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NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIKE...
тo вe тнe вαd мαɴ
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
тσ вє тнє ѕα∂ мαη
BEHIND BLUE EYES
AND NO ONE KNOWS WHAT ITS LIKE...тo вe нαтed
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
тσ вє ƒαтє∂
TO TELLING ONLY LIES
╔════════════╬ARTHUR ZAVIER MYLES╬════════════╗
Was everything okay? No it wasn’t okay. Arthur’s blue eyes drifted toward Eva when she put her hand on his. It was so comforting, but at the same time it wouldn’t be enough to distract Arthur from what was on his mine. No, it wasn’t okay! It felt as if every little thing in his life was starting to crumble around him because he focused so much on Eva. His father was right, he never acted out like this before in regard to any missions prior to him meeting Eva. His friend group was never self-imploding like this before. Where Terrance was usually the voice of reason, Arthur was always the one to physically step up to end conflict. And now, Alex’s spirit was wavering, Jacob and Terrance are almost like cats and dogs these days, and now hew knew that Terrance was in some serious trouble with the Patrones. Would none of this happen if he hadn’t gotten so close to Eva so quickly? No, he didn’t want to think about a what if involving not having Eva by his side. She mentioned Terrance and Arthur sighed louder. “Yeah.”
He wasn’t necessarily lying. He was worried about Terrance and what was going to happen to him in regards to the Patrone family. Getting out of the car and heading to campus, Arthur held onto Eva’s hand a little tighter than usual, his mind still spinning over the thoughts of Evelyn. He could feel something heavy sitting in his throat, and clawing it’s way to his mouth. He wanted to ask Eva, how would she feel if her mother suddenly died. And not so much ‘suddenly die’, so much as if she were murdered. But that wasn’t something he could openly ask. Not only would it be weird to Eva, but it would be almost obvious once news spread of Evelyn’s death. So he kept it to himself. Instead, he focused on when he asked her if she could ever forgive someone for hurting her, or someone she cared about. She said she would… but she also wouldn’t have to forgive Arthur if she never knew. “Do you think Helene would forgive Terrance?” Arthur surprised himself, not really sure where that question came from. Perhaps he was really concerned for his friend’s wellbeing, but yet his mind still seemed set on the idea of forgiveness.
Sudden loud murmurs and turning heads were coming from the main entrance to the school’s campus, where Terrance and Jacob were walking side by side. Of course, everyone was talking about the cuts and bruises that littered Terrance’s usually god-like, handsome face. Though some would argue that the cuts only brought out a more rugged handsomeness to Terrance. But any attention that Terrance got from passerby girls, he didn’t enable it. Which was extremely unlike himself. Usually he would flaunt the evidence of a fight with the overused phrase of ‘you should see the other guy’. Girls would swoon at his tough guy look, and Terrance would have a new girl by the end of the night. However, if they did ‘see the other guy’, everyone would know Terrance got his ass handed to him on a silver platter.
Terrance didn’t seem to pay much mind to the whispering girls around him, since he only had one on his mine. “Is Helene here yet?” Arthur just shook his head, having not seen Helene yet today, but he had a strong feeling that she wasn’t going to show her face today.
“Alyssa told me she isn’t coming in today. But just because she is skipping doesn’t mean you can too.” Before Jacob could finish that statement, Terrance turned on his heels and made his way back to the parking lot, but stopped short remembering Jacob had brought him in. And Terrance wasn’t about to walk all the way home. Instead he grumbled with annoyance and turned his attention back to the group again, his arms crossed aggressively over his chest. He was clearly not in a good mood, and it didn’t seem to help that he was going to have to simmer all day with whatever words he wanted to share with Helene. Not that she would want to hear them, Arthur assumed.
Terrance’s eyes scanned around before landing on Arthur holding tightly onto Eva. Terrance scoffed at the little sign of public affection and averted his gaze. Terrance was obviously bothered by any possible displays of affection between his friends and their respective crushes or lovers. Why was he the only one of sound mind? Why was he the only one that could tame his feelings and think rationally and responsibly?
Was what he did yesterday of sound mind, rational, and responsible? The singular thought ran through Terrance’s mind, but he quickly ignored it. What happened yesterday was just merely a fluke. He lost control over nothing, and now he was going to have to ask for the Patrone’s family forgiveness to move on. But damn, he really didn’t want to apologize to that tool, Isaac.
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Alexander has humming happily to a nice jam blasting through his speakers, as he was cruising in his SUV. He was in full swing with the song, practically screaming at the top of his lungs. 🎵 ”Baby you can count on me! I’ll be right there for you, I’ll always adore you. My love will restore you!” Alexander’s little jam session was interrupted as his phone vibrated in the cupholder next to him, and he reached for it, seeing Gigi’s name on the top of his screen. Although he was already almost to the school, he checked for the absence of cars. None were very close, so with a swift jerk of the steering wheel, his SUV flawlessly climbed over the cement median of the road, and turned around in the other direction, now pressing down further on the accelerator. Omw He messaged back, his heart racing, and his car speeding, not stopping until he reached Gigi’s apartments, and pulled up in front of the patiently waiting Gigi. He reached for nearby window, the same song still blasting over the speakers and he called out over the music. “Your chariot awaits!”
╚══════╬ "We Swedes are used to the cold... I just don't want you to freeze beside me." ╬══════╝
BUT MY DREAMS...
THEY AREN'T AS EMPTY
AS MY CONSCIENCE SEEMS TO BE
I HAVE HOURS, ONLY LONELY...
MY LOVE IS VENGEANCE
THAT'S NEVER FREE
✖✖ Translations:...
✖✖ I Feel... Anxious over mission
✖✖ I am At... School Parking Lot
✖✖ I am With... Eva.
✖✖ I am Thinking..."Damn that witch..."
✖✖ I am Wearing...School Uniform