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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I might be, but that would be telling~” Iris winked at him gently trying to hide her slight blush on her face, but that was because when thinking about him or talking about him she still would get a little flustered. It was down to her being attracted to him, the simple laws of attraction. Though she was glad he valued her opinion, it made her feel special and important in her own way. Though she couldn’t deny the fact that she cared about his opinion greatly too, though she was also self-conscious when it came to other people’s opinion. When she liked someone and wanted to be a part of their life, she worried about those close to them, if they would like her too because she had always hoped to make a good impression. Not like I’ll ever make a great impression on those close to him. Not his friends… family. They’ll only ever see me as a traitor, someone who committed treason.

Noting how her thoughts had taken a skyrocket down she shook her head pushing the thoughts back as best she could, smiling over at Cas as he seemed to think she would be a better tour guide. “Honestly, I don’t understand it. I just know it feels right. Or as I go it just kind of pops back into mind like it was always there. I can’t explain it fully, but it’s nice… remembering some things I guess.” It was strange to think how she had gone from nothing to now feeling more in control of herself, the key things remembered but she had still a lot to learn. Not everything had come back yet, but a part of her didn’t know if she wanted it all to return.

“This is waaaaay to much exercise for me. I’d much rather be reading and relaxing.” Iris chuckled though she wondered what she had been like before, surely, she had done some exercise? Though she didn’t know fully. “What kind of workouts did you do?” Curious as to what his usual routine would have been.

Happy that he laced his fingers with hers as she walked along, soft smile on her face as she moved. “Hmm… you know what. One of my favourite districts, somewhere I used to visit with my mother when she was alive and I was little was Il Mheg.” Sighing happily at the memory it was one of the districts closer to the Capital, “Il Mheg stands for garden of rainbows, something like that. My memory is still a little rusty.” Walking along she kept a hold of his hand, happy that he had squeezed it, happy for the closeness. “But they have a beautiful garden in that district, an area full of flowers and it’s breath taking… it was… breath taking.” Frowning as she spoke because the memory of hers turned dark, the memory of how the garden had been destroyed in that district. “I… don’t think it’s there anymore, but I’d have loved to show you that. I think you’d have liked it.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohhh nice! Where are you going?

Ohhh did you want me to start off the rebels in this post or leave it a little?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yes please!

Oh man, the whole weekend? I understand haha, guess I will have to do other stuff xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I'm really looking forward to that!! I honestly can't wait haha. Are we still up for the use of Aproveset on Iris? I think that would be quite interesting still to work with.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Handsome? Of course, you would.” Iris laughed as she looked over at him and his changed appearance seeing as he hadn’t had access to the usual facilities. Well she figured she probably didn’t look the greatest either, her hair wasn’t as sleek as it had been and as much as her own bruise had faded there was the odd spot of discolouration on her cheek from where it had been. The clothes they were both wearing were tattered and could just about keep them warm. “Well… some people like a rugged look. Makes you look more daring and edgy.” Teasing him gently as she took in his appearance, the thick stubble coming in and the bruise that he was still supporting.

“Well… it does but it also leads off to various different districts too. So, it’s the best way to go forward without having to go through all the gates. It’s also less travelled so hopefully we won’t be spotted. Just in case.” Smiling as she walked on heading back towards the road they had travelled down before, “It’s like little turn offs in this big main road, they each lead to a different district. Mainly used for supply runs and… well. Not much of that either really I guess.” Shrugging slightly as she thought on how the roads were dead, no one used them unless transporting goods and again as mentioned they were few and far between.

“So, when we feel tired, we can just slip off down one of the side roads and head back to a district. Plus, it will give us a good idea on if they are intact, seeing as well… you know what I don’t need to go into it.” Not really wanting to broach the subject of Bel Bicis and what had happened there. “It gives us the option to pass through the districts, if you want to sight see a little, I can try to show you around, again we just have to be careful.” Chuckling softly as the option of her being a tour guide this time, she remembered how he had been a tour guide for her back in the Capital. “I don’t think I’d be as good as a tour guide as you though.” Nudging him gently in the side with a smile.

Looking at the road as they began to make their way she felt conflicted a little, one part of her wanted to enjoy this time with Caspain but then the other knew that inevitably they had no current plan which could only lead to trouble. Plus, she was worried they were going to caught, to her this was not going to end well no matter the situation. Trying to keep her worries to a minimum she looked over at Cas smiling, “So I hope you are up for a lot of walking. Cause that is what today will be filled with! Walking!” Grinning as she reached out offering her hand for him, seeing if he wanted to take it as he had stuffed it into the jacket pockets.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Bless his little heart. I can't wait for Cas to return home and find out he was wrong. That his father did care as did the others ;A;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Well if that isn’t a lot of responsibility on me.” Iris chuckled softly as she shook her head, sure she was versed in these districts but at the same time she didn’t know everything fully. Not because of her memories that were still faded at least. It was strange how she could weave through like she knew the area, it had to be muscle memory that is the only plausible reason as to why she could navigate the districts as smoothly as she had. That or it had just been potluck. So far, no rebels, that worries me, and I don’t like it at all. Grimacing at her thoughts she picked up the backpack placing it on her back after she had put back on her on jacket.

“Roadway it is!” It seemed the better of the options that were already limited, glancing over at Cas she could hear the anger, it was slight, and she almost missed it, but she couldn’t help but pity him. Sympathise with the fact he felt like his father had turned his back on him. “Hey.” Speaking softly as she walked over placing her hand gently on his arm, hoping to offer him some form of comfort before leaving. “You don’t know that. No one knows what goes on behind closed doors, he could be doing everything to find you. If he isn’t maybe there is a perfectly good explanation as to why.” Leaning up she kissed his cheek gently, “Hope is one of the most powerful feelings. If you give up hope what do you have?” Sighing softly, she knew that even a slither of hope could see her through the dark days, “I know it’s hard, but… don’t give up hope.” She had to believe that every father loved their child somewhat, they were family, blood so surely there had to be love there.

“Well… hopefully the rebels are too busy with something else, rather than your pretty face.” Chuckling softly as she teased him gently nodding to the door as she opened it up for them, holding the keys in her hand she locked it behind her happy that the backpack was on her back and they had everything. Jingling the keys as she made her way down the stairs, she could see the letter box and she dropped them in there as the barman had instructed to them last night.

“Right! Let’s get walking~” Trying to keep herself positive as she began to walk back the route they had come from; it was still early so barely anyone was around. It seemed quite eerie, ghost like but again it was serene and made it easier for her to spot anything unusual. Like rebels on a patrol. Taking a few steps, she made sure to be aware of her surroundings, she was more aware now back to full health and protecting Caspain was her top priority. Hopefully he was right, perhaps the rebels were no longer interested in him, but she couldn’t take that risk and not be alert. Knowing their current streak of luck, the minute she didn’t pay attention would mean the worse happening, the rebels finding them and killing them, her stomach churned at the thought.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It sounds like it! Ahh I'm so happy that it did!

Omg bless Cas, he really isn't a morning person without coffee. Iris will remember that in the future and wake him up with coffee when she can haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Already guessing that Cas was not a morning person Iris happily went about her morning. Truth be told she quite liked early mornings, especially when she felt fully refreshed and rested. Today was one of those days, it was amazing how well she had slept, and she could only put that down to being in his arms and sleeping next to him. Smiling to herself as she started to pack away the items into the backpack, she let Cas enjoy the tinned fruit for breakfast, again it wasn’t amazing, but she was glad she could find something. Although there was another tin, she had already clocked about how they only had three tins left and who knew how long they would be out for. Especially with there dwindling funds she wanted to ration as much as she could, plus it wasn’t the first time, nor would it be the last she had been without food in the districts. As long as she kept drinking the water, they had she’d be alright for a bit before needing to eat.

“Honestly, I had the best sleep. I can’t remember the last time I had such a smooth sleep.” Grinning over at Cas as she continued to shuffle around making sure they had everything. Conscious of the time as she didn’t want to overstay her welcome, well no one would know but they had agreed early in the morning and she didn’t want to take the kindness for granted of the barman. “And thankfully it seems the fever was just brief so that won’t hold us back anymore on our little adventure.”

Closing up the bag she was happy in knowing everything was in there, though wondering on where to go she didn’t have a thought-out plan. They had made it to Eulmore, but was it going to be a good risk trailing through this district to get home? The other option was the road, it was less busy but just as risky in some cases because what if rebels were going across the road and caught sight of them? However, going through the district still posed the same risks. Currently they were both just as bad it was just thinking on which would be better for them, at least with the road it shouldn’t be in a state and there was no guarantee each district was going to be easy or in one piece especially with all the bombs lately.

Thinking on grim thoughts damped her mood, but she shook her head knowing it wasn’t good to dwell on it. “So… well. I have two options. We can try to continue on through the districts or use that road we came in from. The road won’t be destroyed, but it’s quite open however also really quiet for vehicles. The districts will be full of people, or potentially destroyed again… they both pose risks to getting caught by the rebels. What do you think? I was leaning towards the roadway, but… I’d appreciate your input on this too because I’m not sure what is the right way to go. What do you want to do?”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg thats amazing news! You must be so happy! Im glad its healed on its own though! Now just get plenty of rest :)