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So I should probably explain what's going on now, huh?

@AnnieTimeNow@Aquanthe@HecateProxy@KimmiNinja@Utrax@CyanideSweetie@wolverbells@SheriffLlama

Essentially you will now get to create your character's tutor/trainer who will oversee the individual aspects of your character's care. They will monitor their health and stats, be a confidante and moderate any medication based on test results. Later on they will be instrumental in helping your characters understand and shape their powers as they grow in strength.

First it's just a blood test followed by a drink and a snack to regain blood sugar levels before some exercise under careful scrutiny to get baseline levels of abilities for everyone in the facility.
Arthur Seymour

Auditorium

@AnnieTimeNow@Aquanthe@HecateProxy@KimmiNinja@Utrax@CyanideSweetie@wolverbells@SheriffLlama

Everyone slowly filtered into the auditorium, mostly sitting apart although not at complete opposite ends of the room. Now that they had all spoken there was less mutual suspicion going on, at least for the most part. By the time Arthur arrived Athena and Cassius had already sat down and were talking, although the conversation looked pretty stilted. Choosing not to interrupt he walked down the aisle and then slipped into a row mid way down that was currently unoccupied.

Not long after the final members of the group filed in did the research lady from the previous day bounce her way in, a wide smile across her face.


"Good morning, all! I hope those of you who stayed here last night got some rest, although I understand it might be hard to begin with under the circumstances." She spun her clipboard up into her hand and glanced down it, nodding to herself and muttering as she ran through whatever was on it. "So first things first, we need to take some quick blood samples from you all to see how much the medicine is slowing the progression of your mutation. We need to finely tune it to each individual so that it moves at a safe and controllable pace. After that we'll break for a quick snack and a drink, get your blood sugar levels back up, and then we'll be doing some basic fitness trials."

The projector clicked on as she pressed a button on the remote, hitherto hidden in her lab coat pocket. Pictures of a small gym appeared on the screen with lots of monitoring equipment around the fitness machines. Mostly they looked to be cardio focused machines but there were a few weights available by the look if it as well.

"There is a gym you can all use at your leisure but we'll be using smaller rooms to conduct individual tests for now. You'll be partnered with a trainer who will take some baseline stats from each of you so we can monitor any drastic or sudden changes in your body's makeup or activity."

She clicked again and the projector turned off. A group of individuals, not wearing biohazard suits like the first lady, walked into the room and stood at the front just behind her. Gesturing to them, a mix of men and women in their early thirties, at most, the lady in the lab coat smiled.

"These will be your trainers. They'll be with you throughout the process so we can get consistent results on any changes going on in you. They've all been through this before themselves so they'll be immune to your illness." Clapping her hands, she pranced away and out of the room, leaving the new tutors with their dazed pupils.

One of them, a man standing at least a towering 6' 7" with a broad chest rippling with muscle under a tight shirt and shorts, stepped forwards with a clipboard that looked comically small in his massive hand. He glanced at it then cast his gaze across the room, storm grey eyes falling upon Arthur.


"Arthur Seymour. You're with me, come." His accent was a thick Russian one and although he spoke fluently his tone was clipped and short; commanding. Arthur stood up without protest and followed the huge man out of the auditorium's main doors and up the hallway to the right, previously locked, and then into another corridor with several doors along it. None of them were labelled in any discernible way but the hulking giant of a man before Arthur seemed to know precisely where he was going and walked halfway down the corridor before pushing into a room exactly like the one the lady researcher had shown them before.

"We'll do the blood test first, then you have a break. Then we come back and do some exercise." The man lifted up several electrodes that were laid out on the running machine to show Arthur. "We'll use these to get a baseline for you. After that we keep track through cameras and sensors in the facility as well as regular check ups. Understood?" He was business like in his approach, not cold or uncaring, but efficient and he seemed like he was itching to get on with things.

For Arthur that worked perfectly so he nodded, sitting down on the chair the man gestured at and rolling up his sleeve to expose his arm. He hadn't really had to have blood tests taken before, although he'd given it plenty of times, but he was surprised with the care the huge man took in fitting the strap higher up his arm and then in choosing a healthy vein. Quickly he drew two vials of blood before handing Arthur a cotton ball to blot the small hole and then a small circular plaster to put on once the bleeding finished.


"Get a snack and drink lots. We have water but nothing else in here, could interfere with the results. Come back in... twenty five minutes and we begin."

The man opened the door and gestured for Arthur to go, which he did, although once he was back in the main corridor with the auditorium a bit further down he wondered how he was meant to know which room to go back to.
Lauren Jones

@HecateProxy


Lauren sat curled into a ball, not daring to look up lest her friend wore the expression of hate she was expecting. After all she had said, how could Mora possibly not hate Lauren? But instead she felt Mora's strong arms wrap around her and lift her out of her weak and febrile state. Shocked and exhausted, Lauren lent into the embrace, wrapping her arms weakly around her friend as if she were her one and only lifeline.

"No." She could hear the pain in her friend's voice and the guilt cut her deep, she had done it again. She'd hurt her friend, selfishly prioritising her needs over those of the one most dear to her. Mora's embrace tightened around her and she could feel the slight tremble in her friend's body. Or was that her shaking? It was becoming hard to tell. "It was never your fault, you hear me?!" How could she say that? Lauren had laid it out for her, she'd been tormented by it for over two years so she knew better than anyone how it was her fault. "I never blamed you. I will never hate you. Law," Mora pulled back, taking Lauren's face in her hands and staring into her eyes, through both their tears, brushing Lauren's away. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I wasn't there for you."

Why is she sorry? It's my fault, how can she not blame me? Why is she the one apologising?

"I'm so sorry. I, I missed the signs. I didn't let you grieve with me. I-" She was pulled back into Mora's fierce but shaking embrace. "You are precious to me. Law and I am so sorry." There it was. 'Precious'. It wasn't the same, it wasn't returned feelings, but it was a sign. Mora wasn't just trying to make her feel better. She meant it. Now Lauren felt the guilt bite deeper but it was different. No longer did it eat at her soul, it wasn't the dream haunting, nightmare inducing, spirit sapping guilt that had plagued her since Cain's death. Now she merely felt guilty for hurting her friend, even if it made her endlessly joyous to know how much she cared.

"I'm here." She could hear Mora trying to calm herself down, her voice hoarse from crying and emotion. "I am here and I'm never letting you go." Lauren leaned into the embrace, letting the warmth spread throughout her and banish the dark emotions that had flooded her, that unopened chest in the back of her mind diminishing in size with every moment.

"Ra... thank you." She whispered, her voice wavering but at least she had found it again. "I'm sorry... for putting this on you. For bringing it all up. I just didn't know what to do." She squeezed the other girl, her muscles feeling weak and heavy as exhaustion, both physical, emotional and mental, weighed heavily down upon her. "There was no one else. You were only ever the one... who I could talk to..."

Sleep was taking her firmly in its grasp and, for once, she didn't fear it quite so much. She perked up a little, resisting its grasp for a final moment. "Can I... stay?" Her head nodded forwards and her body went heavy in Mora's embrace as deep sleep final took her.


Distracted by her own thoughts and too tired from their frozen hike to be alert for mischief, Lauren did not notice the snowball hurtling her way until it hit her square in the face. She dimly recalled Gabriel calling out to them, which was fair warning, but she had been zoned out enough that she hadn't quite picked up on the tone in his voice; it was happiness, which was something Gabriel rarely showed genuinely.

Reeling backwards in surprise, and shock at the sudden coldness on her face, she spluttered and wiped the already melting snow from her face. Her tea, still unidentified as to what it was made of or from, spilt a little on the ground, instantly melting snow before refreezing rapidly afterwards. Glaring up she honed in on Gabriel, a grin spreading across her face as she Grant sneak up behind him and pound him with a large snowball. As the big man responded to the surprise attack, Lauren crouched down and quickly balled up some snow and hurled it at the now exposed back of the taller man.

"Big man means a big target!" She crowed, picking up the tea she had placed on the ground and ducking out of the way of any incoming snowballs. "Anyway, now that I'm even, I'll leave you all to it. Make you sure get him a few times for me." The last she directed at Olivia who had also been an unsuspecting victim of the tall boy, winking and grinning before slipping into the cabin marked as belonging to the girls.

At first she thought she was alone and set about taking her thick coat off and hanging it on one of the provided hooks. It was only when she sat down on one of the beds to take off her soaking wet boots that she noticed movement in a huddle on the one opposite her. She paused for a moment although she had seen Jade and Olivia outside so she knew who it was before she saw the other girl's face.

"You're missing a hell of a snowball fight outside, Ra." Her boots were tight and it was hard to loosen them, ice still making them stiff even as it melted and left pools of water on the wooden floorboards. Finally she got them off and shoved them underneath her bed, lest she climb out in the morning and slip on a puddle first thing. The thought of rising in the morning inevitably had her looking towards her bag she had previously dropped off before going to the main cabin, her medical supplies inside along with an empty reminder.

She sat with her legs tucked underneath her, hands in her lap and fiddling with her fingers as she worked out what to do. Before, she had resolved herself to the conversation she needed to have but now that an opportunity, the best and only real opportunity, was in front of her she was reluctant, scared even, to open that can of worms. To unlock that chest in the back of her mind containing all the things she never wanted to think about. Now she had lost the lock though, her alcohol supplies run dry, and the chest would open by itself sooner or later. At least she could choose how that happened and with whom nearby.

"Ra, you awake still? I need to talk to you about something." Her voice sounded small, distant to her own ears, and she felt as if she were watching her own body from afar as she stood up and walked over to her pack in a daze. After rooting around in it she brought out her medical supplies and laid the sack on the bed, retrieving one of the deliberately unlabelled bottles and handing it to Mora. She sat down on her own bed, drawing her knees up to her chest and hugging them, bracing her body for the onslaught her psyche was about to endure.

She didn't say anything, just watching her friend take the bottle and open it to see that it was empty. There was the lingering smell of spirits though, unmistakable and pungent and there was no way Mora wouldn't recognise it. "I needed it to sleep. I have done ever since... that day. That was my last bottle." She was standing up now, pacing but close to being hunched over, arms across her chest and hugging herself as the seals began to break, her anxiety ramping up but she felt a desperate need to get the words out, the truth out, before she could say no more.

"I meant to tell you... been trying to tell you ever since - no, that's not right. What I wanted - um - no that's not - erm, just let me start again." She sighed in exasperation, hands pressed against the sides of her head as she continued to pace, muttering to herself, disagreeing, backtracking, trying to form what she wanted to say into something coherent. It all needed to come out, she wanted to just lay it all out at once but she couldn't and trying to work out what would come first was eating away at her slight calm.

She paused, sucking in a deep breath. Then another, hands now on her chest as if to make sure she was actually taking air into her lungs, her racing heart pounding up through her chest so that she could feel the vibrations clearly in her hands. She turned back to Mora resolutely, concentrating hard on what she wanted to say. She began with a single word.

"Cain." Regretting it immediately, but always having known she would regret bringing up the topic of her best friend's dead brother, she forged on now that she had broached the hardest topic. Her words came tumbling out, this time in a vaguely coherent stream. "I see him. Every night. I saw... then. Sometimes it was what happened, sometimes he... he wasn't Cain. He'd curse us, threaten us. Then..." Unbidden, tears streamed down her face but she took no notice, she was already so numb from her long-hidden trauma coming to the surface that she felt nothing.

"It was you. I couldn't cope with - that was it for me. I couldn't sleep anymore. If I could dream then I would see it and... I couldn't. I needed a way out and that," she pointed at the bottle in Mora's hand, "that was the only thing that worked. But I ran out. I don't want to carry on like this, Ra!" She was pacing again, her arms active as she gestured or pressed against her head or crossed against her chest.

"It's more though. I couldn't come to you or Jade, you were both suffering so much! Cain was your brother, how could I ask for help when it must have been worse for you than it ever was for me?" She was coming towards the end, the crux of the matter, what really was the centre of her trauma and why she had never been able to shake it or discuss it with anyone before, especially the one and only person she should have.

"But... it was my fault! If I hadn't been there - if you hadn't been with me - you'd have both made it!" Her hands were balled into fists now, pressing against the sides of her skill painfully, her knuckles white but it gave her clarity and she wanted it, deserved it, to have become so weak to now need to hurt the one closest to her just to carry on. "Because Pa - because you had to help me, Cain ran off. We would have been faster without Pa, made it to the boats before the Titans got there, Cain would've made it. I should've told you both to go but I didn't. So it's my fault."

Her energy was falling away now, her body shaking involuntarily as she sank slowly to her knees, now looking up at her friend through a blur, feeling a growing emptiness within her as she poured out everything.

"But the worst bit... I wasn't fair to him. He died not knowing anything and maybe he did it... for me. You know? I sometimes think he did it to impress me. I know that's not true but I can't help it. And that... that's my fault too. I know he liked me and I never told him. I ran away and never said anything. So he died being lied to, because Pa was hurt, because you were both with me. Because of me." She felt exhausted but she was so nearly done. So close to the finish line. Whatever happened now, she'd said it. It wouldn't fix things, it wouldn't bring Cain back to his sister, but it would uncover the truth she'd been hiding.

"I couldn't tell him because... because it was you, Ra. How could I? What would it do to you both, I couldn't do that. So I said nothing, I let him indulge and then he died because of it. Because I was a coward, because I ran away and didn't want to say the truth. Ever since... I just wanted to care for you. Look after you. Make it up to you both, make up for not saying anything. But... it hurts." She curled up on herself, kneeling in the floor and bent double as if savaged by stomach cramps, hugging herself tightly and sobbing.

"I'm sorry, Ra! I love you and it killed Cain! I killed your brother and I can't bring him back. I can't do this anymore, I can't cope. I don't have any right to ask you now, you couldn't ever love me, you'll probably always hate me, but," she looked up from her position on the floor, feeling as faint as if her life itself was hanging on a single thread, "help me?"
@LetMeDoStuff

Can't say I agree that any of your posts have been sub par or remotely close to poor quality.

Whatever you put out I'm sure it'll be a joy to read.


After a timeless age of trudging through a blinding blizzard they had arrived at the plateau where their cabins were. The snow flurries had eased up a little, allowing them to see the glow from lit fires just up ahead over the final crest, giving them the final spurt of hope and energy they needed to roll exhausted into the camp. In her excitement, Mora fellow over into the snow but got herself up easily enough and made it in first. The other group appeared to have arrived not long before them, Olivia revelling in the lighter snow fall now that she had a warm place to retreat to. She waved at Olivia as she passed, too intent on getting into the warm before she could converse with anyone else.

Inside the cabins she slipped her pack off of her shoulders, the weight loss making her stand up straighter and immediately feel taller. The warmth was almost uncomfortable on her face, thawing her clothes out and water dripping off as snow and ice melted, but she still felt better for it and everyone else looked to be in similar condition. She saw Jade yelling to two of the boys from the other group, her mind working a little faster now that she didn't have to focus on just keeping going. Looking around the main cabin she saw a fire pit with a cauldron already bubbling over above it. Heading over she held her hands out to the heat, gloves now off, and sniffed the liquid inside. It wasn't food, that was for sure, but if she had to guess it smelled like nettle tea or something similar. Warm and energising, just the sort of thing they'd all need.

After she had full control of her hands and fingers again she grabbed a few tankards and ladled some of the drink into them and began to distribute it.

"Need to warm up from the inside as well as the outside." She ordered those she came across, heading outside and thrusting a tankard each into Jade and Olivia's hands. "And make sure you put something dry on before long!" Her orders given out, she scurried back inside to the warmth and sat near the fire in the centre of the room.

She looked down into the green coloured tea in her cup, her murky and distorted reflection staring back up at her. Now that they were here, safe in the cabins, her mind was drifting back to the matter of the days and nights ahead and how she would cope. Doubts were beginning to assail her about whether she should burden someone else and if it was even healthy to try and confront her troubles yet. Was she ready? Already she wanted to just avoid the matter, get through tonight by not sleeping and then sourcing some alcohol to keep her going.

Somewhere inside her she knew that it couldn't go on, though. She had had the opportunity to top up her reserves, there were plenty of crooked older soldiers back at the main training camp who wouldn't bat an eyelid at her returning with drink. Some would even get some for her, after she had patched up the occasional injury or provided a tonic for a cold. The last six months she had refused to do so, knowing that if she continued on there would come a time when she would need to fight, or her healing skills would be required, and she would be too inebriated to act. People would die, either on her behalf or because of her weakness, and that scared her just as much as having to face her fears.

So she steeled herself, gripping her cup tightly and looking up around the cabin, planning how to broach the subject with her friend. Mora would hate her, she was sure of it. How could she not? Lauren hated herself for what happened but for some reason her friend laid no blame at her door and that hurt too. She would have to tear open those wounds to move on, she would probably have to give up what she had realised she wanted if she were to be honest with her friend but that was surely only fair and just?
@LetMeDoStuff

We're all arriving at the cabins now. There may or may not be a snowball fight brewing, if that helps.


Under more normal circumstances, Arthur might have tried to foster some cohesion in their group. That was certainly something which they were missing with brittle conversation being exchanged and some residents flat out refusing to communicate or giving up shortly after doing so. He put it down to the alien nature of their situation, something not one of them would have had to deal with before, but it was still early morning and he doubted any of them had slept properly the previous night. For his part, he had woken once or twice which was unusual for him, and Arthur prided himself on his stoic nature.

Instead, he focused on the meal in front of him. A few partook but there was little enough trust going about as it was, so perhaps the gesture in and of itself would serve its purpose for now, although he disliked the idea of food going to waste. After a particularly healthy portion, during the eating of which he studiously stayed quiet, he drank his tea slowly, all the while listening to everyone around him. They were disorganised with contrasting natures, not to mention emotions were running high.


"Hello hello! We're nearing nine o'clock now so could you all head to the auditorium for the first session? I hope you've all got properly acquainted with one another now, although the first sessions will just be quick individual ones with plenty of free time in between. I'll see you there."

The intercom buzzed into life and then crackled out quickly, the researcher having delivered her rapid message. Arthur pushed himself up, gathering dirty plates and rapidly stacking them, scraping uneaten food onto a separate plate, before carrying them to the kitchen and loading up the dishwasher. At the primary school he had been teaching in he often helped out with the breakfast club provided for the more disadvantaged students, sitting with them and chatting in the morning; something of underestimated importance lest they feel abandoned by parents. Subconsciously he was doing something similar here, compartmentalising his feelings of anxiety and fear to better deal with them while providing the little support he could to those around him.

Leftover food that hadn't been served he put in containers and shoved in the fridge, unwilling to waste anything further, before emerging from the kitchen into the cafeteria.

"Let's go. There's no point in causing them problems." He didn't wait to see if anyone was going to argue against him, which would be understandable enough, or if anyone agreed and followed. As he left the cafeteria he passed the man who had joined them this morning and nodded to him in passing. "I'm Arthur, nice to meet you. For now we should follow their instructions, we can find out more as we go." He continued on, passing the quite man who had yet to really speak with anything, and he said nothing, respecting his isolation.

Finally he caught up with the newest woman of their group who seemed flustered, having left the group rapidly after speaking with Bailey. At last Arthur could no longer do nothing, seeing someone who was actually in need of direction or at least some show of comfort, so he approached her.

"We should head to the auditorium. Your name was... Athena, right? I heard you speak to Sienna earlier. I'm Arthur, professor of history and teacher of little children." He smiled, gesturing round the corner to where signs pointed towards the auditorium. "That's the way there, the others will follow soon but I think staying together as a group's a good idea. We're all in the same boat here and, as far as I can tell, we'll be here a little while so we should probably try to get along some."
@LetMeDoStuff

Is there any chance they'd refer you to private care so that you're seen faster/better?

Failing that, take care and I sincerely hope that things change in your favour.


Arthur had barely begun preparing food when he noticed others starting to arrive. A couple of them went to the vending machines, apparently foregoing a cooked or more substantial breakfast, while a woman he didn't recognise from the day before was standing near the corner, with no apparent motivation to approach closer. His first instinct was to wave to her and call her over but he thought better of it, considering how anxious most people would feel in their situation. He himself, after all, was heavily suppressing his own feelings of fear by being active and making observations on their surroundings on the facility; as if it would help should the facility managers proved to be less than trustworthy.

Another woman, the one he remembered identifying herself as Eliza the previous day, was the first to actually enter the kitchen proper with a declarative statement regarding her cooking skills but an offer to aid in setting up. This gave Arthur an idea and he stopped what he was doing, hurrying back to the fridge and unloading a lot more of the food stuffs from before and returning to his preparatory area.

"That'd be helpful, thank you. I'll make a large batch then - it's good to start the day with a proper breakfast. At least, that's what we do in Britain." He smiled back at Eliza and hurried his actions, shoving bacon and sausages under the grill in bulk and slicing the rest of the food at speed. While not a great chef he had lived alone ever since he turned eighteen and had gotten used to making food for himself as well as hosting dinner parties for friends and colleagues.

Bailey busted into the kitchen with a dark look on his face, heading straight for the fridge and ignoring everyone else, grabbing an apple and making himself a coffee before his expression relaxed a little. He apologised for his actions, explaining his withdrawal symptoms, Arthur raising an eyebrow in question but saying nothing, turning his focus back to chopping so that he didn't cut himself by not looking.

"I think I saw some dishes in that cupboard. Not that one, the one to your left. That's it. Can you pop them in the oven to heat up a little?" He was directing with nods of his head, hands busy loading up saucepans with mushrooms, beans, bread and oil and plum tomatoes while intermittently turning the food over as they began to fry. Turning away for a second he grabbed a manual cafetiere and filled it with some ground coffee and boiling water, returning to tend to the food, and then filling a pot of tea up as well.

He was in his element, rushing about and occasionally requesting assistance from anyone nearby to fetch things, as if preparing a breakfast for multiple party goers who had crashed at his house the night before and were still recovering. Soon the food was ready and he began to divvy it up into various warm serving dishes and ferrying them out to the cafeteria before taking his own seat and rubbing his hands.

"Food for anyone who wants it, I feel like we've got a day ahead of us and it's good to be prepped."
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