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Location: Royal Cabin | Time: 10:30am | Collaboration with @c3p-0h |
Catching up to Amaya, Flynn fell into step beside her, his body language reading a bit more tense than it had been on stage—the mask beginning to falter.
"I’m sorry," Flynn muttered softly, his tone laced with guilt as he glanced over at Amaya. She gave no indication that she’d even heard him. He knew he had taken far too long to wrap up that conversation, despite feeling it was the right thing to do from the citizen’s perspective. As they neared the cabin, Flynn quickened his pace slightly to reach the door first.
"Thank you for your escort," he said to the guards as they stopped outside, then turned to hold the door open for Amaya, his eyes drifting down to her hands. He watched for any sign of her magic—water pooling at her fingertips, mist forming in the air, ice crawling along her skin. As far as he could tell, there was nothing.
Amaya managed to control herself until she heard the latch of the door slide closed behind her. And then she fell apart.
The flickering statue of Seluna gave a dull thud as it hit the floorboards, and Amaya’s hand shot out to connect with the wall beside her. Magic flooded out of her like grief, painting the cabin wall with the complex geometry of ice. A layer of frost coated the wood in a wide swath from her hand, expanding until the last edges of ice nearly touched the ceiling.
When Amaya came back to herself, she was gasping. She was barely holding herself up against the wall, her hand embedded in a thin layer of ice against it. There were tears on her face. Her whole body shook, her other hand splayed against her stomach as her breath escaped in puffs of white.
She squeezed her eyes shut, eyebrows pulling together as she tried to fight for control – but it was a losing battle, now that she’d opened the floodgates. She couldn’t stop the way her ragged breath tore through her body, couldn’t keep more tears from streaming down her face as her own treacherous emotions tried to drown her.
Flynn froze in place as the temperature of the room plummeted, watching in stunned silence as the frost crept up the walls, his body tense from the sudden outburst. The sound of the latch had barely faded before Amaya’s magic exploded from her like a torrent of grief, freezing everything in its path. His gaze darted to Amaya, her form trembling against the wall, struggling to steady herself. His heart twisted.
For a moment, he didn’t know what to do. The memory of her rejecting his attempts to comfort her when they learned about her mother’s death flashed in his mind. The last time he’d reached out to hold her, she had recoiled from him like his touch burned. He had failed her then, and the sting of that failure still hung over him. But now… he couldn’t just stand there, not when she was barely holding herself together.
Gently placing the statue of Aelios on a nearby table, Flynn cautiously moved toward her from behind, angling himself slightly to the side so he could see her face. His heart pounded in his chest, his brow furrowed in deep worry as he tried to close the distance without alarming her.
When he reached her, his hand hovered for a split second of hesitation before he gently placed it on her shoulder. She flinched at the touch.
“Amaya...” His voice was soft, barely above a whisper. The warmth of his palm offered little contrast to the frigid atmosphere. He searched her expression, trying to gauge what she needed from him—whether his presence was a comfort or an intrusion.
“Breathe in deep," he instructed softly, his gaze locked onto her expression as he listened to her ragged breathing.
"Focus on your breath—slow and steady." He took a deep breath with her, his mind racing as he tried to remember all the different techniques he had been taught to control his own magic. It was something like meditation, meant to center and control the chaotic energy that buzzed beneath the surface. He wished Eris were here to provide better instruction.
Amaya’s world shrank. There was only the chill wrapped around her body, the numbness of her hand against the wall, and –
The warmth of Flynn’s palm against her shoulder. His voice was so
close as he murmured to her softly. It was an alien feeling, to have someone else sharing this tiny world she’d enclosed herself within. But everything was too raw, too overwhelming to be examined.
She tried to focus on his words through the roar of her emotions. But when she sucked in a breath, it was like her body was too full. There was no room for air. She couldn’t control her lungs, or the shallow, harsh gasps that escaped her.
"I'm here… Just breathe." he said, his voice calm and steady, though his expression of worry was unmistakable. The instinct to pull her into an embrace was almost overpowering, but he held back, remembering all too well how badly things had gone the last time. Instead, he remained patient, his hand resting lightly on her shoulder, hoping that just being there to offer her space to fall apart if she needed, would be enough. His concern deepened as the ice continued to grow, as though her magic was pushing to break free in a way that unsettled him. Amaya’s magic was volatile, and so was her grief.
Finally, one Amaya’s frantic gasps pulled her voice with it, in a sharp, pained sound. A hand clamped over her mouth. Amaya shrank in on herself even more, like she could fold herself away. All the while, ice continued to creep its way along the wall, claiming more of the cabin.
She wanted her mother.
But instead it was her father’s voice she heard, cold and derisive.
How easily you fall to pieces.Amaya opened her eyes.
She was looking at the floor. The small drops where her tears had landed were frozen coins of ice against the hardwood. Something else started to bleed into her grief –
anger. Amaya’s hand tightened against her mouth, willing herself to
get back under control and stop
embarrassing herself.
Amaya didn’t know how long she stood there, wrestling with her emotions as her body shook and ice climbed up the ceiling. But all the while, Flynn’s hand stayed on her shoulder. His voice murmured quietly to her. She tried (and failed) to pretend he wasn’t here,
witnessing all of this. She tried not to focus on the warmth of his hand.
Flynn’s eyes squeezed shut, a dull ache spreading through his chest as he listened to Amaya’s hiccups and gasping breaths. It felt like her pain was his own, a visceral, unrelenting pressure weighing him down. Her pain was difficult to witness, and helplessness gnawed at him, making him feel utterly powerless to ease any of her suffering.
Finally, when she’d carefully put all her shattered pieces away and her breath was even with only a few stuttering hiccups, Amaya dropped her hand from her mouth. She sniffled.
Gritting his teeth, Flynn steadied himself, searching for calm within the storm of emotions. He focused inward, reaching for the chaotic tangle of magic inside him—magic he hadn’t tapped into in far too long. Slowly, he pulled at the threads of his fire magic, coaxing warmth to the surface. His hand, resting on her shoulder, began to glow faintly with heat. The warmth spread from his palm, attempting to wrap her in a soft blanket of heat, though it was being fought off by the frigid magic that continually leaked from Amaya. Flynn knew this would exhaust him, but in the moment, it didn’t matter.
She felt hollow. She turned her head to finally look at the wall. It was nearly completely covered in ice. Another hiccup shook her.
Amaya couldn’t feel her hand anymore. The ice around it had melted and frozen and melted again, over and over so it now formed a rippling, glass-like shell around her hand.
Flynn’s gaze shifted to her hand, encased in the jagged layers of ice. He was about to raise his fire-infused hand to melt it when her voice broke through.
“Open the door.” Her voice came out in a broken, emotionless whisper.
Flynn froze for a moment, glancing at the door. He knew the royal guards were stationed just outside, enduring the blizzard in short, rotating shifts.
"Are you sure?" He asked, his voice filled with concern.
"The guards—"He trailed off, watching her, but her silence spoke volumes. Worried she was on the verge of frostbite, he shifted his attention back to her hand first. Gently lifting his palm from her shoulder, he hovered his hand just above the ice trapping her. Slowly, the ice began to melt under the warmth he fed into the air. It took longer than usual, her magic still spilling out like a relentless flood. Flynn felt it—how hard it was to keep up, to balance the energy without exhausting himself completely. It had been so long since he’d used his magic—he felt rusty, clumsy, like he was forcing a muscle to work that had long atrophied.
Something about his slowness, his gentleness, only fueled her anger — like she was a frail child that needed to be coddled. Even as her body wanted to pull towards his warmth, she grit her teeth and focused on her hand.
As the last bit of ice melted away, freeing her hand, Flynn glanced at her again, meeting her gaze. She looked at him with such force, such fury in her expression, as if daring him to question her again.
Stepping back, he settled his hand on the door handle. His eyes locked on hers, silently asking for one last confirmation. Her glare only hardened, the answer clear—she wasn’t going to repeat herself. Without another word, Flynn opened the door, the cold air rushing in.
Amaya flexed her hand, phantom needles piercing it as blood flowed again. And then in a swift motion, she raised it and
pulled.
She’d been a skilled magic user before her world fell to pieces. Precise. Logical. Creative, with whatever shortcomings she’d possessed. But what she had in skill and practice, she lacked in sheer power.
But the world had changed much, since then. And her magic begged to be used.
Pulling from the well of magic in her that always seemed to overflow now, Amaya grabbed hold of the frost coating the inside of the cabin. Her specialty had always been turning water to ice, manipulating it to her will. She’d always known how to freeze better than she could thaw. But Amaya grabbed hold of the ice now, forcing it back into fluidity. It was water just long enough to pull away from the wall before freezing itself again, still in motion. Shards of ice shot through the air, past Amaya and Flynn, out the door, to bury themselves in the growing layer of snow in front of the cabin. The guards shouted in surprise. A stray shard flew too close to her hand, slicing a thin line of crimson that burned in the frigid air. It burned like clarity.
The tears were gone from her face, tracks of dried salt crystals marking her skin.
Staring out at the winter world beyond the door, Amaya let out a slow, shaking breath. It filled the air in a white fog. Her face was carefully neutral again. Her hands still shook. She was still empty. But the frantic storm of her magic had quieted to a dull hum.
She didn’t look at Flynn as she turned away from the door and began walking towards the stairs.
Flynn flinched as ice daggers shot past his face, their sharp edges too close for comfort. For a split second, he expected her to impale him and bury him beneath the same storm she’d unleashed on the walls. As the shards buried themselves in the snow and dirt outside, his heart pounded as he locked eyes with one of the guards who had shouted in alarm.
“Prince? Everything alright, Sir?” The guard’s hand moved for his weapon, clearly worried and on edge. Flynn gave a sharp nod, forcing himself to appear calm, though he was sure everything was not alright. Slowly, he closed the door, shutting out the guard's confused expression and the winter storm beyond.
He turned just in time to see Amaya walk away, her face devoid of emotion. His chest tightened as he watched her, the ache of helplessness returning.
“Amaya…” His voice wavered, unsteady. He paused, searching for the right words, his mind racing in a thousand directions.
“What… What can I do to help?”It felt like a feeble offering, but it was all he had.
As he waited for her answer, the warm glow from his hand began fading as he withdrew his magic, the tendrils retreating back inside him like the dying embers of a fire. Exhaustion swept over him in a heavy wave, making his limbs feel sluggish.
Amaya paused on the steps at the sound of his voice. She didn’t mean to. But something in her, cold and small, ached for that
warmth. His voice echoed in her mind, soft and close. She didn’t let herself look back at him. The cut on her hand stung in the open air, blood drawing a bright line where it dripped down her hand.
“I wish to be alone.”When she made it up to her room, she closed the door behind her.
Flynn stood still, watching as Amaya ascended the stairs, a dull sense of defeat settling in his chest. He let out a slow, controlled breath, not daring to call after her again.
His thoughts drifted to his younger years—those long, familiar days spent looking after his younger siblings. Back then, it had been so easy to know what to do, how to soothe their tears and ease their worries. But here, with Amaya, he felt completely out of place.
Despite the exhaustion that tugged at him, he forced himself to move, making his way to the hearth in the living quarters. Kneeling, he carefully stacked logs into the fireplace, and then with a final flicker of his dwindling magic, lit the kindling. The fire crackled to life, casting shadows across the cabin.
He sat down in front of the flames, staring into the light as it danced, his hands outstretched to warm them. The howling winds of the blizzard outside sounded distant, muffled by the quiet that had settled inside the cabin. Flynn’s thoughts spun in circles, wondering how long the storm would last, both the one outside and the one brewing inside Amaya.