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Brothers and sisters are natural enemies. Like casual RPers and Advanced RPers! Or Free RPers and Advanced RPers! Or Nation RPers and Advanced RPers! Or Advanced RPers and other Advanced RPers!

Damn Advanced Roleplayers! They ruined the Advanced section!


ONGOING ROLEPLAYER'S
Fantastic Phantoms And Where To Find Them (Discord)
Peregrinus Academy (Discord)
Revolutionary Winter (Discord)
Rust & Steam (Discord)


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Retired Interest Check
Flowers of Madness
My Characters



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In Hello 7 yrs ago Forum: Introduce Yourself
Welcome to the Guild!

Don't worry too much about your grammar as many others on the site tend to struggle with it as well. If you have any questions about the site or its layout, don't hesitate to ask!

Otherwise, I hope you find what you're looking for and enjoy the time you spend on here!
This is one of the best introductions that I've ever seen. Welcome to the Guild!
@Cyndyr Thanks so much! I'm an INFP. What about you?

INFP/INTP. Complete polar opposite on the spectrum for me.
Welcome (back) to the Guild! Do you know your MBTI personality type?
Welcome to the Guild, giant nerd Chromatus!

I've had a similar background to you with Roleplaying as I began at age eleven and am about to enter my first year of college. Instead of Star Trek, however, it was Pokemon for me. Regardless, the Guild has aspiring writers from all (or no) backgrounds, so you should fit in just fine! Especially since you're nerd.

That being said, if you have any questions regarding the site or its layout, don't hesitate to ask as I'd be more than happy to help!
Not very productive.
The Adventurers
@Cyndyr

If you are that sure then I am certain you can handle it. It sounds like you are a very strong person and that as bad as things have been you have had some good people around you as well. I hope that continues.

Thank you kindly. I appreciate it.
@Cyndyr

You might want to be careful about that. You might find it was worse than you thought. Handling that type of thing can be a lot harder than you think. I would hate to see you suffer more.

It can't be much worse than what I already know. Parents probably never loved me, family betrayed me, supposed best friend paid her cousin a dollar to drown me in a lake when I was seven, been a scapegoat for a band of whiny suicidal teens for as long as I can remember, was targeted by my parent's lovely alcoholic of a roommate until I was kicked out for not doing her dishes, yadda, yadda, etc. I truly appreciate your concern, but I think that's a story that should be told just as James McBride shared the story of his mother and Tim O'Brien of his lost war buddies. There are a lot of extraordinary people that I've met in my life who deserve acknowledgment for even being part of my life.
@Cyndyr

My guess is that you blocked it to protect yourself. It's better if you can put it behind you and keep looking forwards. That takes a lot of time to get through emotionally. It sounds like you are doing really well now and I am glad to hear that. You will deal with residual effects of it your entire life. So I think it is good to get it and whatever else comes up off of your chest.

That's likely the case, yes. I have recently been trying to piece together memories of my childhood as my first ten years of life appear to be a void aside from what people have told me. I have found a few memories, but they weren't pleasant ones. That being said, I am considering writing about my life if only to come to terms with what has happened.
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