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    1. Arrayah 11 yrs ago

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Current I'm back! Yeah. Let's go. Getting back into the swing of things. And all that stuff.
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Hello all who have deigned to grace my profile with their presence! I am the great Arrayah, lord of the Phoenix. Or something. I don't know.

Anyways, bio. As of writing this, I am a 23 year old female. I am married. I own two dogs (a Dalmatian and a Labrador... so cliche). I work from home. I like crafty stuff and games. I used to be an MMORPG girl, but have since moved on to things like Minecraft and Ark as well as Rimworld and Dwarf Fortress. Who knows what's next?

I love writing, but only get to roleplaying a few times every couple years. Unfortunately, life gets in the way. I'm starting to have more time lately, and thought it'd be fine to start it up again. We'll see how it goes, but hopefully I stick around this time.

I was on the old RPGuild, so you may recognize my name. If so, hello again! If not, maybe we'll have lots of fun together. If I've been online recently, and you're interested in doing an RP, feel free to PM me. I'm almost always interested in 1x1s as long as I don't have too many going on. Check some of my old threads to see my rules, or pm me if that's too much hassle.

Long live the Phoenix Queen. Or something or other.

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I was wondering why it went up so fast :p
You could be doing surveillance in the town. I mean, me and punx are there and it sounds like maybe (i can't remember their names) alpha girl and boy will be going there too. Just a quick idea and all. You'd have to make it make sense.
Kiara was caught off guard when he pulled her closer, but soon forgot it at his next statement. Like most females do? But mother says… It was true that she didn’t spend very much time with females at home. Mother was always pushing this man or that on her trying to find her mate, as if that would help any. At this point, Kiara didn’t think she’d recognize her mate if he bite her in the keister. How could she? How can someone be open to love when they can barely recognize their own feelings. She was learning, that was true, but she had still had so far to go. Maybe she really knew nothing about the world. Maybe the girl she wishes she could be is actually the one she should have been all along.

When her thoughts started to calm down, she once again noticed the closeness of this man. A man she knew nothing about besides his name. Quickly, she pulled away, her cheeks turning red once more as she tried to figure out what to do next. She wasn’t sure she could do the things he wanted, and if she couldn’t, would he even really want to keep her around? How backwards. She had learned to stay quiet so that one day, her mate would want to keep her, and now it might be the thing that sends someone running.

“I…” Kiara started, but found she wasn’t exactly sure what to say next. It was easier this time, after pushing past that barrier before. If she pretended he was one of her customers, maybe she could actually have a bit of a conversation. Closing her eyes, she imagined she was back in the store, confident and never worrying about what anyone thought. “How did you break your nose?” she blurted out before she could lose that feeling.
I just got home and stuffs D:
She turned back to him, her eyes wide. It wasn’t necessarily because he didn’t want to come to the pack. Even the shifters that loved to be around people avoided Claymore, for good reason. Outsiders were not treated well and those brought up in the pack were taught the same ideals that Luke himself believed in. It was that or leave. What choice did they have? What surprised Kiara was his last statement. She didn’t look him in the eyes, just as she hadn’t this entire time, but she had a feeling he was doing something that made him look ridiculous.

After a moment’s thought, she walked over to him and looked at his hand as she tried to speak again. “A-Acquainted? Talk..?” She felt the catch that she always did, especially when talking to a male, but she pushed against it as hard as she possibly could and managed to say, “You want me to talk?” Don’t be silly, Kiara. Of course he doesn’t want you to talk. Remember what mother said, and what all the men say. Women aren’t meant to talk. They’re meant for cooking and cleaning and babies. These thoughts lead to a quiet, “Sorry,” because of course she had heard wrong.

Still… someone wanting to get to know her. Actually wanting to hear what she had to say? Isn’t that what she’d been waiting for all this time. Kiara bit her lip gently and continued to stare at that hand. Should she go home where everyone was probably waiting, or should she take a chance? The answer should have been simple. If she even so much as walked around the city with him, it was likely she would feel the backlash at home, but if she didn’t? What then? If he really wanted to get to know her, what choice did she really have? Tentatively, still unsure, she laid her hand on top of his and nodded.
Like the rest of us xD
“Yes, you can!” Kiara gasped, and her free hand flew to her mouth. The conviction and the volume of her voice confused her, and at the same time excited her. She knew that everyone thought she was slow, but that wasn’t the case. She had thoughts and feelings just like everyone else. This was definitely one of her firmer beliefs. She knew, she really did, that Luke would not be happy about bringing a lone wolf home. No one would be happy, but that didn’t matter. He deserved to be treated like anyone else. He deserved to be able to get clothes and eat something and socialize with his own kind. There was no reason that he should be shunned because of something that is his choice. Of course, she felt all these things, but it was still surprising that she voiced it.

She tried to do this again, but instead of confident and brave, it came out very quiet. “You deserve…” She paused again freezing up at the thought of actually voicing these thoughts out loud. She wanted to say that he deserved equality and that she was willing to give that to him if he would just follow her. She wanted to say that she wanted to make sure he was actually clothed and fed before he left again. She wanted to tell him that she didn’t like the tingling feeling that was coming from her arm where he grabbed it. Instead, she only said. “Kiara… My name.”

Even if she could not voice any of those thoughts, the way she pulled away from him and the way she strutted up the street should have made them obvious. She was bringing home a stray and her pack better damned well be okay with it or she would… well she hadn’t gotten that far yet. She was too proud that her body language was actually saying something besides: “I’m a meek little wolf go ahead and command me.”
I post from my phone a lot too, just cause I'm out quite a bit :p
Kiara blinked a bit and finally noticed his lack of clothes. It wasn’t that she was desensitized to that sort of thing, but well… yeah, she was. In the pack, it wasn’t uncommon for someone to be nude, especially if they have just come in from a run together. It’s something that she stopped getting flustered over years ago. However, now, she could feel a blush in her cheeks. Not only because she assumed it was her that he was smelling, but also because he was not pack. She had no idea who this man was except that he was a shifter. “I-I-” She began, but couldn’t get the words out.

Taking a deep breath, she tried again, but to no avail. Instead, she turned and walked into the back of the store returning with a long coat that had once belonged to her father. Now, she kept it in the store in case of rain. “Pack.” She said trying her best to smile at him, and then mentally face-palmed herself. Come on, Kiara. You don’t know this guy. He has no idea you’re shy. You can do this. Just say what you’re thinking. Ask him how he broke his nose, or tell him that you’ve never seen someone so tall. None of this is what came out of her mouth as she tried again. “More clothes at home…”

She still would not look at him as she grabbed the keys and turned her sign to “Closed”. It probably wasn’t a smart idea to bring an obviously unmated male into the pack, but she didn’t know what else to do. He needed something to wear, and probably some provisions. Kiara cringed as she thought of what Luke’s reaction might be. However, luckily, he had not expressly forbidden this, at least not to her. “Must be c-careful.” She said aloud, beginning the trek back to the mansion knowing that this man would never fit into her car.
I would be willing to do both as long as we can actually do that. I mean, as long as people are willing to stick around and keep active that is.
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