How can all of that happen?! Why did that had to happen!? Bride was in utter terror not even noticing Johnathan trying to calm him down at all it was pure madness to see that all. A nightmare … Bride cried out a river of tears, as he was scared beyond relief, he couldn’t move he was paralyzed by seeing that awful messed up memory. He wanted to call out for his mom and dad to help him but it was impossible…being alone in that hospital room, the darkness, that…beeping sound over and over again just remembering it all just wanted to make him break down and run away. Just why he had to see that again!? Did he do something wrong to let him see that? Any answers…just why he had to see that why he felt like he had to relive that all.
Suddenly he felt pain in his heart…oh dear...not now…
“…n-n…no….” He clutched his chest and began to breath erratic. Ever since he was small child he was born with a very weak heart though within the years he became better he still had that heart. Heart attacks were rare for him now a days but maybe because seeing that terror ….All the fear and terror must have brought it as he felt his heart racing and his breathing shortening. He can’t have a heart attack now! There was no doctor anywhere else and…and…he didn’t want to die yet, he already brushed death so many time he can pull it through this! The pain was hard, he couldn’t keep sitting up and as slowly he felt light like it was over he heard something…
“Per….so….na….”
…pe…pers..sona? Then the pain was gone …everything was gone, as a mask appeared on his face and slowly his eyes turned to a golden yellow.
Mask
As a beautiful butterfly mask appeared on his face something changed in bride. He slowly stood up with a small smile. He chuckled sweetly and looked at some of his…classmates with that small smile, this wasn’t Bride at all yet it was still…maybe. There was a mall garden rake on the street floor, he picked it up and twirled it around his hand then turning back at them and posed like an innocent girl pretending nothing bad had happened. “
What should I do? I am..soo scared and helpless right? So clueless and...useless….maybe you thought about it…leaving me behind…right? It so easy to just throw me out like some weed….Did you think of that when I woke up?“ There was a bitter tone with this…masked Bride, though it wasn’t lying at all…he chuckled again sweetly once again maintaining that pure innocent girl image he had all this time.
“it…would be so easy…to do so…” He smiled again then lowering his head and he held the rake tightly.
“
No…no one seems to care anyway, just leave the poor little girl be…she wouldn’t hurt nothing, don’t tell her you cheated on her…it would just be fine she wont hate you… just a little sprout…nothing can bother her. Don’t tell her the truth, let her suffer in it….escape from it…continue to be a happy innocent little welp who doesn’t know the truth about anything….it just so easy isn’t?" The masked Bride looked at his unmasked classmates with a big grin yet it was a grin that had a lot of pain in it, almost like he wanted to cry but he didn’t want to show anyone how much of a pathetic piece of shit he was. He slowly walked towards them like it was true…he wasn’t going to hurt anyone then smashing the rake on the ground.
“I am tired of that bullshit! Why wont anyone take me serious!? Why won’t anyone tell me the truth?!...He doesn’t know…he doesn’t know at all…the truth…the reason why…."?????
As Bride woke up he felt dizzy and sick, he wasn’t sure what just happened but he looked around to notice a familiar room…the hospital room he was staying in his childhood before….that plain white room with nothing in it except for that bed and those machines…
“…W…wha…” Bride was shocked…how did he get there? Wasn’t he with his classmates in that…messed up town? How did he get here? He looked around for a while and noticed there was no window, there was always that window he used ot look at out, he always felt jealous watching all those kids playing out side and he…he had to stay there and do nothing. Tears almost formed at the corner of his eyes until he heard something.
“Min…to…”…That voice, he slowly turned hearing that familiar voice again. Suddenly at the white room became dark and there was a door with flowers on it….his bedroom door when he used to live back home…
“What….what….” He knew that door it was his old bedroom door, those flower stickers he put on there when he got out of the hospital and his parents bought them for him…why as it there?
“Mi…nto…”That voice…it was his dad….Bride even though knew it would be dangerous to continue he felt like he had to…his dad was calling for him, he trusted his dad and knew if he found him maybe he would be safe but it was the opposite but sadly he didn’t knew that yet. He opened that door up when he opened it wasn’t his bedroom it was a garden. A beautiful garden with flowers and trees surrounding everywhere. It was gorgeous and stunning like his dream garden yet it had an awful sinister feeling to it like they were looking down on him. Bride stepped back almost wanting to head back in that white room but when he turned around the door was gone.
“W…” Bride was speechless, how can this happen? Then he heard his dad voice again…
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M..minto…”“…Daddy…” He turned where he heard that voice, he knew it would end up bad but there was no where else to go…he was alone and there was no one there at all… carefully he began to follow the voice in the flora filled labryinth wondering where was his dad and why was he calling for him.