Ella looked at the sister, wanting to tell sister Lazenby that she didn't want to participate in any foster care project of the church. She couldn't keep living with people and be secretly scared of them viering her for her whole life! She already hated this short moment of pretending, let alone even longer. She couldn't live like that, it would be awful and she didn't want it.
What sister Lazenby said was true, she had no family who could take care of her. But even then, being all alone still had to be better living in a church family? She lived in the forest now and there was not really somebody in the tribe who could take care of her, even if there was a really nice werewolf every time it was full moon, but she had no choice, she couldn't be living in a family and be scared every moment she was with them.
Poitr and sister Lazenby left for a moment, but he was back soon again. She once more cuddled up against him as close as she possibly could. Being around him she felt safe, he knew what had really happened. She didn't have to lie to him and he had saved her. She hadn't felt like this since her mother had died, actually. There was always someone who could take care of her, but this still felt different.