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Andro couldn’t help but chuckle a little at Rain’s comment on their social skills. She had to admit the woman had never seemed especially sociable to her, though that hadn’t made the shy gorgon any less attracted, had just made the object of her affection even less approachable. she smiled when Rain thanked her, Andro wasn’t entirely sure she would have said any of this is they weren’t trapped in a snow storm with hypothermia looming. “no… problem…” she mumbled in response.

Andro had to think about, feeling had returned in part to her frozen limbs, she wasn’t sure but it was certainly worth a try. She shivered when Rain moved away and instantly missed the heat the woman’s body had been giving her but she continued her mental inventory, wiggling her fingers and being glad they did in fact move, which was nice. Several tiny hisses informed her that her snakes had woken up enough to be annoyed. She shifted, trying to get a hand under her to see if she could push herself up but she was slow.

She been so distracted trying to figure out if she could move that Rain’s cry of pain made her jump, and her eyes flashed to the werewolf as she froze where she was. "Sorry, careless. So, are you up for this?" Andro nodded and carefully propping herself up on an elbow “I… I t-think so… Still freezing but… but I think… I can move… now, help me?” she managed to get her other hand planted and started pushing herself up, trying to get to her knees, though it was taking effort. She wished she was warm-blooded, not only would this not be happening right now, but even if it was the act of moving would help, stir her blood and get heat rushing through her veins, but as it was it just pushed cold blood through her and frustrated her still addled mind.

Regardless, she was proud of herself when she got to her knees (with or without Rain’s help) “I can… Can do this…” she said, probably more to convince herself then Rain “Let’s… go…”
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- Andromeda -

"I guess it doesn't matter what motivates you…as long as it doesn't consume you"
Andro listened as well as she could while Rain spoke, and it was a little comforting, that Rain didn't think she was fake "That's... a-a good point..." she murmured "I don't t-think it... consumes me... it's hard to... focus t-though so I'm not... sure... do I seem consumed? I don't... think I'm consumed..." she paused when she realized she was repeating herself again "Sorry, I'm r-rambling... again"

"And I thought my life was complicated, I'm…sorry for jumping to conclusions"
Andro laughed a little "It's ok... I-I never tell any...one about my mom... I don't t-think anyone at... Athalia knows... M-maybe Edric... but I think t-that's it... I don't have... a whole lot of friends... side-effect of a... l-less then stel...stellar childhood, I... have no s-social skills" she laughed again and heard a tiny hiss, that brought a little smile to her lips, her snakes were generally very expressive, normally when something was wrong they were very vocal about it but cold was different, they fell asleep in the cold, she didn't like it, it made her feel very alone, even if Rain was there, it was like a part of her was missing. now they were waking back up as she started to warm up. that was a good sign, her brain was just a bit too fuzzy to point that out to Rain.

then Rain was curling around her and for a moment Andro froze. then she relaxed back into the werewolf. 'this is nice...' she thought her mind was clearing, slowly and she was becoming slightly more aware of what was actually happening, that would have made her blush in a normal situation, Rain cuddling with her, but she supposed it was probably just Rain trying to warm her up, they did need to leave and until Andro was warm enough to move they couldn't go anywhere. at that thought she tried a mental catalog, she was still fuzzy but she wasn't nearly as cold as she had been, still not necessarily in the safe areas for a cold-blooded creature but she might actually be able to move, if she tried. she didn't want to, she liked this, being with Rain.
it took her a second to realize Rain was talking. she listened and smiled warmly, relaxing a bit more into the werewolf's chest "I'd like to... b-believe you... I'm not s-sure if I can... but I'll try... I don't want to...to be a m-monster..." another tiny hiss came from her hood.
Lux did not like riding in Maggie's apron, she much preferred Yato's pocket, it felt more secure, and she liked Yato better. She liked MAggie but she wasn't Yato. everytime the woman would bow Lux would get jolted a little and she'd have to shift again to get comfortable, it was quite annoying after awhile.
needless to say she was happy when Maggie sat down and the apron was released. Lux sat up and looked around, smiling up at Maggie for a second before trying to decide if she'd seen this room before or not "Where are we?" she asked "I don't think I've been here before, it's very pretty" it was a little dark, not a lot of light but it was pretty regardless.

she slid off Maggie's lap and was a bit shocked when the bed dipped just a little beneath her feet, she didn't quite understand the concept of weight but she knew she was smaller then the woman who had brought her there and she could see the bed dipped much deeper under her. "It's so soft!" Lux said, giggling and bouncing a little "why's it so soft, Maggie? what's it for?"
Lux considered the option of laying down and thought it was at least worth a try and said "Ok, I'll try lying down" so she dropped down onto her back and looked up at Maggie as they walked. she wanted to ask more questions but she knew she shouldn't talk while they were walking around, as people weren't supposed to know she was there, she still didn't quite understand that, she just knew it made her sad. but she knew Yato had told Maggie to take care of her and she trusted Yato so of course she trusted Maggie, so she stayed quiet as they walked, even though laying down was only marginally more comfortable then sitting up.
- Andromeda -

Andro smiled at Rain's answer. "ok, I'll... ask you when we...we're warm in t-the... ski lodge again" she shivered "hopefully it... isn't t-too long until... then" she shifted and shivered again but was comforted by the heat she still got from the werewolf at her back.

"Fear and guilt make a strong toxin"
"I suppose... you...you're right" Andro said "I think... it might have hel...helped some too... I'm a good... person, I try hard... to be one... anyway, because I'm... so... so scared of what being... a b-bad person would mean..." she thought for a second, her thoughts still a bit scattered by the cold "does that... make it fake? I... care about every...one and I try my...my best to make good... decisions and be a g-good... person but if it's... motivated by fear... an-and guilt, is it... real?" she was lost in her own thoughts now "who am I... really, if I've... I've been faking... all of this? I d-didn't... feel like I've... been faking it..." she went silent as she lost her train of thought and tried to figure out what she'd been saying.

"How could you have known what would happen if you opened your eyes?"
Andro thought about it for a second "I suppose... you may be... right..." she glanced up at Rain, not realizing she'd said almost the exact same thing as before "I loved... my mother, despite... h-how horrible of a...a person she was... and how little I... wanted to... love her, I did... she was my... mother... I'm not sure... w-where she is... I suppose... I could blame her, she... she was the only one... who may have known I...I would kill someone... with my eyes, her mother... was a gorgon it just... skipped a generation... and l-landed on me instead... of my mom..." she tried remembering a time when her mother didn't hate her, she always thought that maybe her mother hadn't hated her at first, maybe she'd just been scared, but her mother was the kind of woman who didn't like being scared and so every time she looked at her daughter and got scared, she also got angry, and eventually all that anger and fear just turned into hate and her mother avoided her whenever possible. her father always loved her, she could remember him fondly, he always made sure that she felt loved whenever he was home... but he wasn't really home that often. she let out a soft sigh at the thought.

Andro was quiet as Rain said she was wrong person to talk to about this. the gorgon wasn't so sure but she didn't feel like arguing with her. she listened to the werewolf's quiet breathing for a couple seconds until Rain spoke again. Andro stilled before shifting and twisting slightly again to look back up at the other girl "yes... I r-really do" she replied sadly "my people... were c-created to be... monsters, our entire... existence i-is meant... to kill people, the... the meaning of my existence... is to kill people... I just choose... not to. Choosing not... t-to act like the... the monster I am, doesn't... change the fact... t-that I am one" she shifted back into her original position, curling in just a little tighter on herself. "I don't want... to be a-a monster... but I can't... change what I am"

sorry, I didn't have much to say
Lux thought of it for a second then said "I don't know where that is" she looked up at the girl "but I trust you, if you say it's safe then I believe you" she shifted again and tried to get into a more comfortable position but it was difficult when there was nothing really solide beneath her. she added "Will it take long? to get there?"
same here
I have like a week and a half left
Lux was a bit shocked as Maggie pulled the fabric up and might have lost her balance had the girl done it any quicker then she had. she shifted around a few times, not used to the lack of solidity before she settled. Maggie asked her if she was ok and she thought for a second "I think so... this feels really weird but not... bad" she shifted again before looking up. "Where now?"
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