Awson

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

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It's not that, I totally get that you couldn't have predicted the reaction to that. It's more after that with people talking around Awson than addressing him, but I can understand that it came a bit out of the blue so you probably felt attacked. I hope that clears things up a bit, my dog got put down to day and I think it'd be a bad idea for me to argue with anyone right now.

@KnightShade

He could have predicted it because this exact thing has happened more than once before.

I reacted so harshly because he has done this before. He does it on purpose and then lies about it. Followed by accusations about what I'm really up to.

It's all theatrics? Is he saying that I do crazy thing once every couple years for only his sake? Make myself look like this in purpose? No one's buying that.

And that dancing around me thing happens every time as well. You were right to point out how fucked up it is. That alone should clue you in on his intentions.

His whole behavior is the same every time. Even down to random chatting in Spam to obfuscate what he's doing.

I've done the exact same thing, so I understand the behavior. Make a post you know is trouble, and then go post everywhere else to draw attention away.

He IS ex-girlfriend status. He absolutely knows that he shouldn't have replied to that post.

If he wasn't trying to egg me on, he would have reacted much differently. It's obvious he doesn't give a shit.

Admittedly some of the finer details here are conjecture.

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

@Halo

You're right.

Edit/Adding on without creating a new post: Those first two posts happened three days before the third. I clicked this thread, read them, and felt a little anxious two or three times before the third post. That's why it seemed to come out of nowhere for everyone else but me.

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

Let's be real. It was David stepping on top of something that was only making me slightly uncomfortable that set me off.

For all intents and purposes, he's equivalent to ex-girlfriend status (inb4 he says "eww").

With our history, we have to be careful not to say anything remotely inflammatory to each other.

(Replying to Aza's post counts as this.)

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

Oh shit. I guess that's what happened. Well at least it wasn't about a social issue.

I understand that posting like this has been a mistake. I look like a whiny bitch. Couldn't help it.

Still think a lot of you are dicks. But I can't blame any newcomers for making jokes after seeing how I acted just now.

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

It's not a conscious decision to get upset.

And the decision to call people out for letting this happen to me again, when the cause and effect is apparent and preventable, was as conscious as your average emotional freak out. Conscious, but not in one's right mind.

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

You may have harmless intentions. But if you do, I think you're grossly incompetent.

If you were paying attention, then you'd know that when a handful of people that used to be somewhat opposed to me "harmlessly" gang up on me, I freak out. It's happened like half a dozen times or more.

If you noticed this, then that makes it all not very harmless, doesn't it?

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

You haven't learned by now?

I am some amount of traumatized from how my awkward self was treated here some time back.

So now when certain names gang up on me for no discernible reason, it reminds me of how I felt back then. No matter how much I've changed or matured, it's still a memory and it's still sensitive.

It doesn't matter how harmless your initial actions may seem, because the end result is clearly fucking with my head.

So I see your harmless jabs and knives in my chest.

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

You're a piece of shit. But you knew that, right?

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

This shit still catches me off guard.

Fucking Christ, you guys, give it a break.

This has happened several times. A light jab at me for no discernible reason other than (I presume) nostalgia. And then the peanut gallery joins in and turns it into a school playground scene.

You're laughing along but it's not actually funny. It's just "fun."

I'm fine being joked on or criticized when it's about something other than a distant memory. That's fair. But this shit is straight up deranged.

Go away and stay away. Why are you people even here?

Is suffering Spam worse than death?

Totes got me, brotes