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Hey everyone. So FreeFall and I are working on something with Joshua (Gunner) and Cass up in Mackinac at the moment. I am also working with Zombie, and together we'll be furthering the Chico plot (Fallen's characters too of course, I just meant the two of us directly collabing). These aren't extensive collaborations, so they shouldn't take relatively long. Look forward to that!

InkBlood, how are you doing? I know we have a couple other new members working their CSs, or perhaps they've gone stale, but you're accepted and free to post. Experiencing any hurtles we can help with?

Finally, a life update. I have been planning to move in mid-July for a while now, but my room-mate is apparently leaving a month prior to that. This caught me by surprise, leases and what not, and unfortunately this means I will be not have any measurable access to internet between June 23rd and July 17th. For me internet access isn't just recreation like the Guild, I've also been freelancing fairly regularly for the last couple of months. Point is that June 23rd until July 17th is the shortest amount of time I'll be away possible. I may have some mobile access, but no connection to the Google Docs or anything of quality. I have an idea of where I'd like to get our general plot by that time, so I hope we all can put our noses to the grind and give this some love. I know we all approach this casually, which I appreciate, but briefly, I'd like to see us all give this a little more time. While I'm gone I'll do my best to update y'all over the OOC, perhaps from a coffee shop or something, but won't have much ability to put up an IC. If y'all have questions or concerns about this let me know. When I go, I trust y'all are capable to lead yourselves, but will probably designate one person to be the deciding factor. Not to create a hierarchy, just so someone can put that fire under us and help our newcomers along. Coolio?
My post was a breath from finishing last night, Nyx. Patience! ;)

I'd welcome another player in the streets. Well, not sure how that sounded reading it now, but you know what I mean. Hopefully this distraction is enough for our main party, it may well kill poor Shamoun.
The road smelled of a death. A foul odor crept from below, a sick mixture of blood, bile, and shit that could spoil any appetite. Water and wine spilled from torn skins cut the mess below with little effect. Worse still, the wounded coiled and writhed in the muck, their gashed bellies undoubtedly spoiled. Atop of the unfortunate dead and dying stood the huddled masses, jaws set, minds made up despite the gruesome sight.

Shamoun stood among the tensed mob caked in the same mess as below. They surrounded three figures armed with blood-slicked scimitars and dressed in clouded steel. A layperson to war might arch a brow at the standoff. Dozens clearly determined to see the dark business done against three guards, who for all their training and armaments remained pathetically outnumbered. That layperson paid no mind to the mob’s arms – various tools better for parting earth than flesh – and glanced by the rioters fallen at the guards’ feet. Numbers would not drive a broom handle tipped with a bit of metal through a steel cuirass. The Pilgrim reached beneath his cloak and drew a curved, Elven dagger from its scabbard at his waist. Calling from the pit of his stomach, Shamoun bellowed, “Forward!”

When the Pilgrim charged, he did so without a mind for care. A shove here, a stumble there, and soon those around him scoffed loud. Collective grunts sounded as if in approval, as if ready to charge, so as he moved forward the mob followed too. The guards raised their swords and pikes to form a wall. Drawing nearer through the mass, Shamoun could see their exposed, glistening skin beneath their helmets. Three paces closer and the guards, exhausted, stepped back. Once, twice and on the third step the steel backs of their cuirasses clashed. Like a sounding bell, the clank of the armour stirred one of the guards who began to swing their scimitar wildly. The mob, too far to be struck, raised their pikes, shovels, and pitchforks only to have them nicked by each blow. Shamoun noted the quick glances from the rest of the guards and immediately grabbed a stone from the muck. Less than ten yards away, he threw the stone just barely over the heads of the mass. A sharp, metallic ping echoed off the buildings around them as the crazed guard stumbled back. Shocked, or perhaps dead on his feet, the guard dropped his scimitar. Suddenly and without mercy the crowd flooded.

In the brief moment, Shamoun dashed to into the second row of the mass. His elbow raised, cocked back as if drawing the string of a bow, instead with his curved, Elvish dagger in hand. Such proximity required speed and accuracy. Emerging ahead of the mass, he grabbed one guard by the spaulder, burying the blade deep inside his throat. Ignoring the barrage of wooden farming tools breaking upon his armour, the final guard fixed his attention on Shamoun. The guard turned on a heel and, arm straightening, stabbed the scimitar point toward the Pilgrim's middle. A moment too slow, he let go of his knife and jumped aside with a burning pain just over his hip. Shamoun slammed his right arm against the guard's fully extended sword arm, then in the same motion, launched himself atop his enemy. He caught the steel helmet in his hands, grabbing the guard's nose in the process, and pulled him back into the muck. The two fell, the guard onto his back, and Shamoun onto his shoulder. Lashing, the guard slid their head from out the helmet and rolled onto their knees. Soon Shamoun was on his back, straddled by the guard, surrounded by the confused crowd. Farm tools rained down, bested by the steel armour, and utterly ignored as the guard brought a metal fist down toward the Redguard. Shamoun raised the helmet, still in his hands, and barely caught the blow. The side of the helmet that might protect a cheek shot back from the punch, splitting Shamoun's brow. Feebly, the Pilgrim threw the helmet up, catching the guard square in the face and sent him recoiling onto his back.

Shamoun remained on his back and took a leisurely breath. His head rang, a stream of blood running from his brow down the side of his scalp into the braids. For a moment the world went from red, to black, to blurred imitation at the sight from before. He felt a dizzying pain in his cheek and, behind his eye, a deep pressure like a head's lament after Argonian wine. Mouth still watering at the metaphor, Shamoun felt hands grasping his arms and shoulders. He relaxed his vision until general shapes took detail. The mob raised him to his feet, a few patting his back, others inspecting his brow and looking over his body for wounds through the layer of bloody muck. Shamoun gawked a moment, mouth falling open briefly as he caught sight of what could have been his death's charge. The guard's nose was crushed, perhaps from the helmet, and readily flowing blood. However, despite that very clear injury, death looked to come from odd severe denting all over the steel cuirass. A pitchfork or a knife and a lucky strike, it didn't matter. Shamoun stumbled until his balance held true, then spotted his first target. Bending down, he pulled his dagger from the man's throat and wiped the mess off onto the body before sheathing the blade.

"Weapons! Arm yourselves here. More soldiers are coming," a familiar voice exclaimed over the crowd.

Shamoun turned to the voice and spotted his hooded allies on the rooftops. They dropped staffs, sheathed swords, daggers, spears, and a surprising number of bows and arrows. The third figure could be heard on street level organizing the mass. Bows would be little help if the soldiers were allowed to march onto them without resistance. Taking a deep breath, Shamoun recovered as much as he could in a short time and returned to work. More rioters had collected already, they'd need to prepare the line.
Ten years ago I was a huge fan of Tool, A Perfect Circle, A System of a Down, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Angelspit, The Beatles, and Snoop Dogg (did Puscifer exist yet?). My music taste ranged really drastically, but these artists were very common choices for me. Gorillaz was also pretty notable in my life. I had a hard time finding artists I enjoyed, because the music often felt it had little going for it in originality after listening to half an album. Many artists seemed to sound the same throughout, for me. My appeal to Tool & A Perfect Circle stemmed from the wild variance in their music, it felt like an adapting thing and helped me understand my emotions when listening.

Today Tool, A Perfect Circle, Puscifer, The Beatles, and Gorillaz remain close to my heart. I am a huge fan of Dubstep, which I feel is way more rewarding than Angelspit-like Industrial, and love, love, LOVE, rap and eccentric jazz. A few names off my Spotify would be The Grouch, Abstract Rude, Rhye, Aceyalone, Aloe Blacc, Kimbra, Haim, and M.I.A.
ENFJ

Extravert(11%) iNtuitive(88%) Feeling(62%) Judging(11%)

I've done this a few times over the last 3 years and it's been pretty consistent, except that the I was INFJ before. My last couple jobs and experiences up in Olympia really affected me, wouldn't be surprising if that helped me to develop the slight edge toward extroversion. Anyway, I do notice the percentages in the middle are pretty much consistent.
Sounds like a viral campaign taken a little more seriously. Many shows, films, and comics will create FB pages, but they don't actually pay for people to market by way of in-character 'interaction'. As interesting an idea this is in general, it sounds like a very thoughtful and unique way to stir up intrigue about a book or comic.
Brovo said
Can we please not blame sexism for a mass murder committed by someone who was extremely disturbed? This should be a grade A case for expanding knowledge on mental disorders not scapegoating that he did all this because he hated vaginas. Good god, come on guys.


So... why can't it be both, exactly? And I know you're being playful with the hating vaginas bit, but I don't think oversimplifying sexism really helps prove your argument here. Can madness not come from both within and outside the mind? This particular young man had issues, of course, that doesn't mean problematic behaviour doesn't have anything to do with it. Look at the comments on his videos and the way he's been treated, perhaps early on, by the news. Many have approached him as sick boy whose suffering was something 'we could sympathize' with. The fact is that although this single individual may have had an illness, that alone was not why he took this course. The way he saw the world and described it, which he was obviously openly sharing, is thought as mad. The idea that women owe sex, that women are objects, and the many double standards we hold between men and women cannot be argued to not be very present today in both our population and our government. We blatantly tie Manhood with Sex, making it a source of pride, like some illusive treasure which we who hold our genitals outside ourselves must attain. We tell our boys to man up, to suppress their emotions, and that violence is just another to communicate. That if a man is brutally assaulted he probably wanted it, or he's lucky, or that he's gay and just regrets it. Can you honestly say these aren't the messages you've received from the media and our society? It's pretty big in the US, at least. Hell, the fact that you can walk into a room and realistically expect most of the women to have been assaulted or molested before should be a clear indicator that we have a big problem.

So yeah, let's definitely consider that while mental illness is a serious issue America apparently can't take seriously, there's another issue here at play that, while it's often brought up, is never given the time of day. These are both issues that are represented because of the deep stigmas and misguided associations that label all women fragile objects and all mentally ill dangerous crackpots. As important as it is to underscore the need for our attention and care for the mental illness in this country, it's equally important to remember that mental illness alone was clearly not to the cause of this. The mind may be sick, but the sick ideas delivered to it were no help.

Magic Magnum said
That's what I was trying to saw when the Laci Green's video equating this to sexism was posted.But I seemed to be executed my wording very poorly this time (More than usual, my wording has never been the best :/). The whole hating vagina's were meant to be more direct quotes of him, where he's outright said both in his video and his journal that women do not deserve sex or enjoyment cause they wouldn't give him anymore. Even when not claiming sexism and treating it as the mental illness it is, that part is still relevant cause it played a big role in his thinking, his reasoning, his views etc.Put simply I agree, this is not a case of sexism, discrimination against women or anything. It is a case of a man who is very clearly mentally insane and an example of how the mind can snap and how the human mind can become so disturbed and deranged.


Sexism isn't just about women. That's the problem here. Sexism is about the expectations and crazy amounts of pressure place on our people to fit certain gender roles. The same expectations that tell a boy he must have sex to prove his manhood, that speaking a certain way makes him effeminate and therefore weak. The same pressures that tell parents if the boys play with dolls they'll turn gay and that little girls wouldn't have any interest in knights or nerf guns. These expectations, which we create and choose perpetuate, limits what is acceptable in a person. So if the boy doesn't have sex there's something wrong with him. So if the girl wants to go paintballing she's just some dyke. These expectations cause so many to hurt themselves and to commit suicide. These expectations turn instances of verbal abuse into 'boys will be boys' and makes rape against a man some guy's lucky day. The traumas faced aren't validated and the pain hangs deep. We don't acknowledge it, we won't help. So yeah, when someone already delicate of mind, someone who already thinks a bit differently, when this person meets these extreme expectations and pressures -- no shit they're going to break. Sexism is as much a problem for men as it is for women. We all suffer. Worse, paired in this case as it is with mental illness, we see two serious issues that are largely ignored in America. If a person straps a bomb to their chest and ignites it, we focus very hard on what is best politically. A bomber there was a Muslim Extremist, a bomber here is just mentally ill, despite the say religious fervour. Personally, I say screw the political interpretations. I say let's acknowledge the fact there are two BIG problems at play, and it doesn't mean two-shits if someone believes one trumps the other, they're both clearly issues here. These are messages being spouted off by both the ill and the 'sane'. Do we really need this argument on if something is an act of sexism or mental illness as if the two are mutually exclusive. Gods Forbid we see both as problems and try to change them.
Magnum, I'll respond more deeply tomorrow, but for now I'd point out that sexism is not defined by who is more overtly targeted. Men suffer from misogynist views too. The idea that his denial of women, and their existence for his pleasure punishable if not received is a kind of misogyny without question.

And to note, feminist where? Specifically in this video, which responds to his and his actions, are details about an issue commonly recognised. You call it feminist like that makes it less valid. It's not. We don't teach our boys what it means to be a person wholly, just what defines them as a man in our narrow understanding of such. So no, it's not an issue strictly for women. But it's an issue where women are treated like shit, where boys are led to think like shit, and where the product is all too often... I think you know where that's going.
I keep up with Laci Green because it's refreshingly surprising to find someone who shares a very, very similar perspective. To boot, as a male-bodied person, my perspective is going to be drastically different as Isla Visa and the related assaults clearly target women. I'm not saying I can't speak to this as an issue, but I'd clearly speaking as someone less apt to be a victim, so I don't really think that's a valuable addition. All I can say is that those who are also men need to recognize the pressures we place on our sons to 'act like a man' and achieve that misogynistic and emotionally repressive 'ideal'. We've been told to fit in a certain box, to have certain opinions, and to express ourselves in certain ways or we apparently haven't earned our identity. Worse, so much of this is built upon demeaning and restricting women. It's our responsibility to check ourselves and hold our buddies accountable, because being passive to this sort of shit is as bad as committing it to begin with.

I'll have a post up after Fallen and/or FF.

As a note to everyone thinking of introducing a new character (new members as well), we are going to have a fantastic entrance possibility in Mackinac coming up soon. If you're looking for something a bit nautical, you probably want to pay attention.
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