Loom: Brightman-Dial Treatment Center
Day 3, MorningZadkielIt wasn't that Jasper didn't sleep so much as he hated to.
First and foremost it was wasteful. Time spent sleeping was time that could well be spent doing something else--he didn't need to, or at least he had sufficient essence reserves and the methodology to avoid having to do so, but he also didn't enjoy it. Angelic though he might have looked his dreams were rarely pleasant ones, subconscious rioting at the notion of having to fit all the jumbled information he accumulated in
somewhere. It was hard enough to fit millennia of personal experience into a single mind, let alone the collective memories and experiences and consciousnesses of the many others he'd metaphorically (and, unfortunately, not-so-metaphorically) devoured since, and the end result was not what one might consider 'restful'. Still, the night had been surprisingly soothing, and had he not been woken up by his tinny, choral ring-tone proffered by a single, red-finger-nailed hand he might even have been in a good mood for it. Honestly the phone was damn lucky--had he any less patience it would have been ashes so long ago it wasn't even funny.
Not that you'd have been able to tell from his voice as he sat up and swiped in.
"No, he hasn't escaped." Was the first thing he said, his breath the slight, weary sigh of someone speaking to an obvious idiot with obvious patience and compassion. "Yes, it's a ploy. Yes, I'll be right over." The phone swiped closed and laid itself in Rubra's hand at the same moment Jasper turned in bed, running a hand over his face as if to brush off the cobwebs of centuries and the weight that came with them. It didn't work, if his creaky rise was any indication, and he padded his way to the closet with the same resigned, determined footsteps he always did. Distractions abounded, but in the end there was always work to be done.
Another white shirt, another pair of immaculate white pants, another day. Back to the war.
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"I did warn you." Jasper was saying, but Ricket couldn't hear him. He couldn't actually hear much of anything, really, but the panicked blood pumping in his ears and the wet sound of sobbing that he realized only after a moment was his own. The angel certainly wasn't crying--at best he looked mildly apologetic, which barely even computed now as Ricket tried to suck in another breath but instead only shuddered and wept.
And tried, desperately, to understand what he had to do to make sure Jasper never,
ever did that to him again.
To be fair, the angel wasn't lying; Ricket just hadn't believed him. They never did, the demons that Jasper captured, having suffered as they had. They'd survived Hell, after all, and struggle and dismemberment and the countless awful deeds their species was prone to. What did this prissy little angel who walked with bare feet, with his chains and his concrete and his fuck-off huge bodyguard, know of pain? Ricket had even said it to his face.
And Jasper had smiled, kindly and sadly, because there was nothing else to do. How could he have made him understand? That this was a pain not endured but suffered, that the demon would never be the same for bearing its memory? Some things could only be experienced, not learned, and this apparently was one of them.
It's only in the face of horror that we wicked things find our nobler selves, Jasper remembered, from so long ago now that it was incredible to think he still felt that empty burn.
But we can be so noble!So, horror. It had taken Jasper a long time to perfect it.
"Please." Ricket realized he was saying at about the same moment Jasper did, hearing it over and over on a breathless whisper. All one word, a prayer. "Please. Please. Please." The angel standing above him knelt, slowly and achingly, one knee to the floor first and then the other, and leaned in to turn his ear to the demons lips. If the creature had the burden of such agony, it was the least he could do to bear its confession.
"Please?"
"Please." Ricket breathed and nodded his head, swallowing back another blubbering sob as he closed his eyes. Red tears streaked down from his eyes, ran down from his ears, dribbled from his lips to patter at the ground below. "Anything. Please."
It was the part that Jasper liked the least, if he was being honest. Contrary to popular belief he did not enjoy the pain of others. Their redemption, yes, but not the pain that came with it. Its necessity was his only consolation, but he wore it like armor as he labored to his feet with weary understanding. It was always the same, after all, the begging and crying and pleading. To think he was once the Archangel of Mercy.
"I know it hurts, Ricket." He said, closing his eyes and managing a beatific smile as his hand lay on the demon's shoulder. "But you will rise above it, and be so much more in its wake."
And, his eyes beginning to shine, Ricket
screamed.-------------------
Loom: Darlyn's Cafe
Day 3, AfternoonRoanne, Tokarin, Lazarus, Zadkiel @Fairess,
@Wind Wild,
@ThemerlinhawkLunch time.
It came later than he'd intended--the morning had been busy--but Jasper stepped into Roanne's diner and made his way to the same seat he always did...and stopped. That there was someone else in it was hardly surprising, the diner's food was quite good after all, but that it was someone he couldn't simply move without thought was. Try though he might to keep the molding of memory to a minimum, after all these years Jasper was a creature of habit. He much preferred what he'd come to appreciate as
his red leather stool by the counter, three stools in to the left of the corner where the checkered floor made its way back towards the kitchen. It had
his little tear exposing the cheap white cotton beneath and didn't squeak when he swiveled on it, as he occasionally did while he was preoccupied in thought. And while normally a little mental nudge would be enough to shuffle the counter and allow him his space, today it was significantly more occupied.
First and foremost there was the man in the dark suit, settled at the bar and lost in his memories. It didn't take a genius to see the aura around him and to Jasper it was clear as day, heavy as grave dirt and dark as death. It clung in the air around him like a pall, thickening and permeating it like the weight of the enchanted locket he carried. The second was the young angel seated in
his stool, a pretty thing trying to get Roanne's attention. That was, in and of itself, an interesting development--Jasper knew that Roanne had angelic friends outside of himself, of course, but he'd never made any effort (and in fact, had made efforts
not) to meet them. He had no desire to be cloying and besides, little enough time to spend on it. But this little bright thing looked exactly the kind of companion someone like Roanne would appreciate, and given that it was so clear that she was there to converse with his dear guardian he took the liberty of making his aching way to the seat between the oddities instead of trying to slide them about. He sat more slowly than a man his age should.
Would they, he wondered, see the man in the tan suit or the angel in white? The wings on his back dwarfed even Tokarin's, massive and heavy as they trailed across the floor behind him. That people stepped around them was suspiciously convenient, as was their immaculate cleanliness, but such things were common enough among angels.
"Afternoon." He offered to either or both of them, nodding slightly in acknowledgement. He gathered up a menu and set it delicately on the counter in of him, the universal sign of being ready to order no matter how unlikely it was to happen. Roanne had a penchant for not bothering to let him after the first fifteen times he'd asked for a wedge salad, but it never hurt to be prepared. Turning to Tokarin, his smile wrinkled the corners of his eyes.
"Would you mind switching seats?"
Alba and Rubra, as always, waited outside.