Sam Cross
In an instant the Garen woman was at her side. "I'm sorry, but this is going to hurt..." she heard though the roar of her flames. Was she going to knock her out? Perhaps use an ability? She didn't know and she didn't care, Sam just wanted it all to stop. The half-dragon closed her eyes, waiting for the impact to come. A call sounded in the room from Liam for calm. Sam didn't know why, but the hit from the Garen had taken longer than expected, but when it did, it came a shock to her. It was almost as if she had been shocked by electricity and then her body felt numb. She opened her eyes and through her numbed state she was amazed to find that she was no longer covered by fire, but only scales. Even though the period of time of 1.5 seconds felt long to her, she found that the numbness faded quickly, bringing back a blast of flame with a wave of heat back to life. Sam cursed at the failure, lowering herself onto the ground to get herself more into a ball. She hoped by making herself small the inferno would shrink as well.
Sam felt she was running very low on energy, on strength, and on will. The only thing she could compare it to was a time when she had finally got home at three in the morning after drinking and clubbing for hours. She had finally crashed in her bed, the coma like exhaustion coming over her, only in the back of her mind to realize that she had never closed the front door. The act of getting up and closing the door was so great that, in the end, the front door had been left open all night. Luckily, no one had invaded her room while she was sleeping, but the stakes were so much higher this time. It wasn't just about closing a door, it was about forcing out the blaze that was forever flowing out of herself. Even now, believe it or not, she was still holding back a great deal and yet it wasn't near enough.
Through her inner turmoil she heard the speech that Matt was making, but nothing really went into her brain except this: "If you can't retain it, you lose." ... You lose. Those two words were so definite and encompassed so much failure. Not only would she lose in the sense that she had failed herself in her willpower, but so many countless other's would lose as well-- lose their lives. No, Sam wasn't angry anymore, that wasn't the emotion that fueled the fire now. Instead it was being fueled by unbelievable fear. Tears of molten lava began to stream down her ashen face as she felt so weak and yet had to stay so strong. In panic every once and awhile she would lash out at the power with a strike that was wild and panicked, but did the trick in reducing the flame for a second or two before it rushed back.
While others were standing at the edges of the room, frightened as to what could happen, Artemis came to her somehow. It honestly made no sense how her moon balls were protecting her in any form from the fire, but she was too scared and tired to care. She heard her words and Sam knew what the other said was true, but so mislead in some areas. Yes, Sam was never one to practice restraint, and that was how she was struggling now. Both her nature and her power were things that highlighted thrill and little control. It would be so so much easier for her to just let go, to let the cataclysm release and take over the room, the city, and all the lives that would come in it's path, but she refused to let it happen. Artemis thought that she could hold it back, but she didn't know what she was saying, what she was facing up with. Sam worked in a breath to voice some words, "Artemis, I don't think you understand how much I'm holding back." She paused, taking a gulp. "I'm not just holding back a huge bonfire. I'm standing in the was of a devastating wildfire." In frustration her hands raked themselves across her scalp so physically and emotionally drained from holding back.
Sam realized that if she didn't put all that she had into getting rid of it all now that she would not have the strength to get rid of it at all. She could not fail. She could not fail this time! "Stand back." Sam demanded of the people standing beside her. The half-dragon started gathering up all of the will she had left, every ounce of it. As she built up this energy, it was as if she had to battle her emotions the whole way. She had to show herself that she would not fail. She needed to stop. Once she felt that she had brought in all that she had she finally pulled the trigger to work to bring it down. She stopped breathing and every muscle in her body tensed. Sam growled and grunted from the effort of bringing the destruction back into herself. It felt as if the effort was shredding her insides apart. On the outside the heat slowly began to reduce from an inferno, to flames, to flickers and finally to embers. After three long minutes of hard work and effort even those went away.
The woman collapsed.
She wasn't quite unconscious, but she couldn't move a muscle. The effort to breathe was still its own on going battle. Sam felt so small.
The pathetic, half-lizard pulled herself into a tight ball as she began to shiver, her scales starting to shed off of the poor girl.