Sometimes i get to forgetting you all are human. but when i talk to people and they vanish i feel like i'm not. A while ago i hurt someone's feelings...But i can't see you face to know if i truly did. I wasn't being evil just didnt have the same interest.

For a while i've just been hoping to find someone interested in similar things like me and though im not the best at comming up with ideas or staying in the ground when im thinking, why do you vanish from me.

Am i wasting my time here or am i just not working hard enough....How does this site work...How does anything work...I guess you really cant work work without the effort...Have i been effortless though?

Do you like MxM i have ideas and cant pull them outta my hat. they are quite indepth and locked and i need to remember them to make them come back...I need communication to work on something and its just not going. Where will i move to next...

just rambling...so please delete this account and all of the post please...Erase me from this website... cause other wise i cant move on.