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3 yrs ago
Current Just to inform all my partners I will be taking a short break whilst I move home. Responses and replies will return once I am settled.
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4 yrs ago
How do you write like you're running out of time? Write day and night like you're running out of time? (This darn song is stuck in my head T.T)
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4 yrs ago
Welp, now to wait for the next patch of FFXIV ;A;
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5 yrs ago
Expect delays with replies as FFXIV Shadowbringers has come out <3
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Suki
April 22nd
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No worries take your time!
Bump!
Oh dear haha.

I'm pretty excited to do our cuts back to the Capital and Ethan hehe
“In your defence! Please…” Iris scoffed with a soft smile on her face as they playfully teased one another about the situation, it was far better than being awkward over it. “I didn’t hear you complaining one bit about my hands.” Chuckling to herself as he remarked how she couldn’t keep her hands off of him, “Plus you can barely keep your own hands to yourself too and don’t get me started on how many times you keep stealing kisses.” Even as Iris spoke, she couldn’t help but laugh, they were both as bad as each other especially seeing as they had tried to be apart which didn’t work out.

Even though moments ago they had nearly done something stupid she was still glad that it didn’t feel like anything had changed from how they had been back in the Capital. A big part of her had thought how he would judge her for her background, look down on her for her heritage but he hadn’t. the only reason he had been cold at the start was because of how she had hurt him, betrayed him but now it felt like it didn’t matter. Well, she still felt guilty for doing that and that was something she would never forget, and she knew the guilt would continue to eat away at her. There was nothing she could do to repay that; nothing would ever be good enough in her eyes.

“Hey! I had a fever, it’s all good now.” Grinning as she watched him pick up his shirt putting it back on, but moments later his teasing made her flush a bright red. “Me!?” She said incredulously with eyes wide as she shook her head furiously, “Oh no, no no no. You couldn’t stay away from me in the start, so I think you are at fault here not me mister. Trying to blame it on me. You cheeky thing.” Though the smile never left her lips as she teased him in return because she found it fun, it was all in good humour at least. “Plus, anyway I doubt you’d complain if I couldn’t keep my hands off of you.” Sticking her tongue out playfully as she gave him a wink.

Sighing happily, she looked over at him, “All teasing aside though, let’s get some rest. I’m pretty tired now thinking on it and there is no way I want to get sick again. Not with everything going on right now.” Carefully she laid herself down on the bed still a little flustered over earlier events, but she was calming down. Though she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t excited to share a bed with him, even though they weren’t doing anything being able to rest with him she knew she’d be able to get some actual sleep this time. There was something calming about having him around with her, even if they didn’t cuddle, she knew his presence would still make her feel safe whilst she rested. Closing her eyes she settled herself down for the night feeling content.
Oh definitely!

Oh gosh I can only imagine how Atlas would be if that were to happen hahaha.
He’s right. I know he’s right, but damnit. Although we shouldn’t… I know we shouldn’t. Considering if he does go back to the Capital. As he explained about how they weren’t safe and it would be reckless of them, it was a different angle to what her original concerns were on, but his reasons were valid, if not more so. If he returned to the Capital after an accident like that it wouldn’t end well for either of them and there was no use pretending like everything would be fine. Damn us being reasonable and responsible, but it’s the right thing to do. I know it is. Meeting his gaze, she could see the frown, but he didn’t say he didn’t want it and she was glad for that fact. Sighing softly, she nodded letting her hands drop from his chest, “I know. You’re right, we shouldn’t be so reckless.” Especially considering they didn’t know what could happen right now or in the future.

Regaining her breath, she moved her hand and touched his cheek gently smiling, “I want this too, but I know you’re right. It’s not going to be easy for us no matter what decision you make, but I’ll support you regardless okay?” She wanted him to know that she felt the same, that her earlier questions hadn’t meant to derail them on purpose because she did want to go that far with him it just wasn’t the right time at the moment.

“Please, don’t apologise. I didn’t help either. We both got a little carried away. Heat of the moment I guess.” Leaning up she placed a gentle kiss on his cheek before pulling away, making sure he knew that she still felt the same no matter what happened. “Although I blame you for not wearing a shirt~” Teasing him with a playful chuckle, lightening the mood so it didn’t become too awkward after their moment.

Shifting her weight on the bed she looked towards the door knowing that at least they were safe in here for the night, “We should maybe look at getting some sleep now? I know that we still have a long battle ahead of us so we should make the most of being able to rest whilst we can.” Looking back over to him and the bed they were on, feeling her cheeks heat up a little bit she bit the bottom of her lip a little cautious especially after what had just happened, “So… eh, did you want to share the bed? Or… if not it’s okay I can take the floor and you can rest on the bed! I don’t mind… it’s eh. Well what do you want to do?” Chuckling nervously as she rubbed her arm, it’s not that she didn’t want to share the bed, but she just wanted to make it easier for them both and if it meant sleeping separately, she would do it. Though it was clear she was still a little flustered as she smiled over at Cas.
Awh bless him, he has such a good heart ;A;
The way they were playing with fire only excited her, the deepening of the kiss and feeling the distance close between them sent chills through her. Every touch, every kiss was electrifying, it was like it was running through her veins as she lost herself with him enjoying every moment. It was easy to forget that they were just in a room in the pub together, still on the run from the rebels who wanted nothing more than to kill Cas. The bitter reality of life forgotten as they shared this intimate moment in the bedroom forgetting the world around them.

We should stop… Thoughts flitted by as she knew deep down, they should stop before doing something stupid, but I really don’t want too. Glancing down to his discoloured stomach as he spoke about how that was the worst, she couldn’t help but feel guilty. Regis had caused that, her father who had wanted nothing more than his death. Something which she had stopped, and she knew she had made the right decision, whether or not feelings were involved his death wouldn’t be worth it. No one dying needlessly was worth it and she stood by that. As he spoke about the bruise on his stomach her hand trailed down towards it, fingertips brushing against his skin gently as she stopped at the wound. A part of her wished she could make it better, but nothing she could do right now would help it. Time would heal that, so they had to be patient.

All thoughts of getting some sleep had slipped her mind as he came back in for another kiss this time it felt different. Feeling her back arch into him as she felt his hand trail up her back all the way to her shoulders her heart continued to race, cheeks tinted red as she felt herself shudder at his words against her lips. It was hard trying to stop because deep down it was her desire, she wanted to be this close to him. Enjoy his touch, feeling intoxicated around him as she enjoyed every moment together alone. Instinctively her hands roamed his chest, slender fingertips brushing against his skin gently as she kept pace with him deepening the kiss herself as all rational thoughts were pushed aside as primal desire started to take over.

Even through heavy lidded eyes a small voice in the back of her head popped up, reminding her that she ultimately betrayed him. That in reality whatever kind of relationship they were experiencing had started with lies and she didn’t want that to come between them. Pulling back slightly she still kept close to him, her hands now flat on his chest as she met his gaze with dazed blue eyes, “Is this okay?” Whispering up to him, “Should we stop… a-are you… okay with this?” As much as she wanted to push back the thoughts she had, she couldn’t. Ultimately, she had hurt him, and she didn’t want to do that again, she didn’t want him to get hurt over anything and even if she was okay with this he had to be too.
Oh bless them both. They are certainly playing with fire right now haha
Happy that she had done a good job with bandaging his arm she was glad when had said it felt snug, it meant it would stay on and be good enough to help with the healing. That was her hope anyway because she really wasn’t a doctor and she was sure a professional would do a far better job than she had. It couldn’t be easy for Cas just sitting through it as she bandaged up what she considered a rather nasty wound that her father caused. It had to be painful and the fact he had sat through whilst she bandaged it without so much as a whimper, she had to admire his courage and bravery on this. Remembering her own wound on the leg when she had been caught in a bear trap the pain was unbearable at times, she couldn’t help but whimper or groan in pain when it was touched or walked on so for him to be a trouper through was admirable.

“I hope it helps, I wish I could offer you some painkillers or anything to ease the pain. It can’t be comfortable. I’ll try to look for some on our journey for you.” At least when she had the wound, she had access to painkillers because they had been in the Capital and they had access to all the medicine possible. Keeping the smile on her face as her hand touched his chest, she could feel the warmth radiating between them and it was so enticing to her. Being close to him and touching his bare skin made her heart race in a good way and as he leaned forward, she couldn’t help but respond by doing the same. Drawn to him like bees to honey and she didn’t want this feeling to go away.

“Cas.” Whispering his name against his lips as she felt his lips against her in a tender kiss, she couldn’t help but reciprocate. There was nothing that she wanted more than to just be close to him, feel him and touch him because that was all she had longed for since they had tried to keep a distance. It had only made her want him far more than before.

If she could melt in his arms she would, her other hand moved to join her other one placed on his chest. Both hands now touching him gently as she moved forward to be closer to him as she felt his arm wrap around her waist. Without noticing as she kissed him her fingers traced circles on his toned chest, careful to not press hard as he was still bruised, and she didn’t want to hurt him. Her touch was soft, gentle as she pulled back from the kiss for some air her heart racing as she enjoyed every moment, she could with him.

“Does it hurt?” Whispering in a daze as she glanced down to the bruising on his chest, fingers still tracing circles gently on his skin as she felt intoxicated by him.
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