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" i know someone that would call you an idiot for saying that and she is the only reason that i'm here with you now. If Ame ever heard you say that she would have done something to you for saying it. but since i'm here i will say this. your wrong. i should have been the one to die not any of them. i should have had more control over the parasite and then i could have fought at your sides and then i would have been able to die in their places. but lets not focus on the past and look at the future because if we focus on the past we will just want to die." Shadow said with a smile.
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- Old Guild Username: kothartheshadow
- Joined: 11 yrs ago
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Taking a few days away
5 yrs ago
Wish i had the abilty to time travel. Just to go back and beat the crap out of my younger self. Stop playing games so late at night. fucks you up later. Insomnia sucks tired body wide awake mind.
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7 yrs ago
Will be on later.
7 yrs ago
"Everything you know is wrong Up is down and short is long And everything you used to think was so important Doesn't really matter anymore." Damn you Weird Al why is this section stuck in my head
7 yrs ago
I have now wasted a few days of my life watching all of Comment Awards on youtube. Damn you cowbelly
Bio
I have been around for a long time with the guild. was sad to see the old guild fade away. but now that its back i have moved into rping almost anything. no vampire stuff for me.
i'm almost always looking for more rps. Fixed my internet problem for now. Yay.
I'm a happy to just talk any time people need to or want to. I'm good at helping work through problems. Damn high school making me a problem solver for everyone.
Fun side note : to any and all that rp with me. this is a simple notice. I screwed up my sleep cycle a long time back. and it beats me down at random times now. should i vanish in the middle of things. assume that sleep had found me and won.
If you want to reach me easier Then ask for my Discord. I dont just hand it out to people i haven't at least talked to. had a few "friends" piss me off with their actions.
i'm almost always looking for more rps. Fixed my internet problem for now. Yay.
I'm a happy to just talk any time people need to or want to. I'm good at helping work through problems. Damn high school making me a problem solver for everyone.
Fun side note : to any and all that rp with me. this is a simple notice. I screwed up my sleep cycle a long time back. and it beats me down at random times now. should i vanish in the middle of things. assume that sleep had found me and won.
If you want to reach me easier Then ask for my Discord. I dont just hand it out to people i haven't at least talked to. had a few "friends" piss me off with their actions.
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does shadow seem a bit op now?
Shadow looked down and then ran his hand through her hair and said " I'm sorry. you should never have been forced to hear about the death of your friends. if they were not at peace then i would bring then back but they are in peace. if you want i can try to set up a link between them and you with me as the conduit. i don't know if it will work but i can try if you want me to." he didn't like seeing her in this condition i tore his heart apart.
then go and get sleep i will be on tomorrow. see you around and take life as it come
ok sounds good to me.
that would be fine with me.
" the only way to deal with death is time. the pain will dull but it will always be there and you will always question if there was anything that you could have done different. but stop those thoughts or they will drive you mad because the only thing you could have done different is die. i'm happy to help you and the guild" Shadow said as he turned back and walked inside and walked to the room. he walked over to Aery and lifted her into his arms before walking back to Celaena and saying " Do we walk or do you want to supply the location and i can use my magic to get us back there."
Shadow didn't put the sword away but he did move it when she hugged him. " i made a promise to Ame that i would help you for as long as i can. i failed her once i will not do so again. and i see now that i'm needed here more that i thought i would be. I'm sorry for all those who we have lost." when she finished with the hug he held the sword up and then place one hand under the blade and the other under the hilt. " i made 4 swords before i went to limbo. this is only one of them. each blade is special in its own way. this one has a poison infused into the metal that takes only a few minutes to take full effect. the effects range base on the size of the wound from minor weakness to complete body shutdown resulting in death. I have no wish to keep this sword any longer. i give it to you. the only one who in these dark times bothered to care about what i have to say. you have no choice but to take the sword. you don't have to use it though." He said with a smile.
Shadow walked after her and then said " if your going to kill anyone they you should start with me because i'm the one who failed. so what are you going to do about that. i should have been there when Ame needed me. not when she was dead. i'm the one who should die. What do you have to say to that." he drew his sword and would attack her if she tried to keep going. " your the one at fault here. Aery is mentally broken and your just going to take away the only one that she trusts. You are walking away from her when she needs you most. You can help her better than i or anyone else can. So are you still just going to leave her behind?"
Shadow looked at her and then said " no she didn't suffer." he knew that the lie would come out at some point but he couldn't take the way that her words sounded. she didn't have emotion in her voice and it drove a stake into his heart. what the hell had she been through to do this to her. he would try to figure it out at some point but for now he could only try to help her get better.
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