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Viral was not having a good time trying to stave off the negativity from Vegeta, even if he was putting it on. He didn’t have the mental capacity to ignore it while he was trying to show he was still capable of fighting. He was trying hard to show he was capable when this was essentially his first test after showing he was going to be able to recover from this illness of his. While he had been struck down by the kick he wasn’t going to see it as a failure, instead picking himself up and immediately going after Vegeta again, throwing his legs around as he got up before dashing at Vegeta to try and beat him. Throwing his fists at Vegeta furiously he didn’t really get anywhere, taking a moment to listen to Vegeta before giving him an angry glare and throwing another strike at him. “Oh good! At least I have that going for me!” As he was trying to hit Vegeta, rather than successfully landing another punch as the inevitable block he found that Vegeta had instead dropped down and was immediately kicking out at him. While he did make an attempt to move he found himself falling anyway, landing on his side but wasted no time pushing himself off the ground again and immediately dashing at Vegeta while he was down, trying to make an attempt to pin him.

Staring at Yumi, T’charrl felt a little unsure to how he should feel about her explanation of friendship, finding it all so confusing still but understanding it little by little. He knew they didn’t have to spend time always together too. “Uhh, well I know…but I did scare Takeshi pretty badly and he’s not really talked to me properly since. I didn’t mean anything bad, just that’s how it ended up and now I’m worried that I did something wrong somehow. That’s all”. He wasn’t entirely sure about any of it but he was pretty sure scaring someone that badly meant they probably didn’t want to be around you anymore. He had been a little lonely lately if not for Haku but even then he wasn’t entirely sure about his location or whether he still wanted to hang out with him too. Sighing lightly, he looked to Yumi to see if she could find what he wanted, his antennae barely able to twitch so that he may do the same thing too. Smiling when she seemed to find some he followed on after her, looking back briefly. “That’s great! I am a little hungry”.

Shu didn’t know what he was supposed to do with himself seeing how many problems he now had and was presenting to his friends. He was dangerous to them and even though he didn’t change when there was no fighting he was still afraid that the day may come where he would and would end up hurting his friends accidentally. He didn’t know if he had to be careful because of that and try and limit contact with everyone or if he just had to pretend everything was normal. He was so confused and scared, worried that he was going to end up becoming an animal permanently one day just like that evil clan when he was growing up. Gasping as his eating time was interrupted by Takeshi’s nudge he looked up to the trees, staring at them before lowering his gaze and raising his shoulders. “Ooh, I don’t know. I mean…need be more like normal people and normal people don’t swing in trees”, he muttered, rubbing his feet together, “At least not what been seen. Shu never did see anybody swing from trees, so maybe it not like normal to do that”.
Cecil didn’t know what he was doing really, rather he was having a moment to himself while he was building the tent. He didn’t know anything about camping as far as he knew so setting it up was a case of him zoning out and forgetting all about that. Once he was all done he did question whether it was correct and apparently the correct answer was ‘yes’. He had managed to do it well enough that Nymira seemed shocked by it, staring at her for a moment as he tried to analyse her facial expression. Watching as she started to test the tent he gave Amuné a quick glance before gasping when Nymira spoke up again. “I uhh…I am? I, uhh…thanks, I suppose”. While he probably should’ve been happy to gain approval he didn’t like how he had to show that he was adequate. Looking to Amuné when she praised him in a much better way he gave a smile, feeling a little embarrassed at this point. “Oh uhh, smart? That’s nice for you to think so…”

While that was now done they could move onto what was next on the list, even if it didn’t involve or concern him. They were all going to eat and eventually they were going to shut down for the night, leaving him by himself again for some hours whenever the sun eventually came back up. He was certainly feeling the loneliness with that aspect and felt maybe he should try and shut down for the night, but then again something or someone might attack or take him away. He was certainly nervous and would probably have to put up with him not having company or moving anywhere for some hours. As everyone went on with preparing for the night and getting themselves some food he sat outside the tent, feeling like he somehow accomplished something even though he had no idea what it truly was. Sure, he made a tent when he didn’t know how to, but he was still left in a state of confusion that made him wonder how he managed to work out how to make the tent and just what he was going to do now while everyone seemed busy. While being unable to work out what to do while everyone ate and slept, he stared off into the horizon wondering just now much of their journey they had to go before they reached the city, especially now that they had Nymira with them.
“Hmph what, like killing your parents? Because you can’t possibly mean anything else…” Viral was not happy with Vegeta talking so much when there was so much else he could be saying like maybe some proper encouragement, but of course he wasn’t going to be getting any of that while trying to show he was still good enough to fight. Vegeta probably wouldn’t know how he was feeling right now anyway, but it probably didn’t matter anyway considering he seemed happier to try and beat him up and tell him how terrible he was at fighting now. Getting rather irritated by how he was being spoken to he growled as he threw his fist, only to miss Vegeta and end up having his feet pulled right off the ground, landing on his arm. Growling angrily he looked up at Vegeta, getting rather annoyed with him. “What? You’re the one who keeps talking while I’m trying to hit you!” Getting rather angry at this point he immediately spun himself around, trying to kick out at Vegeta as he jumped back to his feet before throwing his fists at him in rapid succession.

T’charrl wondered if he was going to be able to figure out the whole friendship thing soon, but he was thankful he was going to be able to hang out with Yumi and practice some more when he hadn’t really had all that much practice previously. She certainly did tell him the truth a lot and didn’t appear to be scared of him so that was a good start. Smiling at her as she spoke he rubbed his claws together as he flew along, still feeling a little anxious. “They will? I wonder how much they like me then if they only hang out with me sometimes”, he spoke before sighing, “I mean, I’m not sure what I do wrong, otherwise. If they don’t like hanging out with me, then it’s usually because of me. I don’t think they wouldn’t want to be with me if it was something they were at fault with”. Once they finally arrived he looked to Yumi quickly before following her down, sighing as he gradually touched down on the ground too. He had to be gentle with his movements so that he didn’t hurt himself, or at least he had been advised to. “That would be nice, I mean…I haven’t just walked around in a while. Do you know where the flowers might be from here? I can’t smell them very well with my antennae being sore”.

Shu didn’t know how he was going to manage if he could barely stay calm, knowing he was supposed to have some sort of way to do so but he hadn’t had time to learn it. Nobody would tell him how to other than breathing or something, but he couldn’t exactly do that in the middle of battle. There had to be something that could help him, but he was too scared all the time of hurting someone or suddenly having a spike of fear and immediately changing before he even realised what happened. It was probably those surprise attacks that scared him the most, his fear of having no control over himself getting in the way of his fighting abilities. Sighing lightly he looked to the fruit Takeshi was giving him, taking it from him before staring at it as Takeshi spoke. “But…it’s not very easy to. I don’t know how to be calm, but even if I learn I don’t know if I will still change”. Feeling a little saddened by the progress he had been making he pulled his container close and started to eat, staring at the food as he munched. While it was tasty food, he still couldn’t figure out a good way around his emotions which was really distracting him from appreciating the tastes. It was difficult to understand what he might have to do other than become completely emotionless and he knew he couldn’t be something like that. He just wish he knew what the solution was, but instead he was greeted to a rather confusing state that he didn’t even know what he was nevermind how to fix it.
Viral didn’t know anything about his health unless he was aware of it, his general mentality being so long as he could move around he was fine most of the time. He didn’t know he was ever ill until he was told and this had been his life now. “I have been speared! What would you know about pain like that?” Vegeta sometimes annoyed him when he turned everything like that into a competition, even if he was trying to brush it off as nothing. It was rather annoying to say the least that Vegeta would even think he hadn’t felt incredible pain before. Throwing his leg around in a kick he threw his fist at Vegeta close to the same time, having the strike hit but not really do much to Vegeta even after that. Taking only a split second’s stop he was caught slightly off-guard by Vegeta’s insinuation, as if this was a test to see if he was a capable fighter anymore. His slight moment caused him to get caught by Vegeta as he was pushed by a sudden slap in the chest, causing him to stumble as he held onto his chest. Now he was getting angry, feeling mocked by Vegeta more than anything. “…I am not leaving myself open! I know what I’m doing!” Immediately going back in he started throwing fairly violent punches, trying to swing in from both sides with his back arched to keep his momentum forward. “You’re just jerking me around!”

T’charrl experienced a lot of the same when he was on the ship so it was probably nothing new to him, but he did wonder sometimes what kind of company he was supposed to have normally when he had friends. He had been contemplating that thought for some time and with Takeshi always getting scared of him and his appearance changing so often it was no wonder people didn’t want to go near him in case something further happened to him while they were with him. He was a little bit of a freak when it came down to it, but that kind of thought wasn’t lost on him either considering he had thought it for a long time as he was growing up. “Oh uhh, just sit with me and be happy? That sounds highly unusual. I thought they would just leave”. He didn’t really want to question whether the others thought of him as a friend in that sense, but at least Shu and Yumi seemed perfectly happy to try and find him to be with him for a little bit. While it did make him feel a little concerned he tried to shake that thought off so that he might be happy. “Oh, I see. It must had been bad for it to end up like this. Too much stone for me to be of any help, though”, he sighed, staring at it for a moment before looking up to Yumi again. “Oh! I’m sorry if I’m slowing you down. Maybe it’s also because I am not used to flying without my wings, just…using my energy like this…”

Shu didn’t know what he was supposed to feel of if he was really not normal, but what was worse was everything made sense when he thought about it. He hadn’t seen any other Saiyan change like he did and he was taken in for experimentation by the Saiyans like he was some sort of freak. Letting out a light groan he lowered his head, not really finding what Takeshi was saying to be helping him all that much. “Umm…so…me not being very good with emotions means I am not very good to be around? But…I don’t know how to change that to help understand how to stop it”, he spoke, lowering his head again, “I thought it would be getting better after we stop here, but not better at all if not sure how to work on not changing…” Feeling rather insecure about his own power he looked to Takeshi again at the suggestion of food, frowning a little before watching him sit down. He was hungry, but he was also feeling a little depressed with his hunger being countered by it. Even his body didn’t know what to do, nevermind his mentality. Slowly sitting down with Takeshi he took the container, staring at it for a moment before raising his shoulders. “Do you…know where to start with getting better…? I don’t know what I should do…”
Viral didn’t know what Vegeta was trying to say regarding his condition, his facial expression making him feel a little edgy as he spoke. He didn’t like it when he wasn’t getting clear answers or looked at like he was an idiot for feeling that way. “More like I didn’t know I was ill until I was constantly being told I was! To live normally and then suddenly you’re deemed damaged? But what would you know, it’s not like you’ve ever felt like this before”. While Viral was annoyed at Vegeta he was going to give him a chance and see if he could do the training without actually being a jerk about it, like maybe he knew he wasn’t feeling better. He would see whether he was going to be okay in this training first, going straight into it without hesitation. Swinging his fists he moved fairly quick but was still being caught by Vegeta, his fists merely slamming into Vegeta’s arms before he was straight up insulted. “What?? Don’t you dare compare me to him!” he snapped, swinging his leg around with a speedy kick before trying to throw his fist down at Vegeta, “Would you rather I used my claws instead??”

T’charrl really was happy to have some company after so long, seeing how little people visited him in the hospital. He understood they were busy and all that, but he still got lonely and was scared that they had been scared off by what he was again. He didn’t like being alienated so much, even if he was an alien to them. “To see me? Oh, but why would people come to see me if they have nothing to say to me? That sounds strange to me”. While he didn’t really know many social cues he had his friends to help him through that luckily, telling him often how wrong he was for thinking such things. Maybe they would eventually hang out with him again, even if they didn’t really do that much before. Smiling at Yumi as she gave the order to follow he flew on behind her, looking down at the city as well. He didn’t really look last time, probably because he was not going this slow last time. “This is a nice place, even if a little beat up. I feel very heavy on this planet, though”.

Shu stared at Takeshi, feeling rather worried about himself. He didn’t like how he was sounding, like everything the Saiyans had been doing to him was necessary. Raising his shoulders as Takeshi continued to talk about it he soon frowned, lowering his head as he rubbed his hands together. “Doesn’t really…? Umm, not normal…?” he muttered, staring down at the ground. It made him sound like he really was a freak. If Takeshi didn’t know how to fix it then he wouldn’t be able to be considered safe to be around at all and so far Takeshi hadn’t been successful. Slowly raising his hands and rubbing his head he looked up to Takeshi, frowning at his explanation. “Uhh! I can try…I can try…” he spoke, sounding incredibly unsure about the possibilities of that, “Ohhhh no. I’m not calm! I’m not calm, though…ooohhh, what if bad thing happen and we never get food? Not so normal and it hard to think…”
“I don’t constantly feel terrible, you know. I feel normal a lot of the time, or at least what feels like normal…” Viral spoke, eventually grumbling, “It’s very hard telling when you’re not well after so long, you know. I can’t tell whether I am okay just from feeling okay. To ‘look’ okay is probably more encouraging than trying to feel it out and discovering you’re doing pretty badly despite feeling like everything’s going fine”. It was difficult telling whether he was okay or not when he was not willing to see what he looked like, his problem being he didn’t want to see and then be shocked at how much he had changed. It was probably by a terrible amount, especially considering the clothes size he often wore had become loose. He was already pretty lean beforehand, but he must’ve dropped by a lot of weight if his clothes were practically falling off him. “I doubt you will. You’re still as competitive as ever”. Watching as Vegeta got himself ready he sighed, eventually moving his feet before simply going straight for Vegeta with fists swinging, looking like he was truly trying to do a lot of harm to Vegeta if he got in the way of his punches.

T’charrl did wonder where everyone was but with Yumi here he probably shouldn’t care. He knew the ones who were alright had been training or something, but even then he wouldn’t had minded where and if he was able to watch during this time. The others probably didn’t know he was out, but that shouldn’t be a concern for them either considering it was just him and nobody really special. When Yumi decided to encourage him not to give up hope that they would want to see him he gave a smile, looking down. “I’m not sure about that. There’s lots more to worry about other than me when I’m not going anywhere”. While he wasn’t completely confident with flying he was still going to try, seeing how it was the only way he would be able to get around. Watching Yumi get all excited about flying he smiled nervously, wondering if she wasn’t going to end up flying away all crazily while he tried to keep up. “I don’t know which way to go. My wings are pretty ruined so I can’t use them if using energy became too difficult. I remember going the way the morning came…I think. I’m not sure what way to go”.

Shu wasn’t understanding what was going on or if he was wrong for being how he was. He didn’t know what he was supposed to feel on the matter and didn’t know if he was supposed to be happy that Takeshi was offering to help him some more. It didn’t really help when Takeshi said he was going to help him but hadn’t yet, now he was saying it again as if he forgot he told him in the first place. He didn’t want to keep pressing Takeshi with the matter, especially when he was the one offering help all the time. Feeling a little nervous and worried he looked up at Takeshi after his hair was ruffled, staring at him before looking away. “Is it even a power or is it something that’s wrong with me? What if it’s a bad thing that’s happening because of Saiyan? I’m confused…” He usually thought of power as something that was grand and under your control, but this was completely out of his control and he was just as bad for it as a monster was. Frowning, Shu stared at Takeshi as he was offered something else. “Huh? Fake fight? Umm, okay…umm, what do in fake fight? Why?”
Surely someone else will come along and want to join, eventually.
Cecil was definitely the least likely person in the group to know how to do anything productive on this trip such as make a tent or provide them with sustenance. He didn’t really have much of a use in the group apart from being the one who was not entirely willing to give up and leave everything to everyone else. He did want to learn and even if he didn’t know what it was he could do to help he still wanted to try. Setting up camp was something these people required, but he would need help understanding how he was supposed to do such a thing when Amuné showed signs of being unable to do so too too. He knew they needed help to make this, but with one unwilling to help he wondered whether it was a danger to set up a tent. She was probably more capable than either of them to set it up and yet she was sitting out. Hearing Ethan tell him his worries were empty he stared at him for a moment before looking off to Nymira, curious as to why she might be sitting out.

Gazing over at Nymira as Ethan asked her for help he waited patiently until she was willing to get up, smiling a little before sighing. She was certainly full of herself it seemed, he couldn’t even understand why and yet Ethan and Amuné were tolerating it. He didn’t understand all this clan stuff or Princess stuff, she was just another person to him. Slowly tilting his head he soon gasped when she insulted him, looking down at himself quickly before pulling at his shirt. He thought he looked pretty alright, or at least he felt alright in the clothes he was in. Feeling a little hurt by her comment and self-conscious about what he was wearing he shuffled on his feet, frowning as he heard her simply insult Ethan’s good mood before coming on over.

He didn’t know if he was going to like travelling with her if she was going to be like that. She was awfully mean to them for no reason. Looking to Amuné before down at the gear for making a camp he stared at it for a moment, wondering how it might be constructed as it was just now. Narrowing his gaze a little he gasped when Nymira spoke to him again, looking at her before moving away a few steps. So she didn’t know how to make a tent either it seemed, and yet she was getting on at them for being unable to. “I have only been alive for a few months, you have been alive for many years”, he spoke, looking back to the tent’s parts, “I have never had any need to make a tent…” Judging by the pieces of the tent and how large the canvas structure was there was probably a solution to this that ended with them retrieving a canvas.

Curious to what a tent looked like he had to investigate, moving over to the pile of rods and the canvas structure and analysing it. For some reason the setup looked familiar to him, so now it was time to figure out how it all worked. Looking over it curiously he soon bent down, placing the rods where he thought they went and judging the canvas structure to see what he could create. Placing the pieces together and locking them in tight he pulled at the tent’s structure before moving back, staring at what he had created. “Is this a tent?” he asked, pointing to the now completed tent. He didn’t know what he had made and hoped it was right, he was just thinking through the possibilities of the placed pieces, thinking of their importance and how they might work together.
Viral let out a grumble, not looking entirely sure as to what the answer could be to that. “Only you can tell me if I’ve gotten better, you know. I wouldn’t know when all I’ve been experiencing lately is this illness and being unable to conquer it”. He really didn’t know what it was like to feel better and definitely didn’t know if he was going to be fully aware of his good health. It was difficult to imagine what it was like nevermind whether he was going to be feeling good compared to how he usually felt when he thought he felt good. Following along with Vegeta he shrugged, shaking his head. “You Saiyans are still all alike, even if your genes are watered down”, he spoke, not feeling too convinced, “You’re not really all that different sometimes”. Heading outside he looked to Vegeta, making sure to keep away from the house. “Well, no doubt this will go the usual way…which is badly. I may had been on near equal grounds with you on Earth, but this might be a bit boring for you now”.

T’charrl was pretty sure he was well enough to be travelling, but he didn’t trust being by himself. He was a little nervous about leaving the compound by himself just in case something happened to him like he was attacked or disabled badly. His wings were still growing back and still practicing flying with Ki he wasn’t sure if he would be able to react quick enough to get out of danger. Staring at Yumi he smiled back, feeling rather happy that she was calling him a friend even though it should be pretty obvious. “Oh, you’re so kind to me”, he spoke, holding the flower close, “I thought for sure I wasn’t going to see anybody today. Everyone’s so busy with everything else lately so it has been a little difficult to keep track of everything. I’ve had nothing to do other than sit out here”. Smiling as he took hold of her hand he slowly stood up, looking a little wobbly at first before managing to hold his ground. “I’m not afraid of falling buildings, I mean…I’ve never had a building fall on me apart from that one time. I’m quite happy with not having a problem with falling buildings”. Slowly he started hovering in the air, looking a little uneasy at first before giving a smile. “I’ve still got it, it seems. I’ve been needing to use my energy for getting better”.

Shu wasn’t sure what he was supposed to think and was genuinely confused, his eyes showing little sign of understanding Takeshi. He didn’t know what he was supposed to understand from that or if there really was a full moon coming on this planet, but either way he was a little worried that something was wrong. Staring at him he slowly tilted his head, watching him curiously before looking down, feeling confused. “Umm…you really sure it wrong? But…I guess if you think it wrong, then maybe it wrong…?” Not really understanding him or feeling sure as to what he should believe in he pressed his fingers together, feeling a little worried that he had done something bad. As Takeshi started to explain the Oozaru quality of him he looked back up, staring at him for a moment before looking back at his tail. So he didn’t really have any means to control himself from the sounds of that, worried that he was making Takeshi all stressed because he was expecting him to fix it all for him. Raising his shoulders when Takeshi ruffled his hair he looked up after, staring at him with a frown. “How long will it take to figure out? It been forever and it’s getting worse”, he spoke, looking back down to the ground, “I don’t want to hurt you or my friends, but it not even when I get angry, but when I get scared too. I don’t want to be scared, I don’t know what to do anymore…”
I made a post a few days ago if that's anything. Done one presentation and I only have a little bit of work left to do so my workload has eased greatly compared to what it was before. I can post actively again.
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