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  • Old Guild Username: XxSkittlezxX
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    1. Skittlez 11 yrs ago

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Formerly XxSkittlezxX, Skittlez was much easier. In the IRC I go by Skitty so feel free to call me whatever is easiest for you!

I'm a very friendly and chatty person, so don't feel intimidated to strike up conversation or ask me to join an RP. I like anything that I find interesting and frankly, that's almost anything. I like to stick to "Casual" but I used to venture in "Advanced" so I'm not opposed to it. However, I prefer not to do things in the "Free" category.

I'll update this periodically and remove old news. If you have other platforms you'd like to connect with me on, you can find me on tumblr at tearingwings.tumblr.com and my name on discord is Skitty#1375. Have a great day!

Currently in my life: I work 8-5 M-F at a hospital and just moved into my first home! I also have a rescue puppy at the moment, so some days feel like I have almost no time and others seem like I have all the time in the world! Please feel free to tag or pm me if you’re wanting to ensure I see something. Thank you for your patience. 💛

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Kyuki said
I suddenly feel inadequate... Even moreso than I did before.Brbkillingmyself.You're so pretty. <3


Precisely this.
I have struggled with suicidal thoughts frequently since (I think I wrote my first suicide note at) 9/10. I tried to tell my mother at 12 and she only seemed very annoyed. We never had the discussion again. I still suffer from it. My sister (about to be 14) threatened to kill herself and only then did my parents get her help. My mother often refuses to give her the medicines she's been prescribed and will yell at her for being ridiculous if she cries or feels depressed. My mother doesn't want sick children. She wants perfect children. Not that I've ever been good enough for her, my sister was always the favorite. But let me tell you I have never seen a child fall so far from grace so quickly. I will never tell my mother about how I feel, or what my ex did or things I've done because she would only be annoyed and disappointed.

THAT is selfish. I'm not saying suicide isn't selfish (I'll admit that it is), but it may not be the most selfish choice being made.
Although I would be great with either, I was honestlyhonestly just hoping for some opinions and making sure there wasn't a better quote out there. However, not long after posting this it became apparent to me which one I wanted more. Thank you for your help, I suppose. Have a lovely afternoon you two :)
So I am to get my first tattoo soon. I had a quote I really liked but I quickly got tired of everyone giving me shit about how it must be about my current boyfriend (which, it is not) and what would I do when we break up (they're all convinced we WILL break up even though we're very happy together) and that either way, it was a stupid quote. So, finally, I said screw it and decided whatever, there are other quotes I had really wanted so I am stuck between two.

It will be small and located on rib cage (not like on your side rib cage, because I have several friend who consider your semi-upper side your rib cage. I mean like, under the breast sort of. Really right on top of the rib cage.). Everyone likes the first quote with a plain simple heart outline but I still can't decide on the first or the second.

The first is

"There is only light when I see you..." [heart outline]

The second is:

"All you love is Stardust,
But the night sky is no home." [This would probably have a crescent moon and maybe some stars (but filled in, not outlines.)]


So I guess I'm kind of taking a poll. If you have another quote you think I might like better than either of these, please feel free to share! Thanks for any and all responses! :)
When I was in seventh grade, I had rainbow hair because I've always thought that I looked boring so rainbow hair it was. My friend's dad took one look and said "You look like a damn bag of skittles." I was bull-headed and didn't care and the name stuck. It occured to me to change it but the only other username I use is "DeathbySkittlez" and Skittlez is shorter.

As for the avatar, I wanted a colorful girl and that was the only one I had saved to my phone that I had not used yet sooo... Ta da! :)
Ice cream. Movies. I got into Dr. Who. I went out when I had free tine. Deleted him from my life (but we had a really bad break up so... He was also blocked and what not). Kept busy, was firm with myself and yeah, I wrote my feelings sometimes. So maybe that would help.
I have only ever done casual (if I remember correctly. At best, I may have dabbled in one advanced) but I would definitely be interested in that would be alright.
Haha, thanks. xD
Thanks much! :)
Domino said
After seeing skittlez pic is it so wrong to want a taste of the rainbow?


. . . After a long deliberation I have decided to take this as a compliment as opposed to awkward. So thank you! (I think. xD)
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