be friends (because we will always be friends, no matter what happens. We aren't the type of people that would do something so horrible that we'd just stop speaking) then not be close at all. That's what would kill me.
*Shudders* Blech!! But I actually did really like it, and I almost related to it in a way...
IF TYRION DIES I WILL STOP WATCHING THE SHOW.. Kay that's a lie but still! I would not be happy at all. DX As for Egret, man that actually made me so sad :'( I mean, I knew they couldn't be together but it still hurt my heart to watch!!
I am so so so so so so so so so sorry that post took so long :( I've been having major writers block recently and just couldn't find it in me until tonight.
Her fingers trailed gently across the quilt as Lisette listened to the condescending voice of her elder. Her teeth gritted painfully and her gut clenched with a complicated mix of anger and jealousy. Jealous that Mila had every right to speak in such a callous tone because she was in fact Lisette’s elder. Yet it still didn’t sit well with the beautiful woman who fidgeted uneasily, trying to regain her composure before her acquaintance made a reappearance.
“It’s all about control, Lisette. I suspect you’ll learn someday.”
With a quivering sigh, Lisette made a noise of agreeance. “I suppose you’re right, but where’s the fun in that?” Her voice was a purr as she leaned forward to place her hands on her chin. “I pity the fool who doesn’t go at least a little mad.” She was watching the door, eyes burning into the wood like lasers, waiting for the slightest bit of movement. This was a game of wits, that the two so carelessly played, and she had to make sure not to lose focus or else she would most certainly lose. “Actually, I would love to teach you a few things about control myself.” A sensuous giggle floated through the air as Lisette raised two eyebrows. “I bet you could teach me lots of things, lover.” Her sickly voice dripped with contempt.
“If you ask me, humans are fast learners. It’s other vampires who need occasional lessons in discipline. Proper ways to behave toward their superiors. The younger ones are getting lazy and informal. They need a firm hand to remind them of their place, don’t you think?”
Lisette’s teeth grinded together and her sharp eyes flashed viciously. “Times are changing, Mila.” She fought to keep the oppression out of her voice as she twisted the bedcover in her hand. Her knuckles turned a shade paler as she did so. “Us younger ones are the new generation, don’t you agree?” After a moment of uncomfortable silence, in which Lisette used to recompose herself, she finally calmed down enough to call out with false cheer. Yet her eyes flashed and her hand continue its vice-like grip on the blanket.
The older vampire reappeared then, half naked with her hips swaying gently as she exited the bathroom.
“Hiding something?”
Lisette bit her lip slowly as her gaze eagerly drank Mila in. The other woman was undeniably beautiful, and Lisette had an uncharacteristically soft spot in her heart for beautiful things. Especially the kind that were just as ruthlessly dangerous as they were exquisite.
“I have nothing to hide from you,”
Eyebrows raised, Lisette watched Mila saunter forwards until the older vampire was standing just inches away. She took her time trailing her eyes up to Mila's face where she finally stopped with a sensuous grin. “Nothing to hide, you say?” She didn't believe that in the least, but at the moment she was far too distracted by the feeling of hands brushing against the collar of her t-shirt. “I guess I'll just have to trust you.” Her voice was muffled as Mila's hand tightened around the shirt and pulled it over Lisette's head, sending a fit of butterflies through the younger woman's stomach. “You don’t really hate me. This is what you want,” As Mila's hands held her face, Lisette's snaked around to hold the her waist, mimicking the gentle, possessive caresses that she received against her cheeks. Her lips parted as her face was tilted backwards and she pulled Mila slightly closer to her. “My full attention.”
She was surprised when she felt Mila's hands shoving her backwards, and despite the fact that it would have taken almost no energy to react and keep herself upright, Lisette let herself fall back against the sheets and be straddled by her companion. “You know nothing about what I want.” The comment was venomous, despite the flirtatious way she ran her fingers along Mila's leg.
“It’s adorable, this little crush you have on me. The way you were watching me with that shopkeeper earlier…”
“Says the one willingly pinning me to this bed,” the foolhardy tone was washed away by the dark, almost offended glimmer in the younger woman's eyes. “I wonder..” Lisette raised her eyebrows in mock curiosity as to what Mila might say next. Her hand had travelled from the other woman's leg to lock several of her fingers through one of the belt loops in her jeans, gently pulling her forwards. “What it really feels like to be bitten by one of us.” Her fingers loosened slightly and for just a split second Lisette's face assumed an expression of pure curiosity. She didn’t try to hide the gape of her lips or the widening of her eyes as she stared up at Mila, who hovered dangerously close to her. “You... you want to bite me?”
Just as quickly as the slip of exposure came, she had regained it and was now grinning venomously. “You want to bite me.” It wasn’t a question, just a bemused statement. “Oh, honey, how feral of you.” Without any pretense to what she planned on doing, Lisette grabbed hold of Mila’s waist and flipped the older vampire over so that their positions were reversed and she was the one peering downwards. Quickly she pressed her lips onto Mila’s, a peck that was teasing at the same time sensuous. “I think I might just let you try it.” Her lips were still against Mila’s skin, trailing along her jawline and pressing against the spot on her neck where her pulse should have been. Not having the feeling of rushing blood struck Lisette as a little odd as she jerkingly twisted her head so that her neck was exposed.
“Let’s see what you’ve got.”
“You’re… not supposed to be out here.”
The frail voice broke the young woman from her reverie with its perturbation. She slowly pulled her gaze, which had been glued to the splintered wooden door, and peered at the scrawny young man whose glassy eyes were almost cat-like in the darkness. She recognized him from before, he had been the one who had brought her water. She shut her eyes to try and block out the vision of his pale, shaken frame migrating towards Booker who beckoned the poor boy like a dog. When she opened her eyes again, the man had moved up the steps a bit, his feline eyes still gazing at her with mute curiosity and something that could almost have been envy. Her gut roiled and she felt tears prick in her eyes. If she stayed her, like she so longed to do, that would mean ending up like him and in what? A year? A month? She would end up like this pathetic soul, staring up at Booker’s newest plaything and wishing desperately to be her.
“…Booker told me you have to stay in that room.”
“Fuck Booker.” Her voice was like acid as she slowly backed away from the stairs in time with the man’s ascent. He was murmuring quietly and Charlie could hardly hear a word that he said, his spindly frame was eerie and she found fear creeping over her skin. She had blocked out his words until his icy hands, just as cold as Mila’s or Booker’s, gently caressed the healing bite marks on her neck. She stiffened in response, resisting the urge to shove him away and make a break for it. That would surely give her intent away and if she lost the element of surprise, there was no way she was getting out of this house alive. “Please, don’t touch me...” However her disturbed pleas fell on deaf ears as he continued to stand uncomfortably close, staring down at her neck morbidly. “You’re so lucky.” She suppressed a laugh, holding her breath until the insane urge to break into a fit of inappropriate giggles passed. “Lucky, huh?”
“I’ve never been his favorite.”
There was something about his tone that made Charlie’s chest ache with pity for him, this was the only thing he knew anymore, the only thing any of them knew. It made her curious, how had they each gotten here? Were their stories as insane as hers felt? Did they have families who missed them, or were they just alone... like her? She shut her eyes tightly and shook her head in a physical attempt to shake the thoughts from her mind. She couldn’t be thinking like that right now, she had to be thinking about how to save herself. The rest she could dwell on later. With all of this running through her head, she had barely noticed the young man’s change in emotion, from poignant to excited. Her eyes studied him. “You don’t…want to stay here, do you. That’s why you ran away…” Slowly, Charlie’s head bobbed up and down, her lips partially agape. “If you leave…he has to get a new favorite.” She watched his actions with growing empathy, the way he moved, awkward and disconcerted, was so childlike. “What are you getting at?” She questioned... unease making a knot in her stomach. “You should leave. I’ll help you leave! Ok? Shhh! He can hear everything!”
She listened to him explain Booker’s rush, how this was the best time to try to escape because he would be too distracted by his own bloodlust to realize what was happening about him. Quietly, Charlie followed her un-named companion down the stairs, peering in after him to witness the disquieting scene between Booker and two of his beloved pets. “Go!” The noise made her startle from watching the scene with sordid fascination. “Okay.” She mouthed back creeping stealthily behind him and jumping at the deafening sound of the lock snapping out of place. She felt every second that ticked by like the beat of her unsteady heart which pounded mercilessly in her chest. “Hurry up...” Her strained voice was a low whine as she watched him inch the door open little by little until there was just enough room for her to squeeze through and burst into the open air. “Oh my god..” She breathed in deeply, intoxicated from the aftermath of the bite and the way the cool night air felt against her warm flesh.
“The closest bus stop is way down that way. Like way, way down. Ok?”
She nodded, licking her lips and looking in the direction that he pointed. “Okay, thank you so much...” She paused and looked at him. “I don’t even know your name.” There was something sad about that, but also something good. It made him seem unreal, like he wasn’t a person and he didn’t live a life like something out of someones nightmares. “Thank you.” Her whisper of gratitude was paired with a tight hug, his thin frame was boney against her own, making her cringe with another round of pity. “Take care of yourself.”
She didn’t linger long, and instead made her way hastily down the road. Moving in a half run, half hobble manor that must have appeared very amusing to any of the early risers who could have looked her way. She continued faster and faster as the pain in her stomach slowly increased and the aftermath of the bite slowly faded. It was a gradual thing but after what felt like an eternity of walking, but could only have been half an hour at the most, she started to slow down. Her body shook uncontrollably and an unsettling cold crept under her skin, despite the warm morning sun that beat down on her. She knew she must have looked like a madwoman, limping around the streets at such an early hour. Rubbing her arms fiercely as she muttered profanities under her breath. She was so tired and she knew that at any given moment she would pass out from fatigue. That’s the moment her weary eyes caught sight of the quaint hotel. She wasn’t going to make it home, even if she knew what direction home would be in! Her hand instantly went to her back pocket and the small wallet she had stuck there. She’d have enough for a room and maybe some hot food and that way she could regroup and try and figure out a way out of all this. Booker would come looking for her, as would Mila, and despite the fact that she wouldn’t entirely mind the latter she didn’t want to have anything to do with this anymore. You could go home... Back to Mom and Dad That wasn’t the best idea in the world, but it was something. A tear rolled down her cheek slowly as she shoved her way into the hotel and briskly walked towards the teenage boy who barely glanced up from his phone as he gave her a room key and murmured a quick. “Enjoy your stay.”
With an appreciative noise she hobbled away, thoughts of her parents dancing wildly through her mind as she stuck the key into the chipped wooden door and entering the musty hotel bedroom, completely unaware that her problems were still just next door.
“It’s all about control, Lisette. I suspect you’ll learn someday.”
With a quivering sigh, Lisette made a noise of agreeance. “I suppose you’re right, but where’s the fun in that?” Her voice was a purr as she leaned forward to place her hands on her chin. “I pity the fool who doesn’t go at least a little mad.” She was watching the door, eyes burning into the wood like lasers, waiting for the slightest bit of movement. This was a game of wits, that the two so carelessly played, and she had to make sure not to lose focus or else she would most certainly lose. “Actually, I would love to teach you a few things about control myself.” A sensuous giggle floated through the air as Lisette raised two eyebrows. “I bet you could teach me lots of things, lover.” Her sickly voice dripped with contempt.
“If you ask me, humans are fast learners. It’s other vampires who need occasional lessons in discipline. Proper ways to behave toward their superiors. The younger ones are getting lazy and informal. They need a firm hand to remind them of their place, don’t you think?”
Lisette’s teeth grinded together and her sharp eyes flashed viciously. “Times are changing, Mila.” She fought to keep the oppression out of her voice as she twisted the bedcover in her hand. Her knuckles turned a shade paler as she did so. “Us younger ones are the new generation, don’t you agree?” After a moment of uncomfortable silence, in which Lisette used to recompose herself, she finally calmed down enough to call out with false cheer. Yet her eyes flashed and her hand continue its vice-like grip on the blanket.
The older vampire reappeared then, half naked with her hips swaying gently as she exited the bathroom.
“Hiding something?”
Lisette bit her lip slowly as her gaze eagerly drank Mila in. The other woman was undeniably beautiful, and Lisette had an uncharacteristically soft spot in her heart for beautiful things. Especially the kind that were just as ruthlessly dangerous as they were exquisite.
“I have nothing to hide from you,”
Eyebrows raised, Lisette watched Mila saunter forwards until the older vampire was standing just inches away. She took her time trailing her eyes up to Mila's face where she finally stopped with a sensuous grin. “Nothing to hide, you say?” She didn't believe that in the least, but at the moment she was far too distracted by the feeling of hands brushing against the collar of her t-shirt. “I guess I'll just have to trust you.” Her voice was muffled as Mila's hand tightened around the shirt and pulled it over Lisette's head, sending a fit of butterflies through the younger woman's stomach. “You don’t really hate me. This is what you want,” As Mila's hands held her face, Lisette's snaked around to hold the her waist, mimicking the gentle, possessive caresses that she received against her cheeks. Her lips parted as her face was tilted backwards and she pulled Mila slightly closer to her. “My full attention.”
She was surprised when she felt Mila's hands shoving her backwards, and despite the fact that it would have taken almost no energy to react and keep herself upright, Lisette let herself fall back against the sheets and be straddled by her companion. “You know nothing about what I want.” The comment was venomous, despite the flirtatious way she ran her fingers along Mila's leg.
“It’s adorable, this little crush you have on me. The way you were watching me with that shopkeeper earlier…”
“Says the one willingly pinning me to this bed,” the foolhardy tone was washed away by the dark, almost offended glimmer in the younger woman's eyes. “I wonder..” Lisette raised her eyebrows in mock curiosity as to what Mila might say next. Her hand had travelled from the other woman's leg to lock several of her fingers through one of the belt loops in her jeans, gently pulling her forwards. “What it really feels like to be bitten by one of us.” Her fingers loosened slightly and for just a split second Lisette's face assumed an expression of pure curiosity. She didn’t try to hide the gape of her lips or the widening of her eyes as she stared up at Mila, who hovered dangerously close to her. “You... you want to bite me?”
Just as quickly as the slip of exposure came, she had regained it and was now grinning venomously. “You want to bite me.” It wasn’t a question, just a bemused statement. “Oh, honey, how feral of you.” Without any pretense to what she planned on doing, Lisette grabbed hold of Mila’s waist and flipped the older vampire over so that their positions were reversed and she was the one peering downwards. Quickly she pressed her lips onto Mila’s, a peck that was teasing at the same time sensuous. “I think I might just let you try it.” Her lips were still against Mila’s skin, trailing along her jawline and pressing against the spot on her neck where her pulse should have been. Not having the feeling of rushing blood struck Lisette as a little odd as she jerkingly twisted her head so that her neck was exposed.
“Let’s see what you’ve got.”
“You’re… not supposed to be out here.”
The frail voice broke the young woman from her reverie with its perturbation. She slowly pulled her gaze, which had been glued to the splintered wooden door, and peered at the scrawny young man whose glassy eyes were almost cat-like in the darkness. She recognized him from before, he had been the one who had brought her water. She shut her eyes to try and block out the vision of his pale, shaken frame migrating towards Booker who beckoned the poor boy like a dog. When she opened her eyes again, the man had moved up the steps a bit, his feline eyes still gazing at her with mute curiosity and something that could almost have been envy. Her gut roiled and she felt tears prick in her eyes. If she stayed her, like she so longed to do, that would mean ending up like him and in what? A year? A month? She would end up like this pathetic soul, staring up at Booker’s newest plaything and wishing desperately to be her.
“…Booker told me you have to stay in that room.”
“Fuck Booker.” Her voice was like acid as she slowly backed away from the stairs in time with the man’s ascent. He was murmuring quietly and Charlie could hardly hear a word that he said, his spindly frame was eerie and she found fear creeping over her skin. She had blocked out his words until his icy hands, just as cold as Mila’s or Booker’s, gently caressed the healing bite marks on her neck. She stiffened in response, resisting the urge to shove him away and make a break for it. That would surely give her intent away and if she lost the element of surprise, there was no way she was getting out of this house alive. “Please, don’t touch me...” However her disturbed pleas fell on deaf ears as he continued to stand uncomfortably close, staring down at her neck morbidly. “You’re so lucky.” She suppressed a laugh, holding her breath until the insane urge to break into a fit of inappropriate giggles passed. “Lucky, huh?”
“I’ve never been his favorite.”
There was something about his tone that made Charlie’s chest ache with pity for him, this was the only thing he knew anymore, the only thing any of them knew. It made her curious, how had they each gotten here? Were their stories as insane as hers felt? Did they have families who missed them, or were they just alone... like her? She shut her eyes tightly and shook her head in a physical attempt to shake the thoughts from her mind. She couldn’t be thinking like that right now, she had to be thinking about how to save herself. The rest she could dwell on later. With all of this running through her head, she had barely noticed the young man’s change in emotion, from poignant to excited. Her eyes studied him. “You don’t…want to stay here, do you. That’s why you ran away…” Slowly, Charlie’s head bobbed up and down, her lips partially agape. “If you leave…he has to get a new favorite.” She watched his actions with growing empathy, the way he moved, awkward and disconcerted, was so childlike. “What are you getting at?” She questioned... unease making a knot in her stomach. “You should leave. I’ll help you leave! Ok? Shhh! He can hear everything!”
She listened to him explain Booker’s rush, how this was the best time to try to escape because he would be too distracted by his own bloodlust to realize what was happening about him. Quietly, Charlie followed her un-named companion down the stairs, peering in after him to witness the disquieting scene between Booker and two of his beloved pets. “Go!” The noise made her startle from watching the scene with sordid fascination. “Okay.” She mouthed back creeping stealthily behind him and jumping at the deafening sound of the lock snapping out of place. She felt every second that ticked by like the beat of her unsteady heart which pounded mercilessly in her chest. “Hurry up...” Her strained voice was a low whine as she watched him inch the door open little by little until there was just enough room for her to squeeze through and burst into the open air. “Oh my god..” She breathed in deeply, intoxicated from the aftermath of the bite and the way the cool night air felt against her warm flesh.
“The closest bus stop is way down that way. Like way, way down. Ok?”
She nodded, licking her lips and looking in the direction that he pointed. “Okay, thank you so much...” She paused and looked at him. “I don’t even know your name.” There was something sad about that, but also something good. It made him seem unreal, like he wasn’t a person and he didn’t live a life like something out of someones nightmares. “Thank you.” Her whisper of gratitude was paired with a tight hug, his thin frame was boney against her own, making her cringe with another round of pity. “Take care of yourself.”
She didn’t linger long, and instead made her way hastily down the road. Moving in a half run, half hobble manor that must have appeared very amusing to any of the early risers who could have looked her way. She continued faster and faster as the pain in her stomach slowly increased and the aftermath of the bite slowly faded. It was a gradual thing but after what felt like an eternity of walking, but could only have been half an hour at the most, she started to slow down. Her body shook uncontrollably and an unsettling cold crept under her skin, despite the warm morning sun that beat down on her. She knew she must have looked like a madwoman, limping around the streets at such an early hour. Rubbing her arms fiercely as she muttered profanities under her breath. She was so tired and she knew that at any given moment she would pass out from fatigue. That’s the moment her weary eyes caught sight of the quaint hotel. She wasn’t going to make it home, even if she knew what direction home would be in! Her hand instantly went to her back pocket and the small wallet she had stuck there. She’d have enough for a room and maybe some hot food and that way she could regroup and try and figure out a way out of all this. Booker would come looking for her, as would Mila, and despite the fact that she wouldn’t entirely mind the latter she didn’t want to have anything to do with this anymore. You could go home... Back to Mom and Dad That wasn’t the best idea in the world, but it was something. A tear rolled down her cheek slowly as she shoved her way into the hotel and briskly walked towards the teenage boy who barely glanced up from his phone as he gave her a room key and murmured a quick. “Enjoy your stay.”
With an appreciative noise she hobbled away, thoughts of her parents dancing wildly through her mind as she stuck the key into the chipped wooden door and entering the musty hotel bedroom, completely unaware that her problems were still just next door.
Eek! I'm sorry 'bout that.. I must have hit something on the keyboard by mistake. Haha
Exactly! Screw you, Larry!
I think I should start drawing, or at least doodle more! The way you're talking about it makes it seem so relaxing. I really want to see some of your work!! Man, you just are so passionate about it. I love, love, love listening to people talk about things they are interested in because, even through a computer screen, you can tell just how happy it makes you! :D
Yeah! He is the oldest member in the club and every year he says that he is going to quite.... but he never does :p But golf is cool! And actually really hard... I've played it a couple times and it actually takes a lot of skill!! Although, if I were to actually go golfing there is no way I wouldn't get a cart! What is he thinking?! ;) Yeah! It is, or at least around here it is. And I prefer soccer players to rugby players but they're still a close second! All of these are after dancers, of course :p Hehe, Go Canada! That's funny, I like it!
His dad is hilarious! I like his parents a lot because it isn't awkward around them. Like we'll be hanging around his dad and Josh will just like hug me and kiss me and all of that and his dad will just be like "aww so cute" where as the one time I kissed him in front of my parents they freaked out and were all weird. I feel more couple-y when I'm around his parents and around mine I just feel all awkward and first date-y. And oh... yeah... they were red with a blue elastic... hehe x)
It was! The man dancing Mercutio was my favourite XD Ooh! Yes, I actually did and was it ever fucked up! I watched it with Josh and before the movie even started I was like "you best not touch me boy, I actually want to watch this one!" so we basically spent the entire time psychoanalyzing the shit out of it and holy hell... the only way I can describe it is just super fucked up!
Idk why I just can't get into her character at all.. I kinda hope she dies soon. Maybe it's because of my tendency to lean towards bad characters. Like I honestly didn't want Joffrey to die at all. I hated him, but I loved him at the same time! Weird, right? As for Sansa and Little Finger... *shudders* ew ew ew ew ew with a side of motherfucking EW! That's all I have to say about that D:
I like that idea! <3 Hahaha
Exactly! Screw you, Larry!
I think I should start drawing, or at least doodle more! The way you're talking about it makes it seem so relaxing. I really want to see some of your work!! Man, you just are so passionate about it. I love, love, love listening to people talk about things they are interested in because, even through a computer screen, you can tell just how happy it makes you! :D
Yeah! He is the oldest member in the club and every year he says that he is going to quite.... but he never does :p But golf is cool! And actually really hard... I've played it a couple times and it actually takes a lot of skill!! Although, if I were to actually go golfing there is no way I wouldn't get a cart! What is he thinking?! ;) Yeah! It is, or at least around here it is. And I prefer soccer players to rugby players but they're still a close second! All of these are after dancers, of course :p Hehe, Go Canada! That's funny, I like it!
His dad is hilarious! I like his parents a lot because it isn't awkward around them. Like we'll be hanging around his dad and Josh will just like hug me and kiss me and all of that and his dad will just be like "aww so cute" where as the one time I kissed him in front of my parents they freaked out and were all weird. I feel more couple-y when I'm around his parents and around mine I just feel all awkward and first date-y. And oh... yeah... they were red with a blue elastic... hehe x)
It was! The man dancing Mercutio was my favourite XD Ooh! Yes, I actually did and was it ever fucked up! I watched it with Josh and before the movie even started I was like "you best not touch me boy, I actually want to watch this one!" so we basically spent the entire time psychoanalyzing the shit out of it and holy hell... the only way I can describe it is just super fucked up!
Idk why I just can't get into her character at all.. I kinda hope she dies soon. Maybe it's because of my tendency to lean towards bad characters. Like I honestly didn't want Joffrey to die at all. I hated him, but I loved him at the same time! Weird, right? As for Sansa and Little Finger... *shudders* ew ew ew ew ew with a side of motherfucking EW! That's all I have to say about that D:
I like that idea! <3 Hahaha
Exactly! I think that Alex will end up putting two and two together and then she is going to be pissed for awhile and then realize that it is best for her, at least for the time being. I am happy that she is going back!! I ship her and Piper so hard... :D
Thank you very much!! I am also getting the Om symbol behind my ear! That one is also dance related because we use it as the symbol for the elite group I dance with, so it will kind of represent family more then just dance. Yay! I can't wait to see them. I think it is such a wonderful idea to keep a sketchbook like that, it'll make it that much better years from now when you go back and look at them and relive the moment through a drawing. I like it. Do you ever draw people? Or just places/things?
That Germany! Haha, good thing that you guys advanced on though :) And yeah! Rugby is really big out here, too. My dad plays and so have almost all my cousins at some point. Plus it is the sport to play at my high school, we don't even have a football team, just a rugby one. Personally I'm more into rugby and soccer (soccer players <3) over football but I can still watch it. What are some of your other favourite sports?
Hehe, it was great! And then later that day I was sitting on his bed while he got his resume ready to take out and he had to change so I was like "I think that's my cue to leave" because his dad was in the other room so yeah and I went down into the kitchen and all the sudden I hear his dad yell down the hall "He's wearing cute underwear!" which I already knew but it was still pretty funny. I am actually so sorry for going on and on about this but holy hell <3
Not a ton! But I've seen The Nutcracker, and multiple different showcases from different companies my favourite type of ballet to watch is contemporary ballet and just watching them dance even without a story is mesmerizing. But my all time favourite I have ever seen would be Romeo and Juliet. It was phenomenal and I am a huge fan of Shakespeare so I was in awe. I feel like Cinderella would be cool, and a surreal interpretation of Snow White sounds absolutely amazing!! I am kinda jealous honestly.
Okie, same here actually because I didn't sleep until 3 last night and then I got up at 8... so I'm not exactly entirely present atm :p
I know, honestly I was sad to see him go. Near the end I was really starting to like him. And oh my goodness, that was awful! I cried during that part because I had always harboured a secret hope that those two would somehow find their way back to each other, but apparently not... :( And when she said that about the cave! Oh man I was so done... D: I liked the part with Arya and Brienne too, but honestly I don't like Brienne... I don't know why she is just too good, her intentions are too pure and I think that's going to change really soon. I'd say my favourite part was when The Hound died, because it was just so sad and unexpected.
I know what you mean! Haha, I expect everyone I roleplay with to be able to post like 3000 word posts and to have a crazy amount of talent when it comes to writing (and by crazy amount I mean way above average! :* ) So I get ya... #I'm_annoyed
Thank you very much!! I am also getting the Om symbol behind my ear! That one is also dance related because we use it as the symbol for the elite group I dance with, so it will kind of represent family more then just dance. Yay! I can't wait to see them. I think it is such a wonderful idea to keep a sketchbook like that, it'll make it that much better years from now when you go back and look at them and relive the moment through a drawing. I like it. Do you ever draw people? Or just places/things?
That Germany! Haha, good thing that you guys advanced on though :) And yeah! Rugby is really big out here, too. My dad plays and so have almost all my cousins at some point. Plus it is the sport to play at my high school, we don't even have a football team, just a rugby one. Personally I'm more into rugby and soccer (soccer players <3) over football but I can still watch it. What are some of your other favourite sports?
Hehe, it was great! And then later that day I was sitting on his bed while he got his resume ready to take out and he had to change so I was like "I think that's my cue to leave" because his dad was in the other room so yeah and I went down into the kitchen and all the sudden I hear his dad yell down the hall "He's wearing cute underwear!" which I already knew but it was still pretty funny. I am actually so sorry for going on and on about this but holy hell <3
Not a ton! But I've seen The Nutcracker, and multiple different showcases from different companies my favourite type of ballet to watch is contemporary ballet and just watching them dance even without a story is mesmerizing. But my all time favourite I have ever seen would be Romeo and Juliet. It was phenomenal and I am a huge fan of Shakespeare so I was in awe. I feel like Cinderella would be cool, and a surreal interpretation of Snow White sounds absolutely amazing!! I am kinda jealous honestly.
Okie, same here actually because I didn't sleep until 3 last night and then I got up at 8... so I'm not exactly entirely present atm :p
I know, honestly I was sad to see him go. Near the end I was really starting to like him. And oh my goodness, that was awful! I cried during that part because I had always harboured a secret hope that those two would somehow find their way back to each other, but apparently not... :( And when she said that about the cave! Oh man I was so done... D: I liked the part with Arya and Brienne too, but honestly I don't like Brienne... I don't know why she is just too good, her intentions are too pure and I think that's going to change really soon. I'd say my favourite part was when The Hound died, because it was just so sad and unexpected.
I know what you mean! Haha, I expect everyone I roleplay with to be able to post like 3000 word posts and to have a crazy amount of talent when it comes to writing (and by crazy amount I mean way above average! :* ) So I get ya... #I'm_annoyed
I know right xD I should have waited until after exams... But I agree, she totally will find out. But I don't think it was a completely selfish thing that Piper did, I think that part of it was that, yes she wanted Alex to stay close but also she wanted her to be safe and she wasn't going to be outside of prison.
Haha, well it's still freaking awesome! Stick it to the man :P Oh, and I am getting one on the arch of my foot that says "And so she danced..." I think it'll be really nice and it holds a lot of meaning for me. How long did it take you to settle on one idea? Because I pretty much knew exactly what I wanted as soon as I started thinking about it!
Ugh, lucky you! I have had such anxiety this past week, my parents freaked out because I ended up going to my friends house for like three days straight and apparently didn't tell them (I did, they just don't listen to me), so they got super mad at me and it was awful. D: But they're over it now, and they let me go over to Josh's today so that was all good. And that is so cool about the watercolours. Please, please, please share! I absolutely love watercolours. Is there anything big that you are working on, or just a few little pieces here and there?
Woohoo! That sounds great, I wish I were big into sports like that :p I bet you'd be big into a sport like Rugby or something, huh? Have you ever tried it?
I hope! I didn't tell him that but he knows. Today we were in his kitchen talking to his dad and he was saying how he would rather cook then do dishes and I was the opposite and his dad started laughing and was like "This is why you guys would make a good couple!" Haha, his dad is so great. Then while we were cuddling he said that he planned on being around for awhile and also said something about us being a couple. Idk, it doesn't feel like we're just friends, like at all, and there is definitely potential there. Oh and then on friday we hung out with some of his friends and I was really nervous that he wouldn't want them to know that there was something between us but I ended up sitting on his knee the whole night stealing little kisses and holding his hand. It was so fucking adorable. Gah! I could go on forever but I'll just keep it at that... for now :p
Thank you :) I'm really excited! And yeah, I love the show. Did you see it danced as a ballet? Ours is a little untraditional because it incorporates different styles and is kind of like a response to the original version more so then a copy of it. Have you seen any other ballets?
Haha, thanks! I am going to try and get it finished up tonight but I am home all day tomorrow too so it will definitely be up by then!
HOLY COW IT WAS SO GREAT!! I don't want it to be done... and you were right about The Hound. Haha, as soon as that happened I was like "Yep, yep... she was tots right" :D What was your favourite part?
Ooh, yay!! Congrats on that :D And more time on the internet is always a good thing. I know, I'm perfect I mean, awww! Thanks, hun :P
Haha, well it's still freaking awesome! Stick it to the man :P Oh, and I am getting one on the arch of my foot that says "And so she danced..." I think it'll be really nice and it holds a lot of meaning for me. How long did it take you to settle on one idea? Because I pretty much knew exactly what I wanted as soon as I started thinking about it!
Ugh, lucky you! I have had such anxiety this past week, my parents freaked out because I ended up going to my friends house for like three days straight and apparently didn't tell them (I did, they just don't listen to me), so they got super mad at me and it was awful. D: But they're over it now, and they let me go over to Josh's today so that was all good. And that is so cool about the watercolours. Please, please, please share! I absolutely love watercolours. Is there anything big that you are working on, or just a few little pieces here and there?
Woohoo! That sounds great, I wish I were big into sports like that :p I bet you'd be big into a sport like Rugby or something, huh? Have you ever tried it?
I hope! I didn't tell him that but he knows. Today we were in his kitchen talking to his dad and he was saying how he would rather cook then do dishes and I was the opposite and his dad started laughing and was like "This is why you guys would make a good couple!" Haha, his dad is so great. Then while we were cuddling he said that he planned on being around for awhile and also said something about us being a couple. Idk, it doesn't feel like we're just friends, like at all, and there is definitely potential there. Oh and then on friday we hung out with some of his friends and I was really nervous that he wouldn't want them to know that there was something between us but I ended up sitting on his knee the whole night stealing little kisses and holding his hand. It was so fucking adorable. Gah! I could go on forever but I'll just keep it at that... for now :p
Thank you :) I'm really excited! And yeah, I love the show. Did you see it danced as a ballet? Ours is a little untraditional because it incorporates different styles and is kind of like a response to the original version more so then a copy of it. Have you seen any other ballets?
Haha, thanks! I am going to try and get it finished up tonight but I am home all day tomorrow too so it will definitely be up by then!
HOLY COW IT WAS SO GREAT!! I don't want it to be done... and you were right about The Hound. Haha, as soon as that happened I was like "Yep, yep... she was tots right" :D What was your favourite part?
Ooh, yay!! Congrats on that :D And more time on the internet is always a good thing. I know, I'm perfect I mean, awww! Thanks, hun :P
Yes! I am done! Holy cow XD That was insanity, and I loved it!! Shit really came down, huh? I’m so happy that Vee is dead, or presumably dead... she was hit by a car so I’m gonna assume that she’s dead. And also, Piper! WTF, haha, I can’t believe she ratted Alex out. And then Larry and Polly! I’m actually glad that Larry is out of the picture and Piper and Alex can just be together because I love them, but still! Haha, yeah it was just a really awesome season.
It was so cool! It had to have been four or five years ago now... oh man it doesn't seem like that long ago! Wowie...
Woah! That sounds like such a cool trip, I bet he'll have so much fun. And oh shit! Little Miss Rebellious over here :D You got a tattoo behind your parents back? Dude, that's fucking mint. I respect you for that. Aha, I want one really badly but my parents already said that if I wanted to get one for my birthday next year I could so I won't have to do it behind their backs. The most "rebellious" thing I've ever done was with a boy, and I also lie to my parents a lot. The most rebellious thing I plan on doing... well lots. It kinda ties in with "what I'm going to do this summer" and the answer is everything. I've finally met people who actually accept me for me and it is so fucking nice not to have to tiptoe around them and just do what I wanna do. I know there is a lot of shit planned out for this summer, like parties, road trips, etc. ‘Tis going to be great!
It’s the worse when someone you care for does something that breaks your heart. So I do very much agree with the “love yourself first” thing, even though it is so hard not to depend on other people and I am doing a very poor job at it. I also like that bit about how you view yourself can affect how others treat you and how you accept affection from other people. It makes sense that if you have doubts about yourself and how lovable you are then you would be wary of other peoples intentions. I think that might be half my problem, because try as I might sometimes it is very hard to see all good, all the time. As for anticipating people getting bored of you, while when that happens to me I don’t push others away I do things that I think will make them not bored of me. Which is equally not as good, depending on the situation. As for being around people to heal, I find it easier to deal with stuff when I am around other people. When I’m alone I tend to overthink things and I end up making a small problem bigger and bigger until it feels insurmountable.
*Flips hair* Thanks ;) And haha, no I don’t watch Hockey!! But where I live there is this lake and the year that the Pens won (I’m pretty sure it was the Pens, don’t hold it to me ‘cause I may be wrong) Sidney Crosby skidooed around the lake with the cup, so that was cool. Soccer, huh? Well that sounds fun! What team is winning?
He makes me really happy :) And he is so fucking cute oh my god! Like to be perfectly honest I am texting him right now and all I want is to go jump in his bed with him and cuddle and watch movies and cuddle and talk and cuddle. Mostly I just want to cuddle him. Okay, I am done... he is perfect.
I’M DONE, I AM DONE, GRADE 10 YOU CAN SUCK IT BECAUSE FUCK YOU I AM DONE AND IT IS SUMMER AND YES! - Me coming out of my exam today. Damn, I am so happy that it’s over with! I am totally ready to just sleep for a solid two months xD And yes! It is going to be so great. We haven't started the routine yet but I do know that it is going to be Fosse style and involve umbrellas so that is cool! Oh, and oh my god, guess what!!! We got the cast list back for Nutcracker and I got the Arabian lead!!! I am so pumped XD
Edit: I am working on your post now, but I may not get it up until next week sometime! I'm going to be away from the house until tuesday night for the most part, but I'll get it done ASAP :*
It was so cool! It had to have been four or five years ago now... oh man it doesn't seem like that long ago! Wowie...
Woah! That sounds like such a cool trip, I bet he'll have so much fun. And oh shit! Little Miss Rebellious over here :D You got a tattoo behind your parents back? Dude, that's fucking mint. I respect you for that. Aha, I want one really badly but my parents already said that if I wanted to get one for my birthday next year I could so I won't have to do it behind their backs. The most "rebellious" thing I've ever done was with a boy, and I also lie to my parents a lot. The most rebellious thing I plan on doing... well lots. It kinda ties in with "what I'm going to do this summer" and the answer is everything. I've finally met people who actually accept me for me and it is so fucking nice not to have to tiptoe around them and just do what I wanna do. I know there is a lot of shit planned out for this summer, like parties, road trips, etc. ‘Tis going to be great!
It’s the worse when someone you care for does something that breaks your heart. So I do very much agree with the “love yourself first” thing, even though it is so hard not to depend on other people and I am doing a very poor job at it. I also like that bit about how you view yourself can affect how others treat you and how you accept affection from other people. It makes sense that if you have doubts about yourself and how lovable you are then you would be wary of other peoples intentions. I think that might be half my problem, because try as I might sometimes it is very hard to see all good, all the time. As for anticipating people getting bored of you, while when that happens to me I don’t push others away I do things that I think will make them not bored of me. Which is equally not as good, depending on the situation. As for being around people to heal, I find it easier to deal with stuff when I am around other people. When I’m alone I tend to overthink things and I end up making a small problem bigger and bigger until it feels insurmountable.
*Flips hair* Thanks ;) And haha, no I don’t watch Hockey!! But where I live there is this lake and the year that the Pens won (I’m pretty sure it was the Pens, don’t hold it to me ‘cause I may be wrong) Sidney Crosby skidooed around the lake with the cup, so that was cool. Soccer, huh? Well that sounds fun! What team is winning?
He makes me really happy :) And he is so fucking cute oh my god! Like to be perfectly honest I am texting him right now and all I want is to go jump in his bed with him and cuddle and watch movies and cuddle and talk and cuddle. Mostly I just want to cuddle him. Okay, I am done... he is perfect.
I’M DONE, I AM DONE, GRADE 10 YOU CAN SUCK IT BECAUSE FUCK YOU I AM DONE AND IT IS SUMMER AND YES! - Me coming out of my exam today. Damn, I am so happy that it’s over with! I am totally ready to just sleep for a solid two months xD And yes! It is going to be so great. We haven't started the routine yet but I do know that it is going to be Fosse style and involve umbrellas so that is cool! Oh, and oh my god, guess what!!! We got the cast list back for Nutcracker and I got the Arabian lead!!! I am so pumped XD
Edit: I am working on your post now, but I may not get it up until next week sometime! I'm going to be away from the house until tuesday night for the most part, but I'll get it done ASAP :*
Oh my god it is so good this season <3 I have two more episodes left, which are going to have to wait until after I write my exam on Thursday, but I love it! You're right, Nikki and Poussey are hot af. And I absolutely hate Vee, oh my god she can die in a hole now thnx! xD Also, I am actually starting to like Piper now, last season I thought she was just way too whiney and annoying, but this season I find that she has been better. But Alex! Ahh, I am scared for her.. You probably know what happens but I am so excited to see how everything with Cooper goes down.
Ooh, yeah! That is probably it, although I much prefer the beaver explanation as well :p And yes! The workshops were kind of like a mock audition which was super cool and then later that week we danced on the main stage in Downtown Disney. You know the one right outside of the chocolate shop and stuff? Yeah, it was an amazing experience and we actually drew quite the crowd which was awesome.
I actually kind of like that idea, of letting myself totally go and be at the whim of some external force. It sounds exhilarating. I know that this summer I am going to do a lot of stuff that will put me in this kind of situation, not anything dangerous, just things that are out of my comfort zone. Honestly, I think that the outcome of this summer is going to be me as an entirely different person. I can't wait!! Tell me, what was the most rebellious thing you ever did in high school?
I like that last one: People who don't know how much they are loved. I know for a fact that I am this type of person, and it bugs me that I literally can't except the fact that people actually like me with no kind of ulterior motive. Like, even when people tell me constantly how much they love me I still have the hardest time believing that they aren't just trying to get something out of me. It's sad and I wish I could change it about myself but I can't. But can you really blame me for feeling that way? I mean, people are naturally very greedy, it is human nature, so I think I have a right to be wary about peoples motivations, right?
Dude, there is no stereotype about it. We're all fucking great. #lies #Iamlying #don'tbelieveme XD Haha, no but actually most people around here are really polite, but there is a fine line between "polite" and "nice", and most people are not the latter. What do Canadians think of Americans? Well, I can't speak for anyone else but I go based on my own judgement which is that the Americans I have met have all been, for the most part, nice. There was some people who were kinda rude to me, but I know rude Canadians too so whatever.
Things with the boy are going pretty well, I think. We hung out last Saturday and I just got home from his house, hehe. But I honestly have to say, I don't know what I am getting myself into at all... like I don't think he intends on exactly dating me. But he is super sweet and we get along really well, plus he is really cute and totally okay with my sexuality. And he calls me sweetheart, like all the time and it is fucking adorable. Ahaha, thanks for the advice, doll! And just so you know, he is the one doing most of the pursuing, he almost always texts me first unless we're talking really late and I fall asleep and text him the next morning to apologize. I honestly think that this is going to be a good thing, though. Like I really do believe that because he is constantly telling me about how much fun we're going to have this summer and that we're gonna do all this shit and it is going to be great! Anyways, I'll stop now :p Haha, so what was it you wanted to tell me??
Finals can suck it. Gah! I am so frustrated DX My exam is this coming Thursday and I still haven't really studied and I am very, very nervous :( As for dance, no we are finished! The new season started two weeks ago and I am soooooo excited XD I get to do a trio with my best friend and another girl who we are both really close with and it is gonna be so awesome! XD
Ooh, yeah! That is probably it, although I much prefer the beaver explanation as well :p And yes! The workshops were kind of like a mock audition which was super cool and then later that week we danced on the main stage in Downtown Disney. You know the one right outside of the chocolate shop and stuff? Yeah, it was an amazing experience and we actually drew quite the crowd which was awesome.
I actually kind of like that idea, of letting myself totally go and be at the whim of some external force. It sounds exhilarating. I know that this summer I am going to do a lot of stuff that will put me in this kind of situation, not anything dangerous, just things that are out of my comfort zone. Honestly, I think that the outcome of this summer is going to be me as an entirely different person. I can't wait!! Tell me, what was the most rebellious thing you ever did in high school?
I like that last one: People who don't know how much they are loved. I know for a fact that I am this type of person, and it bugs me that I literally can't except the fact that people actually like me with no kind of ulterior motive. Like, even when people tell me constantly how much they love me I still have the hardest time believing that they aren't just trying to get something out of me. It's sad and I wish I could change it about myself but I can't. But can you really blame me for feeling that way? I mean, people are naturally very greedy, it is human nature, so I think I have a right to be wary about peoples motivations, right?
Dude, there is no stereotype about it. We're all fucking great. #lies #Iamlying #don'tbelieveme XD Haha, no but actually most people around here are really polite, but there is a fine line between "polite" and "nice", and most people are not the latter. What do Canadians think of Americans? Well, I can't speak for anyone else but I go based on my own judgement which is that the Americans I have met have all been, for the most part, nice. There was some people who were kinda rude to me, but I know rude Canadians too so whatever.
Things with the boy are going pretty well, I think. We hung out last Saturday and I just got home from his house, hehe. But I honestly have to say, I don't know what I am getting myself into at all... like I don't think he intends on exactly dating me. But he is super sweet and we get along really well, plus he is really cute and totally okay with my sexuality. And he calls me sweetheart, like all the time and it is fucking adorable. Ahaha, thanks for the advice, doll! And just so you know, he is the one doing most of the pursuing, he almost always texts me first unless we're talking really late and I fall asleep and text him the next morning to apologize. I honestly think that this is going to be a good thing, though. Like I really do believe that because he is constantly telling me about how much fun we're going to have this summer and that we're gonna do all this shit and it is going to be great! Anyways, I'll stop now :p Haha, so what was it you wanted to tell me??
Finals can suck it. Gah! I am so frustrated DX My exam is this coming Thursday and I still haven't really studied and I am very, very nervous :( As for dance, no we are finished! The new season started two weeks ago and I am soooooo excited XD I get to do a trio with my best friend and another girl who we are both really close with and it is gonna be so awesome! XD
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