"Some old dead man." Milo replied, with a faint smile, turning his gaze to the roaring fire. At Alec's question, Milo shook his head. "I've come close before. Never close as a solider, but as a child." Milo replied, glancing stoically into the fire. "I grew up rough. Every once in a while, I would get a urge. You know what I’m talking about, don’t you? The urge for destruction. The urge to hurt, maim, kill. To defeat those that wish to hurt us or hinder us. It’s quite a thing, to experience that urge, to let it wash over you, to give in to it. It’s addictive. It’s all-consuming. You lose yourself to it. It’s quite wonderful, actually. I can feel it, even as I speak right now, tapping around the edges of my mind, trying to slip its fingers in. But we’re all like that, aren’t we? We’re all barbarians at our core. We’re all savage, murderous beasts that want to hunt. I know I am. I’m sure you are. The only difference between us, Mister Cross, is how loudly we roar. I don't roar very loudly, a squeak if anything. You, however, roar very loudly, don't you?" Milo said, turning his gaze back to Alec. There was a different kind of emotion in Milo's eyes now. It was the same indifferent look, or even the goofy drunk look, it was one of a man with a burning will in his heart.