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STATUS: People who can just shoot their shot every time are insanely brave. There is always some serious trepidation in messaging strangers hoping to become RP friends, even if you are confident! 3 yrs ago
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People who can just shoot their shot every time are insanely brave. There is always some serious trepidation in messaging strangers hoping to become RP friends, even if you are confident!
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That computer showed up a lot later than expected. ^^;
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New computer will be here sometime Monday. Sorry for any delays.
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4 yrs ago
Haven't slept in two days and have done absolutely nothing productive! Fantastic.
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I don't like getting older.
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> > ME, ME. I DO. \o/
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> YAY OKAY OKAY
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> Also, why does it say your invisible? Doesn't that defeat the point?
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...I never noticed it said Invisible. WELLTHEN.
> You guys are very chatty. I'm glad ^_^ Sometimes, people are too impersonal in RPs.
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> Now, who wants to interact with Poppy?
ME, ME. I DO. \o/
I have god-like Wifi for the rest of tonight AND tomorrow. I am so excited.
Its better than my net at home. Kind of really jealous. Tempted to knock on their door and ask if I can just hang out in their driveway for the night... :| That is not creepy at all. ; ;
AND A TIMESKIP. Shoot. I was a bit slow to post before, it seems. <_> The curses of driving across the states. It is alright to post a bit for the interaction between Zaem and Hide to give that a bit of closure, yeah? Because we sorta' got cut off mid-interaction.
> I can quickly fix that by throwing you all into a whirlpool of drama and pressure . . . but I'm not _that_ mean . . . I think . . . hopefully . . . maybe :)
I'm not gonna' lie, I am now sitting in someones driveway to leech their wifi. What did I miss going on here.
"**Woah, Florida, huh? Pretty far away from home, it seems. I hope you are adjusting alright.**" Hide smiled at Zaen, nodding his head lightly. "**If you need any help finding your way around or need to know about anything, feel free to ask. I've been here for a while already and sort of know some things. For my first year here, I spent more time lost than I did in class.**" Chuckling a bit, he just shakes his head softly.
"**Almost all instruments?**" The young mans blue eyes went wide for several moments as he let out a held breath. "**That is... well, amazing! I don't really have any interesting talents, I guess, but that is cool. Maybe you could give me some lessons sometime or something.**" He finally cracked a rather friendly grin. It was a bit clear that Hide was a friendly soul that didn't entirely seem fully capable to be a real threat or danger, he really just seemed happy for the company and that he had not yet mentioned that he was rolling around on the ground like some idiot. Though, as Zaen would motion towards the doppelganger that hugged onto his leg, a thoughtful look found itself on Hide's face.
"**Emotion.**" The word rolled from his mouth with relative ease as he looked down at the small creature without a face. "**Its, uh... not supposed to be out like this. But when emotions get the best of me or I suppress them for too long... this happens. Not that it is a bad thing, at least most of the time.**" Hide reaches a hand down to give the cloudy wisp a pat on the head, and in turn the shadow would shimmer a bit before vanishing. "
> > So... should we start the shipping now or wait until the drama kicks in?
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> Both obviously.
Ship all the things. \o
"**Uh... hey.**" Hide stated simply while pushing himself onto his feet rather quickly, dusting himself off as if he had been rolling around like that for a while. There was a look of slight worry on his face, but it quickly vanished as an apologetic smile formed onto his lips. A pair of bright blue orbs eyed over the flute wielding freshmen! Or well, the person he was going to assume was a freshmen. His face didn't look too familiar, at least not anyone he could place off of the top of his head.
"**My name is Hide. I don't think I've seen you around here before, did you just transfer?**" He asked rather calmly, the apologetic look was already starting to vanish. It was probably a bit hard to tell what he was being apologetic about, it was not like he was doing anything wrong... but it was still there, regardless. Though after a few seconds, something seemed to have popped into his mind as he glances towards the flute, not really waiting for answers to his previous question.
"**Was that you making that music from before? If so, I applaud you. I can play the violin, but only a small bit.**" A rather sheepish grin formed onto Hide's face as he lowered his head a slightly. He seemed genuinely happy, even as another faint cloudy shadow began to form once again. Though this one was significantly harder to notice. It was smaller with a human shape, a good three-feet shorter than Hide himself. A child. It stood just behind him, making grabbing motions onto his pant-legs as one would a parent. If one didn't know better, it was really just like looking at a shadow... though Hide was not giving it much notice.
I am going to apologize in advance if my posts seem a bit off. I am currently doing a bit of traveling, so all my posting has to be done on my tablet. It doesn't like to let me scroll back to read over what I've typed. And as you can imagine, trying to remember your entire post by word without going back to look at it is a bit difficult. Or well, it is for me at least.
But I do promise they'll be better once I am actually back home. .-.
Sitting outside on the ground a short walk from the dormitories, Hide sat quietly, gazing up blankly at the sky. It was mostly quiet where he was at, even with the commotion that had started with Louis a distance away, the young man had yet to seemingly notice. Or maybe he had and was just choosing not to care. A soft sigh would escape him as he finally drops his gaze to the ground, staring rather tans-fixedly at the thing he had been trying to avoid looking at since he awoke this morning.
The thing. _It_. Hide didn't have a real name for the doppelgangers that appeared on their own, at least not yet. He didn't feel the need to give something that wasn't supposed to be there in the first place a name.
The object of his avoidance sat a few feet in front of him, in a faint wispy cloud unseen by the rest of the world, even those gifted with special sight. It looked human enough, it had the shape of one at least. He could even make the outline of his hair that was bundled up at the nape of his neck. It had no eyes, no face, no other defining features to really give away to who or what it was. Even in the light its dark wispy form did not fade nor flicker, it was just there. Copying him as he stared at it, resulting in it staring back at him. While it could not express itself through its face or body language, Hide understood it perfectly. The mix of anxiety and anger he had bottled up from the start of the new semester was finally manifesting itself. And it had only been a week!
Suddenly a soft groan escapes Hide as the throws his hands into the air, flopping over onto his side. He rolled slightly, but quickly stopped as he curled up a bit. The quarter-formed doppelganer copied his motion, even catching the rather large heave of his lungs while he sucked in a sharp breath, slowly exhaling with a loud sigh. It had only been a week and he was already having problems, not that anyone else could see it.
"**Shoo. Shoooooooo.**" Hide said aloud towards the quarter-formed doppel, even going as far as to lift a hand to 'shoo' it away. He was quite sure no one else would be heading in this direction, it was too quiet and a dead end... what better place to talk to one of the monsters his ability helped create.
**Name:** Hide Fuchs
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Picture/Description: **[Hide](https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/4e/59/41/4e59414c008cc4cc3204b9b0c7d7f0fe.jpg) stands at roughly six foot nine, though it is difficult to tell unless he stands up straight. He often slouches or keeps his head lowered, he does things to always make himself appear smaller than he actually is.
**Age:** 17
**Gender:** Male
**Personality:** Calm and adaptable, Hide is easy to make friends of various kinds, be they loud and aggressive or quiet and shy. He goes with the flow of things, knowing very well when to be silent or when to be a chatterbox, or even a shoulder to cry on. He doesn't like to make people uncomfortable, preferring to be the uncomfortable one himself. Though most often he is rather relaxed in all kinds of environments, enough to the point that he can easily begin to daydream. His focus is not easy to obtain once he starts to daydream, and he can actually become somewhat irritated if interrupted. Though his irritation only last a short few moments, if even that. If anything, he is more likely momentarily burst into tears over it.
In truth, Hide holds himself back a lot, be it emotions or otherwise. With rather low self-confidence, he doesn't often speak up for himself and is easily pushed/dragged along into things he doesn't really want to be involved in. It is rare for him to actually voice his opinion unless asked directly, though it does happen if something catches his attention that he feels needs to be addressed.
**Talent:** _Heightened Empathy._ Since he was young, Hide always had a knack for reading the mood and understood how others were feeling, maybe a bit more-so than others. Though because of his lack of assertiveness, people most often just think of him as an overly passive fellow that cries a bit too easily.
**Ability:**_ Doppelgangers_; All of Hides repressed emotions manifest themselves into entirely separate beings from himself. They all take the appearance of Hide, be it the current version or younger variations of himself. Each emotion has its own personality with one dominant emotion-based trait, leaving Hide to have little to no control over them. Though most often they will listen to Hide and regard him in the highest esteem, or well, most of them do anyway. They can follow instructions and orders rather well, most often much more capable than their creator.
No one is quite sure what they are made of, as they are solid, physical beings that can talk and do harm and the alike. But if they are destroyed _(I.E; killed/wounded)_, they either regenerate or merely reform entirely in a matter of seconds. The stronger the emotion, the more powerful the doppelganger. Most often he can only have one or two out at a time. They can appear even when he is not trying to actively use his ability, in times of great distress and anxiety.
Though when summoned against Hide's will, the doppelganger has a highly reduced effect, being nothing more than a mere shadowy ghost-like image. It cannot cause any harm or trouble and most often can only speak in whispers.
**Bio:** Hide grew up in a large, 15 person household. The household consisted of both of his parents, grandparents, uncle and aunt, their children, and his five siblings. As the second youngest and most docile one within the home, Hide was often made to be the one in trouble for most pranks or mistakes made in all of their daily lives, even if he did not have anything to do with it. He did not fight back against any of the accusations or anything of the alike, he merely bowed his head and accepted whatever punishment he got.
Around the time he turned nine, Hide had the option to move out of his families home with his eldest brother and his wife. He took the offer gladly and moved rather far away from his entire home, into a much more calm and nurturing environment. It was here that it was discovered that he was naturally receptive to the emotions of those around him, almost alarmingly so. His brothers wife took it upon herself to help Hide become less docile and help deal with the emotions he gathered from others, and for the most part it worked out rather well, aside from the fact that he never really got angry, even when pushed far past his limit.
By the time he was twelve, he had become a mostly normal kid besides his lacking self-esteem.
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