Galahad Caradoc
&
Rudolf Sagramore
The next few days had been a whirlwind of activity- most of it struggling to get back to Kugane in one piece, but they’d managed to make it back, beaten but not broken. It was a bit embarrassing really, to have left with such cavalier bravado, only to return with little to nothing to show for it, save for their injuries. The knowledge the High Caretaker granted them at the very least let them know they were generally on the right track, and as Hein had noted, of the three remaining stones, Drana Asnaeu’s was the most at risk.
For the moment they were given the chance to rest and recuperate, though for Galahad the days had been anything but restful. Organizing supplies, requesting repairs for their equipment- without getting caught by Valheim, heated discussions regarding next steps and policies, training, restless pacing, if anything Galahad felt more on edge than usual.
In the evening, Galahad found himself with a surprising amount of free time for once, and didn’t know what to do with himself. He’d resigned himself to another evening of restless pacing, and had only just started when he noticed he’d passed by Rudolf’s room, they’d all been spread out around the building, so finding each other’s rooms often felt like navigating a maze. Right. In all the movement and chaos, Galahad had almost forgotten that he had much to ask the young warrior about.
There were a quick three raps on the wooden frame of Rudolf’s door.
”Rudolf. It’s Galahad. May we speak?”Not fully hidden by the thin walls of Osprean interior architecture came the sound of a heavy, likely full-bodied exhalation— possibly mixed with a groan. The young man had evidently been expecting this, reasonably enough, but far from looking forward to it. Whether or not he’d realized the reaction was audible, the muffled footsteps a moment later proved he knew better than to try and feign his absence.
With a faint creak, the door was pulled open, revealing the scrawny swordsman the dragoon had summoned, roll of parchment in one hand, with inkwell and quill carefully tucked off into a corner of the room behind him, watched over stalwartly by an ascending procession of seven blades in total. Nearby, the more familiar acids, oil, whestones, and the like sat in a less pointedly organized sprawl, ubiquitously Edreni examples of each, but the project clearly being abandoned. The pair of swords they had set upon, his main armaments, were still visibly in rough shape after trading blows with the Revenant.
On his face, his dismay had been carefully shoved down to concern, only a slight pull at the edges of his attentive expression. Whatever the truth was, he clearly intended to present it all politely, and approach at an even keel, not straying far from what he’d been like before they’d left on that ill-fated expedition.
“I’m here. What’s up?”Perhaps unintentionally, or as a result of his natural perception, Galahad couldn’t help but shift his head slightly as he noticed the small mess within the room. The red wax of the Demet family seal wasn’t quite nearly as well hidden as Rudolf had perhaps intended. Galahad’s eyebrow raised as he glanced back at Rudolf, a mixture of surprise and curiosity on his face, nearing on suspicion, but not quite, at least not outright.
”Walk with me for a moment.” Galahad said plainly. Though his voice wasn’t unkind, it was also obviously not a request, as he gestured for Rudolf to follow him, turning lightly on his heel as he headed towards the house’s inner courtyard, his eyes glancing up towards the skies as they moved towards the open air.
”Are you familiar with the Demets as well?” Galahad remarked offhandedly,
”It’s been years at this point, but I’d met Earl Cadmon, and his eldest- Wulfric, some years ago. A tournament of some sort, when we were younger, about your age if I remember correctly. Are they well?””The Demets?” Rudolf asked, parroted really, as he loosed a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding since dutifully following the finest dragoon of the generation out. Following his gaze up, he noted clear skies.
”Ah, the seal on the missive. They sound well enough.”The finest dragoon of the generation,
looking skyward. While he didn’t sense any threatening intent the way Eve’d quickly displayed on the dunes from the Caradoc scion, nor any weapons on his person, that wasn’t a detail he was just going to ignore.
Luckily, this was nowhere near the same line of questioning, nor worst-case scenario. Even in the light of what the head of the mentioned house had told him regarding his identity, this was still nestled within the realm of safety. Immediately, he could apply a lesson embedded in the text.
”I’ve been instructed to keep the Earl in the loop regarding what we’ve discovered, once I linked up with Kirin. Sagramore does technically fall under his jurisdiction, even if he prefers to keep things hands-off that close to the heartland. With the gravity of the Blight and Valheim, I imagine my being here close enough to his responsibility to change that, somewhat— plus, he’s keen on consulting that big ol’ archive of his.”Lies worked best, after all, when couched within the broader truth.
He nodded, before offering the older man a crooked smirk.
”I hadn’t known you’d met, they’re real far from Midgar. Would have expected Eliane, maybe, out of any of us. A tournament, huh…”A shame he’d have been so young at that point in time. Wulf and Galahad must have been a real barnburner of a match— and even if they hadn’t, the fiery, brawny redhead ought to have made for a hell of a counterpart to the coolheaded, crisp gallantry the dragoon wore like a cloak just in conversation. Really, seeing them in the same room sounded like a hell of a time.
”Should I append your well-wishes to the end of my report before I send it off?”That would definitely earn him a pageful from the scholar lord.
Galahad was quiet for a moment, glancing intently at the young swordsman, as if he were waiting for Rudolf to amend his statement- or just regarding the young man. Galahad was curious as to why Demet might have had one of Sagramore ride out to meet with the Kirins- or who instructed Rudolf to begin writing communiques to the Demets, but nothing screamed dangerous to Galahad, at least not compared to why he’d originally brought Rudolf out.
”Balmung is about in the middle of us. I saw them maybe once a year or so- at least before the war.” the dragoon gave a small snort,
”Ah, why not. I’d bet Wulf would enjoy hearing of my woes. Though the last thing I need is the braggart sending smug letters to me next.””‘Galahad says hi’, then.”Galahad couldn’t help but chuckle mirthlessly to himself for a while, but the laughter faded as he turned back to Rudolf. The casually calm demeanor slowly replaced with a more serious look as he turned to fully face the young swordsman in the dim courtyard.
Well, it was hopeful of me.”Onto more serious matters.” He sighed.
”Firstly, I owe you an apology. I’d meant to check up on you earlier, but with the chaos and how hectic our last few days have been, I’ve been unable to.”
“I’m sure more than one of the others have already asked you about it, but I need to hear it from you. During the fight with Izayoi’s old master. The shadows, the blackfire, something about it felt wrong. In the end, it saved us, so I thank you for that. If we were just another group of mercenaries, I’d leave well enough alone. But for better or worse, I find myself at the head of a party expected to save our world. The responsibility for the others’ safety ultimately falls to me. So I’ll ask you frankly. What was that?”Rudolf inclined his head deferentially, studying the ground between them. He couldn’t protest any of these points, just as he couldn’t when Eve had taken him to task a few nights ago. If anything, these were even worse for him, driving home the responsibility he was running from, forcing others to take on.
His eyes still low, he opened a pouch on the belt, reaching inside. His movements weren’t slow, but they weren’t sudden either— the last thing he needed now was to even remotely look like he was drawing a hidden dagger when his counterpart had the courtesy to leave his Wyrmfang at home.
From it, he produced a green-black orb, seemingly made from glass, and held it aloft. A fellow warrior from Edren, Galahad was doubtlessly familiar with the low, thrumming undertone of compressed mana in the palm, feeding vibration back into his skin like being near live current.
He said the specific elements felt wrong. Rudolf wondered. Had he not bet properly on the arcane sense or education of his more martial compatriots? Or… had Eve decided she couldn’t abide the secrecy he’d asked of her? She seemed to have a budding friendship with the dragoon beneath her stoicism, for all the irony of it. If Sir Galahad thought she knew something and asked about it, who would sway her more between the two of them?
”I carry Shield Materia with me, for when things get worse than my ability can pull me out of. I’ve never learned any specifics of the creation process compared to other types, but I understand it’s pretty rare to come across. You won’t see it cast terribly often, in any instance. Even the naturalborn spell has a pretty terrible cost.”Galahad was no fool. He couldn’t just throw smoke over the field and say everything within was as good as gone, the man would have gotten them killed thrice over if he wasn’t too perceptive for it.
Even so.
He looked him in the eyes, finally, his courage shored up by the framing to the point where he didn’t think he’d wilt.
”Have you seen it in action before?””Yes.” came the near instant reply.
Thought so. The dragoon's arms crossed, his eyes narrowed, regarding Rudolf with a stare hard enough to pierce dragon scales. While certainly a rare materia, Galahad had spent the last 3 years of the war hunting officers, mages and other targets of value. The shield spell looked different from person to person, but he'd never seen it form like that. To be fair, he couldn't be certain that what Rudolf had cast wasn't the shield spell- but he certainly had his suspicions. It didn't feel like regular magic, what Rudolf had done. The way the skies darkened as though the light around them was being sucked away and into him.
Rudolf stiffened, a jolt through the spine as Galahad’s gaze skewered him, like so many dragons. His breath seemed to hitch. Only perceptible to the keen warrior’s eyes, the orb in his hand seemed to waver.
”I'll only ask this once.” Galahad sighed, oddly feeling a bit older than he’d liked to admit.
”Would you like to amend your answer?””Only in that you can consider it similarly. Right down to the limits. A last resort. If you forced my hand with it now, put me in the same situation, I’d be as good as dead, alongside Izayoi.” He replied, pocketing the materia once more. He wasn’t so stubborn, or disrespectful, as to try and sell that lie to someone that had seen the real thing, but Galahad’s primary concern was the safety of the party, as he’d said prior. Certain truths were off-limits. Certain others were bad, but… survivable, framed this way.
If he could guarantee that much, he might be able to avoid revealing the real nature of his great mistake. Of admitting that he’d made a deal with something so similar, possibly even of a kind, with their existential enemy.
”I can tell you that, and that the toll it exacts is directly on me. Nobody else.” he stressed, an opaque conviction in his voice. Perhaps he wasn’t appealing solely to Galahad.
”Those are the important mechanics of it.”The dragoon shut his eyes for a moment, pondering what possible outcomes there could be in his head. In some ways, these past few days felt more like military service than an adventuring party- threat assessments and risk management. Galahad was not much a fan of the unknown, but they weren’t exactly flush with assets, and Rudolf was of more use with the party. He let out a tired sigh, a pair of fingers massaging his temple, and nodded.
”Very well. We’ll leave it at that then.” Galahad agreed quietly.
”Though, the moment it is no longer within your control, or when it starts to become a problem, I expect you to inform me. Whatever it is, we’ll deal with it then. Preferably, before it blows up in our faces. Understand?”A relieved sigh saw the boy almost go slack before him. He had his head down again, as if he could dig into the grass with his gaze alone.
”Of course. Of course. Thank you. I won’t undercut your good faith. I won’t let you down for keeping me on.”As Galahad took his leave, Rudolf remained in the courtyard for a time, letting everything that had transpired stew.
He took a seat, slowly letting himself down so as to not slump— he didn’t know why. Appearances seemed like the last thing he ought to have been concerned with. His heart had been hammering since Galahad’s eyes had met his. There was a pit in his stomach, something like a lead ball. And this was
the second time he’d been under the lens, so much calmer than Eve’s— there, he’d felt like he’d run a marathon by the end.
Eve… was a creation of Valheim. Open with what she was from the jump, and still accepted readily into their ranks. She’d proven her intent time and time again, and hadn’t been questioned once.
He certainly didn’t question it. Or Esben! Esben was bluntly saying he was a foreign agent, serving Skael’s needs first, and had still just
gotten by because he was
useful,
helpful, and his goals at least
aligned. Again,
even he liked the guy, in the middle of saying all this! Did he
need to go through the fear of being uncovered, time and again? Was he digging his own grave with his secrecy, seeing what was accepted?
”Hhhhhhhgh.” he sighed, breathing thick with a swirling emotion. No. He knew what happened. The two of them might have earned some caution by scrutinous eyes, but he had made a deal with the devil. He had chosen something that damn well might have been blight. “Survivable truths”, his ass. Once one thread frayed, you could keep pulling at it and it’d all unravel in time.
The very first thing his father taught him.
God
dammit.
…All just to soothe his bruised ego. He couldn’t admit that. He couldn’t tell them he was such a petty, tiny, cowardly thing.
God dammit.
Stupid fucking kid.If he could turn his back on the light they sought for that little, what were they
supposed to think?
…
Whether Galahad’s concerns were founded or not, he couldn’t say for sure. He had reason to believe they were safe on those specific fronts, given how long he’d lived with this…
But one thing was certain, as he brought a hand up to his brow, and tried to push his brain into the palm.
I’m not gonna be able to keep this charade up much longer.