She looked up at him "No, I only ate the livestock" she murmured and turned away from him, He hated her she could tell "Please, the beast takes over my mind.. i cannot control it" she said teary eyed. She told him the truth but she felt so guilty about it her mind was frazzled and she must have looked pathetic sobbing over the death of meer livestock but what if next time she ate people, she would never forgive herself. She reached out a hand to Steffan and repetely said "Please, dont hate me, Im sorry, Please dont hate me" her eyes filled with tears again