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    1. Chronothesis 9 yrs ago

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Current You know when they say life is hard, it still is.

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NAME|
Aoi Itoku

GENDER|
Male

AGE|
16




Height] 5'4 | Weight] 123.2lb | Build] 2% Above Average


ABOUT HIM/HER|
No one exactly knows's who he really is. A transfer student from another school. He was a stranger at first and still is. Even after many attempts of multiple attempting to speak to him...he'd just look up and stare. He had a mental disability though no one would exactly know that he did. He doesn't seem to mind though no matter how many rude comments he get's from others. An artist, excelling at such skill's he has won multiple art contests. Most of the judge's say he has such mesmerizing skills, " He paints so magnificent! " But envy alway's gets in the way of completions. Some of the rumor's say that he lives alone or that his parent's had abused him and hated him so much that he was forced to go somewhere else. Even if some of these rumor's aren't the true Aoi sort of enjoy's listening to people gossip...it's wonderous to his viewpoint .

CLASSES|
Drama & Music

CLUBS|
Art Club

HOBBIES|
Drawing.

OUTLOOK|
Nothing too special, Aoi only wishes that he can survive his year's of high school.
Dammit...S-...Senpai-nee. Save me...DX From the monster, known as...PROCRASTINATION! D:
Seenpai hath noticed! ~Dies~

~Revives~ Jebus.

I will put the CS in this post! <3
SEEEENPAI NOTICE MEEEE!!

Jk, no. Gtfo fangirl.

Another Jk.

Maaay....I....Join?!
Reserve please! :)

Gonna play either a child or a grown adult, please notify me if you are concerned about my decisions.
Let's be located somewhere in europe.
In Closed. 9 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay

It still hurts...I want to take therapy, but my mom doesn't trust a therapist. She worries that her friend's will laugh at her for having a crazy child, even with all the love she gives me...she's worried about others viewpoints, sad. Each and every day of these two weeks, headaches and voices filled my 'used to be' empty brain. Thoughts that I don't think about fill my mind; emotions of hurt, sadness, anger, and envy poison me. What's going on?! Sleeps been scarce, ever since it started to happen...my brain wouldn't allow me to-...the scars. Still h-...Fuck it's happening again... I hate it, the drape's that cover my warm body; sweat that slithers down my skin, acceptance is hard. Life is hard, fuck!

The morning sun fills my black room. The poster's reflect light; the empty bottle of beer next to me falls down. Hate my life... I shouldn't be drinking. It hurt's to know that my mom works her ass off all day, supporting for me...and only me. It would be easier to die, leaving the world would make my mom much happier...I think. Shower's, for me, are odd now. It's like each droplet of water has a voice...speaking to me. I do it anyway, there's this event for a club I'm going to after school and I shath not be dirty!

My hope's are slowly rising again, the voices have lowered their tone. It doesn't hurt as much...not right now at least. My homework's finished, Lunch bags set, all done for now I guess. I sit on the couch, waiting for Cullen to come to my house. I usually tease Cullen about Twilight; ironic that a football player would be so intrigued by the Twilight series and his name would be Cullen. My thought's have rejected me from making any rude remarks...he find's it odd now.

I hear his car coming up my parking lot. " Hope he's okay... " Worry? I forget the thought, standing I walk my way towards the door. We make small glance's, he's worried. Definitely. I'm scared now, Cullen is usually a happy light, the world doesn't usually worry him. " A-...are you okay? " Stuttering, sucks ass. " Yeah... " There's dejection in his voice, he's odd today. I don't question it any further. Getting in his car we soon drive off to the school. The atmosphere was awkward when we got to school...Cullen was usually the happy one, the guy who made my day but...guess not.

Cullen parks his car at the parking lot, quickly after I get out he locks his car and walks away from me in almost and instant. Frowning at his choice of action I just decide to walk towards class, now that I think of it I should've skipped school. My excuse would most likely be valid. The school feels unnatural in my point of view, the voice's aren't so loud. For the two weeks, I've gained the voices I've been able to control them...the tone of their yells have gotten softer and now I am able to manage.

Classes fly by fast since it's may and school is near its edge not much work is being handed out anymore. Glad for that; the teachers at the school are okay... not much better than most. Class goes by really fast, my mind works with pace and it feels as if I feel the answers I write, the friction when the pencil is forced upon the piece of paper is loud in my head. It doesn't hurt, does it?

Mr. Philip's nice, an okay/great teacher. I don't mind him at all, the class is an odd one. The voice's speak of cheerleaders, sexual thoughts, and all sorts of crazy things...I'm starting to think that I can read minds like a telepathic or some sort. As I am writing down, the class become's silent. " He disappeared! " a student called out. We were all in awe, fear struck me as a voice had lowered...his thought's or what I theorize are his thoughts are gone...erased from my mind. Cold shiver's slithered up my spine...The light hath not burn brightly, tis the reason why the man had faded. Something starts. A new world tis about to begin.

Too tired to correct grammar...

In Closed. 9 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Can power's manifest earlier? Like odd signs of personality change or something feels different about the atmosphere around he/she?
In Closed. 9 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
When will the IC start?
In Closed. 9 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay

Aven's just like;

Whilst the soul's of the tainted speak, the world I tis listen to, forges underneath my palms. The hissing wastes of whispers near, the emotions of fear rule the land as children cry. Mother! Mommy! Daddy! No! Broken souls of broken hearts, pain surge through there veins as dejection finally overtakes them. Tis to far away, saddened I am. It hurts, knowing thy pain far from here. It's sad to hear the voices...the land that marks tis area blocks me from warping, No...NO NO NO! Emotion's mix, turning black at every corner. Tis land too blackened, fear corners and yet nothing is bound to happen. The world, the hearts of souls are falling apart. Destroying, MOMMY! DADDY! NO NO NO! The screams of children, the whimpers of them. Happiness is involved but in the wrong ways. Can't I do anything to help?
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