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Hello, I am Dumbapple. Call me Dumb for short. I am a college student on the downward slope of graduating pretty soon, so my free time is little. I am an apple. Therefore no gender so don't ask. I like to eat cookies.... and apples. I know right? Its wrong. But I'm not really an apple. But I am an apple... apple. Bleep bloop. Apple out.

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"Sure, who am I to judge your father." he said this in almost a defeated voice. "I would suggest not to push your father too much though, compromise with him." Saying these things pained the man. But he couldn't have her walk straight into the fire... The moment she proves to her father that she couldn't be his pawn he had no doubt that he would rid himself of her. Even replace her... However, he was her father... there had to be some amount of parental love right? He could be persuaded to compromise. Ave could find a reasonable mage... that her father would approve of... this thought caused his to cringe. So much so he looked away so Ava wouldn't take notice. He began to miss the closeness they once shared... But he could recall her betrayal as well. She was a mage. His masters daughter. He was naught but some valuable piece of property and guard dog.

He quickly moved forward. Back to the estate. Back to his master... back to his cage. As much as he was scared of that place, as much as he hated it... he felt that running was risky... to risky. He could lose more than just his life now. He could lose Ava. "Hurry up Miss. We can't be late, it could sour your father's mood."
Andreios looked down at the girl with a small smirk, "No, I won't 'tattle' on you Ava. I don't like doing anything if I don't benefit from it. Feel free to unload your thoughts on me." He looked ahead again, pausing for a moment, thinking carefully about what to say about this business of love. What advice could he give that would matter in the end? Should he simple go ahead and tell her his opinion, or say something simply to comfort her.

"I don't believe people fall out of love, because if it was love that two people felt for another something like that wouldn't happen. However, I do believe, even if two people love each other, they could learn to love another, and let go of the said first one. For example, a widower may remarry and love his new wife as fiercely as the last one, or one can leave a loved one because it is best for themselves or their partner. Love is a broad term and can be defined many ways. When I was younger I worked under a rather pessimistic woman who claimed love was the most selfish emotion, and in her own right she is completely correct. It can be, two people in love are more than willing to destroy all stability around them and others so they can be with another. However, I think that is what selfish people do with love. But whatever love is, I don't believe anyone marries for love. When two people join together its for alliances, status change, and wealth. If they are lucky, they will love afterwards. And if they don't, well they either learn to live with it, or don't. Perhaps your parents couldn't learn to live comfortably with one another, but that doesn't mean you'll end up like them. I don't think your governess meant happiness in marriage, but rather status. In that regard, it is true that it is difficult for a child to do better than their parents these days, especially for males. I can't marry into higher status as easily as a woman could. And given my current position I couldn't, even given the opportunity. I wholly believe that who ever you marry will treat you as a precious treasure, I can't possibly see it ending up any other way."
Andreios had been dozing off the past few hours and then was suddenly assaulted with a thermos of some sort of drink. He flinched and almost dropped the thing. He grumbled something to himself as he examined the contents. Tea. "Thank you Lady Ava. I appreciate the gesture, but next time try not to attack me with gift." He drank the contents rather quickly, enjoying the warm hot substance. While he had been standing out here he was contemplating what he should do. The mother wanted her child safe, but she wanted him to ensure it and he was sure it wasn't possible. Yes, it occurred to him that he could take her and run but that brought up a few problems. One, Ava wouldn't want to leave her father. She made it very clear on multiple occasions, that she loved him. Two, even if Ava wanted to leave, the two of them would be hunted for the rest of their lives. He was used to life as the hunted, he spent four years as a run away slave. He simply didn't want that life for Ava. She needed a calm life, a place where she could settle and be happy. Such a reality was hard to come by when one is hunted.

"Alright. Lets go then before it gets dark. I wouldn't want your father to worry." When speaking of his master, his words took a slight bitter tone, even disguested as he uttered the word 'father' for he was no father of hers or anyone. He was a beast, a monster, that he still dreamed of killing.
Andreios stared at the woman with his icy blue eyes narrowed. He was frowning and was clearly discomforted by this whole ordeal. It wasnt her place to order him around... nor was it her place to tell him to save Ava. Did she not know or understand his position? If he attepmted to remind Ava, she would be likely killed or worse. And he... would not be killed. He was an investment beyond what most slaves were. It would be easier to simply accept the world as is. If he had the ability to save Ava, he was sure they wouldnt be in this situation. His master long dead and he a free man. But no. He was reduced back to his birth status, held on to by an invisible chain. He wasn't any sort of hero that was required to aid Ave. He was a slave, with dirty hands and stained with blood.

The tall man looked away and made his way to the front door. He would wait and guard from the outside as many guards do from what he gathered. He walked out briskly with a scowl and stopped at the door, "I will be just outside. Call if there is trouble " his hoarsed voice was low barely over a whisper. Then he exited.
Andreios sighed and leaned against the wall looking at the woman with a rather harsh look. "You didn't fight when he put you away. You didn't fight when he essentially took your daughter away?" The tall man bared his teeth a little like a mad dog of a sort. "You have some nerve telling me what to do ma'am. I may be a slave, but I am not yours." Andreios, seeing Ingrid's cold expression caused him to get somewhat anxious and defensive. He may have not been full aware of the whole situation, but he didn't care in all honesty. If she cared for Ave, this woman should have taken the child and ran the moment when her husband showed his true, cruel self. But instead, she sat here. In this house awaiting for the girl to come to her. Did Ingrid do anything for the two years Ava was gone? As far as Andreios was concerned she was no different from her husband, all of these nobles were it seemed. And maybe even Ava would grow up to be like this too...

"You're husband merely tampered with her memories with magic if you have to know. He erased everything that happened to her from since she ran away to just recently. He did that all just to ensure that his precious investment doesn't think itself as an individual." As he spoke he took off one of his leather gloves to reveal his hand marred by something that looked like black ink tattooed along his veins. He quickly slipped it back on, "It was very expensive you see, and the fact I'm still living is a miracle in itself." In a lower and more acidic voice, "Master will have me protect Ava to ensure I do not run away. However, I suspect I will be returning to the arenas to continue to profit for him just as I did before." The thought of that made him very uneasy, but he was sure it would be his fate. And once again, he felt a bitterness to magic itself.
He found himself chuckling at her reaction, rubbing her forehead in her little cute manner. Andreios sighed, leading his horse away from the girl and hers. "Come along Lady Ava, your mother awaits you eagerly, this is no time for dilly dally." He turned himself back toward the main road returning to his stoic self. Now that he had his little fun, he needed to get back to work. And in all honestly, he wanted her to take the safer route himself. He was here to protect her, he hadn't run because he had a need to protect her. But in order for him to do a proper job of that, he had to protect her from her own reckless behavior. Had they not horses, he would consider this other route, but not with. She demonstrated the outcome that was to be expected.

He stopped for a moment to look back to make sure she was following him. "Hurry up."
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Andreios raised an brow at her. "No wonder your father wishes for the safer route. You're as graceful as a new born deer." He shook his head and examined the problem. Her hair was definitely entangled with the branch, with little hope of return. Served her right trying to go off ahead in that reckless manner. However, she was always that way wasn't she. She was the mage who wanted and insisted in traveling with a mercenary who had an obvious issue with mages. It was common sense was foreign language to her.

He took to her side, stopping her horse, the pulling only made things worse. "Well, I see two solutions. I cut your hair, or I cut the branch and it can be an accessory in which you will have to deal with for the rest of your days." Of course, he could spend the time untangling it, as he was now, but telling her that would take all joy from his empty life. And what was the point of anything if he couldn't enjoy the little things still.
Andreios, or rather Aranhil now, stood blankly showing little to no emotion. He felt like a hallowed shell of a man. As the girl called him 'lord' he could not help but to feel the sting of the irony that laid within those words.... and his master was loving it. He loved to see his run away pet suffer. He reveled in the thought of Andreios dying inside, trapped, on a leash so tight and short it was a wonder that he had not hung himself with it yet. But he was trapped, his leash should not him, never him. He allowed a weak point to be revealed to his enemy and now it was exploited. He was stuck between a hard place and a painful place. It was just as well however, this was the life fate had laid out for him. Even when he escaped, the magic in his veins burned, and he was a slave still. To his anger, to his hatred. There was a chance of true freedom. It was there. He saw it, but he rejected it for the temptation revenge. This was his fault, he was not meant for freedom.

He did not make eye contact with Ava, he would not risk her thinking that they could be friends. He was to protect her, it wasn't all bad. There were worst fates, he could have been sent back to the arena in the desert and forced to fight like an animal. But he knew why his master did this. This was a punishment. Andreios would be by the woman he loved, stand by her side so close he could smell the floral perfume she used for that day. He would be so close to the person who was the symbol of his freedom, but further than he ever was. Her memories of him wiped, to her, he was naught but a dirty mercenary her father hired. And if she attempted affection toward him, he would be standoffish and distant. She would never get the chance to know him again, less he risk her life. Yet... he could be content with this. Just being with her, even like this, even if he watches her fall in love with another, and get married, even if she freely uses magic with out a care in the world, he could find happiness with this. However, he could not let anyone know. His master could easily take this last comfort away.

Andreios listened to her polite sweet little greeting, he couldn't help to feel pained by it. At this point all he wanted to take her into his arms and express his affection and happiness for her current safety. But such an action would jeopardize said safety so he held his cold glare and looked to his master with frown. So he would be escorting her around to meet her mother. What kind of woman would marry that monster he wondered. Ava had talked of her mother so fondly... but then again she thought the same with her father and that was so far from the truth.
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