souleaterfan320

Myriad Reality

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I'm going to get mad at you for not even talking about this kind of stuff with me.

@Nimda

Weve talked about immortality a total of three times, and my stance on it hasnt changed. What you want is me to side with you on it and give up. Everything else, like the kids situation and me lying? Completely understandable why you'd be angry, rightfully so. Getting mad at me becuase I don't want to live forever? That just feels shallow. I feel set up in this situation to where no matter what, I won't be able to make you happy. I don't like fighting. I don't liek arguments. What I want to do is come home and see the one person in this entire damn existence who loves me. I wanna do the dishes after we eat a well cooked meal together that we both enjoyed. I want to fold fresh towels from the dryer after we cleaned our home together. I wanna see your beautiful smile in the sunlight as we hike outside on our favorite trail. What your asking is beyond a relationship. That kind of power comes iwth responsibility to use it wisely. I dont want that.

Myriad Reality

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Your kind of immortals are only half-baked anyway. It's not a real commitment!

@Nimda

That has nothing to do with what I just said. Now you're just yelling at me.

Myriad Reality

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I don't get a choice in the matter.

@Nimda

And yet when I do, you're gonna get mad at me for not choosing it after the hell you had to experience with it yourself?

Myriad Reality

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*Holds my hand to my chest*
What do you think it's like for me? Most immortals can at least be killed!

@Nimda

I never said it wasnt hell to you. But I also didnt ask for you to be immortal. I didnt count it as a requirement. I'd love you equally either way, and wouldnt question your final decision.

Myriad Reality

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Why not learn?! Why would you rather leave me all alone agai—
*Closes my eyes*
Never mind, I shouldn't have said anything...

@Nimda

No, you were well within your right to speak your pieceo n the matter, as was I. But just as you have your boundaries that you dont want crossed, as do I. This is definitely one of them. The concept of immortality is like a nightmare to me. Its my idea of what ai imagine hell to look like. Watching wveryone around you leave but you can't? Im sorry, but thats a hard no for me.

Myriad Reality

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Why’s that?

@Nimda

Immortality is a no go for me. It just isnt somethign I want to do. A choice to live functionally forever is appaling to me. Even if its something you're used to, immortality would force me to accept a whole new way of thinking, it would change everything. Living with the aspect of life being finite drives me to accomplish what I can while I'm alive. Is a huge driving force behind my motives. Living forever would defeat that purpose.

Myriad Reality

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You get used to it. It’s all I know.

@Nimda

I would stil lrather live out my days and end when I'm supposed to. I wasnt born immortal, and dont plan on ending it that way.

Myriad Reality

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Death is common for almost every species. But you're not just some man.

@Nimda

Im also not immortal, and wouldnt ask for it. Its both a blessing and a curse. I can't imagine the pain youve been put through. Being functionally immortal must be tiring.

Myriad Reality

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You just said that death would separate you from me, eventually.

@Nimda

Death is natural for my species. You cant count that.

Myriad Reality

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I...
*Purses my lips*

@Nimda

Hmm?