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3 yrs ago
Current Just to inform all my partners I will be taking a short break whilst I move home. Responses and replies will return once I am settled.
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4 yrs ago
How do you write like you're running out of time? Write day and night like you're running out of time? (This darn song is stuck in my head T.T)
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4 yrs ago
Welp, now to wait for the next patch of FFXIV ;A;
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5 yrs ago
Expect delays with replies as FFXIV Shadowbringers has come out <3
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Suki
April 22nd
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.

If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.

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Nice one!

Thank you haha, it's going terrible but I did some ironing! I hope you have a lovely weekend at your parents :)
Finding herself in high spirits she couldn’t help but laugh when he said it would be unfair if she cut him off to prove a point, she knew in heart she couldn’t just do that to him. Not when it felt like she had waited forever to just be close to him again, although her own self doubt was doing wonders at the idea of getting too attached right now because she was now starting to fear what was to come. Fear of the unknown as she took this adventure with Cas and sure he had said he would fight for them, but it was hard to remember how protective his father was. If he did choose to go home not only would she not be welcomed by his father, but no doubt the people because of her status and what she had ultimately done.

“Oh, thank you. You didn’t have too.” Taken from her thoughts as Cas took the backpack from her offering to carry it so she didn’t have too, it was heavy, and it was nice to have a break from having to carry it. She hadn’t noticed too much whilst they were rushing around trying not to get caught but thinking on it now, she was glad he had offered. “If it gets too much tell me alright? You’re not in perfect health either.” Smiling over at him as she walked through the trees heading towards the road, but not into it directly. In her mind she just needed to know where about the road was so they could walk that way through the forest, she didn’t want them trekking along an open road that was used by a lot of people especially rebels.

Holding his hand, she looked over at Cas when he asked where she was taking him this time, she hadn’t really though it through, but she wanted to get them to another district that was safer at least. “I don’t know, I just know that the further we get in the nicer the districts become. So, I’m hoping that they are still intact.” She had no clue what had happened to the other districts, they could be in the same boat as the others but at least they were moving. As she walked she could hear the snapping of twig branches beneath her feet, the rustle of bushes and leaves that surrounded them and even though it should be a serene calming sound she was still on edge that something was going to go wrong.

“Maybe?” Furrowing her brow as she tried to think on the districts, she could remember the important parts and flashes, but it wasn’t concrete. “It’s strange, like I feel like I know it. I can’t picture it, but it feels right. Is that weird? I thought it could be muscle memory… I guess I just don’t know.” Pondering her own thoughts as she caught site of the road, it looked intact minus the potholes and little bits of rubble and stone that scattered across the black tarmac. “It’s hard to explain, but I know I’ve walked through the districts before, I’ve been to them, I can’t tell you why or how I know that… it’s just a feeling I get.”

Sighing softly to herself as she stopped just looking at the long road before her, “It’s like when I was at Maisies I had this feeling of déjà vu, I knew some things, but then others I didn’t. I know now she was my best friend, but I didn’t remember that until I saw her name and I wish I could recall our childhood memories together, but even then I don’t remember it all…” Trailing off she held back part of her sentence not wanting to voice it out loud, it just felt like a part of her was broken and she hated it.
Iris chuckled as he stated she could use him as a pillow at any time, well she wasn’t complaining about that part because she had thoroughly enjoyed being cuddled up to him napping and she hoped he didn’t mind. It had been a great rest and on top of that she had felt safe in his arms, it was strange to feel that way, but it was also oddly soothing to her. It was also great on the fact she had felt hungry, her appetite was returning which could only mean she was on the mend. Perhaps it had just been a twenty-four-hour thing, she hoped so because being out in the open was not a choice for them. Not with the rebels that were still hunting them down.

Frowning slightly as she heard his vague answer she wanted to press on the matter, but decided it was best not too right now anyway and especially whilst they were so in the open. The wound had to still be fresh, his thoughts probably hadn’t helped, and she didn’t want to bring it up unless he felt comfortable. Though would he ever feel comfortable talking about it? Maybe I should ask when we have found more suitable shelter. Biting her lip as she began to pack up the items, they had used back into the backpack that was now holding a lot of items to help them survive. Hopefully she could find them more food and medicine, even though she knew that would be difficult she could still hold out hope to find such items.

“H-Hey! You are such a tease!” Blushing at his teasing as she couldn’t help but smile, she shook her head, “Maybe I won’t want to cuddle you. What will you do then huh?” Sticking her tongue out at him before she brushed herself down from all the dust and dirt of the day she looked towards the forest before back at the other end which led to the road. Considering their options, she would have to take them the roadway to get to the other district, considering the district they had just left had been destroyed and who knows what else the road would be left clear.

“I can handle it; I’m feeling much better this time round.” Iris smiled as she picked up the makeshift blanket folding it up so she could stuff it away in the backpack just in case they needed it later. The nights could get cold and depending on if they actually got some shelter, he could get a chill so at least they had something. “Come on, I have an idea on somewhere we could stay.” Hesitating for a moment she went to reach for his hand, something held her back from just taking it and that was the reasonable part of her. The part of her that was telling her to not get too attached because who knew what could happen. Pushing those thoughts into the back of her head she held his hand in hers gently and started to walk to lead them to somewhere which had a bit more security.
I already want to go to bed hahaha.

Ohhh nice! I hope you have a good visit at least! No worries, I have some housework I need to catch up on. As well as sleep haha xD
Haru couldn’t help but smile as she walked alongside her new husband, she was glad he was happy with the idea of her buying more vegetables. It just felt nice the idea of her being able to go out and make some purchases, perhaps even cook for them later on when back home. Though thinking on it she was a little embarrassed at the idea of cooking for him because a part of her doubted herself, what if she did a bad job? Worse what if she somehow poisoned him food? Thoughts swirling around as she walked with him, her self-confidence taking a bit of a dive.

Thankfully they weren’t the centre of attention, not like at the wedding which had been awkward. Although she could feel the curious gaze on them walking, she knew it was miles better than when it had been all about them and being the centre of attention. Smiling as they approached the shopkeeper, she gave a small smile bowing and a little wave signalling her own hello. She had bought from Hiro before, often getting in supplies for her and her father, so she at least knew him somewhat at an acquaintance’s capacity.

Glancing over Chunjiros shoulder she could see the contents of the baskets that held a various amount of vegetables inside, it began to make her think on what kind of vegetables she would purchase for later. Maybe she could make a nice lunch for them, after all his hard work and helping the village she was certain he’d want to enjoy a good meal.

Chuckling softly at his introduction she smiled over at Chunjiro before nodding towards Hiro, “A-Ah o-of course he is, nothing but a... eh gentleman.” Even though she couldn’t help but laugh at his comment on him being a simple man as the reaction it spurred from Chunjiro was adorable. The way he would blush at the comments it made it hard to think that he was a Samurai because it felt like he was a big softie at heart. Not that she was complaining.

“Of course, I will return! You better save me the best-looking vegetables.” Haru grinned giving a small wave before looking over at Chunjiro happily following along. Keeping pace with him she felt herself relax a little, settling into her new life was a bit strange at first but she was happy and that’s all that truly mattered. “What are your favourite vegetables? I’d like to make something you will really enjoy later, to express my gratitude.” Finding her voice go a little high at the end as a tinge of pink graced her cheeks.
No worries! I should be able to get something up tonight! If I don't then deffo tomorrow. Work has been super crazy and I'm so exhausted it can be hard to focus sometimes.

Don't worry about the long wait, real life comes first :3
Oh perfect!! I hope that means it will go smoothly next week for you! Then no more pain for the foreseeable future, fingers crossed.

I'll try! I'm excited for the weekend off, I may sleep through it all with how I'm feeling.
“I eh… I’m not even sure what I’m apologising for either.” Iris couldn’t help but chuckle as she smiled looking over at Cas as he stretched his limbs, she was happily rested and felt replenished from her nap. “I hope you’re not too stiff from my dead weight.” Chuckling to herself as she glanced up at the sky happy to see the sun was still out, perhaps it meant they could find more sustainable shelter from the night.

“I actually feel loads better, thank you for letting me use you as a pillow.” Grabbing the ends of the hoodie she had borrowed from him she pulled it off of her so now she was just in her usual layer of clothes and hopefully not overheat. There was no need for the two hoodies, not whilst she was feeling quite warm now. Holding out the warm fabric to Cas she passed it back to him so he could use it if he wanted, she hoped he hadn’t been cold whilst she slept comfortable wrapped up. “I hope you wasn’t cold especially with me hogging all the warmth.”

Sighing happily, she looked around for her water bottle grabbing it as she took a sip of the cool liquid. The fact that the drink had not made her stomach churn felt great and she could only assume this meant she was on the right track. Perhaps she wasn’t fully recovered, but she was feeling loads better from this morning and to her that was a good sign. “I actually feel a little peckish thinking on it. Which is great because I really didn’t want to eat earlier so I think I’ll be alright you know.” Placing the bottle of water down she leaned forward taking his hand in hers smiling, “How are you feeling?”

Even though she had the fever she was still concerned for him, especially with everything that had happened today. The whole idea of him now not wanting to go home did concern her, she knew in her heart he belonged back in the Capital but to suddenly hesitate now after it being something he wanted since being kidnapped. It unsettled her slightly because she knew it was playing on his mind, she wished she could help him through it. The mind could be unforgiving especially when you started to believe that your own family didn’t care about you anymore and she hoped she could support him.

“If you’re up for it we can look at moving a bit further? I can try to find us some shelter for the night.” Squeezing his hand in hers as she smiled just enjoying the fact, she could hold him again, touching his hand like this and how close they could be again. A part of her didn’t think it would be possible, not with him returning to the Capital and everything she had done but to know the fact she could be like this with him again was one of the best feelings she had felt in a long time. “Or we could stay here, cuddle up some more.” Feeling her cheeks heat up at the suggestion and how forward she was being.
Yaaay!

How are you feeling today? I hope no more pain!

I'm still exhausted, this week has really caught up with me if I'm honest.
I hope you get a healthcare system! It sounds like it is definitely needed over there for sure! Oh gosh that's not good!

Hey no worries! Take your time! I only replied now because I am getting sleep haha. I've been so tired lately it's been quite a nuisance.
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