Park said nothing for a moment, allowing Hob's unfortunate, though perhaps not unwarranted departure to wash over him. It was something he did almost naturally now, his first and and most hard-earned skill, and either the reason or a perhaps an early side effect of his eventual profession. He had been young, very young, just three years old in fact, when he'd learned he was especially sensitive to the emotions of others. His older sister, Sun-Hi, had burned herself serving him his traditional bowl of word or seaweed soup. The burn had not been serious, but their overbearing mother had been concerned, and, within minutes, Park had found himself too distraught to eat. He was not upset, nor angry at the slight disruption in the festivities. It seemed only that he could not bear to step away too long from his sister or mother, had in fact spent most of the day in their arms, just watching, as if waiting for something worse to happen.
As he grew older, he was more able to temper his odd reactions to the more volatile expressions of emotion around him, but it wasn't until he was in his early teens that he learned how to process these feelings, how to quietly recall that was not his anger, not his affection or depression. Slowly, he began to reacclimatize to his friends without being all but forced to take on the timbre of any room he walked into. And once he mastered that, he began to master the art of teaching others the same. He craved it, he realized, and it seem to help as much as it hurt, the wild and boundless diversity of human emotion. And all at once, he could not imagine himself to be without it.
Forty years ago, Hob's disappearance might have left a sour taste in his mouth, but whatever remained in the NI-tech's absence was quickly soothed by the brief but bright moment passing between Abby and Gavin. Park watched, quietly removed, as was his tendency in moments like these, and let himself remember that while his family, his home, his livelihood had been left behind...there was still beauty to be found, often in the shadow of the ugliness before it.
So, there was simply no way to reject Abby's offer, however selfish it might have been to stay. Park chuckled quietly at Gavin's words, then fell instep alongside the doctor and their First Sergeant. And when Gavin asked his question, while Park's smile faded ever so slightly, the quiet agony that would have swept over him in his childhood years seemed content to rumble a low warning at the back of his mind.
"Nothing more than what I'm sure you've already seen," Park answered evenly, with a quick glance at Abby. "Adriana -- Dr. Collini -- left some notes on him, but I don't think I've ever met the man personally." Then he paused, scratched his chin, and reconsidered. "On second thought, I suppose that's not entirely true. I did meet Mr. Adams once, just for a few moments, back in the Mountain." Park cleared his throat as he tried to think whether he should speak more on the topic at all, whether anything could be gained by it or not. The devil was in the details, or so they said. But perhaps that wasn't such a bad thing when one was on the hunt to preempt the devil in the first place.
"I wouldn't have known him if I hadn't seen the photo in Dr. Collini's notes. Everything she'd written -- and granted, there was much at all -- said there was nothing at all out of the ordinary, hardly so much as a scar. No remarkable medical history, mental or otherwise. No psychological red flags, not even a particularly outstanding personality, in fact, she said, quite the opposite." To hear her tell it, Sylas Adams had been the epitome of unassuming in every way. Quiet, perhaps a little withdrawn, but in no way anyone found especially concerning. Or at least not until too late.
"I had an idea to join him for lunch at the cafeteria back in the Mountain," Park mused quietly, his brow furrowed. "It was going on days before launch, and everyone was...well, you know. Somewhere between anxious and reverent. Everything was spoken in whispers, more gestures and touches than actual words. And in all that fatalistic loving, I looked and saw this man sitting against a wall, so close it seemed he'd almost moved his chair back to keep it against something solid. The only thing that seemed strange at the time was that his plate was nearly empty, but he didn't seem to be eating anything. I didn't think much of it, I suppose. There was an empty seat next to him, so I sat down. I hadn't even gotten to really speak to him beyond a, 'Is this seat taken?' before he was leaving again."
Park trailed off for the moment, caught in the memory. Then he shook himself. "Mind you, it probably isn't anything. There was days in the Mountain I'd felt inclined to take meals by myself. But it did seem...odd somehow." Or rather he had. But Park didn't add that part. He was more than used to not being able to explain his hunches, his phantasmic glimpses of intuition, let alone regarding something so ominous.
Still. What might have happened if he had elected to sit beside the new world's first condemned man?
Park shrugged and ran a hand through his hair, once more turning a charming grin to his two companions.
"But that hardly seems the topic to settle an empty stomach, does it. Where do we stand on sandwich fixin's?"