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Present; Central Park, New York City


To the more corporeal and 'grounded' undead, the tugging sensation that raced through their soul might have been momentary thing, and presented little to worry about; they were safe from the threat to their continued existence as a lone entity, perhaps as a product of their independent form.

This was not the case for Mandate- Or rather, not entirely.

The noise that came from her as she doubled over beneath the reservoir's surface was akin to a keening screech. It wasn't a very human sound, but Mandate did not have the human words to describe the sensation inside of her. Racing fire inside of... Veins? She had no veins. Magma in her core. Howling inside bones that she did not possess. The entirety of her existence lurched as magic played tug-o-war with the enchantment that comprised her being.

Her fist slammed down into the floor of the reservoir. A sizable crater formed beneath her fury, and the water's surface trembled as her mindless lashing passed through.

"What is this? What is this?"

Pain, her body and souls answered, This is pain.

A revelation bubbled up from the magic that held her together, and the rogue juggernaut understood.

Mandate's existence was something between corporeal and incorporeal. It was true that she possessed her body formed of mercury and blood, but the truth of her existence dwelt within the spirits bound to that form; magic was not encoded into her flesh, but rather in the very minds and souls that were so grotesquely combined to make her ethereal 'core' spirit. This was partially the cause of her (relative) vulnerability to the ethereal things in the world; her soul was far stronger than the average human's, but far more open to things that struck the spirit itself.

This new and unimaginable sensation that was racing through her was pain, her first taste of it since her 'birth'. It was the quaking of her soul.

And then it was gone.

But why was it here?

Shaky despite her utter lack of internal bodily functions, Mandate arose out of her crouch at the bottom of the reservoir. The crater she had left was barely given a glance as she began to slink back the way she had came, trailing the foulness of her metaphysical existence in her wake. It was still funny to her, how fragile everything was; stone cracked if she increased her weight to even a fraction of the mass she could feel lurking elsewhere, and the water offered as much resistance to her stride as air did to a human being.

Only, it wasn't so funny anymore, because now she was certain that she was fragile as well. Not in the same way, but... Mandate's smile inverted as she pressed a clawed hand to the smooth surface of her stomach, the water of the reservoir running off of her unusually fast as she broke the surface. The echoes of pain were still fading away.

I could feel it, when it pulled me. It was trying to pull me... Sideways? Mandate tilted her head left and right as she strode through the railing in the way of her emergence, the sound of screeching metal idly registered and ignored. It didn't look like there was anything unusual on the path, or in the trees. She could hear people nearby, but she could always hear that in this strange place, this city.

Or maybe it was downwards. Should I go down? Her head tilted left, then right. How would I go down? She wanted to know what had given her that awful feeling, but the means escaped her for the moment. She didn't know the area, nor how she could hope to find the source of the sensation. Digging was an option, she decided, but...

Crouching down, the curious golem swept her hand through the grass, sending a chunk of dirt crashing into a nearby tree as she considered the earth below. She could dig with her strength, but by now the sense of where was just a vague impression. She didn't think she would find anything. She hummed curiously as she dropped onto her backside in the earth, contemplating the small hole she had made and ignoring the silly human beings that scurried around inside the park. She had startled some of them with her digging, but that didn't really bother her. She had far more pressing concerns.

The grass and fresh earth was pretty.
Apologies if I'm borking any plans up with Mandate's positioning, by the way; I was trying to avoid such a thing.
I'm trying to go for a very mentally inhuman vibe with Mandate, with flickers of her unnatural origins. I hope my first post hit that note well enough.

Present; Central Park, New York City

Awareness.

It was a thought, a word, a concept, and an existence. It was a funny word. She was aware, through her senses she achieved awareness, and she was also aware of the world. Funny words, a formation of cascading and interconnecting definitions applied through the combination of letters and understanding. An awareness of language, grasped through the edification one's own mental faculties. An understanding of abstracts existing to intercommunicate the intent behind two human endeavors-- or other existences. Even without the arbitrary systematic decoding of concepts, they existed still within the mind, unlabeled and incapable of being communicated through the basic methods available to the vast majority of lifeforms.

Language. Language was the birth of understanding, as understanding was a facet of awareness. Language-- as a human being understood it- was a human construction alone, but all things held language. She understood this, though she did not know how. Language existed in the patterns of the universe in the form of atomic processes, in the brain as the electrical activity of the synapses, in the rhythm of the heart itself.

The human body itself was language formatted in flesh.

Was she language?

She was Mandate, a human construction. A product of human language? Of the intercommunication of ethereal concepts and human flesh-blood and mercurial fluid. Language by itself was the concept of communication, whereas she was communication, the joining of unique systems, extrapolated to create something unique. And in that unique existence was a multitude of existences, human souls-- themselves communicating. Her thoughts were broken minds.

Her existence was a conversation. And...

Slowly, ever so slowly, Mandate's thoughts ebbed away, and the ringing choir that had overtaken her awareness abandoned her; the screaming was gone. Her mercury-tinted fingers arose to brush against the side of her smooth features, to the right of her baleful red oculus. She was alone as herself again. Her self that was many others. Her grip on the railing in front of her crushed the metal, then relaxed.

Thinking hurt, so Mandate stopped thinking about those things, as she usually did. It was much easier to focus on the pretty things in front of her that way. The vast, expansive darkness, the simulation of a patch of wilderness that she'd wondered into in the cover of the late hour, the soft sounds of a place in the world relatively undisturbed, and the way the artificial lights played so dazzlingly across the waters.

The sparkling of the massive, pretty lake--reservoir- was inviting. The way the lights played off of the shimmering fluid... It provoked her curiosity. She wondered, idly, what was on the bottom of that reservoir. The wonder didn't go away, and Mandate wasn't one to let those sorts of thoughts just lie by themselves. Her mouth formed a pleased V as she tore apart the railing in her way. It was amazing, how fragile everything was. That was another thought that persisted.

Everything was so fragile.

Humming pleasantly, Mandate advanced into the dark depths. Something inside of her burned as her weight increased just a fraction, and pushing against the water was as effortless as pushing against anything else had ever been for her. She didn't quite understand the word 'struggle'.

Words. Pretty words, and pretty water that felt cool against her 'skin'. The grime of her days alone was slowly washed away. And so she waded, blissful and ignorant of the way in which her presence made the waters just the tiniest bit metaphysically foul.

Mandate was happy.
I'm still alive, in case anyone's wondering. Got a bit tangled up for awhile.
I'm afraid I'm going to have to drop out. My interest comes and goes, and I'd rather not get anyone else tangled up in RP with me only for me to drop on them. I hate when that happens to me, I'd rather not do it to others. I'm opening up Nahash as an NPC deity if anyone has ideas for her, however, seeing as she exists within the lore and has been in the IC already.
Note for when I get started with Mandate: She's probably going to be committing petty acts of crime that a World Level individual really has no business doing out of simple curiosity. She's not very independently motivated beyond that.
The lord of madness needs no excuse to leave a conversation.

(Sorry to see you go, Ash. Good luck with your school stuff.)
Haven't even posted yet and I already have another character idea I want to run with just because. Saving them because of my hesitance to play more than one at a time, but for those interested: A villain with powers based on healing themselves and others.
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