I hope you do indeed play on it. :D I am curious now. But thank you, i thought the post was a bit lacking so I'm glad you like it.
I shall eagerly await your return. ^-^
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No real meat to it, but it's there. ^-^ Left you room for leaving or continuing the conversation, time-skip or no. Up to youuuu. I'm about to edit something though, so I can use it later for smalltalk between them. Heh.
So I actually ended up adding like two paragraphs. XD I've decided something, and decided to hint at it with that last post there. I think I'm going to have Praxis develop dissociative identity disorder, but like...a 'minor' case, if that makes sense. DID, or multiple personality disorder, often develops to cope with certain parts of your life, e.g. Praxis losing his family, his mom stabbing him in the hand, then him having to kill her, and now meeting this girl that's changing his life. it sounds really uninspired and trite to want to develop this cliche disorder, but hear me out, 'cause I've got some really good reasons and ways to use it. But before the reasons, you should know I don't mean in a way that is so bad he is all messed up all the time, just in a way that supports his Primal State ability, which is part of the reason I want to have him develop it. The main reason, though, is 'cause of the Mom thing, and when he meets Aruna his life is changing so to cope he wants to be more normal and less primal, creating kind of two people. It won't be like he switches back and forth, but that'll be why he talks to himself in his head. Also, it makes sense for him to develop a disorder like that since he spends a lot of time in other people's brains. Part of him wants to be with Aruna and be a normal person to interact with her, and part of him is used to being a primal Wolfen. That part was shunned, and he's not good at being the other part, making it hard for him to define a personality. Without the moon to turn to like a normal person in the Rakatsuki religion, he'd kinda go crazy-ish. That could also be part of it, inspired by the whole "Full moon" on wolves thing: if the spirit of the moon is now evil/being impersonated/all fucked up (I can't remember if we decided), then that would be hard on him, which is also why he can't sleep.
Anyway, point being, I want to give him a form of DID that's kind of just him being a very defined two-sided coin, making it hard for him to make decisions and stuff because he argues with himself. It won't really change how I play him or anything, just help me make more sense out of his character, plus give me some RPing filler and some reasons for him to be unstable when it comes to Aruna, as he already is. if she has any background in medical things (you mentioned once she might know how to use healing magic, so I don't know if you decided or no) then she could diagnose him with that sometime in the future, and if not someone else will or he'll just figure it out since he already uses his mind so much. If he figures it out, he'll figure it out soon.
This is your game too so I wanted to run it by you and make sure it's okay. Minor DID/specific bipolar disorder okay? Does it make sense or is it too much?
So I actually ended up adding like two paragraphs. XD I've decided something, and decided to hint at it with that last post there. I think I'm going to have Praxis develop dissociative identity disorder, but like...a 'minor' case, if that makes sense. DID, or multiple personality disorder, often develops to cope with certain parts of your life, e.g. Praxis losing his family, his mom stabbing him in the hand, then him having to kill her, and now meeting this girl that's changing his life. it sounds really uninspired and trite to want to develop this cliche disorder, but hear me out, 'cause I've got some really good reasons and ways to use it. But before the reasons, you should know I don't mean in a way that is so bad he is all messed up all the time, just in a way that supports his Primal State ability, which is part of the reason I want to have him develop it. The main reason, though, is 'cause of the Mom thing, and when he meets Aruna his life is changing so to cope he wants to be more normal and less primal, creating kind of two people. It won't be like he switches back and forth, but that'll be why he talks to himself in his head. Also, it makes sense for him to develop a disorder like that since he spends a lot of time in other people's brains. Part of him wants to be with Aruna and be a normal person to interact with her, and part of him is used to being a primal Wolfen. That part was shunned, and he's not good at being the other part, making it hard for him to define a personality. Without the moon to turn to like a normal person in the Rakatsuki religion, he'd kinda go crazy-ish. That could also be part of it, inspired by the whole "Full moon" on wolves thing: if the spirit of the moon is now evil/being impersonated/all fucked up (I can't remember if we decided), then that would be hard on him, which is also why he can't sleep.
Anyway, point being, I want to give him a form of DID that's kind of just him being a very defined two-sided coin, making it hard for him to make decisions and stuff because he argues with himself. It won't really change how I play him or anything, just help me make more sense out of his character, plus give me some RPing filler and some reasons for him to be unstable when it comes to Aruna, as he already is. if she has any background in medical things (you mentioned once she might know how to use healing magic, so I don't know if you decided or no) then she could diagnose him with that sometime in the future, and if not someone else will or he'll just figure it out since he already uses his mind so much. If he figures it out, he'll figure it out soon.
This is your game too so I wanted to run it by you and make sure it's okay. Minor DID/specific bipolar disorder okay? Does it make sense or is it too much?
Noticing Aruna's blush only made Praxis's skin burn with it's own blush, which he wasn't used to. The feeling almost made him sick, and when she took up the berry from him he physically shook his head slightly to get it away from him. This girl could, evidently, create a lot of weird reactions from him, so he'd try his best not to let them get the better of him. He had to keep his wits about him... right? He still wanted the cloak, or the bag, right? Or was that even a goal anymore, and was she simply just interesting? He pondered this thought as he scanned for both items in consideration, suddenly realizing he could see them both with ease now, as the sun was beginning to rise. "Another sleepless night," he sighed, instinctively dropping to the ground before taking a bite.
"Zeaxanthin..." he repeated aloud. Is there a thing about you that isn't- closing his eyes seemed to halt his thoughts before they whispered the word "beautiful", but he didn't know why he cared if he thought it -- he'd enjoyed the companies of attractive women before. For someone with so much control over mental magic, you seem to lack a lot of control over your own mind... the Wolfen told himself, laughing in his mind.
He was glad she had returned the courtesy of sharing her surname, because he really did want to know it when he looked at her, and it also showed that she didn't know exactly what his abilities were. Praxis knew the name, but he was sure it wasn't from her bloodline. He knew lots of names and using memory magic allowed him to remember quite a bit, so names came naturally to him. He could recall two children from his childhood he used to play with, though they weren't Wolfen, that shared that name with her. The thought made him smile as he lost himself in his memories, almost forgetting where he was, yet somehow he found it difficult to forget who he was with. As his mind wandered, as did his eyes but this time he let them linger on her. As a Wolfen, he fought many primal urges and instincts daily, but it had been a long night and staring at her was one he was already exhausted of. He could only hope that his tired eyes made it obvious - or falsely so - that he was staring out of exhaustion. Surely she would understand, yet he played it off as if he was staring passed her.
He barely noticed he was sitting before almost taking a bite, stopping with the food inches from his fangs. Looking up to her slightly embarrassed, he again felt unable to speak correctly. "I uhh.... sorry, sharing a first meal with someone on the ground is part of an old Wolfen tradition. There's more, but.... obviously it's not..." he sighed, then chuckled to himself as he stumbled over his words as if he had never used them before. "I guess I held onto more from the Althebetr clan than I realized. I guess I haven't exactly had a civil meal with someone since I left." He remembered just then the curiosity that seem to pique in her when he spoke of his clan and past before, but didn't expand further. Wolfen had hurt her -- they had maimed her in a way he could not heal or probably understand, so talking about them was probably not high on her list of priorities.
Praxis tried to continue eating the large slice of the giant fruit, but he couldn't seem to feel comfortable. The lack of ritual must've been getting to him, he guessed, so he tried to focus on her. Meeting her eyes, he immediately launched a full-scale invasion onto the recesses of her mind to learn more about her, but halted once again. This was a habit, obviously, and it wouldn't do -- not here... not with her. He preferred to learn about Aruna through her own words, though right now she was likely reluctant to share them with him. "I understand if you want to leave," he said, not wanting to look up from the ground. "I am the reason you're still backtracked this far, after all." He decided to break his rule already as he spoke, searching her mind for her destination, but only going as deep as surface thoughts. This would be easiest while talking about it. "I don't know where you were headed, but I apologize for stalling you." He took another bite and finally relented to looking into her beautiful golden eyes once again, though they made him weak in ways he preferred not to feel. "+
"Zeaxanthin..." he repeated aloud. Is there a thing about you that isn't- closing his eyes seemed to halt his thoughts before they whispered the word "beautiful", but he didn't know why he cared if he thought it -- he'd enjoyed the companies of attractive women before. For someone with so much control over mental magic, you seem to lack a lot of control over your own mind... the Wolfen told himself, laughing in his mind.
He was glad she had returned the courtesy of sharing her surname, because he really did want to know it when he looked at her, and it also showed that she didn't know exactly what his abilities were. Praxis knew the name, but he was sure it wasn't from her bloodline. He knew lots of names and using memory magic allowed him to remember quite a bit, so names came naturally to him. He could recall two children from his childhood he used to play with, though they weren't Wolfen, that shared that name with her. The thought made him smile as he lost himself in his memories, almost forgetting where he was, yet somehow he found it difficult to forget who he was with. As his mind wandered, as did his eyes but this time he let them linger on her. As a Wolfen, he fought many primal urges and instincts daily, but it had been a long night and staring at her was one he was already exhausted of. He could only hope that his tired eyes made it obvious - or falsely so - that he was staring out of exhaustion. Surely she would understand, yet he played it off as if he was staring passed her.
He barely noticed he was sitting before almost taking a bite, stopping with the food inches from his fangs. Looking up to her slightly embarrassed, he again felt unable to speak correctly. "I uhh.... sorry, sharing a first meal with someone on the ground is part of an old Wolfen tradition. There's more, but.... obviously it's not..." he sighed, then chuckled to himself as he stumbled over his words as if he had never used them before. "I guess I held onto more from the Althebetr clan than I realized. I guess I haven't exactly had a civil meal with someone since I left." He remembered just then the curiosity that seem to pique in her when he spoke of his clan and past before, but didn't expand further. Wolfen had hurt her -- they had maimed her in a way he could not heal or probably understand, so talking about them was probably not high on her list of priorities.
Praxis tried to continue eating the large slice of the giant fruit, but he couldn't seem to feel comfortable. The lack of ritual must've been getting to him, he guessed, so he tried to focus on her. Meeting her eyes, he immediately launched a full-scale invasion onto the recesses of her mind to learn more about her, but halted once again. This was a habit, obviously, and it wouldn't do -- not here... not with her. He preferred to learn about Aruna through her own words, though right now she was likely reluctant to share them with him. "I understand if you want to leave," he said, not wanting to look up from the ground. "I am the reason you're still backtracked this far, after all." He decided to break his rule already as he spoke, searching her mind for her destination, but only going as deep as surface thoughts. This would be easiest while talking about it. "I don't know where you were headed, but I apologize for stalling you." He took another bite and finally relented to looking into her beautiful golden eyes once again, though they made him weak in ways he preferred not to feel. "+
Oh no no you did fine. c: Like I said, I really liked your post. I've got it, I think. ^-^ In fact I've already started.
I know, omg me neither. My friend David has some mad fuggin' skills with Diddy. It takes a lot of talent to do what David does. He like... never touches the ground. That's why I learned to use ZS Samus so I could keep up with him, because my main is Ike and he's like... the opposite of Diddy. XD Which makes us a good team but I can't exactly beat him because he's just so much faster than me and also Ike rules the ground AND DIDDY NEVER FUCKING TOUCHES IT.
Anyway, I agree... but Idk where to take it from here. Praxis won't leave her because he plans to follow her, and I can only assume she doesn't want him to, so I guess... well I think I might have a solution. I won't get it written out tonight. Too sleepy and into Smash Bros. XD I guess I'll have him try to talk to her a bit longer. I think I can do that. I might be able to get that done tonight, actually, as 'cause it's just conversation with short replies. We shall see. ^-^
Anyway, I agree... but Idk where to take it from here. Praxis won't leave her because he plans to follow her, and I can only assume she doesn't want him to, so I guess... well I think I might have a solution. I won't get it written out tonight. Too sleepy and into Smash Bros. XD I guess I'll have him try to talk to her a bit longer. I think I can do that. I might be able to get that done tonight, actually, as 'cause it's just conversation with short replies. We shall see. ^-^
Diddy beat me. ;___; I forgot Smash Run is about getting more KOs so I was sitting back too long waiting. I like your post btw. c: THEY'RE SO CUTE I JUST WANT TO THEM TO LOVE EACH OTHER.
I know about that. c: AND YAYYYY. I'ma go read it and bounce up and down with excitement... after I get done kicking Falco, Toon Link, and Diddy Kong's asses with Zero Suit Samus in Smash Run. >:D
You're so incredibly sweet.<3
She is. And she's an amazing person so I'm doing what I can to help her 'cause I think she really deserves it. c:
Oh, I'm happy to link you. Just didn't want to do so before you knew what it was, in case it seemed pushy. Hehe.
https://www.facebook.com/shiseido?v=app_448952861833126&rest=1
Since I don't have your direct name to link you, you'll have to click "View Entries" and Search for "Laura Jean" or just "Laura". She's this gorgeous creature right here:
Thank you very much. c: I know she appreciates it, as well. I'd love to see her win.... It'd make her so happy.
You can click "Not Now" for the app and "Cancel" for the sharing if you don't want to share it. c: It shouldn't bother you or anyone you know as long as you don't grab that app or anything.
https://www.facebook.com/shiseido?v=app_448952861833126&rest=1
Since I don't have your direct name to link you, you'll have to click "View Entries" and Search for "Laura Jean" or just "Laura". She's this gorgeous creature right here:
Thank you very much. c: I know she appreciates it, as well. I'd love to see her win.... It'd make her so happy.
You can click "Not Now" for the app and "Cancel" for the sharing if you don't want to share it. c: It shouldn't bother you or anyone you know as long as you don't grab that app or anything.
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