'I can't believe it! I show him a modicum of respect and courteousness and he throws it back in my face!Well. . .At least he's willing to admit his kind are bloodthirsty monsters' Lai watches the beast stand, careful to keep his face neutral despite his growing need to teach this foul thing a lesson. He would not be the first one to crack in this. He would not desecrate holy ground by spilling out this demon's blood over nothing more than a petty insult. As his cool but polite gaze remains on the demon his mind screams for him to stop telling lies. He has done no invasion of privacy, he's simply asked a question! He has mistreated no one, even though the demon deserves it! He has taken no rights not naturally his as ordained by the lord God, especially on holy ground.
He keeps his breathing even, even managing to keep his aura under control as the false father goes on and on with his falsehoods. It is not until he speaks on the war and the rivalry between their races that his calm expression shifts. However it is not into anger or spite, but one of curiosity. 'Is he serious? He is here to keep the war away? What in all that's holy is happening that has him doing such a. . .Such an angelic thing? Or. . . .He's not lying, not that I can tell, and I'm good at spotting lairs' His eyes narrow ever so slightly, as if trying to see the male better. 'And does he really think I would harm anyone here? I know angels have caused their fair share of human deaths, but he speaks as if I would arbitrarily just go about killing them for fun or something. . .'
His eyes remain locked on the spot even as the demon passes him and walks inside, the large door closing surprisingly quietly. His mind and heart are in conflict, and one he knows he can not resolve by morning. 'He acts like he actually wants to protect this place, these humans, like a proper priest should. But I can see the evil, the demonic aura, it's still there. It grows, pulsates. . .But, he. . .Everything he's said is almost exactly what I would say to a demon trying to come into a church I'd decided to protect. . .' He punches the railing, fracturing it. “Drat.” He mutters, doing his best to make it less broken. Construction is not really his forte.
Once the fracture is almost invisible he turns to look at the church. 'He's a demon! He knows it, he doesn't deny it, and he practically challenged me to fight him, like he needed some excuse to attack me! Why, how!? What the holy heaven is going on?!' with a frustrated sigh he once more follows the demon's instructions and heads inside, plodding belligerently to his room. As he tucks his hand into his pocket he pauses for a moment at the feeling of cold metal. About half way to his room he stands, his mind racing, then slowly he pulls out the bullet. Looking it over, running his fingers along the surface, tracing his name, well, his nickname 'I guess my full name is too long for a bullet' he simply lets himself go for a moment. He relaxes, keeping his energy in though so the demon doesn't take it as an attack.
“What do you really want here. . .Father. . .” He asks the air softly, not expecting an answer. After a long moment he sighs once again and slips the silver hunk of metal into his pocket and continuing to his room. Once inside he lays slowly on the bed, staring at the ceiling, doing as asked and not praying as to not alert God of his location. God can always find his angels, but prayer would actually catch his attention. 'The demon prayed. . .If he was really praying, God knows he's here, and is letting it. . .' It is that thought more than anything else that lets Lai catch a few hours of sleep that night, staying up most of the time trying to figure it all out on his own, and the rest raging against the demon's presumptuousness. When at last the first rays of light appear outside his winder the angel wakes, and without a sound leaves the church. No one sees him, and an hour later when little Javier races to his room to wake him he finds the empty room, a sadness on his face that Lai is not there to hug away.
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The head of his unit gave Lai the same old speech upon his return, Laisander's habit of spending time on earth without checking in an old issue but not one the arch angel really has a problem with. Lai took the speech in stride, promised to do better next time, and over the following week did his best to stay in line. Near the weeks end he headed home to spend time with his family, all the while unable to shake his thoughts about the demon. It isn't until he leaves home and heads back to work that he realizes he has to do something.
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Looking over his personal log Lai notes that he has actually quite a few of off days that he has racked up over the years. 'I could use these. . .' he muses. Biting his lip he looks around the room, most of his bunk mates either eating or gossiping, a few playing ball and horsing around. Normally this would irritate him but at the moment he's actually glad that they are not bothered by the same thoughts plaguing his own mind. 'I'm actually kinda glad that they can goof off right now. . .Almost makes me with I could too. . .But this. . .' Pressing his fingers to his forehead he lets his lip go and a long breath hisses out between his teeth. A few angels look at him funny, but they all know he's antisocial and don't bother to ask what's up.
With his log in hand Lai hops down from his bed and heads to the unit captain. He arranges two days off starting the moment the request is in. As soon as everything is in place the captain raises an eyebrow curiously. “Didn't get enough of you family during leave?”
Lai simply stares at the man until he shrugs and walks away. 'Sorry, but any answer I would have given would have sounded so guilty. . .' With that he races out of the facility and makes for the nearest gate. Once outside he heads to earth, staying in the clouds until he's where he wants to be. It is a sunny morning at the church but he lands a good mile and a half away for obvious reasons. He takes his time getting there, his clothes the same as before but a bit cleaner now that he doesn't have to hide so much. He also takes the time to package his aura, not wanting it to send the priest into a frenzy on sight.
Walking into the shopping area along the road he pretends to look at a few things before making his way towards the church. The sound of children is like music to his ears and he makes his way around to the side yard where the younger children are playing. 'Must be after morning chores already' As soon as they spot him watching several of them squeal and race to greet him. 'What can I say, I love kids, and kids love me' He laughs, ruffling hair here, patting back there, returning hugs best he can while still standing. Javier actually climbs like a monkey up his side until Lai props him properly against his hip. “Well, seems like I've been missed!” He says cheerily, glancing at the nearest wall and wondering how the demon is going to react.
“We were afraid you were gone for good!” a girl pipes up.
“Yeah, you were just gone, like magic!” Says a young boy hanging off his free hand.
“Javier cried!” The group laughs at the declaration and the boy in question begins denying it vehemently. After a few seconds he wriggles his way of of the angel's grip to go chase his accusers and Lai laughs happily.
“Children are such gifts. . .” he murmurs, watching them play fight, running around with abandon, their innocence like bright shiny stars.