Michael gives a weird look at Bluebell. Confused and also upset, he walks off miserably, trying to hide away his sorrow and goes out of the gym to go get some water. When really when he did get there he burst into tears but tried not to make it obvious. He thought about Bluebell, how she hurt him. He thought about life, how unfair and cruel it really was. He felt like he couldn't be free. He thought about Elizabeth and the flashes, this never ending curse that burdens him. "It's no power..I don't want it!" cried Michael, he ends up kicking the lockers beside him with rage and anguish.
He thought that in all the world maybe he could be loved. That someone like Bluebell would love him, but Michael now believes and realises it's all a delusion of thought. Bluebell couldn't possibly like him, for he is unlovable.