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8 yrs ago
My son is back up and walking, and school is OVER, thank God. So Hopefully my world will be returning to normal, as will my posting time.
8 yrs ago
Got a 2yr old in a full leg cast, finals, and work deadlines that are piling up at the moment. Bare with me. I will get through this and return to normal activity levels.
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8 yrs ago
I apologize for the delay, my 2yr old blew out his knee on Monday and we've been in and out of hospitals. I HAVE to do school work tonight, if I finish I'll post.
8 yrs ago
Working on my taxes. Will get to posts tomorrow.
8 yrs ago
Wednesdays and Weekends are still school work days for me for 3 more weeks. Also, started a new job last week and I'm just realizing how unorganized they are. So bare with me while I situate.

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Hello there. My name is Kate. I was born in 1987 (Do the math so I don't have to update every year!), and I live in the south eastern united states. I've been role playing through chat rooms or forums since I was 12. I have a deep wealth of life experience from which I draw to enlighten and enrich my role play. I'm almost finished with my PhD (It couldn't come any sooner!!!). I'm a very open person. If you have a question, feel free to ask. In regards to role play, I tend to prefer original characters and I have folders of hundreds of characters I've made already or reference pictures for characters that have yet to be made. I prefer anything not slice of life pretty much, and I definitely lean towards darker themes. I will do X rated material when it fits the story, but my stories will never revolve around that. I'm comfortable with forum, pm, emails, etc. I have LOTS of reference material if you'd like a sample of my work. I play mostly females, but occasionally will develop a Male that I'm comfortable exploring. When I'm in to a story, I can often find time to post daily or multiple times per day. At worst, I can definitely post at least once a week. I prefer long-term partners/ story lines. My longest partner I role played with was multiple stories over about a 10 year span. I'm an introvert, so finding new partners is always very difficult for me. My post style tends to be multi- para to para depending on my partner and the speed of the story. I generally match the complexity of my partner's posting, though posts with dialog for example may be shorter.

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Ona accepted her excusal with the same apathy with which he returned to his work. She nodded briefly and was up and out of his office before he'd gotten the chance to narrow the results to Elliot. With a decided stiffness, still rigid from her experience she passed the distracted desk clerk without bothering to acknowledge the airhead. She proceeded directly back to the interview room, as though even the smallest detour would set off another spike on her charts that would alert the bosses. In reality, her charts were probably spiking already as she tried to think of how to reverse an upward trend that the bosses saw as problematic.

When she entered, she was still in a bit of a trance that resulted in her scowl at Jules' bad habit being delayed. "If they're looking at me... they're probably looking at you too. Do you have to do that today?" She groaned, but let it go at that, proceeding to the stack of files to remind herself of who was next. The rest of the day was a blur. Ona conducted her duties like a programmed robot unable to disobey an order. During lunch, she remained in the observation room to "keep herself from getting distracted". Even Ona was allowed bad days now and then, but today seemed particularly difficult for her. Despite her issues, she pressed on without any further outbursts or issues. When the interviews were done and it was time to clock out, Ona was unusually prepared to leave. Rather than staying to re-organize the files or review the notes they'd made on each interviewee, she simply gathered her things and prepared to leave. She gave Jules a cordial farewell that was unbecoming to their usual closer relationship, and excused herself.

Once she was home, She stripped herself of her two day old clothing and makeup and stood in the steaming water of the shower for nearly an hour. Somewhere in the back of her head, her mind bothered her with the memory that she'd not eaten anything in two days now... and that this fact was considered unhealthy. Still, her stomach felt like a hole punched straight through her body, and she'd trained herself out of an appetite long ago. Instead of eating anything real, she settled for sipping at warm broth soup while reading the most recent fashion magazine she'd received, and putting herself to bed early. Tomorrow, she needed to exhibit lower levels of stress... the bosses demanded it.
I must say - holy shit... a couple of very busy days at work and I'm already 40 pays behind?! I thought you said this wouldn't be super fast paced >_<
@pugbutter - do you have anything else that you wanted to do with this day or can i skip through the rest of the interviews?
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"I... uh" His commentary caught her quite by surprise. He was concerned about her fertility? About her development of ulcers or a stroke? She easily passed off the last two as an actual concern that she might miss work or need replacing altogether which would be very costly for the company. The first she couldn't make sense of though. "I don't ever plan on having children sir. That's not a concern of mine." She smiled awkwardly, hoping that the comment and the gesture settled some sort of concern in his mind. If he were really picking through every moment of her file he would notice for sure that she technically clocked in yesterday afternoon and had never clocked out, pouring in to the very moment that she was sitting before him now. "I'm quite alright really. I don't vacation really... I uhm... well I'm very dedicated to my work sir. Especially now when we have positions that need to be filled. I'm needed here, and I enjoy my job. I'm happy here I assure you."

She wasn't sure where he was going with all of this, but she had a building fear in her gut that he was going to force her to take vacation time. She had no idea what she would do with time off. She had nowhere to go, no one to see. The thought of sitting alone with herself for days on end was enough to make her consider begging to be medicated instead... though she hated the thought of meds too. Most of them included the potential side effect of "weight gain". She worked so hard to maintain her shape and still had pounds that she wanted to lose. She couldn't afford unnecessary weight from some anxiety medication. But if he required it of her, she supposed she would simply have to exercise more and eat less to accommodate it. She'd rather that that be sent home.

"Is there, anything else sir? I did leave my partner with the interviewees. It can be difficult to remember all of the files and conduct the interviews appropriately without the prompting of another to guide the questioning session as needed. I should really get back as soon as possible." She didn't want to rush him, but at the same time he seemed to be dilly dallying, and she didn't want to give him anymore time to consider or lecture her on her need for a vacation. She wanted to remind him she was needed here and now, and get out of his sight as soon as possible.




She didn't try to keep the cart from him. Instead she sat there staring blankly at a spot in the table most likely having a silent panic attack right there in his office. Why hadn't she thought about blaming a malfunction? Perhaps today of all days Ona wasn't ready to be sharp on the dot with her reactions... perhaps she assumed he'd know she was lying anyways. Her imagined version of herself on this day was a complete train wreck barreling through. She wouldn't have believed herself if she were him.

Her eyes snapped up as he began explaining the chart and for a moment, her chest softened, allowing air to return to her lungs... that was only a chart of today... today. How silly she was that she'd forgotten to even look at the time line along the bottom. She'd readily assumed that it was a time line of the last month, or several months even... but no, it was today. The pressure lifted off of her so quickly that she became light headed. "My apologies sir, I misread the time line... of course I'm stressed this morning... we're conducting interviews today. I'm always anxious to ensure that I perform at my peak when the stakes are so high for the company. I want to make sure that we are only hiring the best of the best for our team here." A smile easily graced her lips as it wasn't even a lie. She was sure that if he pulled data of other interview days, she would show increases in stress levels then as well... maybe not as high as today seeing as how she'd had little to no sleep, and hadn't gotten the opportunity to properly prepare herself this morning, but increases. There was no reason for nit picking the difference between spikes was there?

"I assure you there's no problem. I'm quite fine to continue my work. I'll make sure I go to bed early tonight when I get home so that I'm refreshed and exhibiting normal levels in the morning." She hoped that it was enough to reassure him. After all, what did they expect? She suspected that if she went through those files, more than half of his staff was exhibiting stress considered above normal levels. That was life. Live it or die.
With the wave of his hand she stopped, standing stiff by the door way waiting for the printer to function. The sound of paper sliding through couldn't have come soon enough, and yet still as he snatched from the shute her innerds twisted and tightened... she wasn't supposed to see it. That in and if itself made her want to turn and vomit in the corner. Was she being let go? The panic that struck her was so intense that when he placed the paper on his desk for her to come take a look, it took her a moment to register what was happening. She felt dizzy, and stepped forward fully expecting to trip and crash to the floor in a thousand shards of broken glass. Luckily, her body ran on auto pilot and suddenly she was seated in a chair with her heart pounding in her ears, staring down at a white rectangle with colorful lines scrawled across it...

"It says... that my cortisone levels are up... and I exhibited a recent spike in norepinephrine. "

It was an odd feeling hearing her voice but not feeling like she'd said anything. Her cortisone levels? Was he going to fire her because she's stressed?

"Sir, if you'll give me a chance I'll go down to medical and get something to take care of it right away. I apologize profusely for the oversight. I'll make a note to be more aware of my personal status and take what measures are necessary to keep myself productive in my position. "

The words tasted like stomach acid and for a moment Ona could feel her hand start to shake. She quickly tucked it in her lap, wrapping her fingers together to hold them still.
Ok, then I'll do Queen, 12th, and at least one human.
Tentatively I'm gonna say I'll take the Queen and the 12th. But I wanna talk to King first and get my OOC question answered as well. By the way, I'm a purple flamingo.
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