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Tim stood there stiffly for a moment, not knowing where to put his arms. After a few awkward moments, however, he eventually remembered how to work a hug and slowly let his arms wrap around her waist. His eyes were still darting back and fourth from what he could see of Sophia hen he looked down slightly--which as her neck and shoulder--and the wall opposite of them.
"Um...t-thanks. Thank you." he replied, sighing heavily afterwards.
He hoped she was right.
Tim made a noise. He didnt know what the noise was or how it came out of his mouth, but he made it. He bit his lip too, looking down at his feet and back up at her. He shrugged. He didnt want to hurt her feelings. He didnt want to hurt anything. If anything at all, he wanted to _stop_ hurting and be normal. So, he said the most normal thing he thought he could say.
"Ah...um... y-yes? Okay, uh, sure. That um... yeah, okay."
His eyes were wide, panicked, a twinge of fear coating them, but he spoke as calmly as he could, trying not to worry anyone.
"Okay...yes, hugs."
Tim sighed, waving his hand around in the air in some sort of random movement that signaled "forget about everything you are seeing." He turned around, leaning back against the sink now, his face slightly pale, a small, almost sad look transfixed on his face. He felt embarrassed for causing trouble again, and a little disappointed that he was.
"No, I would still...um, I would like to go to the mall still. If you're willing to go too. I think...like, uh... I just don't think it's good for me to be alone right now."
His voice trailed out at the end of his sentence, sort of masking the last part of it.
"I-I'm fine, honestly, dont worry about me. I'm perfect."
"I'm fine." He called out, dropping two of the pills from the bottle into his hand. He sat the bottle down on the counter next to the kitchen sink. "You can come in, it's open."
And in one quick moment, he too the pills into his mouth and swallowed hard, forcing them down his throat and into his stomach. HE leaned over the kitchen sink, looking down into the drain as he heard his front door opening.
"Tim?" Sophia called out, still sounding worried. "Are you okay? Where are you?"
"Kitchen." He said, still staring down, giving his body a few moments to adjust, to take in the actions of the pills. To make him better.
Tim made sure to lock his door behind him, double checking to make sure the door would stay. After he was sure that nobody would be breaking into his house, he started down the stairs, feeling happy, feeling like--
_You make me sick._
"Oh god, not now..." Tim said, stopping dead in his tracks about halfway down the stairs. " _Please_ don't do this. I wont let you do this."
He turned around and marched up the stairs again, unlocking the door with his house key.
_Worthless boy. Scaring your--_
"Shut the fuck up..." Tim mumbled to himself, pulling out his phone as he walked to the medicine cabinet in his kitchen. He sent a text to Sophia.
_Got caught up in something. Meet me in my apartment._
Tim reached up into the cabinet, grabbing an orange bottle filled with small, orange pills. HE sighed, staring at it with his eyes glossed over, reading over the label again for the billionth time in his life.
bump
Tim wanted to tell her not to do that and he felt bad accepting her charity, but he knew that if she insisted, she was not going to let him say no. At all. So he just let it happen, shaking his head as he replied to her message.
_Alright, fine. Thats cool, I'll see you in a couple of hours then ;)_
He hit send, and only seconds later realized the mistake he made.
"Oh, fucking--shit! No! Fuck!" he shouted at his phone, watching helplessly as the small blue bar traveled across the top of his phone. He watched it waver for a moment, and he prayed that it would stop, but unfortunately, it didnt, and it sent instead. Cheeks burning, he quickly wrote a follow up message.
_sorry that should have been a :)_
He hit send, shaking his head as he let his phone fall out of his hand and onto his lap.
Tim read the message he received, breaking his concentration from the ceiling fan that he was staring at so intently when he got the message. He read it and, for some reason, smiled. He caught himself doing it and wondered why. He couldnt figure it out, so he just wrote a message back to her instead.
_Wanna go to the mall? I need a new jacket._
He hit send, still smiling.
Tim had been staring blankly at his computer screen for fifteen minutes. He couldn't bring himself to do anything. His eyes would wander to his phone for just a moment before snapping back to the computer. He tried his hardest to write some code, but he just couldnt bring himself to do anything. HE looked back at his phone.
This went on for five minutes.
"Oh...alright, okay."
He reached over and grabbed his phone. He unlocked it, scrolled down to Sophia, and tapped the little word bubble icon next to her name. HE stared at the screen for a few moments before sighing, and typing up a little message.
_Hey, Sophia. How are you? Do you want to do something together? We can go somewhere if you want._
_Oh, it's Tim, by the way._
He sent it, and he already felt the anxiety of waiting for a response weigh down on his chest.
heck yeah. I'm gonna wait for more people to check out!
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