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Kiga, we're supposed to be doing the boss battle aboard the monorail but most of our party is back at the dorm. Yoro and Youhei are going all 300 in the train car, the rest of us (that's me, Ikeda, and the newbies) are all back at the dorm. Itsuki is new and he's kinda wondering around alone in the streets, and this other new guy YUUhei (not to be confused with YOUhei) is also at the dorms and has more or less joined forces with us.

Crimson Flame said As far as the others can see, he's basically just standing there... thinking...

No this is worse than his usual self-inflicted mental shutdown. Its a full catatonic shutdown. Imagine your computer simply can't handle all the processing and gets bogged down, it kinda freezes up for a bit. That's what normally happens when he freaks out due to social anxiety and can't do anything. This is the equivalent of a fatal error. Reboot or possibly reinstall required.
It looks like he's just slumped on the ground feeling sorry for himself and looking generally pathetic...vacant stare and all.

Theorist said He only addressed the SEES members. :3

Meaning...everybody who's not Yuuhei/Itsuki?

The Irish Tree said Someday Itsuki will go back and fight that specific shadow blob-let to reclaim his lost pretzel.

Sounds quest-worthy.

Also, what's BSOD? BullShit OverDose?
Its possible, though I'd like to see how my fellow party members handle this before we call the men in white coats.

Depends on the resolution, but I'm prepared to reintroduce a heavily medicated Shirogane at a later date. Much struggles down that road.

Planning to handle this IC later but for future reference kindly stay out of Shirogane's head, please.

Can't help feeling like there was little or no precedent for his breakdown...it definitely fits with my original character idea but I feel like I didn't give enough warning. If I failed to mention this before, Shirogane is mental. Believe it.

Also, that awkward moment when you have a cat in your lap while at your computer and if you stop petting it for half a second it looks up at you expectantly. That is all.

Oh, and I should mention that I do feel really bad about holding up the action or at the very least the group's progress to the whole boss battle thing we're supposed to have been done with by now...that being said I fully intend to accept whatever quick-fix the group comes up with to this little development. Feel free to snap me out of it with a kiss *puckers up* or...you know....there's "that."

Waiting on a response to his earlier question about their newest ally's motives, Shirogane froze completely, both mentally as well as physically, as Tak's thoughts entered his mind.The guy could have been Strega and put a blade through Shirogane as he stood there and it wouldn't have made any difference to him in that moment because the moment he realized someone else had somehow trespassed on the refuge of his mind a deeper terror than anything he had ever known swallowed Shirogane whole. His mind was the only place that belonged to him alone, an asylum that is as much a sanctuary as it is a prison, like Hell is as much a kingdom to the Devil as it is his damnation.

He was completely unfazed as the alarm on his phone exploded, and remained catatonic even as Ikeda drew close enough to help shut it off which necessitated the kind of proximity that ordinarily resulted in him getting all flustered and snapped him out of his mental episodes. The fear of death put in him by the first excursion into Tartarus and the unknown dangers which lurked within was a bolstering warmth of adrenaline, though it was a fool's confidence, the encounter with The Other and later Strega had been a chilling terror, but this new terror was another beast entirely. How had the whole world come unraveled so simply? Still frozen, Shirogane felt an immense urge to cry swell up, but he did not although he felt the need to as strongly as a baby just born into the world does. Then he wanted to scream, to shout his lungs out, to roar in defiance of terror and death and then expire all in an instant like a great bolt of lightning that produces such light and sound as it splits the night sky that it seems the whole world might be torn apart by the calamitous force of its existence, but he couldn't do that either. Unable to come to terms with the overwhelming feeling of having 'his place' intruded on, he slowly slumped to the ground.

He felt sick and exhausted, like he'd been running frantic in the dark seeking a safe place to rest and, finding none, ran until he collapsed.
Sitting in the doorway, there was 'outside' on one side of him and 'inside' on the other, and there were 'others' around him, people, but they were like figures or cardboard cut-outs to him. They didn't matter, and he didn't care. The only thing that mattered, the only thing he cared about was this spot. If only the whole world was just this one spot and if he was the only person, then he wouldn't have to be afraid. Except there were others, other places and other people, and he resented them. They turned the world into a much larger place when it would be so much simpler without them. When he could no longer ignore the existence of others, it was then he remembered his sickness because the realization that he was not alone forced him to see himself as others might see him. If the whole world and the people in it are like a mirror and if the reflection in that mirror is made up of how others see us, then Shirogane would turn away from his own reflection disgusted. Resenting himself and then other people, other people and then himself--he knew not which came before the other--each revolution only exhausted him further, and so he drew inside himself more and more hoping to make all his cares, worries, and fears disappear.
I'm hoping this literary erection leads to a literal climax.

EDIT: btw the comms are on our phones right? I mean, we can still communicate even without the earpieces yeah? So its like even if I'm missing my earpiece I would still have my phone on me (cuz what japanese high school student wouldn't have their phone on them at all times??) and therefore AWOOGAH! AWOOGAH!! yeah?

I'll just roll with that assumption since I was intending to play it off as Akira doesn't have his comm (at least not the earpiece) but he would most definitely still have his phone ala Cloud Strife FFVII Advent Children.

DOUBLEDIT: Instant drop to zero sanity points. Enjoy.

TRIPLEDIT: holy shit...just read through the wikipedia article on "running amok" to brush up on some things for my post and...well, just read for yourself. There's some seriously messed up shit going on there. I was worried I might be taking things too far with the little nutcase, but I'm glad I'm not going THAT far xD
"To run amok" is literally a "murderous frenzy" or basically a crime of passion that has long been a socially acceptable form of "intentional suicide" especially in Malaysian culture as well as various cultures where suicide is not tolerated. Compare to the Western idea of "going postal"
And here I just thought it was just running around "willy-nilly" like a chicken with its head cut off...no evil tiger spirits please and thank you! Still working on that post, btw.

QUADRUPLEDIT: Hope you like my little psycho. I think he's got the potential to be one of those new-age bad guys who is actually a generally nice person but hates the world because he loves it so much and has to destroy it or eliminate everyone in it because of some twisted good-guy logic like...kill everybody to stop war :D
Reference Neon Genesis Evangelion and Naruto (basically the same deal--turn everybody into amalgamated mind jelly/teleport them to the moon so everyone stops fighting and starts loving each other) or that one guy from Deadman Wonderland who believes by hurting and killing people he's somehow solving the problem of other people hurting/killing each other...cuz there's a static quantity of love/pain in the universe just like mass...fucking wacko.
Why does bad shit keep happening to you??? Lenaya you must be one of those klutz types who keeps self-inflicting injuries.
Woops I tripped *KIDNEY INFECTION!!*
^Pretty much this. I can ignore Lenaya and the others, but Shirogane can't go charging off alone....
I'm still here!! Sorry I missed the headcount/handraising.
Why is Unicorn/Ikeda getting an attack skill?
Theorist said
I don't think that'd be too far-fetched, Tree. :3Also, RPG Gamer, it's currently Sunday in-game. Not only that, it's the Dark Hour. Lennon gave a very nice recap 4 posts up. ^^ highly recommend that you take a look at that and edit your post accordingly. Thanks.

Also, if its midnight wouldn't that make it Monday? Or is not the next day until the Dark Hour passes? (Dark Hour begins when the clock strikes midnight as seen in-game, but it technically occurs between the current day and the next, so...ASDFGHJKLffff...!!)

EDIT: Ehhhhhh, uhmmm...I'm debating whether to go ahead and post or wait for everybody else to have a go seeing as how out of the group back at the dorm I was the last to make a post and no one has responded/reacted to that yet....
If y'all don't mind me charging right ahead I'll just make Shirogane have a little panic attack for seemingly no reason...
DOUBLE EDIT: It'll have to wait till later though cuz I've gotta get out on the road.
I can reach out to Kiga-tan, but busy is busy after all. Not sure if she'll rejoin us here.
Phoenix is slightly stronger. I remember...no wait I'm thinking of Horus.

Alp <3

And then I chose Nekomata cuz, well, I love catgirls. Also the Nocturne Nekomata is pretty cool.
"W-what...?" Shirogane began to thank Ikeda for lending a hand, but it was so surprising to see someone like her take charge of the situation that he stopped mid-arigato. He couldn't believe someone so moe-moe-kyun was actually barking orders. That's...kinda...hot...? Call it being naturally drawn to the alpha, but Shirogane was one of those weaker type-B personalities and the sweet Ikeda had suddenly shifted to a dominant type-A. It was like if Youhei was a short, bespectacled girl. Although he had come back for Ikeda, he wanted to stay here and use protecting the newbies as an excuse to do so. However, her large-and-in-charge-despite-her-diminutive-cuteness attitude left no room for argument. "R-right." He stammered despite himself. He still had his doubts about leaving the dorm and he was especially wary of this wild man, but he kept it to himself. Then, upon seeing the carnage that lay beyond the door in the wake of the strange shadow-kicker Are we seriously asking this monster for help? Does he even have a persona? He couldn't comprehend how someone could be so strong. He had yet to kill a single shadow himself. Before walking through the doorway, Shirogane had to confirm something first. Would this stranger fight alongside them? Could they trust him as their ally? "Wait." He turned to face Yuuhei "Hey...say something. You're on our side, right? We're all human. The shadows are the enemy. Right?"

That weird Strega cult was still out there, and SEES had no information on them. Shirogane had no reason to trust anyone awake during the Dark Hour who wasn't a member of SEES. The shadow to the face he had received and this guy's silence weren't helping his case either. On top of that, Shirogane had a hard time trusting new people in general.
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