Nathan would be sleeping peacefully, Pain carving random signs and words into his skin, blood staining the sheets, Nathan would suddenly wake up, gasping, both being Nathan and Pain, as Pain cleans up the mess he left on Nathan immediately. Nathan would see the blood stained sheets and murmur "Asshole.." Before bundling up the sheet, getting dressed and heading down the hall to the laundry room, he would dump the sheets into an empty laundry vat, and leave it to cycle before heading downstairs, passing the kitchen and going straight into the Main room, sitting at the darkest side of the table, scars half visible on his arms, from self-harm, That Pain caused.
He would let tears soak into his skin, as usual, making his way through life being a wimp "You pussy!" Pain would yell through Nathans head, Nathan attempting to ignore "You little pussy bitch! TOUGHEN UP! I CAN'T HAVE YOU ALL GLASSY EYES IN FRONT OF MY BROTHERS!" Nathan would grab his head and quietly yell, causing a soft echo "Shut up!"