Jason was a little taken aback. He hadn't expected her to be this open, but he was pleased. It was nice to talk to someone on a deeper level. He felt sad for her. In fact he could feel her pain. Jason's empathetic sensory ability was incredible, nothing compared to Ashleigh's, though he could still empathize. He crouched down and looked into her eyes with a very serious gaze.
"I know that feeling very well." He said seriously. "In fact..." He wondered what she would think of him when he told her... But he realized that she had opened up with him so it was only fair that he did the same, despite potential consequences. "You see I've never really fit in anywhere..." He started cautiously. "Because of my abilities I was always able to do better than everyone else in an environment where people were used to being the best. So they hated me for it. Not only did they hate me for it, they punished me for it." He said, his tone slightly leaking resentment. "And then one day I realized I had the power to punish them back." He said, trying to keep his voice even. "So one day I did. I punished every last one of them. I was angry, I was spiteful, and even more than that I was cruel." He said trying not to take pleasure at the thought. Jason was wary of how much he enjoyed stuff like that, and didn't necessarily like it. "So yeah I know all about that part at least. And the justification, and even pleasure?" He whispered. "That was the best, and worst part" He finished in a low voice.
@Caits"You have an incredibly heavy burden to bear Ashleigh, it doesn't make you weak for not being able to carry it all on your own yet. I'm fact, I'd wager that you're the strongest of all of us." He said pointing to his temple.
@Stern AlgorithmVedikas sudden interruption startled him causing him to jump slightly.
"Ready as I'll ever be." He said cracking a smile and standing back up.
As they headed back in he whispered "Just knock next time, I have trouble sleeping sometimes as well. you're not the only one haunted by their past." He whispered low enough that only Ashleigh could hear.